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- When you're young
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- and the woman in your hands
- is young,
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- you're provoked
- by the life in her skin;
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- in the muscles under her skin.
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- You can smell life
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- in the sweet perfume
- of her sweat,
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- in her breath,
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- sweet perfume
- that can make you dizzy.
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- 00:02:20,106 --> 00:02:22,274
- You can sense life
- in the jittery convulsions
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- of her reaction to every
- new touch and sensation.
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- And you feel young and alive
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- and jolted by excitement
- every time you come near her.
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- 00:02:30,933 --> 00:02:32,084
- But the older you get,
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- 00:02:32,085 --> 00:02:34,086
- the older
- the woman in your hands gets,
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- 00:02:34,087 --> 00:02:35,887
- you grow lulled
- by the lazy response
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- of her flesh to your touch,
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- lulled by the numb response
- of your own nerves to her flesh,
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- 00:02:41,276 --> 00:02:43,228
- by the sluggish torpor
- of her muscles;
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- the souring perfume
- of her sweat;
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- of her tears;
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- the souring smell
- of her old guts
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- belching out air.
- 23
- 00:02:50,736 --> 00:02:53,255
- And it's a curse,
- 24
- 00:02:53,256 --> 00:02:55,072
- because getting older
- doesn't make you
- 25
- 00:02:55,073 --> 00:02:56,674
- like being with an old woman
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- any more than you did
- when you were young.
- 27
- 00:02:59,027 --> 00:03:00,078
- It's worse, really,
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- because it lacks even
- 29
- 00:03:01,514 --> 00:03:03,181
- the thrill of novelty
- or the forbidden.
- 30
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- She's just old,
- 31
- 00:03:04,416 --> 00:03:05,884
- and she reminds you
- that you're old
- 32
- 00:03:05,885 --> 00:03:08,503
- and that your old shell
- is still taking up space
- 33
- 00:03:08,504 --> 00:03:11,956
- but that its life
- is almost gone.
- 34
- 00:03:11,957 --> 00:03:13,124
- But nothing's worse
- 35
- 00:03:13,125 --> 00:03:14,943
- than being old
- and holding youth in your hands,
- 36
- 00:03:14,944 --> 00:03:17,362
- even youth that's
- thrilled by the novelty of you.
- 37
- 00:03:17,363 --> 00:03:19,631
- Because you can still
- smell youth's sweetness,
- 38
- 00:03:19,632 --> 00:03:22,133
- feel the spring of muscles
- under her taut skin,
- 39
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- but you know it isn't yours.
- 40
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- You're not sharing in it
- 41
- 00:03:26,105 --> 00:03:28,539
- but are feeding off it
- like some kind of vampire.
- 42
- 00:03:28,540 --> 00:03:30,108
- And you wonder
- what the point is,
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- 00:03:30,109 --> 00:03:31,542
- what the point
- of going on living,
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- the point of loving,
- the point of touching.
- 45
- 00:03:33,379 --> 00:03:35,130
- And all your instincts,
- your training,
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- 00:03:35,131 --> 00:03:36,965
- have made you too afraid
- to pull the trigger
- 47
- 00:03:36,966 --> 00:03:38,282
- and end it yourself,
- 48
- 00:03:38,283 --> 00:03:40,368
- to take responsibility
- that nature has abdicated
- 49
- 00:03:40,369 --> 00:03:42,820
- into your own trembling,
- weakening hands.
- 50
- 00:03:42,821 --> 00:03:45,222
- You stare at those hands,
- 51
- 00:03:45,223 --> 00:03:46,874
- studying them,
- wondering what they are,
- 52
- 00:03:46,875 --> 00:03:49,578
- why you can't make them
- do what you want them to do.
- 53
- 00:03:49,579 --> 00:03:51,313
- You stare down at your hands
- 54
- 00:03:51,314 --> 00:03:54,549
- and you realize
- that even your own hands
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- aren't really yours anymore.
- 56
- 00:03:56,719 --> 00:03:58,886
- And you look up from your hand
- into the mirror
- 57
- 00:03:58,887 --> 00:04:00,555
- and you see a face
- that you recognize,
- 58
- 00:04:00,556 --> 00:04:02,824
- a face that you've been
- staring at for your entire life,
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- 00:04:02,825 --> 00:04:04,559
- for eternity,
- 60
- 00:04:04,560 --> 00:04:06,060
- and you remember
- that the face is yours,
- 61
- 00:04:06,061 --> 00:04:08,796
- but you have no idea
- who you are anymore.
- 62
- 00:04:08,797 --> 00:04:10,165
- And the person you once were
- 63
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- who had any kind of cohesiveness
- or connection to himself
- 64
- 00:04:13,702 --> 00:04:16,771
- feels a million Miles away,
- 65
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- like the native
- of some alien planet
- 66
- 00:04:18,507 --> 00:04:20,842
- you visited long ago
- 67
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- in another lifetime.
- 68
- 00:04:27,850 --> 00:04:30,468
- That's what it's like to be 40
- 69
- 00:04:30,469 --> 00:04:32,687
- Jesus Christ, you look better
- than my brother.
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- 00:04:32,688 --> 00:04:34,455
- He just graduated law school.
- 71
- 00:04:34,456 --> 00:04:36,191
- That's the curse
- I'm talking about:
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- What you're looking at
- isn't real,
- 73
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- none of it.
- 74
- 00:04:39,545 --> 00:04:42,713
- You do smell kind of different
- from younger guys.
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- Their sweat is electric.
- 76
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- It's scary,
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- 00:04:45,985 --> 00:04:47,469
- not so much fun sometimes.
- 78
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- I mean, your muscles
- are still there and everything,
- 79
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- but it's different.
- 80
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- It's mellower.
- 81
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- I feel like I can relax.
- 82
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- I don't know if you remember,
- 83
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- but it's not so much fun
- being young
- 84
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- and freaked out about everything
- all the time.
- 85
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- It doesn't change.
- 86
- 00:05:00,116 --> 00:05:01,649
- Haven't you even
- been listening to me?
- 87
- 00:05:01,650 --> 00:05:04,669
- I know 14-year-old girls
- who sound like you do.
- 88
- 00:05:04,670 --> 00:05:07,171
- I bet you sounded exactly
- the same when you were 14,
- 89
- 00:05:07,172 --> 00:05:10,407
- although you'd have something
- different to be depressed about,
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- 'cause you wouldn't be old.
- 91
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- Old?
- I'm 40.
- 92
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- You said it.
- 93
- 00:05:15,681 --> 00:05:17,682
- God could reverse your age
- back 20 years,
- 94
- 00:05:17,683 --> 00:05:18,883
- and you'd still be complaining
- 95
- 00:05:18,884 --> 00:05:21,185
- about how you miss
- being old again.
- 96
- 00:05:21,186 --> 00:05:23,788
- - I'm not old.
- - No.
- 97
- 00:05:23,789 --> 00:05:25,623
- You're depressed.
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- 00:05:25,624 --> 00:05:28,359
- Being old's
- got nothing to do with it.
- 99
- 00:05:28,360 --> 00:05:30,194
- I'll tell you the worst part
- about getting old.
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- You said you weren't.
- 101
- 00:05:31,797 --> 00:05:34,231
- It's getting lectured by kids
- who think they know everything.
- 102
- 00:05:34,232 --> 00:05:35,299
- That's the worst part.
- 103
- 00:05:35,300 --> 00:05:36,834
- It's getting lectured by kids
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- who think that all the shit
- you're going through now
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- 00:05:38,904 --> 00:05:40,538
- is gonna add up
- to something good later,
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- 00:05:40,539 --> 00:05:43,374
- that for everything you lose,
- you'll gain something.
- 107
- 00:05:43,375 --> 00:05:44,408
- Well, you won't.
- 108
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- I am doing you a fucking favor.
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- 00:05:46,044 --> 00:05:47,111
- You want to hang out
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- 00:05:47,112 --> 00:05:49,431
- with an old guy
- so you can feel relaxed?
- 111
- 00:05:49,432 --> 00:05:51,382
- Well, then allow him
- to do you this favor
- 112
- 00:05:51,383 --> 00:05:54,885
- and tell you that you will lose
- everything and gain nothing,
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- 00:05:54,886 --> 00:05:56,804
- not a single fucking thing
- 114
- 00:05:56,805 --> 00:05:59,391
- except the knowledge
- that you've lost everything
- 115
- 00:05:59,392 --> 00:06:00,392
- and gained nothing.
- 116
- 00:06:00,393 --> 00:06:02,226
- Nothing?
- 117
- 00:06:02,227 --> 00:06:03,728
- You say
- you want to do me a favor,
- 118
- 00:06:03,729 --> 00:06:04,996
- but you give me nothing.
- 119
- 00:06:04,997 --> 00:06:06,998
- How's that doing me a favor?
- 120
- 00:06:06,999 --> 00:06:09,000
- By helping you
- lower your expectations.
- 121
- 00:06:09,001 --> 00:06:11,836
- Lower your expectations,
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- and the pain
- of realizing how empty it all is
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- 00:06:14,339 --> 00:06:15,840
- might be lessened.
- 124
- 00:06:15,841 --> 00:06:18,109
- So you want
- to ruin my happiness now
- 125
- 00:06:18,110 --> 00:06:22,514
- so you can spare me pain later?
- 126
- 00:06:22,515 --> 00:06:24,683
- I'll take my happiness.
- 127
- 00:06:24,684 --> 00:06:26,685
- I'll take my pain.
- 128
- 00:06:26,686 --> 00:06:31,822
- The only thing I don't want
- are your goddamn favors.
- 129
- 00:06:31,823 --> 00:06:33,191
- You should feel guilty
- 130
- 00:06:33,192 --> 00:06:35,126
- about hanging out
- with young girls.
- 131
- 00:06:35,127 --> 00:06:36,928
- Although, if I were you,
- I would feel guiltier
- 132
- 00:06:36,929 --> 00:06:38,346
- about hanging out
- with the old ones,
- 133
- 00:06:38,347 --> 00:06:41,883
- because I imagine that they have
- enough shit to deal with
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- 00:06:41,884 --> 00:06:46,354
- without being invaded
- by your bullshit about nothing.
- 135
- 00:06:46,355 --> 00:06:48,857
- I would feel guilty about
- hanging out with my friends,
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- 00:06:48,858 --> 00:06:49,924
- if I were you.
- 137
- 00:06:49,925 --> 00:06:51,259
- I would go into a room,
- 138
- 00:06:51,260 --> 00:06:55,697
- crawl into a closet
- and lock the door.
- 139
- 00:06:55,698 --> 00:06:57,732
- I'm sorry.
- 140
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- For what?
- 141
- 00:06:59,201 --> 00:07:01,869
- I'm just sorry, all right?
- 142
- 00:07:01,870 --> 00:07:02,970
- No, you're not.
- 143
- 00:07:02,971 --> 00:07:04,471
- What the hell
- are you talking about?
- 144
- 00:07:04,472 --> 00:07:06,240
- I'm telling you I'm sorry,
- and you saying I'm not
- 145
- 00:07:06,241 --> 00:07:07,642
- isn't gonna change
- that I'm sorry.
- 146
- 00:07:07,643 --> 00:07:08,810
- No.
- 147
- 00:07:08,811 --> 00:07:10,645
- You can say
- whatever you want to say,
- 148
- 00:07:10,646 --> 00:07:12,980
- but you're not sorry.
- 149
- 00:07:12,981 --> 00:07:14,148
- You're hurt.
- 150
- 00:07:14,149 --> 00:07:16,918
- I tried. I... I'm sorry.
- 151
- 00:07:16,919 --> 00:07:18,853
- No, you're not.
- 152
- 00:07:18,854 --> 00:07:20,655
- It's not like
- I did anything terrible to you.
- 153
- 00:07:20,656 --> 00:07:21,989
- Give me something here,
- will you?
- 154
- 00:07:21,990 --> 00:07:24,159
- I thought you were the one
- handing out favors.
- 155
- 00:09:37,009 --> 00:09:38,509
- The explosion
- rocked the twin towers
- 156
- 00:09:38,510 --> 00:09:40,445
- of the world trade center
- at about 12:15,
- 157
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- sending many
- of the 130,000 people
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- 00:09:42,848 --> 00:09:45,015
- who either work
- or visit the towers each day
- 159
- 00:09:45,016 --> 00:09:46,851
- scurrying into the streets.
- 160
- 00:09:46,852 --> 00:09:48,953
- Sources say a huge bomb exploded
- 161
- 00:09:48,954 --> 00:09:51,989
- on level b2 of the garage
- below the vista hotel.
- 162
- 00:09:51,990 --> 00:09:53,023
- Thanks, Joe.
- 163
- 00:09:53,024 --> 00:09:54,425
- Reinforced concrete
- in the garage
- 164
- 00:09:54,426 --> 00:09:55,793
- absorbed most of the explosion,
- 165
- 00:09:55,794 --> 00:09:57,762
- preventing what could have been
- a disaster from occurring
- 166
- 00:09:57,763 --> 00:09:59,231
- as firefighters
- made a second sweep.
- 167
- 00:10:31,997 --> 00:10:34,481
- You have to come to school
- to see my teacher.
- 168
- 00:10:34,482 --> 00:10:35,883
- How's that?
- 169
- 00:10:35,884 --> 00:10:38,119
- She saw us all scrambling
- around on the playground,
- 170
- 00:10:38,120 --> 00:10:39,721
- and she said
- she wanted to see the mothers
- 171
- 00:10:39,722 --> 00:10:41,222
- of all the boys
- that was fighting,
- 172
- 00:10:41,223 --> 00:10:43,891
- so, pa, I guess you're gonna
- have to go for me.
- 173
- 00:10:43,892 --> 00:10:46,393
- Young ones, young ones,
- young ones, young ones.
- 174
- 00:10:46,394 --> 00:10:49,580
- Yeah, everything's fine.
- 175
- 00:10:49,581 --> 00:10:50,614
- No, no.
- 176
- 00:10:50,615 --> 00:10:54,185
- Everything's okay.
- 177
- 00:10:54,186 --> 00:10:57,756
- Yeah, I'll come over for dinner
- 178
- 00:10:57,757 --> 00:11:01,492
- I don't know, around 7:00?
- 179
- 00:11:01,493 --> 00:11:05,246
- No. No, I've got some stuff
- to do this afternoon.
- 180
- 00:11:05,247 --> 00:11:07,681
- Come on, you got me here
- waiting 15 minutes already.
- 181
- 00:11:07,682 --> 00:11:10,518
- Come on all ready,
- we're late!
- 182
- 00:11:10,519 --> 00:11:13,187
- There are 20 less seconds
- on the shot clock.
- 183
- 00:11:13,188 --> 00:11:15,056
- That's the game clock
- you're looking at.
- 184
- 00:11:15,057 --> 00:11:16,541
- You can't leave him alone.
- 185
- 00:11:16,542 --> 00:11:18,025
- Mm.
- 186
- 00:11:18,026 --> 00:11:20,027
- So beautiful.
- 187
- 00:11:20,028 --> 00:11:21,295
- Look at that beautiful face.
- 188
- 00:11:21,296 --> 00:11:22,730
- Look at the clothes
- you're wearing.
- 189
- 00:11:22,731 --> 00:11:24,031
- - Hey, dad.
- - My son.
- 190
- 00:11:24,032 --> 00:11:26,033
- So beautiful, and you hide it
- under theseshmates.
- 191
- 00:11:26,034 --> 00:11:27,101
- I don't understand it.
- 192
- 00:11:27,102 --> 00:11:28,370
- What are you ashamed of?
- 193
- 00:11:30,205 --> 00:11:32,306
- I still have that beautiful
- jacket I bought for you.
- 194
- 00:11:32,307 --> 00:11:34,041
- It's waiting
- in your father's closet
- 195
- 00:11:34,042 --> 00:11:35,542
- anytime you want to wear it.
- 196
- 00:11:35,543 --> 00:11:41,315
- # #
- 197
- 00:11:41,316 --> 00:11:43,284
- Hey, bro.
- 198
- 00:11:43,285 --> 00:11:44,786
- Your brother
- wrote a new piece.
- 199
- 00:11:44,787 --> 00:11:47,021
- Yeah?
- I can't wait to hear it.
- 200
- 00:11:47,022 --> 00:11:48,289
- I'm just practicing.
- 201
- 00:11:48,290 --> 00:11:49,891
- I'll play it for you later.
- I can't wait.
- 202
- 00:11:49,892 --> 00:11:50,958
- Mom!
- 203
- 00:11:50,959 --> 00:11:52,559
- The yams are boiling!
- Oh, my God.
- 204
- 00:11:52,560 --> 00:11:54,328
- Oh, my God.
- 205
- 00:11:54,329 --> 00:11:57,231
- I made you a soup, and I have
- salmon and a green salad.
- 206
- 00:11:57,232 --> 00:11:58,399
- Great. That sounds great.
- 207
- 00:11:58,400 --> 00:12:02,069
- And I also made
- some extra chicken.
- 208
- 00:12:02,070 --> 00:12:03,437
- If the salmon isn't enough.
- 209
- 00:12:03,438 --> 00:12:04,872
- Well, I'm sure
- the salmon will be...
- 210
- 00:12:04,873 --> 00:12:06,007
- Also some mashed potatoes.
- 211
- 00:12:06,008 --> 00:12:07,141
- I'm sure the salmon...
- 212
- 00:12:07,142 --> 00:12:08,676
- He said the salmon
- would be enough.
- 213
- 00:12:08,677 --> 00:12:10,444
- I have some mashed potatoes
- from yesterday.
- 214
- 00:12:10,445 --> 00:12:12,446
- - What are all these yams?
- - If you're still hungry.
- 215
- 00:12:12,447 --> 00:12:13,981
- I eat two yams.
- Two!
- 216
- 00:12:13,982 --> 00:12:15,282
- Well, I just
- put a few extra.
- 217
- 00:12:15,283 --> 00:12:16,851
- I eat two yams!
- 218
- 00:12:16,852 --> 00:12:18,452
- If you cook all these, you're
- gonna have to throw them out.
- 219
- 00:12:18,453 --> 00:12:20,454
- All right, I'll take them out.
- I'll take them out.
- 220
- 00:12:20,455 --> 00:12:22,289
- Okay, all right.
