Emotion Through Lack of Trigger

maybe im just drunk but im starting to find deeper meaning in nightcore and bullshit-vaporwave(the kind that's literally just slowed down songs with nothing else)
Like both sound like a representation of time moving at a different speed
Like your perception is working differently
Which really happens
The ideas of time going by faster when youre having fun
And bad experiences lasting forever
They're so simple, and such psuedo philosophical queries
But isnt it so cool
That theres an art that can mimic this
That listening to a song
Doesnt really make me feel anything about the song
But makes me remember moments in my life
Makes me feel pure emotions not directed at anything in particular
I've started to like what I do too much.
Because I dont do anything
and its the most interesting thing in the world sometimes