Deb - Today at 12:30 AM
we used to hang out? Im sorry, but when you came in and talked about Shais rp, i think that was the 2nd or third time i met you. Not to be mean, i do have a bad memory, but a name like you have would not be easy to forget. So, i am a bit confused
Selenotropism - Today at 12:41 AM
We have talked on Discord call and spent time together. I would come in and sit and talk with you and often we would send little messages to one another that wasn't about drama.
Deb - Today at 12:42 AM
I think you have me confused with someone else
Selenotropism - Today at 12:42 AM
To me that was better than being ignored, told I am doing everything wrong, and better than being shot down left and right
No Deb I don't.
Deb - Today at 12:42 AM
i was never on a call with you, only ones i have talked to on here, Micah, Cordy, Shai, beast, Aro
Selenotropism - Today at 12:42 AM
And I have tried to seek out your guidance a---
We did. We talked on discord call
Deb - Today at 12:43 AM
no, im sorry but it wasnt me
Selenotropism - Today at 12:43 AM
Well then it was someone on your Discord with an older woman raspy voice who was fun to speak to and seemed like a mom
Deb - Today at 12:44 AM
i dont have a raspy voice
Selenotropism - Today at 12:44 AM
Compared to mine you did.
But I sound like I am 12 so.
Deb - Today at 12:44 AM
I havent had discord that long
Selenotropism - Today at 12:44 AM
But if you want to say we didn't talk or spend time together or get along ever go for it. I am used to being called a liar
Deb it was like a week ago.
Deb - Today at 12:45 AM
now i know you are mixing me up with someone else
i havent been on a discord call for weeks
Selenotropism - Today at 12:45 AM
Deb you have been in my discord cannel
We spoke in my DISCORD channel
Deb - Today at 12:45 AM
no, i have not talked on your vc
Selenotropism - Today at 12:45 AM
You have.
Whatever
Believe what you want.
Deb - Today at 12:46 AM
SEL, was NOT me
Selenotropism - Today at 12:46 AM
I am done arguing.
All I have been doing for days is crying my eyes out.
I am exhausted.
Deb - Today at 12:46 AM
well, you have the wrong person, and i am not saying that to be mean
i would admit it if it was me but it wasnt
Selenotropism - Today at 12:46 AM
Whatever Deb.
Deb regardless you have underminded me in my own discord channel infront of my friends and family, you have shot me down and though you don't trust me I have done nothing to prove I am not trust worthy. I have been trying to help EVERYONE when I can. I have been trying to be kind and considerate and it broke my heart to hear you told Shai to take my mod powers away the day after I got them. I tried to warn you about all problems and give you updates and keep open communication.
Deb - Today at 12:48 AM
WAS NOT ME
Selenotropism - Today at 12:48 AM
I don't know what else you want from me and I am so tired of feeling like an outcast wherever I go. You are not the only one who has been burned.
Deb - Today at 12:48 AM
i havent been in a call in weeks
Selenotropism - Today at 12:49 AM
Not even calls.
I am talking about messages
Deb - Today at 12:49 AM
Sel, you have me mixed up with someone else, cause it wasnt me
Selenotropism - Today at 12:49 AM
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Deb - Today at 12:49 AM
the only thing i shot down in a message was you being mod in Shais gp thats it
Selenotropism - Today at 12:49 AM
Are you saying this isn't you?
Everytime I bring up an alliance I get messages like this.
Deb - Today at 12:50 AM
you claimed we had an alliance, we hadnt worked anything out
Selenotropism - Today at 12:50 AM
No I said I know someone who wants an alliance with us.
And I can arrange a meeting with them over the weekend
Deb - Today at 12:50 AM
depends who it was
Selenotropism - Today at 12:51 AM
And I was told at first SaM was apart of Luniel and then told it wasn't
I keep getting mixed information left and right between you and Shai
And then I do one thing and ONE of you tells me I am wrong.
Deb - Today at 12:51 AM
only because i am his mother
Selenotropism - Today at 12:51 AM
But you guys never explain to me how to do it right
Deb - Today at 12:52 AM
Luniel is his baby, he knows a heck of a lot more than i do
Selenotropism - Today at 12:52 AM
I am given deadlines for things and when you revoke my mod rights I can't get it done and all I do is make my members disappointed and make Shai disappointed and it kills me Deb!
Well he is always telling me to go with you about everything and then I get ignored or shot down and it procrastinates everything I need to do for Luniel and stresses me the hell out.
NEW MESSAGES
Selenotropism - Today at 12:53 AM
How am I supposed to meet the deadlines and expectations of the people I care about in an rp I am excited about if I am constantly being told no or blocked?
And now my members are questioning my leadership skills because they see me being underminded by you guys constantly.
All this is doing is hurting all of us. And I am so stressed its unreal. All I want is for us to work together and for us to be friendly. I don't need you to trust me 100% but I need you to try to put in some effort into being open for me to gain your trust and respect.
Selenotropism - Today at 12:55 AM
I trust you. I look up to you. And I am constantly hurt because of this. So tell me what I should do Deb? Because at this point I can't handle anymore... I came to you guys ripped apart by the Seinari. You knew that.
I love Shai he's family and I love you You are family. And Jas and I am good friends with Shadow and Marlina.
But I can't stay if all I am going to be doing is crying and stressing.
Selenotropism - Today at 12:56 AM
I can't be putting in all the effort struggling for the respect and trust of someone who isn't even open to giving it ever.
I have been open about everything Deb. I don't know what else I can do.