- I take them out.
- 221
- 00:12:22,290 --> 00:12:23,457
- I'm gonna go to the bathroom.
- 222
- 00:12:23,458 --> 00:12:24,992
- Does anybody
- need to use the bathroom?
- 223
- 00:12:24,993 --> 00:12:26,227
- - No.
- - No.
- 224
- 00:12:26,228 --> 00:12:27,394
- 'Cause I'm gonna use it,
- 225
- 00:12:27,395 --> 00:12:29,196
- so if anybody needs to use it,
- use it now.
- 226
- 00:12:29,197 --> 00:12:32,700
- It's fine.
- 227
- 00:12:32,701 --> 00:12:34,802
- Mom, why do you let him
- push you around like that?
- 228
- 00:12:34,803 --> 00:12:37,604
- It's okay,
- I just put too many yams on.
- 229
- 00:12:37,605 --> 00:12:38,940
- What...
- 230
- 00:12:38,941 --> 00:12:40,808
- You shouldn't
- be cooking for him anyway.
- 231
- 00:12:40,809 --> 00:12:43,210
- He shouldn't even
- be living here.
- 232
- 00:12:43,211 --> 00:12:44,545
- You haven't seen him
- for a while.
- 233
- 00:12:44,546 --> 00:12:46,814
- You don't know how weak he is.
- 234
- 00:12:46,815 --> 00:12:49,050
- He's better now,
- but you don't see him.
- 235
- 00:12:49,051 --> 00:12:50,551
- He's been so weak.
- 236
- 00:12:50,552 --> 00:12:52,887
- I see him.
- I'm here, aren't I?
- 237
- 00:12:52,888 --> 00:12:54,288
- You don't see him
- the way I see him.
- 238
- 00:12:54,289 --> 00:12:55,706
- You don't see how weak he is.
- 239
- 00:12:55,707 --> 00:12:58,175
- He's weak because you let him
- get away with being weak.
- 240
- 00:12:58,176 --> 00:12:59,577
- You don't ask him
- to do anything.
- 241
- 00:12:59,578 --> 00:13:01,829
- How long are you gonna let him
- emotionally blackmail you?
- 242
- 00:13:01,830 --> 00:13:03,832
- Can't you just stop it?
- 243
- 00:13:06,635 --> 00:13:07,802
- How about you?
- 244
- 00:13:07,803 --> 00:13:09,837
- You still
- seeing that beautiful girl?
- 245
- 00:13:09,838 --> 00:13:11,171
- No.
- 246
- 00:13:11,172 --> 00:13:12,507
- Well, but she wasn't for you.
- 247
- 00:13:12,508 --> 00:13:14,309
- I didn't say anything,
- but she wasn't for you.
- 248
- 00:13:14,310 --> 00:13:17,011
- If she was,
- I guess she'd be here, huh?
- 249
- 00:13:17,012 --> 00:13:19,030
- You need someone
- who's more your equal.
- 250
- 00:13:19,031 --> 00:13:21,014
- Equal in what?
- 251
- 00:13:21,015 --> 00:13:22,850
- It's not a competition, is it?
- 252
- 00:13:22,851 --> 00:13:24,518
- You need to find someone
- who can...
- 253
- 00:13:24,519 --> 00:13:26,020
- Someone who can help you.
- 254
- 00:13:26,021 --> 00:13:27,688
- Help me?
- She left me.
- 255
- 00:13:27,689 --> 00:13:30,258
- Maybe I didn't have anything
- to give to her, mom.
- 256
- 00:13:30,259 --> 00:13:31,392
- You ever thought about that?
- Hmmph.
- 257
- 00:13:31,393 --> 00:13:33,528
- Maybe I have nothing
- to give to anyone.
- 258
- 00:13:33,529 --> 00:13:35,696
- That ever crossed your mind?
- 259
- 00:13:35,697 --> 00:13:37,865
- You just
- need to find the right girl.
- 260
- 00:13:37,866 --> 00:13:41,702
- So how's work?
- 261
- 00:13:41,703 --> 00:13:43,704
- I'm not working.
- 262
- 00:13:43,705 --> 00:13:45,640
- It's important
- to keep working.
- 263
- 00:13:45,641 --> 00:13:47,041
- Why? What's so great
- about work?
- 264
- 00:13:47,042 --> 00:13:50,210
- You work all the time.
- What's so great about your life
- 265
- 00:13:50,211 --> 00:13:52,547
- I'm alive.
- 266
- 00:13:52,548 --> 00:13:53,814
- After the war,
- 267
- 00:13:53,815 --> 00:13:56,384
- when I came back to Paris
- living with my mother,
- 268
- 00:13:56,385 --> 00:13:58,719
- men chased me
- all around the city.
- 269
- 00:13:58,720 --> 00:14:00,054
- I didn't care.
- 270
- 00:14:00,055 --> 00:14:01,722
- I wanted my freedom.
- 271
- 00:14:01,723 --> 00:14:02,823
- Mom!
- 272
- 00:14:02,824 --> 00:14:04,392
- I'm gonna start
- the carrots now, mom.
- 273
- 00:14:04,393 --> 00:14:07,362
- The more I ignored them,
- the more they chased me.
- 274
- 00:14:07,363 --> 00:14:08,496
- The more they chased me,
- 275
- 00:14:08,497 --> 00:14:10,164
- the less I wanted them.
- 276
- 00:14:10,165 --> 00:14:12,833
- There was a boy,
- a handsome boy from Sweden,
- 277
- 00:14:12,834 --> 00:14:14,335
- whose family
- had a lot of money...
- 278
- 00:14:14,336 --> 00:14:15,670
- Millionaires.
- 279
- 00:14:15,671 --> 00:14:17,171
- I didn't care.
- 280
- 00:14:17,172 --> 00:14:19,507
- He wanted me to marry him.
- 281
- 00:14:19,508 --> 00:14:21,108
- He asked me to marry him
- every day.
- 282
- 00:14:21,109 --> 00:14:22,443
- That's how she tells it.
- 283
- 00:14:22,444 --> 00:14:25,613
- But I finally told him
- I don't want to see him anymore
- 284
- 00:14:25,614 --> 00:14:28,683
- but then his mother called
- one night, crying,
- 285
- 00:14:28,684 --> 00:14:32,853
- saying he was with a gun
- in his room,
- 286
- 00:14:32,854 --> 00:14:34,855
- and he was
- going to kill himself
- 287
- 00:14:34,856 --> 00:14:37,191
- unless I went to see him.
- 288
- 00:14:37,192 --> 00:14:40,695
- I told her, he can kill himself
- if he wants to.
- 289
- 00:14:40,696 --> 00:14:42,630
- I am not going to see him.
- 290
- 00:14:42,631 --> 00:14:44,465
- And I hung up the phone.
- 291
- 00:14:44,466 --> 00:14:47,702
- No one was going to pin me down,
- not me.
- 292
- 00:14:47,703 --> 00:14:50,571
- Your yams are on the stove,
- two of them.
- 293
- 00:14:50,572 --> 00:14:53,542
- You can finish it yourself.
- 294
- 00:14:54,543 --> 00:14:59,547
- Oh, you'll find the right girl.
- 295
- 00:14:59,548 --> 00:15:01,716
- Yeah, you know what?
- I...
- 296
- 00:15:01,717 --> 00:15:04,218
- I know you cooked
- and everything,
- 297
- 00:15:04,219 --> 00:15:05,285
- but I'm gonna go.
- 298
- 00:15:05,286 --> 00:15:06,537
- Are you gonna leave this house
- 299
- 00:15:06,538 --> 00:15:08,539
- without giving your mother
- a kiss?
- 300
- 00:15:08,540 --> 00:15:09,840
- I'm gonna be late for school.
- 301
- 00:15:09,841 --> 00:15:12,176
- First go give your mother
- a good morning kiss.
- 302
- 00:15:12,177 --> 00:15:14,278
- Maybe you can
- give her a kiss today.
- 303
- 00:15:14,279 --> 00:15:15,279
- I kiss her,
- 304
- 00:15:15,280 --> 00:15:16,446
- but to start her day,
- 305
- 00:15:16,447 --> 00:15:18,683
- she needs a good morning kiss
- from you.
- 306
- 00:15:18,684 --> 00:15:20,517
- I can give her a kiss.
- 307
- 00:15:20,518 --> 00:15:22,687
- You can kiss her after school.
- 308
- 00:15:22,688 --> 00:15:25,856
- In the morning, she needs a kiss
- from your big brother.
- 309
- 00:15:25,857 --> 00:15:28,110
- Now, come on.
- Let's get your things.
- 310
- 00:16:05,680 --> 00:16:07,080
- Slap!
- Oh!
- 311
- 00:16:07,081 --> 00:16:08,483
- No.
- 312
- 00:16:15,507 --> 00:16:16,523
- Slap!
- Oh, God, so good.
- 313
- 00:16:16,524 --> 00:16:18,159
- Slap!
- 314
- 00:16:21,997 --> 00:16:23,948
- No.
- 315
- 00:16:23,949 --> 00:16:26,018
- Mm.
- Mm.
- 316
- 00:16:29,154 --> 00:16:31,589
- Mm, no.
- 317
- 00:16:53,879 --> 00:16:55,112
- What are you doing?
- 318
- 00:16:55,113 --> 00:16:56,547
- What do you mean,
- "what am I doing?"
- 319
- 00:16:56,548 --> 00:16:58,215
- I want to make love to you.
- 320
- 00:16:58,216 --> 00:17:00,217
- - We can't do that.
- - What?
- 321
- 00:17:00,218 --> 00:17:01,718
- You've been
- with too many girls.
- 322
- 00:17:01,719 --> 00:17:04,288
- I haven't
- been with that many girls.
- 323
- 00:17:04,289 --> 00:17:05,822
- Too many girls.
- 324
- 00:17:05,823 --> 00:17:09,326
- I haven't.
- 325
- 00:17:09,327 --> 00:17:11,329
- Too many girls.
- 326
- 00:17:14,967 --> 00:17:16,318
- Thud!
- 327
- 00:17:29,164 --> 00:17:32,667
- Too many girls.
- 328
- 00:17:33,684 --> 00:17:34,852
- Hey.
- 329
- 00:17:34,853 --> 00:17:38,522
- Sorry... sorry if I scared you.
- 330
- 00:17:38,523 --> 00:17:41,525
- I let myself in.
- 331
- 00:17:41,526 --> 00:17:43,461
- I just couldn't...
- 332
- 00:17:47,032 --> 00:17:51,035
- Hey.
- 333
- 00:17:51,036 --> 00:17:52,637
- Hey, what's going on?
- 334
- 00:17:58,043 --> 00:18:01,879
- I just can't deal
- with mom and dad.
- 335
- 00:18:01,880 --> 00:18:04,214
- I'm going crazy.
- 336
- 00:18:04,215 --> 00:18:06,450
- I mean, they put on a show
- when you come over,
- 337
- 00:18:06,451 --> 00:18:07,834
- but they're fighting
- all the time.
- 338
- 00:18:07,835 --> 00:18:09,870
- And then
- when he tries to be nice to her
- 339
- 00:18:09,871 --> 00:18:11,205
- and get close to her,
- 340
- 00:18:11,206 --> 00:18:14,308
- she goes and calls her guys,
- you know, her friends,
- 341
- 00:18:14,309 --> 00:18:15,642
- and makes plans with them.
- 342
- 00:18:15,643 --> 00:18:17,444
- She makes plans
- and does nothing.
- 343
- 00:18:17,445 --> 00:18:20,314
- She's an ice queen.
- 344
- 00:18:20,315 --> 00:18:22,149
- Ice queen, with that temper?
- 345
- 00:18:22,150 --> 00:18:23,817
- The deeper the ice,
- the louder it cracks.
- 346
- 00:18:23,818 --> 00:18:27,154
- She's frigid.
- 347
- 00:18:27,155 --> 00:18:29,823
- You know, I don't think
- she's ever had an orgasm, man.
- 348
- 00:18:29,824 --> 00:18:31,625
- Hey.
- Hey, it's all right.
- 349
- 00:18:31,626 --> 00:18:33,227
- You don't
- have to talk like that.
- 350
- 00:18:33,228 --> 00:18:35,829
- I don't think she's had sex
- with dad since you were born.
- 351
- 00:18:35,830 --> 00:18:38,465
- But who cares?
- It's their life.
- 352
- 00:18:38,466 --> 00:18:40,167
- You shouldn't be there anyway.
- 353
- 00:18:40,168 --> 00:18:41,735
- I know,
- but I don't know what to do.
- 354
- 00:18:41,736 --> 00:18:43,870
- You should start working.
- That's what you should do.
- 355
- 00:18:43,871 --> 00:18:45,839
- Get out in the world
- and make a living.
- 356
- 00:18:45,840 --> 00:18:48,342
- Play some music, man;
- Make some money.
- 357
- 00:18:48,343 --> 00:18:50,344
- Do something so you
- can get the hell out of there.
- 358
- 00:18:50,345 --> 00:18:51,678
- You think it's so easy.
- I mean, I'm trying.
- 359
- 00:18:51,679 --> 00:18:53,114
- - I'm not say...
- - You don't give me any credit.
- 360
- 00:18:53,115 --> 00:18:54,681
- Credit?
- 361
- 00:18:54,682 --> 00:18:56,883
- You know, it's a miracle
- I'm not in a hospital right now
- 362
- 00:18:56,884 --> 00:18:58,719
- it's because you won't eat.
- Why won't you eat?
- 363
- 00:18:58,720 --> 00:19:00,487
- You have to eat
- like a normal human being.
- 364
- 00:19:00,488 --> 00:19:03,507
- Just please fucking eat
- like a normal human being.
- 365
- 00:19:03,508 --> 00:19:04,741
- Stop making mom
- 366
- 00:19:04,742 --> 00:19:06,943
- cook yams and potatoes
- for you all the time.
- 367
- 00:19:06,944 --> 00:19:09,864
- Start taking care of yourself.
- Jesus, man, come on.
- 368
- 00:19:17,322 --> 00:19:19,957
- Look, you should stay here.
- 369
- 00:19:22,460 --> 00:19:25,829
- Okay, thanks.
- 370
- 00:19:25,830 --> 00:19:27,098
- I'll sleep on the couch.
- 371
- 00:19:27,099 --> 00:19:28,264
- I'll be gone
- by the time you wake up...
- 372
- 00:19:28,265 --> 00:19:31,134
- No, I mean, you should...
- 373
- 00:19:31,135 --> 00:19:32,703
- You should come
- live in this apartment
- 374
- 00:19:32,704 --> 00:19:34,989
- and get out of mom and dad's.
- 375
- 00:19:34,990 --> 00:19:37,491
- Well, I... I don't know
- if now is such a good time.
- 376
- 00:19:37,492 --> 00:19:39,326
- I mean, they're not
- getting along,
- 377
- 00:19:39,327 --> 00:19:40,661
- and she's really on edge.
- 378
- 00:19:40,662 --> 00:19:41,996
- I wouldn't want
- to rock the boat.
- 379
- 00:19:41,997 --> 00:19:43,330
- Rock the boat?
- 380
- 00:19:43,331 --> 00:19:47,167
- Jesus,
- this will steady the boat.
- 381
- 00:19:47,168 --> 00:19:49,503
- Get out of there
- and come stay here.
- 382
- 00:19:49,504 --> 00:19:50,671
- Well, this place is tiny.
- 383
- 00:19:50,672 --> 00:19:51,972
- You've got girls to bring over.
- 384
- 00:19:51,973 --> 00:19:53,507
- I won't be here.
- 385
- 00:19:53,508 --> 00:19:55,175
- What do you mean?
- 386
- 00:19:55,176 --> 00:19:57,845
- I mean, I'm staying
- at this woman's place anyway.
- 387
- 00:19:57,846 --> 00:19:59,546
- Well, I thought
- you broke up with...
- 388
- 00:19:59,547 --> 00:20:02,182
- No, no, no, not her.
- The, um...
- 389
- 00:20:02,183 --> 00:20:04,084
- The Asian one.
- 390
- 00:20:04,085 --> 00:20:06,186
- You remember her?
- 391
- 00:20:06,187 --> 00:20:07,855
- Oh, yeah.
- 392
- 00:20:07,856 --> 00:20:09,690
- Do I?
- She's like, wild.
- 393
- 00:20:09,691 --> 00:20:11,158
- There's a lot of them
- out there, man.
- 394
- 00:20:11,159 --> 00:20:12,359
- They're all over the place.
- 395
- 00:20:12,360 --> 00:20:13,527
- I mean, the world's crawling
- with Asian...
- 396
- 00:20:13,528 --> 00:20:14,528
- Not for me.
- 397
- 00:20:14,529 --> 00:20:15,830
- What do you mean, not for you?
- 398
- 00:20:15,831 --> 00:20:17,497
- Of course not for you
- unless you get out of the house.
- 399
- 00:20:17,498 --> 00:20:18,699
- You've got
- to get out of the house...
- 400
- 00:20:18,700 --> 00:20:20,367
- Okay, let's just
- not talk about it, okay?
- 401
- 00:20:20,368 --> 00:20:22,369
- ,
- I mean, yeah, I'll move in here
- 402
- 00:20:22,370 --> 00:20:25,339
- but if you're gonna pressure me
- about girls and about going out,
- 403
- 00:20:25,340 --> 00:20:27,541
- then I'll just... I won't;
- You know, I'll go back.
- 404
- 00:20:27,542 --> 00:20:29,376
- - Hey, look, all right.
- - I don't need to be here.
- 405
- 00:20:29,377 --> 00:20:31,712
- Take it easy.
- I'm not pressuring you.
- 406
- 00:20:31,713 --> 00:20:35,048
- We're just
- having a conversation, okay?
- 407
- 00:20:35,049 --> 00:20:37,885
- Just get all your shit
- and come stay here.
- 408
- 00:20:40,989 --> 00:20:42,740
- Well, what about my piano?
- 409
- 00:20:51,248 --> 00:20:53,417
- We'll get the movers
- and bring it here.
- 410
- 00:20:53,418 --> 00:20:57,954
- You can, um...
- 411
- 00:20:57,955 --> 00:20:59,856
- You can move all that shit
- away from the wall there
- 412
- 00:20:59,857 --> 00:21:02,092
- and put it there.
