11/13 Teagan tale

Earlier sent her a mirror picture of the shirt i was wearing with kirby on it cause I thought it was funny that my manager thought it was jigglypuff

shes like "isnt that the shirt i got you" which it technically is but i didnt really think about it like that i just thought it was funny that a boomer confused kirby with jiggs. already im catching weird vibes so i leave it be.

hours later she says "y you still sending me selfies?"
"y you still talk to me?"

sensing impending BS like shulk i just ignore that

she calls my phone, sensing impending BS like thats so raven i dont answer

she keeps calling so i pick up

she repeats her question "why are you still talking to me?"
"what do you gain?"

im like "uhh nothing i guess? whats wrong did something bad happen?"

shes like "no"

im like "oh.. ok then whats the matter you seem upset about something"

after long uncomfortable silence she's like "i dont think we should talk any more"
i say ok and hang up (i dont have time for this stuff)

she calls me again, i dont pick up

she texts me "why wasn't i good enough"

tries calling me on snapchat, i dont pick up

i message her "dont have time for all this stuff right now i have work in the morning"

she sends a pic of her crying face with caption "ok"

few minutes pass, she sends:
"I'm not good right now but I want you to know it's not about you.
I'm sorry for all the bullshit. I'm sorry for everything.
Just know I'm proud of you.
Keep moving forward.
I love you."

So to me this sounds like the most legit suicide red flag thing she's ever said

I contact her mom for the first time in a year like "Hey Teagan just texted me some concerning stuff, I think she's going through something. Can you contact her?" Shes like "Thank you Trevor I will call her" and thats where im leaving it be for now...