- 413
- 00:21:02,093 --> 00:21:03,395
- All right?
- 414
- 00:21:07,515 --> 00:21:08,849
- Hi.
- 415
- 00:21:08,850 --> 00:21:11,535
- I'd like to take a room
- for the month.
- 416
- 00:21:11,536 --> 00:21:12,869
- Oh, we don't
- rent by the month.
- 417
- 00:21:12,870 --> 00:21:14,370
- Daily rates only.
- 418
- 00:21:14,371 --> 00:21:16,372
- I always stay here monthly.
- 419
- 00:21:16,373 --> 00:21:18,825
- Maybe you used to,
- but we don't do that anymore.
- 420
- 00:21:18,826 --> 00:21:20,326
- Can I talk to the manager?
- 421
- 00:21:20,327 --> 00:21:21,828
- I am the manager.
- 422
- 00:21:21,829 --> 00:21:23,830
- What happened
- to the other manager?
- 423
- 00:21:23,831 --> 00:21:27,033
- I don't know; Maybe he's
- managing some other hotel.
- 424
- 00:21:27,034 --> 00:21:29,102
- There are still a few in town
- that offer monthly rates,
- 425
- 00:21:29,103 --> 00:21:30,538
- but I wouldn't recommend them.
- 426
- 00:22:03,070 --> 00:22:04,905
- Good morning.
- This is your wake-up call.
- 427
- 00:22:04,906 --> 00:22:06,608
- I am awake.
- 428
- 00:22:54,405 --> 00:22:57,074
- I must extend my reservation.
- 429
- 00:22:57,075 --> 00:22:58,575
- When will you be leaving us?
- 430
- 00:22:58,576 --> 00:23:00,010
- Soon.
- 431
- 00:24:10,414 --> 00:24:11,414
- Hello.
- 432
- 00:24:11,415 --> 00:24:13,350
- Hi.
- Hi.
- 433
- 00:24:13,351 --> 00:24:15,686
- I couldn't help but notice
- what a great mother you are.
- 434
- 00:24:15,687 --> 00:24:17,254
- Don't... don't worry.
- I'm not weird;
- 435
- 00:24:17,255 --> 00:24:18,989
- I'm not trying to pick you up.
- 436
- 00:24:18,990 --> 00:24:20,357
- I'm an agent with a&m,
- 437
- 00:24:20,358 --> 00:24:21,925
- and I just couldn't help
- but notice you.
- 438
- 00:24:21,926 --> 00:24:23,309
- A&m?
- 439
- 00:24:23,310 --> 00:24:24,745
- Actors and models agency.
- 440
- 00:24:24,746 --> 00:24:27,181
- We specialize in real people who
- have a little something extra.
- 441
- 00:24:27,182 --> 00:24:29,917
- We do Christmas catalogs
- and commercials,
- 442
- 00:24:29,918 --> 00:24:31,151
- that kind of thing.
- 443
- 00:24:31,152 --> 00:24:32,352
- I just couldn't help notice
- 444
- 00:24:32,353 --> 00:24:34,387
- how radiant you look
- tending to your son.
- 445
- 00:24:34,388 --> 00:24:36,523
- But we're for real. I promise
- 446
- 00:24:36,524 --> 00:24:38,191
- you can check us out
- with the BBB.
- 447
- 00:24:38,192 --> 00:24:39,793
- BBB?
- What?
- 448
- 00:24:39,794 --> 00:24:41,444
- Better business bureau.
- 449
- 00:24:41,445 --> 00:24:43,514
- I don't tend to scope out
- new clients on the street,
- 450
- 00:24:43,515 --> 00:24:44,581
- but I guess
- it's like
- 451
- 00:24:44,582 --> 00:24:46,049
- an ingrained instinct
- at this point.
- 452
- 00:24:46,050 --> 00:24:47,985
- If you're interested
- in doing some modeling work,
- 453
- 00:24:47,986 --> 00:24:50,020
- stop by our offices 9:00
- in the morning on Saturday.
- 454
- 00:24:50,021 --> 00:24:51,454
- That's when
- we do our open calls.
- 455
- 00:24:51,455 --> 00:24:54,224
- You used to be able to see
- the sky here when I was a kid.
- 456
- 00:24:54,225 --> 00:24:56,727
- Now it's like you're this mouse
- in a gigantic maze.
- 457
- 00:24:56,728 --> 00:24:58,228
- Oh, that's putting it nicely.
- 458
- 00:24:58,229 --> 00:25:00,230
- Yeah, but some people still
- stick it out, though, right?
- 459
- 00:25:00,231 --> 00:25:01,765
- I mean,
- people who have an inner shine
- 460
- 00:25:01,766 --> 00:25:03,667
- that the city
- doesn't beat out of them.
- 461
- 00:25:03,668 --> 00:25:05,135
- I guess I notice that
- 'cause of my work.
- 462
- 00:25:05,136 --> 00:25:06,236
- Your work?
- 463
- 00:25:06,237 --> 00:25:08,321
- I guess
- I got a little comfortable,
- 464
- 00:25:08,322 --> 00:25:11,040
- started sitting on my ass
- and letting girls find me.
- 465
- 00:25:11,041 --> 00:25:13,226
- Girls with the freshest faces,
- like yourself,
- 466
- 00:25:13,227 --> 00:25:16,329
- aren't necessarily planning
- on doing something like this.
- 467
- 00:25:16,330 --> 00:25:18,231
- Finding something real
- 468
- 00:25:18,232 --> 00:25:20,734
- keeps me interested
- in what I'm doing, so...
- 469
- 00:25:20,735 --> 00:25:22,502
- Thank you all for coming.
- I know it's early.
- 470
- 00:25:22,503 --> 00:25:24,337
- Some of you have met me before,
- 471
- 00:25:24,338 --> 00:25:25,638
- and it's nice to see you again.
- 472
- 00:25:25,639 --> 00:25:27,658
- Others have found us
- in a number of different ways.
- 473
- 00:25:27,659 --> 00:25:30,093
- Go ahead and pass those around.
- 474
- 00:25:30,094 --> 00:25:31,528
- Today I and several
- of my colleagues
- 475
- 00:25:31,529 --> 00:25:33,013
- will be evaluating you
- personally,
- 476
- 00:25:33,014 --> 00:25:35,732
- but first I wanted to say
- a few words to you as a group.
- 477
- 00:25:35,733 --> 00:25:37,200
- And you should
- look around the group,
- 478
- 00:25:37,201 --> 00:25:39,202
- because you'll see
- a lot of girls just like you,
- 479
- 00:25:39,203 --> 00:25:43,523
- girls who aren't necessarily
- going to be supermodels
- 480
- 00:25:43,524 --> 00:25:46,109
- but who have a special something
- 481
- 00:25:46,110 --> 00:25:48,478
- that sets you apart,
- something real.
- 482
- 00:25:48,479 --> 00:25:49,713
- We're in the big city.
- 483
- 00:25:49,714 --> 00:25:51,381
- And if you're looking
- to be a supermodel,
- 484
- 00:25:51,382 --> 00:25:52,733
- you probably shouldn't be here.
- 485
- 00:25:52,734 --> 00:25:54,367
- We're not a star agency.
- 486
- 00:25:54,368 --> 00:25:56,870
- But we work hard,
- and we like where we are.
- 487
- 00:25:56,871 --> 00:25:59,205
- Now, I am not promising you
- the moon,
- 488
- 00:25:59,206 --> 00:26:00,974
- I'm not promising you anything.
- 489
- 00:26:00,975 --> 00:26:03,059
- But if we decide
- to work with you,
- 490
- 00:26:03,060 --> 00:26:05,312
- we'll match the level
- of your commitment.
- 491
- 00:26:05,313 --> 00:26:07,013
- If you're just here
- to get a few photos taken,
- 492
- 00:26:07,014 --> 00:26:10,283
- give it a go for a few weeks,
- thank you for coming.
- 493
- 00:26:10,284 --> 00:26:12,485
- You're probably not for us.
- 494
- 00:26:12,486 --> 00:26:14,154
- But...
- 495
- 00:26:14,155 --> 00:26:17,991
- If you're truly committed,
- 496
- 00:26:17,992 --> 00:26:20,176
- you'll find
- you have a hell of a partner.
- 497
- 00:26:20,177 --> 00:26:21,177
- You'll need headshots.
- 498
- 00:26:21,178 --> 00:26:22,612
- And for you, with your figure,
- 499
- 00:26:22,613 --> 00:26:24,464
- I'd suggest
- full body shots as well.
- 500
- 00:26:24,465 --> 00:26:26,833
- Of course, you're free to go
- to any photographer you'd like,
- 501
- 00:26:26,834 --> 00:26:28,551
- but here's
- a list of photographers
- 502
- 00:26:28,552 --> 00:26:30,220
- we highly recommend.
- 503
- 00:26:30,221 --> 00:26:32,673
- This guy really gets results
- right here.
- 504
- 00:26:32,674 --> 00:26:35,192
- This guy, he's great too,
- but he's a little pricey.
- 505
- 00:26:35,193 --> 00:26:36,826
- ,
- and this studio's excellent
- 506
- 00:26:36,827 --> 00:26:38,378
- particularly
- for actors' headshots.
- 507
- 00:26:38,379 --> 00:26:40,531
- Do you have
- any acting experience?
- 508
- 00:26:40,532 --> 00:26:42,299
- That's probably for the best.
- 509
- 00:26:42,300 --> 00:26:44,834
- Of course, there are a few
- tricks that are good to know.
- 510
- 00:26:44,835 --> 00:26:47,704
- Help you be comfortable in
- auditions, make an impression.
- 511
- 00:26:47,705 --> 00:26:50,240
- Help the real you come out.
- 512
- 00:26:50,241 --> 00:26:51,875
- I used to take classes myself.
- 513
- 00:26:51,876 --> 00:26:53,526
- Now I actually teach one.
- 514
- 00:26:53,527 --> 00:26:55,379
- It might cost a little something
- extra at first,
- 515
- 00:26:55,380 --> 00:26:57,647
- but I'll tell you,
- it's worth it in the long run.
- 516
- 00:26:57,648 --> 00:26:59,216
- Would you like a brochure?
- 517
- 00:27:05,305 --> 00:27:06,806
- You got
- right back on the saddle.
- 518
- 00:27:06,807 --> 00:27:08,475
- How long has it been
- since you last worked?
- 519
- 00:27:08,476 --> 00:27:10,276
- Actually I got thrown
- for a second there.
- 520
- 00:27:10,277 --> 00:27:11,678
- Did something change
- around here?
- 521
- 00:27:11,679 --> 00:27:13,264
- Who brought in
- all those lookers?
- 522
- 00:27:18,419 --> 00:27:19,819
- Is he a new partner?
- 523
- 00:27:19,820 --> 00:27:21,421
- He's on commission,
- 524
- 00:27:21,422 --> 00:27:23,373
- just like you.
- 525
- 00:27:23,374 --> 00:27:25,658
- So you won't mind
- if I say a few words, then.
- 526
- 00:27:25,659 --> 00:27:28,362
- Well, the class
- is $475 this month.
- 527
- 00:27:29,863 --> 00:27:31,831
- Yeah, you can it weekly.
- That's fine.
- 528
- 00:27:31,832 --> 00:27:35,002
- You know, monthly
- saves you $30 per class, though.
- 529
- 00:27:35,003 --> 00:27:37,020
- Exactly.
- Okay.
- 530
- 00:27:37,021 --> 00:27:38,855
- Hey, I saw your new headshots,
- by the way.
- 531
- 00:27:38,856 --> 00:27:39,989
- Those are great.
- 532
- 00:27:39,990 --> 00:27:42,225
- Those are fantastic.
- Yeah.
- 533
- 00:27:42,226 --> 00:27:43,709
- I love the one
- with the motorcycle.
- 534
- 00:27:43,710 --> 00:27:44,878
- I think it's great.
- 535
- 00:27:44,879 --> 00:27:46,947
- Listen, I have to go.
- I have some people here.
- 536
- 00:27:46,948 --> 00:27:49,349
- Okay, so long.
- 537
- 00:27:49,350 --> 00:27:51,118
- Listen,
- just take the acting class.
- 538
- 00:27:51,119 --> 00:27:52,302
- It'll be really good for you.
- 539
- 00:27:52,303 --> 00:27:54,654
- No, I told you,
- I'm not an actress.
- 540
- 00:27:54,655 --> 00:27:55,688
- It's okay.
- 541
- 00:27:55,689 --> 00:27:58,191
- That just means
- you have more to reveal.
- 542
- 00:27:58,192 --> 00:28:01,361
- Don't you think she should
- take the acting class?
- 543
- 00:28:01,362 --> 00:28:03,213
- How long have you been here?
- 544
- 00:28:03,214 --> 00:28:06,299
- Um... I have...
- Did you have something at 6:00?
- 545
- 00:28:06,300 --> 00:28:08,084
- Yeah, sorry, God.
- 546
- 00:28:08,085 --> 00:28:11,471
- So thanks so much, and bye.
- 547
- 00:28:11,472 --> 00:28:15,409
- - I'll call you.
- - Okay.
- 548
- 00:28:15,410 --> 00:28:17,144
- Uh, I've been here
- about three months.
- 549
- 00:28:17,145 --> 00:28:19,078
- Well, then I'm safe
- in assuming you're familiar
- 550
- 00:28:19,079 --> 00:28:21,881
- with our policy with recruiting
- girls who look like that.
- 551
- 00:28:21,882 --> 00:28:23,550
- There's a policy?
- 552
- 00:28:23,551 --> 00:28:25,552
- You know how long
- this operation's been running?
- 553
- 00:28:25,553 --> 00:28:26,720
- Ten years,
- 554
- 00:28:26,721 --> 00:28:28,388
- with only three name changes
- and one move.
- 555
- 00:28:28,389 --> 00:28:30,089
- Unlike others like it
- who are forced to move
- 556
- 00:28:30,090 --> 00:28:31,558
- from state to state,
- from city to city
- 557
- 00:28:31,559 --> 00:28:33,827
- like the penny ante cons
- they truly are.
- 558
- 00:28:33,828 --> 00:28:36,329
- And you know why?
- 559
- 00:28:36,330 --> 00:28:39,666
- Because things here
- are kept low-key.
- 560
- 00:28:39,667 --> 00:28:42,068
- You take a girl like that girl
- you just had in here,
- 561
- 00:28:42,069 --> 00:28:43,637
- she's been told she's a looker
- 562
- 00:28:43,638 --> 00:28:46,239
- since the day she was able to
- smear on her mommy's lipstick.
- 563
- 00:28:46,240 --> 00:28:48,341
- Guys have been falling over her
- all her life,
- 564
- 00:28:48,342 --> 00:28:50,694
- uncles staring at her
- and jerking off
- 565
- 00:28:50,695 --> 00:28:53,530
- under their pants
- at family picnics.
- 566
- 00:28:53,531 --> 00:28:54,698
- She believes she deserves
- 567
- 00:28:54,699 --> 00:28:56,266
- to have the moon handed to her
- on a string.
- 568
- 00:28:56,267 --> 00:28:59,369
- You promise her that moon
- and don't give it to her,
- 569
- 00:28:59,370 --> 00:29:03,039
- or worse, she finds out
- it wasn't there to begin with,
- 570
- 00:29:03,040 --> 00:29:05,358
- firstly, it's cruel.
- 571
- 00:29:05,359 --> 00:29:07,811
- And secondly,
- she's gonna kick and scream
- 572
- 00:29:07,812 --> 00:29:10,613
- like a spoiled brat until daddy,
- or in this case,
- 573
- 00:29:10,614 --> 00:29:12,933
- the BBB, comes in
- and makes it their business
- 574
- 00:29:12,934 --> 00:29:15,518
- to shut us down
- just to shut her up.
- 575
- 00:29:15,519 --> 00:29:19,155
- You take another girl,
- like that girl,
- 576
- 00:29:19,156 --> 00:29:22,091
- who's had to work all her life
- for everything she has,
- 577
- 00:29:22,092 --> 00:29:23,927
- give her the chance
- to believe she can cash in
- 578
- 00:29:23,928 --> 00:29:25,829
- on her looks,
- even in the most modest way,
- 579
- 00:29:25,830 --> 00:29:27,431
- it doesn't work out for her,
- 580
- 00:29:27,432 --> 00:29:29,316
- she's not gonna believe
- the world came to an end;
- 581
- 00:29:29,317 --> 00:29:30,750
- just the opposite.
- 582
- 00:29:30,751 --> 00:29:32,818
- She's gonna figure she gave it
- a shot and lets it go,
- 583
- 00:29:32,819 --> 00:29:35,155
- because she kept her
- expectations low all along,
- 584
- 00:29:35,156 --> 00:29:40,677
- and we just helped her
- keep them that way.
- 585
- 00:29:40,678 --> 00:29:43,180
- Okay.
- 586
- 00:29:43,181 --> 00:29:46,516
- Firstly, that girl
- that you're so worked up about,
- 587
- 00:29:46,517 --> 00:29:48,952
- I didn't go fishing for her,
- okay?
- 588
- 00:29:48,953 --> 00:29:50,854
- She came to me, and I wasn't
- about to chase her off.
- 589
- 00:29:50,855 --> 00:29:51,855
- And you know what?
- 590
- 00:29:51,856 --> 00:29:53,023
- We're actually friends now.
- 591
- 00:29:53,024 --> 00:29:54,157
- We're like Sunday buddies.
- 592
- 00:29:54,158 --> 00:29:55,592
- So you don't
- have to worry about her.
- 593
- 00:29:55,593 --> 00:29:58,061
- Secondly, a couple of girls
- that I brought in
- 594
- 00:29:58,062 --> 00:30:01,431
- actually booked some jobs
- off of some calls I made.
- 595
- 00:30:01,432 --> 00:30:03,432
- So now if some girl gets mad
- 596
- 00:30:03,433 --> 00:30:05,335
- because she isn't
- being sent out,
- 597
- 00:30:05,336 --> 00:30:06,753
- we can just
- point to the ones who are,
- 598
- 00:30:06,754 --> 00:30:08,655
- and we can say, 'hey,
- it's a crap shoot out there.
- 599
- 00:30:08,656 --> 00:30:09,890
- "You just didn't have the stuff.
- 600
- 00:30:09,891 --> 00:30:12,926
- So I'm actually
- protecting the operation.
- 601
- 00:30:12,927 --> 00:30:15,128
- And you know, if you get enough
- girls working around here,
- 602
- 00:30:15,129 --> 00:30:17,764
- this place might be,
- like, a real agency.
- 603
- 00:30:17,765 --> 00:30:18,916
- Some speech.
- 604
- 00:30:18,917 --> 00:30:20,350
- If that's
- what you're looking for,
- 605
- 00:30:20,351 --> 00:30:22,352
- why didn't you join a real
- agency in the first place?
- 606
- 00:30:22,353 --> 00:30:24,521
- 'Cause I don't want to start
- in some horrible mail room.
- 607
- 00:30:24,522 --> 00:30:26,556
- And gradually slave my way up.
- 608
- 00:30:26,557 --> 00:30:28,225
- So that by the time
- I'm old and bored,
- 609
- 00:30:28,226 --> 00:30:30,160
- I might have a stake
- in some stale company.
- 610
- 00:30:30,161 --> 00:30:35,698
- Did you express
- these sentiments to...
- 611
- 00:30:35,699 --> 00:30:36,799
- I heard you were gonna teach
- 612
- 00:30:36,800 --> 00:30:38,268
- one of these acting classes
- yourself.
- 613
- 00:30:38,269 --> 00:30:40,570
- You mind if I drop in,
- pick up a few pointers?
- 614
- 00:30:40,571 --> 00:30:42,072
- Suit yourself.
- 615
- 00:30:42,073 --> 00:30:43,573
- Okay.
- 616
- 00:30:43,574 --> 00:30:45,358
- I heard your spiel out there,
- by the way,
- 617
- 00:30:45,359 --> 00:30:49,162
- and if anything's unnecessarily
- cruel, that was it.
- 618
- 00:30:49,163 --> 00:30:50,446
- Excuse me?
- 619
- 00:30:50,447 --> 00:30:52,915
- That whole line
- about keeping expectations low,
- 620
- 00:30:52,916 --> 00:30:55,451
- keeping things realistic,
- that's horrible.
- 621
- 00:30:55,452 --> 00:30:57,520
- I mean, if I promise a girl
- the moon,
- 622
- 00:30:57,521 --> 00:30:59,155
- then at least for a while,
- she's high
- 623
- 00:30:59,156 --> 00:31:01,591
- on the possibility she may
- actually get it some day.
- 624
- 00:31:01,592 --> 00:31:03,593
- And if she feels
- fucked over afterwards,
- 625
- 00:31:03,594 --> 00:31:05,862
- you know, she can tell herself
- it was temporary madness,
- 626
- 00:31:05,863 --> 00:31:08,164
- that she allowed
- her basest desires
- 627
- 00:31:08,165 --> 00:31:11,034
- to get hold of her for a moment
- and now she's back on track.
- 628
- 00:31:11,035 --> 00:31:13,870
- But you're hitting her
- right where she lives.
- 629
- 00:31:13,871 --> 00:31:17,406
- That is the most honest, decent,
- practical part of her soul.
- 630
- 00:31:17,407 --> 00:31:19,392
- And when she realizes
- she's been fucked over there,
- 631
- 00:31:19,393 --> 00:31:22,195
- in the part of herself
- that she trusted in the most,
- 632
- 00:31:22,196 --> 00:31:24,331
- what are you
- leaving her with, then?
- 633
- 00:31:24,332 --> 00:31:25,898
- When she can't
- trust anything anymore,
- 634
- 00:31:25,899 --> 00:31:27,635
- what does she have left?
- 635
- 00:31:53,210 --> 00:32:00,184
- # #
- 636
- 00:33:04,080 --> 00:33:04,998
- mom?
- 637
- 00:33:04,999 --> 00:33:05,999
- Mom.
- 638
- 00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:08,001
- Don't touch it, mom!
- 639
- 00:33:08,002 --> 00:33:09,669
- Look, look, look,
- just forget about it.
- 640
- 00:33:09,670 --> 00:33:11,304
- Just move it
- back it into the room.
- 641
- 00:33:11,305 --> 00:33:12,506
- Just forget it.
- Forget what?
- 642
- 00:33:12,507 --> 00:33:14,974
- You're not gonna move it now?
- 643
- 00:33:14,975 --> 00:33:16,309
- I don't know.
- I don't know.
- 644
- 00:33:16,310 --> 00:33:18,311
- I mean, I... I can't deal
- with them moving the piano.
- 645
- 00:33:18,312 --> 00:33:19,846
- I just can't deal with them...
- 646
- 00:33:19,847 --> 00:33:22,015
- And you'll go stay at your
- brother's place without it?
- 647
- 00:33:22,016 --> 00:33:23,617
- Come, let them do their work.
- Here. Here.
- 648
- 00:33:23,618 --> 00:33:25,218
- It's too soon.
- It's too soon.
- 649
- 00:33:25,219 --> 00:33:26,520
- - What's the problem?
- - Too soon?
- 650
- 00:33:26,521 --> 00:33:28,021
- Too soon for what?
- 651
- 00:33:28,022 --> 00:33:29,856
- What are you talking about?
- What's going on?
- 652
- 00:33:29,857 --> 00:33:31,691
- He doesn't want to let them
- move the piano.
- 653
- 00:33:31,692 --> 00:33:34,628
- What?
- 654
- 00:33:34,629 --> 00:33:36,062
- Guys, could you just... I'm sorry.
- 655
- 00:33:36,063 --> 00:33:38,197
- Could you just wait downstairs
- for five minutes?
- 656
- 00:33:38,198 --> 00:33:40,033
- A few minutes?
- I'll be right down.
- 657
- 00:33:40,034 --> 00:33:43,002
- There you are.
- Thanks.
- 658
- 00:33:43,003 --> 00:33:44,804
- You know the piano
- wasn't always here, right?
- 659
- 00:33:44,805 --> 00:33:46,640
- You know it had to be
- moved in here somehow.
- 660
- 00:33:46,641 --> 00:33:48,007
- It's fine.
- 661
- 00:33:48,008 --> 00:33:49,543
- But why do they
- have to move it now?
- 662
- 00:33:49,544 --> 00:33:53,264
- This has nothing to do
- with a piano.
- 663
- 00:33:55,048 --> 00:33:56,716
- It's me.
- 664
- 00:33:56,717 --> 00:33:58,385
- He won't leave me.
- 665
- 00:33:58,386 --> 00:34:00,387
- He won't leave me alone!
- 666
- 00:34:00,388 --> 00:34:02,889
- Why won't you leave me alone?
- 667
- 00:34:02,890 --> 00:34:04,241
- Don't touch me!
- 668
- 00:34:04,242 --> 00:34:05,792
- Don't...
- 669
- 00:34:05,793 --> 00:34:06,909
- Don't touch me!
- 670
- 00:34:06,910 --> 00:34:09,178
- Don't touch me.
- Leave me alone!
- 671
- 00:34:09,179 --> 00:34:11,013
- I'm not going to feed you!
- 672
- 00:34:11,014 --> 00:34:14,517
- Do you hear me?
- I am not going to feed you.
- 673
- 00:34:14,518 --> 00:34:17,104
- Crash!
- 674
- 00:34:38,693 --> 00:34:39,859
- Leave me alone!
- 675
- 00:34:39,860 --> 00:34:41,861
- All of you.
- 676
- 00:34:41,862 --> 00:34:47,201
- Leave me alone.
- 677
- 00:34:59,780 --> 00:35:01,948
- Hello?
- 678
- 00:35:01,949 --> 00:35:06,485
- I'm sorry, but now
- isn't such a good time to...
- 679
- 00:35:06,486 --> 00:35:08,487
- I see.
- 680
- 00:35:08,488 --> 00:35:10,657
- It's for you.
- 681
- 00:35:10,658 --> 00:35:13,159
- Yes.
- Hold on a moment.
- 682
- 00:35:13,160 --> 00:35:15,462
- She's coming.
- 683
- 00:35:15,463 --> 00:35:19,165
- Yep, I understand.
- She'll...
- 684
- 00:35:19,166 --> 00:35:21,851
- She'll be right here.
- 685
- 00:35:21,852 --> 00:35:24,187
- She's just coming now.
- 686
- 00:35:24,188 --> 00:35:25,255
- All right.
- 687
- 00:35:25,256 --> 00:35:29,359
- Here she is.
- 688
- 00:35:29,360 --> 00:35:30,794
- Hello?
- 689
- 00:35:47,211 --> 00:35:48,945
- What happened?
- 690
- 00:35:48,946 --> 00:35:50,613
- An old friend
- of your mother's died.
- 691
- 00:35:50,614 --> 00:35:53,517
- He was found gassed
- in his apartment.
- 692
- 00:35:57,054 --> 00:35:58,822
- I'm getting the movers
- back up here.
- 693
- 00:36:05,646 --> 00:36:13,604
- # #
- 694
- 00:37:18,986 --> 00:37:23,322
- hello.
- 695
- 00:37:23,323 --> 00:37:25,324
- Hello.
- 696
- 00:37:25,325 --> 00:37:26,260
- Click!
- 697
- 00:37:29,829 --> 00:37:30,764
- Click!
- 698
- 00:37:43,010 --> 00:37:44,010
- Hello.
- 699
- 00:37:44,011 --> 00:37:45,179
- Hello.
- 700
- 00:37:48,515 --> 00:37:52,351
- Hello?
- 701
- 00:37:52,352 --> 00:37:55,288
- Hello.
- 702
- 00:37:55,289 --> 00:37:56,723
- Click!
- 703
- 00:38:17,977 --> 00:38:20,146
- Oh.
- 704
- 00:38:20,147 --> 00:38:22,365
- I can't.
- 705
- 00:38:22,366 --> 00:38:23,849
- I can't!
- 706
- 00:38:23,850 --> 00:38:25,485
- It's been too long.
- 707
- 00:38:25,486 --> 00:38:27,420
- It hurts too much...
- Stop.
- 708
- 00:38:27,421 --> 00:38:28,988
- Stop.
- Stop right there.
- 709
- 00:38:28,989 --> 00:38:31,090
- You're doing too much.
- 710
- 00:38:31,091 --> 00:38:32,858
- It's boring.
- 711
- 00:38:32,859 --> 00:38:36,328
- You're boring.
- 712
- 00:38:36,329 --> 00:38:38,998
- The more you do, the less room
- you give your audience to feel.
- 713
- 00:38:38,999 --> 00:38:41,000
- It might not be
- what you want them to feel,
- 714
- 00:38:41,001 --> 00:38:42,001
- but at least they'll feel
- 715
- 00:38:42,002 --> 00:38:43,603
- what they think
- they should be feeling,
- 716
- 00:38:43,604 --> 00:38:47,039
- which is better than having them
- feel the wrong thing.
- 717
- 00:38:47,040 --> 00:38:48,941
- Never show what you feel.
- 718
- 00:38:48,942 --> 00:38:51,677
- Hide it.
- Keep it to yourself.
- 719
- 00:38:51,678 --> 00:38:53,513
- Keep your secrets.
- 720
- 00:38:53,514 --> 00:38:54,580
- If you have a secret,
- 721
- 00:38:54,581 --> 00:38:56,882
- everyone wants to know
- what it is.
- 722
- 00:38:56,883 --> 00:38:58,250
- If you have no secrets,
- 723
- 00:38:58,251 --> 00:39:00,886
- I don't care how smart you are,
- how interesting you are,
- 724
- 00:39:00,887 --> 00:39:02,788
- you're boring.
- 725
- 00:39:02,789 --> 00:39:04,573
- 'Cause you've got
- nothing to show us
- 726
- 00:39:04,574 --> 00:39:10,412
- that we don't already know.
- 727
- 00:39:10,413 --> 00:39:12,849
- You keep a monster
- in the closet,
- 728
- 00:39:12,850 --> 00:39:14,350
- it's scary.
- 729
- 00:39:14,351 --> 00:39:15,617
- Open the closet,
- 730
- 00:39:15,618 --> 00:39:17,619
- I don't care how terrible
- that monster is,
- 731
- 00:39:17,620 --> 00:39:19,621
- you look at it long enough,
- 732
- 00:39:19,622 --> 00:39:21,623
- you grow numb to the horror.
- 733
- 00:39:21,624 --> 00:39:24,477
- And it works both ways.
- 734
- 00:39:24,478 --> 00:39:28,648
- You put a poor man in a palace,
- he'll sing like a bird.
- 735
- 00:39:28,649 --> 00:39:30,750
- But after two weeks,
- 736
- 00:39:30,751 --> 00:39:33,653
- he starts bitching
- about how long it takes to walk
- 737
- 00:39:33,654 --> 00:39:39,141
- from the bedroom to the kitchen
- for a snack.
- 738
- 00:39:39,142 --> 00:39:43,012
- We despise what we know,
- because once we know it,
- 739
- 00:39:43,013 --> 00:39:49,669
- it becomes part of who we are,
- and we all despise ourselves.
- 740
- 00:39:49,670 --> 00:39:50,853
- It's what we don't know...
- 741
- 00:39:50,854 --> 00:39:52,688
- The mystery that holds within it
- 742
- 00:39:52,689 --> 00:39:54,524
- the possibility
- for transcendence.
- 743
- 00:39:54,525 --> 00:39:56,191
- Never mind
- that we never transcend;
- 744
- 00:39:56,192 --> 00:39:58,361
- that every mystery,
- once revealed,
- 745
- 00:39:58,362 --> 00:40:00,479
- leads to bitter disappointment.
- 746
- 00:40:00,480 --> 00:40:03,699
- When you walk into that room,
- 747
- 00:40:03,700 --> 00:40:05,067
- whatever part you're playing,
- 748
- 00:40:05,068 --> 00:40:10,205
- be it a queen or a clown,
- 749
- 00:40:10,206 --> 00:40:12,375
- what you're selling
- is the mystery,
- 750
- 00:40:12,376 --> 00:40:13,842
- because you're boring.
- 751
- 00:40:13,843 --> 00:40:15,862
- You know it, I know it,
- the people in the room know it,
- 752
- 00:40:15,863 --> 00:40:17,997
- ,
- and if I'm sitting in that room
- 753
- 00:40:17,998 --> 00:40:19,882
- what I want you to do
- is to fool me,
- 754
- 00:40:19,883 --> 00:40:21,217
- even if it's just for a moment
- 755
- 00:40:21,218 --> 00:40:23,486
- while you're spouting
- some idiotic line
- 756
- 00:40:23,487 --> 00:40:24,871
- from some idiotic script
- 757
- 00:40:24,872 --> 00:40:26,372
- that I've heard
- 1,000 times before,
- 758
- 00:40:26,373 --> 00:40:27,640
- over and over,
- 759
- 00:40:27,641 --> 00:40:30,860
- since the dawn
- of human comprehension.
- 760
- 00:40:30,861 --> 00:40:32,228
- You're nothing.
- 761
- 00:40:32,229 --> 00:40:34,129
- You've got nothing to offer.
- 762
- 00:40:34,130 --> 00:40:35,514
- Even though
- in our heart of hearts,
- 763
- 00:40:35,515 --> 00:40:37,366
- we all know it,
- we still want to fooled,
- 764
- 00:40:37,367 --> 00:40:40,503
- because we are terrified
- of our own emptiness.
- 765
- 00:40:40,504 --> 00:40:44,407
- And it's up to you
- to take advantage of that fear;
- 766
- 00:40:44,408 --> 00:40:48,411
- to use it for your own purpose.
- 767
- 00:40:48,412 --> 00:40:50,179
- Give us nothing,
- 768
- 00:40:50,180 --> 00:40:52,316
- and we'll always want you.
- 769
- 00:40:55,085 --> 00:40:57,186
- Give me nothing.
- 770
- 00:40:57,187 --> 00:40:58,504
- I can't.
- 771
- 00:40:58,505 --> 00:41:00,839
- I just can't.
- 772
- 00:41:00,840 --> 00:41:03,409
- It's been too long.
- 773
- 00:41:03,410 --> 00:41:05,679
- I can't do it ever again.
- 774
- 00:41:07,164 --> 00:41:09,516
- That's what's
- so deceptive about...
- 775
- 00:41:19,043 --> 00:41:20,860
- That nothing thing
- was a neat trick.
- 776
- 00:41:20,861 --> 00:41:22,929
- I'm gonna use it myself
- if I ever give one of those.
- 777
- 00:41:22,930 --> 00:41:24,530
- Neat trick?
- 778
- 00:41:24,531 --> 00:41:26,365
- Yeah,
- it's like a poker face, right?
- 779
- 00:41:26,366 --> 00:41:27,900
- You keep your cards
- close to your vest,
- 780
- 00:41:27,901 --> 00:41:29,969
- you've got nothing.
- People think you got something.
- 781
- 00:41:29,970 --> 00:41:31,137
- It's not a fucking trick.
- 782
- 00:41:31,138 --> 00:41:32,138
- Okay, what is it?
- 783
- 00:41:32,139 --> 00:41:33,372
- It's the truth.
- 784
- 00:41:33,373 --> 00:41:34,874
- Maybe if you've got
- a nothing hand.
- 785
- 00:41:34,875 --> 00:41:36,976
- You know, I don't...
- I don't totally understand you.
- 786
- 00:41:36,977 --> 00:41:39,378
- I mean, you're up there, you've
- got all that gripping oratory,
- 787
- 00:41:39,379 --> 00:41:40,879
- and you're standing
- in front of a bunch
- 788
- 00:41:40,880 --> 00:41:43,116
- of bamboozled girls
- off the street and housewives
- 789
- 00:41:43,117 --> 00:41:44,317
- who never considered
- 790
- 00:41:44,318 --> 00:41:46,119
- taking an acting class before
- in their lives.
- 791
- 00:41:46,120 --> 00:41:48,571
- And you're dropping
- existential philosophy on them,
- 792
- 00:41:48,572 --> 00:41:49,772
- and they're just sitting there
- 793
- 00:41:49,773 --> 00:41:51,274
- hoping for some stupid
- modeling job
- 794
- 00:41:51,275 --> 00:41:54,142
- they're never even gonna get
- an audition for, much less book.
- 795
- 00:41:54,143 --> 00:41:56,078
- At least they get something
- out of it, right?
- 796
- 00:41:56,079 --> 00:41:57,730
- No. Mean, you said it
- yourself;
- 797
- 00:41:57,731 --> 00:42:00,499
- you're giving them nothing,
- nothing they can use, anyways.
- 798
- 00:42:00,500 --> 00:42:01,967
- You know
- what I don't understand?
- 799
- 00:42:01,968 --> 00:42:03,202
- Why everyone
- under the age of 30
- 800
- 00:42:03,203 --> 00:42:05,337
- feels the need to lecture me
- about myself.
- 801
- 00:42:05,338 --> 00:42:06,505
- Is it fear?
- 802
- 00:42:06,506 --> 00:42:08,473
- Is looking at me
- like gazing into the abyss?
- 803
- 00:42:08,474 --> 00:42:10,042
- Are you talking
- just to fill up your ears
- 804
- 00:42:10,043 --> 00:42:12,344
- so you don't
- have to hear the truth?
- 805
- 00:42:12,345 --> 00:42:14,379
- Who made you the one
- who decides what the truth is?
- 806
- 00:42:14,380 --> 00:42:15,781
- Now, listen.
- 807
- 00:42:15,782 --> 00:42:17,582
- That's the second time
- that you've accused me
- 808
- 00:42:17,583 --> 00:42:18,984
- of giving you
- a speech or a lecture
- 809
- 00:42:18,985 --> 00:42:20,519
- for saying a few words back
- 810
- 00:42:20,520 --> 00:42:24,640
- after you talk for so long, man,
- it makes my ears bleed.
- 811
- 00:42:24,641 --> 00:42:25,941
- And maybe one of us is talking
- 812
- 00:42:25,942 --> 00:42:27,609
- so he doesn't
- have to let anything else in;
- 813
- 00:42:27,610 --> 00:42:29,144
- I just... I don't think that's me.
- 814
- 00:42:29,145 --> 00:42:31,380
- I would say you're in love
- with the sound of your own voice
- 815
- 00:42:31,381 --> 00:42:34,416
- if you didn't sound like
- you fucking hate yourself.
- 816
- 00:42:34,417 --> 00:42:36,536
- I've never heard
- that much self-hatred before.
- 817
- 00:42:36,537 --> 00:42:37,870
- It's like a disease.
- 818
- 00:42:37,871 --> 00:42:39,672
- And you're afraid
- of catching it.
- 819
- 00:42:42,826 --> 00:42:47,612
- We're cool, right?
- 820
- 00:42:47,613 --> 00:42:51,884
- Right?
- 821
- 00:42:51,885 --> 00:42:53,219
- - Ready to go, darling.
- - Let's go.
- 822
- 00:42:53,220 --> 00:42:54,220
- This is my stop.
- 823
- 00:42:54,221 --> 00:42:56,488
- You want to come in,
- meet my friends?
- 824
- 00:42:56,489 --> 00:42:57,890
- - Come on.
- - Let's go.
- 825
- 00:42:57,891 --> 00:42:59,158
- You're overthinking this.
- 826
- 00:42:59,159 --> 00:43:01,361
- You should come in.
- They're really lonely.
- 827
- 00:43:04,397 --> 00:43:07,666
- # I just don't know why #
- 828
- 00:43:07,667 --> 00:43:10,353
- # you began to cry #
- 829
- 00:43:10,354 --> 00:43:12,188
- # when you said #
- 830
- 00:43:12,189 --> 00:43:14,290
- # said #
- 831
- 00:43:14,291 --> 00:43:17,626
- # we're through #
- 832
- 00:43:17,627 --> 00:43:21,347
- # well, I think
- you'll come to see #
- 833
- 00:43:21,348 --> 00:43:24,183
- # eventually #
- 834
- 00:43:24,184 --> 00:43:26,118
- # that I love #
- 835
- 00:43:26,119 --> 00:43:28,954
- # love, love #
- 836
- 00:43:28,955 --> 00:43:30,590
- # you #
- 837
- 00:43:30,591 --> 00:43:31,724
- I don't remember.
- 838
- 00:43:31,725 --> 00:43:33,258
- Did you say...
- Do you speak French, or...
- 839
- 00:43:33,259 --> 00:43:34,960
- No, oh, my God, no.
- Stop talking.
- 840
- 00:43:34,961 --> 00:43:36,095
- You've been talking all day.
- 841
- 00:43:36,096 --> 00:43:37,863
- Give her a spin on the floor.
- 842
- 00:43:37,864 --> 00:43:39,198
- I don't dance.
- 843
- 00:43:39,199 --> 00:43:40,700
- Come on, why are you
- wearing those pants, then?
- 844
- 00:43:40,701 --> 00:43:42,802
- Really.
- I don't know how to dance.
- 845
- 00:43:42,803 --> 00:43:44,369
- It's all right,
- I'll give you a lesson.
- 846
- 00:43:44,370 --> 00:43:46,539
- I'll show you.
- I don't-i don't...
- 847
- 00:43:46,540 --> 00:43:48,273
- All right.
- 848
- 00:43:48,274 --> 00:43:52,878
- Yeah.
- 849
- 00:43:52,879 --> 00:43:54,379
- Nice.
- 850
- 00:43:54,380 --> 00:43:56,381
- Real nice.
- 851
- 00:43:56,382 --> 00:43:57,833
- And you just kind of go with it.
- 852
- 00:43:57,834 --> 00:44:02,054
- It's not so bad.
- That's nice.
- 853
- 00:44:02,055 --> 00:44:04,723
- Baryshnikov.
- 854
- 00:44:04,724 --> 00:44:08,994
- Why don't you take the lead
- for a minute?
- 855
- 00:44:08,995 --> 00:44:10,763
- Yeah.
- 856
- 00:44:10,764 --> 00:44:12,064
- Oh, this is nice.
- 857
- 00:44:12,065 --> 00:44:14,750
- Hey, where'd that move
- come from?
- 858
- 00:44:14,751 --> 00:44:16,152
- All right.
- 859
- 00:44:16,153 --> 00:44:18,854
- Why don't you give it back
- so I can show you a turn?
- 860
- 00:44:18,855 --> 00:44:21,323
- 'Cause the ladies love the turn
- 861
- 00:44:21,324 --> 00:44:23,258
- # #
- 862
- 00:44:23,259 --> 00:44:26,696
- # hosin' off the sidewalk #
- 863
- 00:44:26,697 --> 00:44:28,197
- that's why the ladies love it
- 864
- 00:44:28,198 --> 00:44:30,533
- # what does it say #
- 865
- 00:44:30,534 --> 00:44:32,602
- # your fucking sunny day #
- 866
- 00:44:32,603 --> 00:44:37,523
- # #
- 867
- 00:44:37,524 --> 00:44:40,193
- # is it not supposed to #
- 868
- 00:44:40,194 --> 00:44:43,211
- # if and when #
- 869
- 00:44:43,212 --> 00:44:45,697
- # #
- 870
- 00:44:45,698 --> 00:44:49,401
- # the deep down bends #
- 871
- 00:44:49,402 --> 00:44:51,871
- # but for a breath of wind #
- 872
- 00:44:51,872 --> 00:44:56,542
- # and they're gone #
- 873
- 00:44:56,543 --> 00:44:58,912
- # I didn't mind
- being what he... #
- 874
- 00:45:00,813 --> 00:45:02,881
- - come on.
- - No.
- 875
- 00:45:02,882 --> 00:45:04,251
- Slap!
- 876
- 00:45:05,685 --> 00:45:07,153
- Slap!
- 877
- 00:45:07,154 --> 00:45:08,154
- Slap!
- 878
- 00:45:08,155 --> 00:45:10,689
- I want to make love to you.
- 879
- 00:45:10,690 --> 00:45:13,159
- Why?
- This is so much better.
- 880
- 00:45:13,160 --> 00:45:14,226
- Slap!
- 881
- 00:45:14,227 --> 00:45:15,262
- Slap! Slap!
- Slap!
- 882
- 00:45:19,666 --> 00:45:21,266
- I need to make love to you.
- 883
- 00:45:21,267 --> 00:45:22,367
- We can do other things.
- 884
- 00:45:22,368 --> 00:45:23,669
- I don't want to do
- other things.
- 885
- 00:45:23,670 --> 00:45:25,004
- You've been
- with too many girls.
- 886
- 00:45:25,005 --> 00:45:26,438
- Come on,
- enough with that already.
- 887
- 00:45:26,439 --> 00:45:28,841
- We can do other things.
- 888
- 00:45:28,842 --> 00:45:30,676
- I'm tired of doing other
- things.
- 889
- 00:45:30,677 --> 00:45:32,845
- I'm sick of it, all right
- 890
- 00:45:32,846 --> 00:45:35,014
- I just want to make love to you.
- 891
- 00:45:35,015 --> 00:45:39,418
- Why is that so fucking wrong?
- 892
- 00:45:39,419 --> 00:45:40,519
- You've been with too many...
- 893
- 00:45:40,520 --> 00:45:42,020
- Goddamn it!
- Stop saying that.
- 894
- 00:45:42,021 --> 00:45:43,689
- What are you,
- some kind of robot?
- 895
- 00:45:43,690 --> 00:45:46,024
- Can't you say anything else?
- 896
- 00:45:46,025 --> 00:45:47,843
- How long have we been
- doing this shit, huh?
- 897
- 00:45:47,844 --> 00:45:49,829
- How many fucking times do we
- have to go through this?
- 898
- 00:45:49,830 --> 00:45:52,531
- Aren't you
- sick of this bullshit?
- 899
- 00:45:52,532 --> 00:45:53,732
- Don't you want to make love?
- 900
- 00:45:53,733 --> 00:45:57,869
- What the hell is wrong with you?
- 901
- 00:45:57,870 --> 00:46:01,758
- We can do other things.
- 902
- 00:46:20,493 --> 00:46:22,996
- Do you want me to go?
- 903
- 00:46:25,999 --> 00:46:26,999
- I should go.
- 904
- 00:46:27,000 --> 00:46:28,834
- No.
- 905
- 00:46:28,835 --> 00:46:31,336
- No.
- 906
- 00:46:31,337 --> 00:46:34,339
- Don't go.
- 907
- 00:46:34,340 --> 00:46:35,641
- No, please stay.
- 908
- 00:46:42,349 --> 00:46:45,184
- You still have your place.
- 909
- 00:46:45,185 --> 00:46:47,519
- Oh, yeah.
- 910
- 00:46:47,520 --> 00:46:53,525
- No, no, my brother's there now.
- 911
- 00:46:53,526 --> 00:46:55,361
- Your brother?
- 912
- 00:46:55,362 --> 00:46:57,363
- Yeah.
- 913
- 00:46:57,364 --> 00:46:59,031
- Ugh.
- 914
- 00:47:12,962 --> 00:47:17,166
- There's a guy who hasn't
- been with too many girls.
- 915
- 00:47:21,337 --> 00:47:23,405
- I mean, he's 35 years old,
- 916
- 00:47:23,406 --> 00:47:24,973
- and I don't think
- he's been out with a girl
- 917
- 00:47:24,974 --> 00:47:25,975
- since high school.
- 918
- 00:47:29,345 --> 00:47:31,147
- Is he a homosexual?
- 919
- 00:47:36,352 --> 00:47:38,787
- No, he's just crazy.
- 920
- 00:47:38,788 --> 00:47:40,288
- He doesn't eat.
- 921
- 00:47:40,289 --> 00:47:43,491
- I mean, he's got these crazy
- compulsive eating habits.
- 922
- 00:47:43,492 --> 00:47:44,860
- And he freaks out if he goes
- 923
- 00:47:44,861 --> 00:47:49,197
- more than 30 blocks
- from the house.
- 924
- 00:47:49,198 --> 00:47:51,867
- Is he sick?
- 925
- 00:47:51,868 --> 00:47:54,703
- I don't know.
- 926
- 00:47:54,704 --> 00:47:58,506
- I used to think so.
- 927
- 00:47:58,507 --> 00:48:02,711
- I don't know anything anymore.
- 928
- 00:48:02,712 --> 00:48:05,064
- I don't know
- a goddamn thing.
- 929
- 00:48:08,067 --> 00:48:16,025
- # #
- 930
- 00:50:06,685 --> 00:50:14,627
- # #
- 931
- 00:50:28,641 --> 00:50:29,908
- excuse me.
- 932
- 00:50:29,909 --> 00:50:32,811
- Do you know the man
- playing that piano in there?
- 933
- 00:50:32,812 --> 00:50:34,279
- Well, I don't know
- when he decided
- 934
- 00:50:34,280 --> 00:50:35,981
- he could start
- playing that piano in there,
- 935
- 00:50:35,982 --> 00:50:37,215
- 'cause it's got to stop.
- 936
- 00:50:37,216 --> 00:50:38,985
- You tell him it's got to stop,
- will you?
- 937
- 00:50:43,722 --> 00:50:45,723
- You say anything to make him
- stop playing,
- 938
- 00:50:45,724 --> 00:50:48,727
- I'll kill you.
- 939
- 00:50:48,728 --> 00:50:50,779
- I don't know what I'll do.
- 940
- 00:50:50,780 --> 00:50:54,733
- But I'll come back here,
- and I'll kill you.
- 941
- 00:50:54,734 --> 00:50:56,234
- Do you hear me?
- 942
- 00:50:56,235 --> 00:50:58,772
- I'll kill you!
- 943
- 00:51:24,464 --> 00:51:26,131
- I don't understand.
- 944
- 00:51:26,132 --> 00:51:27,933
- C'est pas normal.
- 945
- 00:51:27,934 --> 00:51:29,267
- How long
- have we known each other?
- 946
- 00:51:29,268 --> 00:51:31,052
- I've never seen you like this.
- 947
- 00:51:31,053 --> 00:51:32,153
- If there's something wrong,
- 948
- 00:51:32,154 --> 00:51:34,355
- then we should do something
- about it.
- 949
- 00:51:34,356 --> 00:51:36,275
- I can't see you anymore.
- That's it.
- 950
- 00:51:46,685 --> 00:51:50,572
- Some things cannot be fixed.
- 951
- 00:51:50,573 --> 00:51:53,325
- There is nothing
- that cannot be fixed
- 952
- 00:51:53,326 --> 00:51:55,293
- if we want it to be fixed.
- 953
- 00:51:55,294 --> 00:51:57,729
- But sometimes
- we don't want to fix things.
- 954
- 00:51:57,730 --> 00:51:59,348
- Do you want to fix this?
- 955
- 00:52:20,687 --> 00:52:22,922
- I told you to fix it!
- 956
- 00:52:24,374 --> 00:52:27,709
- I told you to fix your room
- before I came back!
- 957
- 00:52:27,710 --> 00:52:31,046
- I told you to fix it!
- 958
- 00:52:31,047 --> 00:52:32,381
- Fix your room!
- 959
- 00:52:32,382 --> 00:52:34,283
- I told you to fix it!
- 960
- 00:52:34,284 --> 00:52:35,285
- Fix your room!
- 961
- 00:52:38,321 --> 00:52:40,123
- You never listen!
- 962
- 00:52:42,876 --> 00:52:44,110
- Fix it!
- 963
- 00:52:51,284 --> 00:52:53,018
- Fix it!
- Fix it!
- 964
- 00:52:53,019 --> 00:52:54,018
- Fix it!
- 965
- 00:52:54,019 --> 00:52:55,820
- Fix it!
- Fix your room!
- 966
- 00:52:55,821 --> 00:52:57,522
- I told you to fix it!
- 967
- 00:52:57,523 --> 00:52:58,924
- Fix your room!
- 968
- 00:53:09,169 --> 00:53:10,669
- All right, that's enough.
- 969
- 00:53:10,670 --> 00:53:12,837
- That's enough.
- 970
- 00:53:12,838 --> 00:53:15,006
- Come on.
- 971
- 00:53:15,007 --> 00:53:16,675
- Let go of me.
- Let go of me.
- 972
- 00:53:16,676 --> 00:53:17,809
- Let go.
- 973
- 00:53:17,810 --> 00:53:18,810
- Let go of me!
- All right.
- 974
- 00:53:18,811 --> 00:53:19,811
- Let go of me!
- 975
- 00:53:19,812 --> 00:53:21,012
- Laisse-moi.
- 976
- 00:53:21,013 --> 00:53:23,364
- Laisse-moi.
- Lache moi.
- 977
- 00:53:23,365 --> 00:53:25,867
- Calm down.
- 978
- 00:53:25,868 --> 00:53:27,752
- Laisse-moi!
- 979
- 00:53:27,753 --> 00:53:28,753
- Laisse-moi.
- 980
- 00:53:28,754 --> 00:53:29,921
- Laisse-moi.
- 981
- 00:53:29,922 --> 00:53:31,156
- Laisse-moi.
- 982
- 00:53:31,157 --> 00:53:32,542
- Lache moi.
- 983
- 00:53:59,451 --> 00:54:00,687
- Non.
- 984
- 00:55:03,399 --> 00:55:05,650
- Ma'am, he was the second
- of your acquaintances
- 985
- 00:55:05,651 --> 00:55:07,819
- to die violently
- in as many weeks.
- 986
- 00:55:07,820 --> 00:55:09,187
- You were the last person
- to see him
- 987
- 00:55:09,188 --> 00:55:10,488
- other than his coworkers.
- 988
- 00:55:10,489 --> 00:55:12,990
- Did he say anything
- or give you any indication
- 989
- 00:55:12,991 --> 00:55:15,827
- someone might mean him any harm?
- 990
- 00:55:15,828 --> 00:55:17,829
- We're not accusing you
- of anything, ma'am.
- 991
- 00:55:17,830 --> 00:55:19,497
- We know this is very hard
- for you,
- 992
- 00:55:19,498 --> 00:55:21,733
- but we need your help if we're
- going to solve these crimes.
- 993
- 00:55:21,734 --> 00:55:22,934
- You're a criminal.
- 994
- 00:55:22,935 --> 00:55:24,419
- You're a criminal,
- and you're a liar.
- 995
- 00:55:24,420 --> 00:55:26,087
- We checked if you've been
- sending other girls out,
- 996
- 00:55:26,088 --> 00:55:27,822
- and nobody's been sent out.
- I want answers.
- 997
- 00:55:27,823 --> 00:55:28,923
- We've been here
- for over an hour.
- 998
- 00:55:28,924 --> 00:55:29,908
- That's the business.
- 999
- 00:55:29,909 --> 00:55:31,225
- The business?
- 1000
- 00:55:31,226 --> 00:55:32,426
- No one's been sent out
- for over three months.
- 1001
- 00:55:32,427 --> 00:55:33,528
- Shh.
- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
- 1002
- 00:55:33,529 --> 00:55:34,663
- It just can't be
- this loud out here.
- 1003
- 00:55:34,664 --> 00:55:36,598
- I've got a meeting
- going on in there.
- 1004
- 00:55:36,599 --> 00:55:38,533
- Is there something
- maybe I can help you guys with?
- 1005
- 00:55:38,534 --> 00:55:40,434
- Yeah, the problem is,
- we've been promised work
- 1006
- 00:55:40,435 --> 00:55:41,435
- and have gotten nothing.
- 1007
- 00:55:41,436 --> 00:55:42,904
- He promised us.
- 1008
- 00:55:42,905 --> 00:55:45,073
- I personally have two girls
- out at an audition right now,
- 1009
- 00:55:45,074 --> 00:55:47,225
- but acting's a really...
- It's a tough profession, okay?
- 1010
- 00:55:47,226 --> 00:55:48,693
- It takes a while to...
- 1011
- 00:55:48,694 --> 00:55:50,128
- - We're not actors.
- - We're not here for acting.
- 1012
- 00:55:50,129 --> 00:55:51,897
- - We're models.
- - Wow, okay.
- 1013
- 00:55:51,898 --> 00:55:54,232
- Uh, I mean this
- with all due respect,
- 1014
- 00:55:54,233 --> 00:55:55,533
- 'cause I didn't sign you guys
- 1015
- 00:55:55,534 --> 00:55:57,202
- you guys are very beautiful,
- but you're...
- 1016
- 00:55:57,203 --> 00:55:58,403
- You guys are characters, okay?
- 1017
- 00:55:58,404 --> 00:56:00,539
- And you're clearly very vocal
- 1018
- 00:56:00,540 --> 00:56:02,557
- you guys haven't taken
- an acting class ever?
- 1019
- 00:56:02,558 --> 00:56:04,226
- - No.
- - Never.
- 1020
- 00:56:04,227 --> 00:56:05,793
- Well, that young lady
- came in to me today
- 1021
- 00:56:05,794 --> 00:56:07,162
- to tell me
- that she got a callback
- 1022
- 00:56:07,163 --> 00:56:09,231
- after taking only a few classes
- from this man.
- 1023
- 00:56:09,232 --> 00:56:10,999
- I think you guys
- would do really well with it.
- 1024
- 00:56:11,000 --> 00:56:12,300
- You want to come into my office?
- 1025
- 00:56:12,301 --> 00:56:14,302
- Maybe we can interrogate her
- about her experience?
- 1026
- 00:56:14,303 --> 00:56:15,303
- - Sure.
- - Okay.
- 1027
- 00:56:15,304 --> 00:56:16,771
- All right.
- Well, follow me.
- 1028
- 00:56:16,772 --> 00:56:18,306
- I can't believe you guys
- haven't taken an acting class.
- 1029
- 00:56:18,307 --> 00:56:19,374
- Well,
- why didn't he say anything
- 1030
- 00:56:19,375 --> 00:56:20,742
- about acting classes
- if he's so...
- 1031
- 00:56:20,743 --> 00:56:22,026
- It's gonna help you
- channel some of that anger.
- 1032
- 00:56:22,027 --> 00:56:23,328
- How come
- we didn't know about this?
- 1033
- 00:56:23,329 --> 00:56:24,729
- That's a great...
- That's a great question
- 1034
- 00:56:24,730 --> 00:56:26,298
- that I'm gonna get
- to the bottom of.
- 1035
- 00:56:26,299 --> 00:56:27,632
- Well,
- we've spent a lot of money.
- 1036
- 00:56:27,633 --> 00:56:30,669
- Are we gonna have to spend more?
- 1037
- 00:56:30,670 --> 00:56:32,820
- You're not having any fun,
- are you?
- 1038
- 00:56:32,821 --> 00:56:34,156
- I mean, the way you acted,
- 1039
- 00:56:34,157 --> 00:56:36,091
- it's like you never even
- talked to a woman before.
- 1040
- 00:56:36,092 --> 00:56:37,392
- Are you seeing anyone?
- 1041
- 00:56:37,393 --> 00:56:38,526
- What about the boss?
- 1042
- 00:56:38,527 --> 00:56:39,844
- I've seen the way
- she looks at you.
- 1043
- 00:56:39,845 --> 00:56:43,198
- What about the two of you?
- 1044
- 00:56:43,199 --> 00:56:46,101
- You know, personally,
- she really scares me.
- 1045
- 00:56:46,102 --> 00:56:47,268
- You're not the only one
- 1046
- 00:56:47,269 --> 00:56:48,637
- who doesn't want
- pretty girls around, man.
- 1047
- 00:56:48,638 --> 00:56:50,439
- You know, I thought
- I had a really great office
- 1048
- 00:56:50,440 --> 00:56:53,208
- until I realized that
- 1049
- 00:56:53,209 --> 00:56:55,711
- there's a giant piece of glass
- where a wall should be
- 1050
- 00:56:55,712 --> 00:56:57,713
- and she's just gonna
- fucking stare at me through it
- 1051
- 00:56:57,714 --> 00:56:59,664
- every time
- I have a girl in there under 30.
- 1052
- 00:56:59,665 --> 00:57:02,884
- I've been trying to work up
- the courage to return her gaze.
- 1053
- 00:57:02,885 --> 00:57:04,352
- I want to make some eye contact,
- 1054
- 00:57:04,353 --> 00:57:09,157
- but I'm just not ready yet.
- 1055
- 00:57:09,158 --> 00:57:11,192
- You know, you are
- way too overqualified
- 1056
- 00:57:11,193 --> 00:57:12,693
- in, like, every single way,
- 1057
- 00:57:12,694 --> 00:57:15,463
- to be doing
- the bullshit you're doing.
- 1058
- 00:57:15,464 --> 00:57:17,165
- You know what you said
- in that acting class?
- 1059
- 00:57:17,166 --> 00:57:18,566
- That wasn't tricks;
- That was real.
- 1060
- 00:57:18,567 --> 00:57:20,502
- And I... look, I know
- I gave you some shit about it,
- 1061
- 00:57:20,503 --> 00:57:24,406
- but it's because
- I was kind of shocked.
- 1062
- 00:57:24,407 --> 00:57:26,241
- You know, I wasn't expecting
- to feel anything,
- 1063
- 00:57:26,242 --> 00:57:27,509
- and you shook me up.
- 1064
- 00:57:27,510 --> 00:57:29,010
- You're way to good
- for this life.
- 1065
- 00:57:29,011 --> 00:57:33,848
- And you're not?
- 1066
- 00:57:33,849 --> 00:57:36,684
- When I was eight,
- my dad split.
- 1067
- 00:57:36,685 --> 00:57:39,821
- And my mom took my sister and me
- to live in Vancouver,
- 1068
- 00:57:39,822 --> 00:57:41,756
- where she got us hooked up
- with the Mormon church.
- 1069
- 00:57:41,757 --> 00:57:42,974
- Ah, Mormon.
- 1070
- 00:57:42,975 --> 00:57:44,976
- No wonder
- you pitch such a smooth line.
- 1071
- 00:57:44,977 --> 00:57:46,862
- Yeah, we're natural salesmen.
- 1072
- 00:57:46,863 --> 00:57:51,516
- We have the fastest growing
- faith on the earth.
- 1073
- 00:57:51,517 --> 00:57:53,751
- Anyways, from the moment
- they got ahold of me,
- 1074
- 00:57:53,752 --> 00:57:55,687
- they were telling me
- that I was something special
- 1075
- 00:57:55,688 --> 00:57:58,790
- and I was being groomed
- for a high place in the church,
- 1076
- 00:57:58,791 --> 00:58:00,725
- maybe to become
- one of the 12 apostles,
- 1077
- 00:58:00,726 --> 00:58:02,594
- maybe church president.
- The sky's the limit.
- 1078
- 00:58:02,595 --> 00:58:07,232
- Point is, God's eye was on me
- every second of my life.
- 1079
- 00:58:07,233 --> 00:58:09,567
- So I didn't drink,
- I didn't smoke,
- 1080
- 00:58:09,568 --> 00:58:12,637
- I didn't swear,
- and no girls.
- 1081
- 00:58:12,638 --> 00:58:15,790
- But you know,
- I broke,
- 1082
- 00:58:15,791 --> 00:58:18,292
- and I keep waiting for the sky
- to fall on my head,
- 1083
- 00:58:18,293 --> 00:58:21,496
- and every day it doesn't,
- 1084
- 00:58:21,497 --> 00:58:23,498
- it's like I have to push things
- a little bit further.
- 1085
- 00:58:23,499 --> 00:58:26,167
- But the sky still doesn't fall.
- 1086
- 00:58:26,168 --> 00:58:28,804
- And it just makes me
- feel even worse.
- 1087
- 00:58:31,040 --> 00:58:35,327
- It just makes me feel like
- everything I knew is a lie.
- 1088
- 00:58:35,328 --> 00:58:38,330
- Religion's just a con, man,
- like everything else.
- 1089
- 00:58:38,331 --> 00:58:43,168
- They zero in on the weak one
- and make him work twice as hard.
- 1090
- 00:58:43,169 --> 00:58:44,602
- You didn't break.
- 1091
- 00:58:44,603 --> 00:58:46,187
- You're the strong one.
- 1092
- 00:58:46,188 --> 00:58:48,523
- I had this rabbi
- who ran the yeshive
- 1093
- 00:58:48,524 --> 00:58:50,525
- I went to when I was a kid.
- 1094
- 00:58:50,526 --> 00:58:53,194
- I was the only nonreligious kid
- in my class.
- 1095
- 00:58:53,195 --> 00:58:55,063
- I still, to this day,
- have no idea
- 1096
- 00:58:55,064 --> 00:58:59,200
- why my parents sent me there.
- 1097
- 00:58:59,201 --> 00:59:01,802
- Anyway, this rabbi
- would pull me aside
- 1098
- 00:59:01,803 --> 00:59:03,371
- and tell me
- that I was going to be
- 1099
- 00:59:03,372 --> 00:59:05,473
- a great leader
- of the Jewish people.
- 1100
- 00:59:05,474 --> 00:59:06,807
- Me.
- 1101
- 00:59:06,808 --> 00:59:07,976
- Me.
- 1102
- 00:59:07,977 --> 00:59:09,477
- I didn't even believe in God.
- 1103
- 00:59:09,478 --> 00:59:12,147
- It made me feel guilty
- every goddamn day of my life.
- 1104
- 00:59:12,148 --> 00:59:13,814
- Sure.
- Heard about that.
- 1105
- 00:59:13,815 --> 00:59:14,799
- About what?
- 1106
- 00:59:14,800 --> 00:59:16,400
- Jewish guilt.
- 1107
- 00:59:16,401 --> 00:59:18,036
- See, I resent it
- every time I feel guilty,
- 1108
- 00:59:18,037 --> 00:59:19,403
- which is all the time,
- 1109
- 00:59:19,404 --> 00:59:21,973
- because guilt is supposed to be
- something that Jews feel.
- 1110
- 00:59:21,974 --> 00:59:23,425
- Yeah,
- we own the original patent;
- 1111
- 00:59:23,426 --> 00:59:25,327
- we just license it
- to everyone else.
- 1112
- 00:59:25,328 --> 00:59:27,829
- Well, I think the copyright's
- expired at this point.
- 1113
- 00:59:27,830 --> 00:59:29,497
- It's public domain.
- 1114
- 00:59:29,498 --> 00:59:32,150
- I think it's time we moved on
- to a new business model.
- 1115
- 00:59:32,151 --> 00:59:34,585
- Yeah?
- You got any bright ideas?
- 1116
- 00:59:34,586 --> 00:59:37,989
- Maybe.
- Maybe I do.
- 1117
- 00:59:37,990 --> 00:59:39,190
- I have this friend from school.
- 1118
- 00:59:39,191 --> 00:59:41,492
- He works at the FDC upstate.
- 1119
- 00:59:41,493 --> 00:59:42,828
- Now, for 10 grand,
- 1120
- 00:59:42,829 --> 00:59:45,030
- he can get me
- a legitimate agency license.
- 1121
- 00:59:45,031 --> 00:59:46,798
- No bond, no questions asked.
- 1122
- 00:59:46,799 --> 00:59:49,034
- The only requirement
- is an actual address.
- 1123
- 00:59:49,035 --> 00:59:50,435
- Now, in the meantime,
- 1124
- 00:59:50,436 --> 00:59:52,520
- I know of an eight-room suite
- on Broadway
- 1125
- 00:59:52,521 --> 00:59:54,055
- that I can get
- from this landlord I know
- 1126
- 00:59:54,056 --> 00:59:55,256
- for a pretty ridiculous rate.
- 1127
- 00:59:55,257 --> 00:59:56,791
- How ridiculous?
- 1128
- 00:59:56,792 --> 00:59:58,677
- 50 grand.
- 1129
- 00:59:58,678 --> 01:00:00,511
- 50 grand
- for eight rooms on Broadway?
- 1130
- 01:00:00,512 --> 01:00:02,813
- Yes,
- but it's got to be in cash,
- 1131
- 01:00:02,814 --> 01:00:03,982
- and it's got to be up front.
- 1132
- 01:00:03,983 --> 01:00:05,383
- Who is this guy,
- another college buddy?
- 1133
- 01:00:05,384 --> 01:00:07,385
- No, I never went to college.
- I meant grade school.
- 1134
- 01:00:07,386 --> 01:00:08,787
- But no.
- 1135
- 01:00:08,788 --> 01:00:10,722
- This guy's just a guy
- I do an occasional favor for.
- 1136
- 01:00:10,723 --> 01:00:12,623
- What kind of favors?
- 1137
- 01:00:12,624 --> 01:00:14,192
- Uh, you know,
- nothing mysterious.
- 1138
- 01:00:14,193 --> 01:00:16,461
- Some guys just need help when
- it comes to the opposite sex,
- 1139
- 01:00:16,462 --> 01:00:17,829
- even guys with money.
- 1140
- 01:00:17,830 --> 01:00:21,366
- Now, I also know a couple
- young agents working at the bigs
- 1141
- 01:00:21,367 --> 01:00:22,800
- who are willing to jump ship
- 1142
- 01:00:22,801 --> 01:00:24,302
- and bring
- their clients with them
- 1143
- 01:00:24,303 --> 01:00:26,071
- if I can demonstrate
- I have a real setup,
- 1144
- 01:00:26,072 --> 01:00:27,639
- which is what I'm trying to do.
- 1145
- 01:00:27,640 --> 01:00:29,107
- But I'm living hand to mouth
- right now.
- 1146
- 01:00:29,108 --> 01:00:31,476
- This guy's not gonna
- hold this place for me forever.
- 1147
- 01:00:31,477 --> 01:00:32,777
- So you're gonna need cash.
- 1148
- 01:00:32,778 --> 01:00:34,579
- Which is why you're
- talking to the Jew, right?
- 1149
- 01:00:34,580 --> 01:00:37,148
- Cash and experience
- and talent.
- 1150
- 01:00:37,149 --> 01:00:38,216
- You know, this could be
- a real thing.
- 1151
- 01:00:38,217 --> 01:00:39,450
- This could be step one
- to having
- 1152
- 01:00:39,451 --> 01:00:41,987
- a real agency
- that represents real clients.
- 1153
- 01:00:41,988 --> 01:00:44,055
- But these guys I'm talking
- about, they're young too,
- 1154
- 01:00:44,056 --> 01:00:45,590
- and I have a feeling
- they're the type
- 1155
- 01:00:45,591 --> 01:00:47,392
- who might jump ship
- when the water gets rough.
- 1156
- 01:00:47,393 --> 01:00:48,743
- I don't know
- how much I trust them.
- 1157
- 01:00:48,744 --> 01:00:51,079
- - And you trust me?
- - I don't trust you either.
- 1158
- 01:00:51,080 --> 01:00:55,684
- But this is something
- we both want.
- 1159
- 01:01:03,409 --> 01:01:04,744
- Hello.
- 1160
- 01:01:23,362 --> 01:01:24,496
- Yes?
- 1161
- 01:01:31,386 --> 01:01:32,855
- When?
- 1162
- 01:01:49,572 --> 01:01:53,074
- Who was it?
- 1163
- 01:01:53,075 --> 01:01:57,561
- Oh, it was just
- someone asking questions.
- 1164
- 01:01:57,562 --> 01:02:00,566
- The police?
- 1165
- 01:02:36,252 --> 01:02:37,551
- That's not
- why I'm telling you this.
- 1166
- 01:02:37,552 --> 01:02:39,220
- I'm just telling you
- I'm taking out a loan.
- 1167
- 01:02:39,221 --> 01:02:40,854
- - On this apartment?
- - Right.
- 1168
- 01:02:40,855 --> 01:02:42,991
- What if this business thing
- that you're talking about
- 1169
- 01:02:42,992 --> 01:02:44,658
- doesn't work out
- and you can't pay it back?
- 1170
- 01:02:44,659 --> 01:02:45,960
- Well,
- then they get to sell it,
- 1171
- 01:02:45,961 --> 01:02:47,228
- but that won't be for a while.
- 1172
- 01:02:47,229 --> 01:02:48,362
- And only if...
- 1173
- 01:02:48,363 --> 01:02:49,730
- I'm moving
- back to mom and dad's.
- 1174
- 01:02:49,731 --> 01:02:51,532
- That's not
- why I'm telling you this.
- 1175
- 01:02:51,533 --> 01:02:53,601
- I'm just telling you this
- in the interest of honesty.
- 1176
- 01:02:53,602 --> 01:02:56,704
- I'm just... I'm saying that
- while you can still stay here,
- 1177
- 01:02:56,705 --> 01:02:58,106
- it might not be a bad idea
- 1178
- 01:02:58,107 --> 01:02:59,440
- for you
- to get your shit together,
- 1179
- 01:02:59,441 --> 01:03:00,841
- in the event
- it doesn't work out,
- 1180
- 01:03:00,842 --> 01:03:02,376
- but...
- 1181
- 01:03:02,377 --> 01:03:04,078
- I believe that it will.
- 1182
- 01:03:04,079 --> 01:03:05,146
- But you should still
- 1183
- 01:03:05,147 --> 01:03:06,847
- be in a position
- to get your own place.
- 1184
- 01:03:06,848 --> 01:03:08,249
- I can't live like this.
- 1185
- 01:03:08,250 --> 01:03:10,784
- It's like a sword
- hanging over my head.
- 1186
- 01:03:10,785 --> 01:03:11,919
- I don't get it.
- 1187
- 01:03:11,920 --> 01:03:15,190
- Should I not
- have said anything to you?
- 1188
- 01:03:15,191 --> 01:03:17,125
- Maybe not.
- 1189
- 01:03:17,126 --> 01:03:18,693
- Maybe not.
- Why?
- 1190
- 01:03:18,694 --> 01:03:20,011
- So you can be spared
- the realities
- 1191
- 01:03:20,012 --> 01:03:22,313
- the rest of us have to deal with
- every fucking day?
- 1192
- 01:03:22,314 --> 01:03:23,314
- Spared?
- 1193
- 01:03:23,315 --> 01:03:24,515
- How am I being spared?
- 1194
- 01:03:24,516 --> 01:03:25,683
- I carry the load for all of you.
- 1195
- 01:03:25,684 --> 01:03:27,318
- For all your fucking sins.
- 1196
- 01:03:27,319 --> 01:03:28,786
- I carry the load
- every fucking day,
- 1197
- 01:03:28,787 --> 01:03:30,488
- so don't tell me
- I'm being spared.
- 1198
- 01:03:30,489 --> 01:03:31,488
- What sins?
- 1199
- 01:03:31,489 --> 01:03:33,092
- What are you talking about,
- "sins"?
- 1200
- 01:03:36,629 --> 01:03:37,695
- I'm going to mom and dad's.
- 1201
- 01:03:37,696 --> 01:03:39,013
- Why? So you can torture mom?
- 1202
- 01:03:39,014 --> 01:03:40,548
- How long
- are you gonna do this for, huh?
- 1203
- 01:03:40,549 --> 01:03:42,149
- How long are you gonna keep
- torturing her?
- 1204
- 01:03:42,150 --> 01:03:47,538
- You're the worst, man.
- You're the fucking worst.
- 1205
- 01:03:47,539 --> 01:03:49,373
- At least I keep it at home,
- where it belongs.
- 1206
- 01:03:49,374 --> 01:03:51,075
- What about you?
- You go out and torture women
- 1207
- 01:03:51,076 --> 01:03:52,876
- who have never
- done anything wrong to you.
- 1208
- 01:03:52,877 --> 01:03:54,378
- So who's worse, huh?
- 1209
- 01:03:54,379 --> 01:03:55,831
- Who's the fucking worst?
- 1210
- 01:04:04,339 --> 01:04:08,909
- I don't understand
- this family.
- 1211
- 01:04:08,910 --> 01:04:10,344
- I don't understand
- how four people
- 1212
- 01:04:10,345 --> 01:04:12,013
- that are supposed
- to care about each other
- 1213
- 01:04:12,014 --> 01:04:15,833
- can fuck everything up so badly.
- 1214
- 01:04:15,834 --> 01:04:17,902
- I'm just taking out a loan.
- 1215
- 01:04:17,903 --> 01:04:21,005
- Please don't leave.
- 1216
- 01:04:21,006 --> 01:04:22,173
- This may be purgatory,
- 1217
- 01:04:22,174 --> 01:04:24,775
- but it's better
- than living in hell.
- 1218
- 01:04:24,776 --> 01:04:26,694
- Please.
- 1219
- 01:04:26,695 --> 01:04:30,649
- Promise me
- you won't go back there.
- 1220
- 01:04:33,668 --> 01:04:41,594
- # #
- 1221
- 01:05:24,203 --> 01:05:32,144
- # #
- 1222
- 01:05:39,334 --> 01:05:47,276
- # #
- 1223
- 01:05:56,068 --> 01:06:04,092
- # #
- 1224
- 01:06:20,843 --> 01:06:24,178
- you look like
- you're in a good mood...
- 1225
- 01:06:24,179 --> 01:06:25,346
- Like you're in love?
- 1226
- 01:06:25,347 --> 01:06:26,781
- Well, I guess
- I wouldn't remember.
- 1227
- 01:06:33,455 --> 01:06:35,356
- Spending a lot of time
- with the new kid.
- 1228
- 01:06:35,357 --> 01:06:38,026
- I wouldn't say a lot.
- We hang out occasionally.
- 1229
- 01:06:38,027 --> 01:06:39,193
- He's young.
- 1230
- 01:06:39,194 --> 01:06:42,530
- In some ways, yeah.
- 1231
- 01:06:42,531 --> 01:06:44,198
- He reminds me of you.
- 1232
- 01:06:44,199 --> 01:06:48,602
- Oh, he reminds me
- of who I wished I was.
- 1233
- 01:06:48,603 --> 01:06:51,705
- Everything he does
- is so effortless.
- 1234
- 01:06:51,706 --> 01:06:53,207
- It's like he knows everything
- 1235
- 01:06:53,208 --> 01:06:54,976
- without ever
- having studied anything.
- 1236
- 01:06:54,977 --> 01:06:57,378
- And what he doesn't know
- doesn't really matter anyway.
- 1237
- 01:06:57,379 --> 01:06:59,630
- And women are just
- drawn to him naturally.
- 1238
- 01:06:59,631 --> 01:07:02,800
- I mean,
- he's not cocky about it either.
- 1239
- 01:07:02,801 --> 01:07:04,485
- Everything comes so effortlessly
- for him
- 1240
- 01:07:04,486 --> 01:07:06,320
- that he actually creates
- problems for himself
- 1241
- 01:07:06,321 --> 01:07:08,155
- just so that he isn't indecent
- in his own eyes
- 1242
- 01:07:08,156 --> 01:07:10,324
- if in no one else's.
- 1243
- 01:07:10,325 --> 01:07:13,294
- I don't know whether to be
- pissed or happy
- 1244
- 01:07:13,295 --> 01:07:17,297
- someone like him
- actually exists.
- 1245
- 01:07:17,298 --> 01:07:21,168
- Are you fucking him?
- 1246
- 01:07:21,169 --> 01:07:25,472
- Is he fucking you?
- 1247
- 01:07:25,473 --> 01:07:28,175
- Do you have to talk about it
- like that?
- 1248
- 01:07:28,176 --> 01:07:30,094
- Are you so lacking
- in imagination...
- 1249
- 01:07:30,095 --> 01:07:31,562
- Not so much that I can't tell
- 1250
- 01:07:31,563 --> 01:07:37,268
- the two of you
- are up to something.
- 1251
- 01:07:37,269 --> 01:07:38,503
- Are you fucking me?
- 1252
- 01:07:38,504 --> 01:07:40,020
- We both
- know the answer to that.
- 1253
- 01:07:40,021 --> 01:07:42,523
- Because I brought
- the two of you in together.
- 1254
- 01:07:42,524 --> 01:07:44,859
- So if anything's going on,
- I should be cut in on the deal.
- 1255
- 01:07:44,860 --> 01:07:46,794
- We were partners.
- You cut me out.
- 1256
- 01:07:46,795 --> 01:07:48,863
- You quit.
- 1257
- 01:07:48,864 --> 01:07:50,080
- I didn't quit.
- 1258
- 01:07:50,081 --> 01:07:52,017
- You stopped working.
- 1259
- 01:07:54,853 --> 01:07:56,020
- You stopped working.
- 1260
- 01:07:56,021 --> 01:07:58,889
- You moved that little girl
- in with you.
- 1261
- 01:07:58,890 --> 01:08:00,758
- I wasn't going to share
- while you sat on your ass
- 1262
- 01:08:00,759 --> 01:08:02,560
- and had your fun.
- 1263
- 01:08:02,561 --> 01:08:03,761
- You're lucky I let you back here.
- 1264
- 01:08:03,762 --> 01:08:05,163
- to work on commission
- after the way...
- 1265
- 01:08:05,164 --> 01:08:06,330
- Do you really want to dignify
- 1266
- 01:08:06,331 --> 01:08:08,767
- what we do here
- by calling it work?
- 1267
- 01:08:19,161 --> 01:08:23,730
- I have a meeting at 8:00.
- 1268
- 01:08:23,731 --> 01:08:25,032
- With some people from Seattle
- 1269
- 01:08:25,033 --> 01:08:27,601
- about setting
- an operation there.
- 1270
- 01:08:27,602 --> 01:08:28,903
- It's so pathetic.
- 1271
- 01:08:28,904 --> 01:08:30,504
- It'll probably be good
- for a month or two,
- 1272
- 01:08:30,505 --> 01:08:34,175
- but our cut should be nice.
- 1273
- 01:08:34,176 --> 01:08:36,377
- You can get in on it
- if you want to come.
- 1274
- 01:08:36,378 --> 01:08:41,682
- I can't make it tonight.
- 1275
- 01:08:41,683 --> 01:08:42,916
- I'll be in your neighborhood,
- 1276
- 01:08:42,917 --> 01:08:44,552
- and I can drop by afterwards
- when I'm done.
- 1277
- 01:08:44,553 --> 01:08:46,205
- My brother's there, remember?
- 1278
- 01:08:51,343 --> 01:08:53,512
- I remember everything.
- 1279
- 01:11:27,049 --> 01:11:29,884
- Are you going somewhere?
- 1280
- 01:11:29,885 --> 01:11:32,154
- I'm seeing our son for dinner
- 1281
- 01:11:37,659 --> 01:11:39,226
- it's been a long day.
- 1282
- 01:11:39,227 --> 01:11:43,831
- Why doesn't he
- just come over here?
- 1283
- 01:11:43,832 --> 01:11:46,234
- There are some things
- I need to tell him.
- 1284
- 01:12:30,529 --> 01:12:32,530
- I was with someone
- a long time ago,
- 1285
- 01:12:32,531 --> 01:12:34,382
- before I met your father.
- 1286
- 01:12:34,383 --> 01:12:38,553
- I know; Half the city of Paris
- was after you.
- 1287
- 01:12:38,554 --> 01:12:41,055
- Is that what you wanted to have
- dinner to talk to me about,
- 1288
- 01:12:41,056 --> 01:12:42,823
- all the guys chased you?
- 1289
- 01:12:42,824 --> 01:12:43,958
- The more they wanted you,
- 1290
- 01:12:43,959 --> 01:12:45,576
- the less interested
- you were in them?
- 1291
- 01:12:45,577 --> 01:12:46,644
- They threatened suicide,
- 1292
- 01:12:46,645 --> 01:12:48,713
- they flung themselves
- off buildings.
- 1293
- 01:12:48,714 --> 01:12:51,048
- For a while, it wasn't safe to
- walk down the streets of Paris
- 1294
- 01:12:51,049 --> 01:12:52,582
- for fear
- of all the broken-hearted boys
- 1295
- 01:12:52,583 --> 01:12:53,718
- crashing on the pavement.
- 1296
- 01:12:53,719 --> 01:12:57,237
- I was in love,
- 1297
- 01:12:57,238 --> 01:13:00,240
- before Paris.
- 1298
- 01:13:00,241 --> 01:13:02,076
- What happened?
- 1299
- 01:13:02,077 --> 01:13:04,544
- I left him.
- 1300
- 01:13:04,545 --> 01:13:05,512
- Why?
- 1301
- 01:13:05,513 --> 01:13:07,347
- I was afraid.
- 1302
- 01:13:07,348 --> 01:13:09,117
- Of what?
- 1303
- 01:13:15,523 --> 01:13:17,924
- Why did you marry dad?
- 1304
- 01:13:17,925 --> 01:13:20,845
- He was very handsome.
- 1305
- 01:13:20,846 --> 01:13:21,912
- He's still handsome.
- 1306
- 01:13:21,913 --> 01:13:23,113
- You should have seen him then.
- 1307
- 01:13:23,114 --> 01:13:25,516
- He was incredibly handsome
- when we met.
- 1308
- 01:13:25,517 --> 01:13:29,520
- I'm sure you knew
- a lot of handsome men.
- 1309
- 01:13:29,521 --> 01:13:31,906
- Well, I knew
- he would never leave me.
- 1310
- 01:13:33,007 --> 01:13:36,877
- That's it?
- 1311
- 01:13:36,878 --> 01:13:39,379
- Doesn't seem like a very good
- reason to marry someone.
- 1312
- 01:13:39,380 --> 01:13:40,714
- Isn't it?
- 1313
- 01:13:40,715 --> 01:13:43,350
- He needed to prove
- that he would never leave me,
- 1314
- 01:13:43,351 --> 01:13:44,719
- no matter what I did.
- 1315
- 01:13:44,720 --> 01:13:48,055
- So I push him away,
- 1316
- 01:13:48,056 --> 01:13:51,559
- and he stays.
- 1317
- 01:13:51,560 --> 01:13:53,894
- Marriage is about
- what people need,
- 1318
- 01:13:53,895 --> 01:13:56,014
- not what they want.
- 1319
- 01:14:01,535 --> 01:14:04,537
- Sometimes I feel
- like I am a ghost.
- 1320
- 01:14:04,538 --> 01:14:06,707
- Just floating through reality
- 1321
- 01:14:06,708 --> 01:14:09,342
- without really
- touching anything.
- 1322
- 01:14:09,343 --> 01:14:12,345
- But mostly I feel like
- I'm living in a dream.
- 1323
- 01:14:12,346 --> 01:14:13,964
- Where nothing is real.
- 1324
- 01:14:13,965 --> 01:14:15,966
- Everything is just a dream.
- 1325
- 01:14:15,967 --> 01:14:18,636
- What makes you think that
- you are the one dreaming it?
- 1326
- 01:14:18,637 --> 01:14:22,506
- What do you want, mom?
- 1327
- 01:14:22,507 --> 01:14:24,491
- What do you want from me?
- 1328
- 01:14:24,492 --> 01:14:26,977
- Nothing.
- 1329
- 01:14:26,978 --> 01:14:30,781
- I don't want anything from you
- 1330
- 01:14:30,782 --> 01:14:34,184
- I think you always felt
- that I needed something,
- 1331
- 01:14:34,185 --> 01:14:38,723
- needed your love somehow
- in order to keep me alive.
- 1332
- 01:14:38,724 --> 01:14:41,291
- I don't need your love.
- 1333
- 01:14:41,292 --> 01:14:43,661
- I never needed your love.
- 1334
- 01:14:43,662 --> 01:14:47,298
- I needed his.
- 1335
- 01:14:47,299 --> 01:14:49,165
- Why are you telling me this?
- 1336
- 01:14:49,166 --> 01:14:50,634
- So you can be free.
- 1337
- 01:14:50,635 --> 01:14:52,168
- Hmm.
- 1338
- 01:14:52,169 --> 01:14:55,872
- Sounds to me
- like you're the one who's free
- 1339
- 01:14:55,873 --> 01:14:57,374
- not yet.
- 1340
- 01:14:57,375 --> 01:14:58,976
- Soon.
- 1341
- 01:15:41,619 --> 01:15:43,354
- Hello?
- 1342
- 01:15:43,355 --> 01:15:44,355
- Hello?
- 1343
- 01:15:44,356 --> 01:15:45,422
- Oh!
- 1344
- 01:15:45,423 --> 01:15:46,857
- Hi, how are you?
- 1345
- 01:15:46,858 --> 01:15:48,192
- I'm...
- I know.
- 1346
- 01:15:48,193 --> 01:15:50,927
- We... we... we've met before.
- 1347
- 01:15:50,928 --> 01:15:53,530
- My brother's not here.
- 1348
- 01:15:53,531 --> 01:15:55,699
- Isn't he staying with...
- 1349
- 01:15:55,700 --> 01:15:57,868
- He's not here right now.
- 1350
- 01:15:57,869 --> 01:15:59,203
- Oh.
- 1351
- 01:15:59,204 --> 01:16:01,372
- My mistake.
- Um...
- 1352
- 01:16:01,373 --> 01:16:04,041
- , look, you know, I'm
- cooking my dinner right now
- 1353
- 01:16:04,042 --> 01:16:06,143
- and I wasn't expecting anybody.
- 1354
- 01:16:06,144 --> 01:16:07,444
- It's kind of a mess right now
- 1355
- 01:16:07,445 --> 01:16:08,579
- oh.
- 1356
- 01:16:08,580 --> 01:16:10,647
- Um, can I use your bathroom?
- 1357
- 01:16:10,648 --> 01:16:13,950
- Just for a minute.
- I won't bother you.
- 1358
- 01:16:13,951 --> 01:16:16,287
- Uh...
- 1359
- 01:16:16,288 --> 01:16:17,388
- Thanks.
- 1360
- 01:16:17,389 --> 01:16:19,023
- Um, it's over...
- 1361
- 01:16:19,024 --> 01:16:20,124
- Right.
- 1362
- 01:16:20,125 --> 01:16:22,227
- It's right through there,
- yeah.
- 1363
- 01:16:23,328 --> 01:16:27,297
- Is that your piano?
- 1364
- 01:16:27,298 --> 01:16:28,967
- Your brother tells me
- you're a composer.
- 1365
- 01:17:11,492 --> 01:17:14,094
- I'd love to hear one of your
- compositions one of these days.
- 1366
- 01:17:14,095 --> 01:17:15,812
- I mean, if you...
- 1367
- 01:17:15,813 --> 01:17:18,649
- Yeah, I haven't
- been composing recently.
- 1368
- 01:17:18,650 --> 01:17:20,650
- Oh, that's too bad.
- 1369
- 01:17:20,651 --> 01:17:22,786
- Oh, but you can always play
- one of your old ones.
- 1370
- 01:17:22,787 --> 01:17:23,988
- I'm sure it...
- Yeah, yeah-
- 1371
- 01:17:23,989 --> 01:17:25,505
- no, you know, I'm sorry.
- 1372
- 01:17:25,506 --> 01:17:27,507
- I'm just... I'm doing this...
- 1373
- 01:17:27,508 --> 01:17:28,675
- My d... I'm cooking my dinner.
- 1374
- 01:17:28,676 --> 01:17:31,044
- And s... I don't mean to be rude,
- 1375
- 01:17:31,045 --> 01:17:34,514
- but it's, like,
- this complicated procedure,
- 1376
- 01:17:34,515 --> 01:17:35,499
- so I don't mean to be rude.
- 1377
- 01:17:35,500 --> 01:17:36,700
- You know, you should come out.
- 1378
- 01:17:36,701 --> 01:17:39,503
- It's so much less work.
- 1379
- 01:17:39,504 --> 01:17:41,254
- Yeah, it's not that simple,
- you know?
- 1380
- 01:17:41,255 --> 01:17:42,455
- It's this whole thing.
- 1381
- 01:17:42,456 --> 01:17:45,258
- That I... I wouldn't want
- to bore you with it.
- 1382
- 01:17:45,259 --> 01:17:46,393
- What kind of thing?
- 1383
- 01:17:46,394 --> 01:17:47,577
- I'm good with special diets,
- 1384
- 01:17:47,578 --> 01:17:49,246
- and you can bring
- a tape of your music over,
- 1385
- 01:17:49,247 --> 01:17:50,948
- and if you let me know
- what you'd like to eat,
- 1386
- 01:17:50,949 --> 01:17:52,016
- I can make it for you.
- 1387
- 01:17:52,017 --> 01:17:54,401
- Well, yeah, thanks.
- 1388
- 01:17:54,402 --> 01:17:57,204
- That's really sweet of you,
- you know.
- 1389
- 01:17:57,205 --> 01:17:58,772
- Uh, but... but, you know,
- 1390
- 01:17:58,773 --> 01:18:00,240
- I'll tell my brother
- that you came by.
- 1391
- 01:18:00,241 --> 01:18:01,860
- Oh, you don't
- have to tell him.
- 1392
- 01:18:02,927 --> 01:18:04,227
- He's been busy.
- 1393
- 01:18:04,228 --> 01:18:06,980
- I can make it
- just the two of us.
- 1394
- 01:18:06,981 --> 01:18:08,565
- Get the fuck out.
- 1395
- 01:18:08,566 --> 01:18:09,750
- Excuse me?
- 1396
- 01:18:09,751 --> 01:18:10,801
- Get the fuck out of here!
- 1397
- 01:18:10,802 --> 01:18:11,869
- I'm sorry.
- 1398
- 01:18:11,870 --> 01:18:13,286
- Get the fuck out of here!
- 1399
- 01:18:13,287 --> 01:18:14,871
- Get the fuck out of here!
- 1400
- 01:18:14,872 --> 01:18:16,139
- Get the fuck out of here!
- 1401
- 01:18:16,140 --> 01:18:18,141
- Get the fuck out!
- 1402
- 01:18:18,142 --> 01:18:19,877
- Get the fuck out!
- 1403
- 01:19:14,215 --> 01:19:15,483
- Crunch!
- 1404
- 01:19:18,486 --> 01:19:22,156
- # #
- 1405
- 01:19:22,157 --> 01:19:25,141
- # all I want is #
- 1406
- 01:19:25,142 --> 01:19:26,810
- # the best #
- 1407
- 01:19:26,811 --> 01:19:29,312
- # for our lives #
- 1408
- 01:19:29,313 --> 01:19:31,081
- # my dear #
- 1409
- 01:19:31,082 --> 01:19:33,249
- # and you know #
- 1410
- 01:19:33,250 --> 01:19:36,419
- # my wishes #
- 1411
- 01:19:36,420 --> 01:19:40,090
- # are sincere #
- 1412
- 01:19:40,091 --> 01:19:42,242
- # what's to say #
- 1413
- 01:19:42,243 --> 01:19:44,611
- # for the days #
- 1414
- 01:19:44,612 --> 01:19:48,615
- # I cannot bear #
- 1415
- 01:19:48,616 --> 01:19:53,686
- # a Sunday smile #
- 1416
- 01:19:53,687 --> 01:19:57,908
- # you wore it for a while #
- 1417
- 01:19:57,909 --> 01:20:02,195
- # a Sunday mile #
- 1418
- 01:20:02,196 --> 01:20:06,150
- # we paused and sang #
- 1419
- 01:20:06,151 --> 01:20:11,354
- # a Sunday smile #
- 1420
- 01:20:11,355 --> 01:20:15,358
- # you wore it for a while #
- 1421
- 01:20:15,359 --> 01:20:20,046
- # a Sunday mile #
- 1422
- 01:20:20,047 --> 01:20:24,217
- # we paused and sang #
- 1423
- 01:20:24,218 --> 01:20:28,871
- # a Sunday smile #
- 1424
- 01:20:28,872 --> 01:20:35,462
- # and we felt true #
- 1425
- 01:20:35,463 --> 01:20:36,931
- I can't even believe
- you'd talk to me
- 1426
- 01:20:36,932 --> 01:20:38,732
- after the raking over
- I gave you in that class.
- 1427
- 01:20:38,733 --> 01:20:40,901
- Well, hey, I got a callback.
- 1428
- 01:20:40,902 --> 01:20:45,239
- And I was mad at first,
- 1429
- 01:20:45,240 --> 01:20:49,109
- but then I realized
- that you were right...
- 1430
- 01:20:49,110 --> 01:20:52,746
- About everything.
- 1431
- 01:20:52,747 --> 01:20:57,584
- # we burned to the ground #
- 1432
- 01:20:57,585 --> 01:20:58,718
- what's this?
- 1433
- 01:20:58,719 --> 01:21:01,188
- Well, those are keys
- to our new office.
- 1434
- 01:21:01,189 --> 01:21:03,323
- We got our first furniture
- delivery in today.
- 1435
- 01:21:03,324 --> 01:21:04,658
- It's already in?
- 1436
- 01:21:04,659 --> 01:21:06,326
- Did you tell our boss
- about it yet?
- 1437
- 01:21:06,327 --> 01:21:08,028
- - No.
- - No?
- 1438
- 01:21:08,029 --> 01:21:10,697
- I was so sure you'd tell her.
- 1439
- 01:21:10,698 --> 01:21:13,267
- Yeah, I guess I got
- a distressing honest streak.
- 1440
- 01:21:13,268 --> 01:21:14,334
- Mm-hmm.
- 1441
- 01:21:14,335 --> 01:21:16,304
- Honest or self-destructive?
- 1442
- 01:21:20,708 --> 01:21:22,143
- I got to get going.
- 1443
- 01:21:26,547 --> 01:21:28,048
- She's amazing.
- 1444
- 01:21:28,049 --> 01:21:29,984
- She's really into you too.
- 1445
- 01:21:29,985 --> 01:21:32,219
- - You think so?
- - Mm-hmm.
- 1446
- 01:21:32,220 --> 01:21:33,654
- All right.
- 1447
- 01:21:38,376 --> 01:21:40,377
- Ah, I feel
- like I'm in high school.
- 1448
- 01:21:40,378 --> 01:21:42,045
- Oh-ho, I'm not that young.
- 1449
- 01:21:42,046 --> 01:21:46,417
- No, I mean,
- this whole thing is just...
- 1450
- 01:21:46,418 --> 01:21:47,418
- Let's go to my hotel.
- 1451
- 01:21:47,419 --> 01:21:49,052
- It's just... it's just right here.
- 1452
- 01:21:49,053 --> 01:21:51,221
- It's right around the corner.
- 1453
- 01:21:51,222 --> 01:21:55,559
- Um, let's go
- to your new office.
- 1454
- 01:21:55,560 --> 01:21:57,894
- I want to be the first to...
- 1455
- 01:21:57,895 --> 01:22:00,296
- - Christen it?
- - I wouldn't use that word.
- 1456
- 01:22:00,297 --> 01:22:02,233
- Anoint it?
- Appoint it?
- 1457
- 01:22:03,801 --> 01:22:04,969
- Break it in?
- 1458
- 01:22:19,834 --> 01:22:23,036
- Oh.
- 1459
- 01:22:23,037 --> 01:22:24,938
- No, no,
- you already used that one
- 1460
- 01:22:24,939 --> 01:22:25,939
- for the outside door.
- 1461
- 01:22:25,940 --> 01:22:27,007
- - I did?
- - Yeah, you did.
- 1462
- 01:22:27,008 --> 01:22:32,212
- I did.
- 1463
- 01:22:32,213 --> 01:22:36,033
- Here you go.
- 1464
- 01:22:36,034 --> 01:22:40,871
- Oh.
- Nice space.
- 1465
- 01:22:40,872 --> 01:22:42,640
- Could you wait here
- for a minute?
- 1466
- 01:23:25,349 --> 01:23:27,784
- Is everything all right?
- 1467
- 01:23:27,785 --> 01:23:28,852
- Yeah.
- 1468
- 01:23:34,858 --> 01:23:37,360
- Yeah, well,
- I thought that, uh...
- 1469
- 01:23:37,361 --> 01:23:39,430
- That the furniture
- would be here?
- 1470
- 01:23:48,872 --> 01:23:51,208
- There is no furniture,
- is there?
- 1471
- 01:23:51,209 --> 01:23:52,810
- Doesn't look like it.
- 1472
- 01:24:00,651 --> 01:24:05,322
- You knew all along.
- 1473
- 01:24:05,323 --> 01:24:07,091
- You get a cut?
- 1474
- 01:24:15,399 --> 01:24:16,900
- What are you gonna do?
- 1475
- 01:24:22,840 --> 01:24:26,009
- There never was anything,
- was there?
- 1476
- 01:24:26,010 --> 01:24:28,345
- Nothing.
- 1477
- 01:24:28,346 --> 01:24:30,281
- That's what you wanted,
- isn't it?
- 1478
- 01:24:47,548 --> 01:24:49,149
- Hello?
- 1479
- 01:24:49,150 --> 01:24:51,352
- Hey, it's me.
- I don't have keys anymore.
- 1480
- 01:24:58,275 --> 01:25:01,244
- Hey.
- 1481
- 01:25:01,245 --> 01:25:02,678
- I'm sorry to come over so late,
- 1482
- 01:25:02,679 --> 01:25:07,650
- but I don't know, I just...
- 1483
- 01:25:07,651 --> 01:25:10,186
- I just...
- 1484
- 01:25:10,187 --> 01:25:12,355
- You were right to be worried
- about that thing.
- 1485
- 01:25:12,356 --> 01:25:16,492
- I just wanted to say
- I'm so sorry.
- 1486
- 01:25:16,493 --> 01:25:20,997
- I got caught up, and it...
- 1487
- 01:25:20,998 --> 01:25:23,100
- Did something happen
- to your hand?
- 1488
- 01:25:29,006 --> 01:25:30,942
- Jesus, what's wrong
- with your hand?
- 1489
- 01:25:35,312 --> 01:25:36,680
- What happened?
- 1490
- 01:25:41,452 --> 01:25:42,702
- Jesus Christ.
- 1491
- 01:25:42,703 --> 01:25:44,054
- What happened?
- 1492
- 01:25:48,025 --> 01:25:51,528
- Did you...
- 1493
- 01:25:51,529 --> 01:25:55,865
- Did you do this to yourself?
- 1494
- 01:25:55,866 --> 01:25:57,700
- Why?
- 1495
- 01:25:57,701 --> 01:25:59,869
- Why would you
- do this to yourself?
- 1496
- 01:25:59,870 --> 01:26:02,038
- - I don't know.
- - Why?
- 1497
- 01:26:02,039 --> 01:26:04,140
- That woman came here
- looking for you.
- 1498
- 01:26:04,141 --> 01:26:05,074
- What woman?
- 1499
- 01:26:05,075 --> 01:26:06,343
- What are you talking about?
- 1500
- 01:26:06,344 --> 01:26:08,177
- The Asian woman
- that you're staying with.
- 1501
- 01:26:08,178 --> 01:26:11,314
- Staying with...
- 1502
- 01:26:11,315 --> 01:26:15,017
- Why'd she come here?
- 1503
- 01:26:15,018 --> 01:26:17,354
- I don't know,
- she wanted to talk to you.
- 1504
- 01:26:17,355 --> 01:26:19,822
- And then she started
- talking to me.
- 1505
- 01:26:19,823 --> 01:26:22,659
- And she... she wouldn't
- stop talking to me.
- 1506
- 01:26:22,660 --> 01:26:26,496
- And... I don't know.
- I just lost it.
- 1507
- 01:26:26,497 --> 01:26:28,831
- I just lost it.
- 1508
- 01:26:28,832 --> 01:26:30,833
- I'm sorry.
- You're sorry?
- 1509
- 01:26:30,834 --> 01:26:33,002
- Sorry?
- 1510
- 01:26:33,003 --> 01:26:34,036
- You're sorry?
- 1511
- 01:26:34,037 --> 01:26:36,506
- How could you
- do this to yourself?
- 1512
- 01:26:36,507 --> 01:26:37,674
- I don't know.
- 1513
- 01:26:37,675 --> 01:26:39,042
- I didn't even know
- I was doing it.
- 1514
- 01:26:39,043 --> 01:26:40,677
- I just did it.
- 1515
- 01:26:40,678 --> 01:26:43,680
- Like it was happening
- to somebody else.
- 1516
- 01:26:43,681 --> 01:26:47,517
- Like I was somebody else.
- 1517
- 01:26:47,518 --> 01:26:50,520
- I don't even know who I am.
- 1518
- 01:26:50,521 --> 01:26:52,522
- I don't know.
- 1519
- 01:26:52,523 --> 01:26:55,024
- Oh, jeez.
- 1520
- 01:26:55,025 --> 01:26:58,928
- You got to get yourself
- to a hospital.
- 1521
- 01:26:58,929 --> 01:27:01,698
- Okay?
- 1522
- 01:27:01,699 --> 01:27:03,432
- Here.
- 1523
- 01:27:03,433 --> 01:27:04,534
- What's that?
- 1524
- 01:27:04,535 --> 01:27:06,936
- For a taxi.
- 1525
- 01:27:06,937 --> 01:27:08,137
- Aren't you coming with me?
- 1526
- 01:27:08,138 --> 01:27:10,073
- No, I'm not fucking
- going with you.
- 1527
- 01:27:10,074 --> 01:27:11,975
- You can get your own
- fucking self to the hospital
- 1528
- 01:27:11,976 --> 01:27:13,643
- like a man
- for once in your life.
- 1529
- 01:27:13,644 --> 01:27:14,678
- Maybe dad will take me.
- 1530
- 01:27:14,679 --> 01:27:15,879
- Fuck dad.
- 1531
- 01:27:15,880 --> 01:27:17,647
- You get your own fucking self
- to a hospital.
- 1532
- 01:27:17,648 --> 01:27:20,033
- You're the one who fucked up
- your own motherfucking life.
- 1533
- 01:27:20,034 --> 01:27:21,701
- Dad will take me.
- 1534
- 01:27:21,702 --> 01:27:23,169
- You know what?
- 1535
- 01:27:23,170 --> 01:27:25,505
- I don't give a shit.
- 1536
- 01:27:25,506 --> 01:27:27,641
- Go by yourself,
- get dad to take you,
- 1537
- 01:27:27,642 --> 01:27:29,058
- or you can
- fucking stay here and rot
- 1538
- 01:27:29,059 --> 01:27:31,327
- like you were doing
- before I showed up.
- 1539
- 01:27:31,328 --> 01:27:35,347
- This whole family
- can go to hell, for all I care.
- 1540
- 01:27:35,348 --> 01:27:39,519
- You can go to hell.
- 1541
- 01:27:51,531 --> 01:27:52,966
- Madame,
- 1542
- 01:27:52,967 --> 01:27:54,835
- il y a quelqu'un pour vous
- a l'appareil.
- 1543
- 01:28:07,247 --> 01:28:08,332
- Yes?
- 1544
- 01:29:05,806 --> 01:29:07,407
- Dad?
- 1545
- 01:29:19,420 --> 01:29:20,403
- Mom.
- 1546
- 01:29:28,145 --> 01:29:33,084
- Mom?
- 1547
- 01:29:40,658 --> 01:29:42,092
- Dad?
- 1548
- 01:30:02,797 --> 01:30:03,814
- Mom?
- 1549
- 01:30:44,221 --> 01:30:45,456
- Herein.
- 1550
- 01:30:55,198 --> 01:30:56,715
- What are you doing here?
- 1551
- 01:30:56,716 --> 01:30:59,218
- You know what I'm doing here.
- 1552
- 01:30:59,219 --> 01:31:01,120
- What...
- 1553
- 01:31:01,121 --> 01:31:02,488
- Leave me...
- 1554
- 01:31:02,489 --> 01:31:04,741
- You can't just come crashing in
- any time you want to.
- 1555
- 01:31:04,742 --> 01:31:05,674
- Shut up.
- Slap!
- 1556
- 01:31:05,675 --> 01:31:06,843
- Not now!
- 1557
- 01:31:06,844 --> 01:31:08,812
- Not now?
- Not ever, right?
- 1558
- 01:31:08,813 --> 01:31:09,946
- Not ever, right?
- 1559
- 01:31:09,947 --> 01:31:11,848
- No, I don't want that.
- No!
- 1560
- 01:31:11,849 --> 01:31:15,184
- You do want it.
- You just don't want it from me.
- 1561
- 01:31:15,185 --> 01:31:16,437
- You just don't want it
- from me.
- 1562
- 01:32:28,693 --> 01:32:31,327
- Get...
- 1563
- 01:32:31,328 --> 01:32:33,029
- Get off.
- 1564
- 01:32:33,030 --> 01:32:34,698
- Stop it.
- 1565
- 01:32:34,699 --> 01:32:38,534
- Get off.
- 1566
- 01:32:38,535 --> 01:32:39,736
- Stop.
- 1567
- 01:32:39,737 --> 01:32:42,188
- Ugh.
- Get off!
- 1568
- 01:32:42,189 --> 01:32:43,489
- Get out of here.
- No.
- 1569
- 01:32:43,490 --> 01:32:45,058
- Thud!
- 1570
- 01:33:11,785 --> 01:33:13,120
- Thud!
- 1571
- 01:34:08,108 --> 01:34:16,050
- # #
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