ORH 54

tldr at the bottom. app based sum. not very accurate. toon =원룸히어로 54화

Ch name is smth related to smbdy being lame or pathetic(MC).
MC breaks up with nurse Park. His motivation is that he feels guilty for doing this to his gf behind her back right when they started living together. And tells her how no more of this kind of sexual relationship that they have now and he's ending it(not sure). Tells her that they shouldn't see each other again. *he got me ..* MC can't believe he's practicing smth like this alone. He wonders how does he'll even do this(not sure). How he feels bad for Suzie and how he's not sure how to talk to nurse Park about this. But he feels that he has to say it today, do it today and break it off. MC thinks that he's a real douche like guy.

Girls toilet and gf thinks that she's too calm given what happened with her bf. How she's neither angry or resentful knowing that MC cheated on her with another woman in secret. How instead of feeling sad about it she feels unexpectedly calm. How she doesn't know why, but she feels okay with all of this. How it isn't because MC did the same thing she did(not sure). How MC isn't any different from her after all and she feels relieved cause of it. Gf then eavesdrops how two girls talking about how the bf of one hasn't gone pass first base with her(kissing) even though they've been dating for a year now and how he's very patient. That girl goes how her oppa understands her and how she knows her mind is not yet made up to go further then that. More talk from them about urges, impulses and controlling them, and i think that triggers Suzi since she can't do that. Gf then thinks that that couple are hypocrites. And questions that momentary urge restraint transfer they talked about(not sure ..). Thinks about what's wrong with following your instinct(not sure). Thinks that if having sex with only one person and focusing on that, and is that the only way to go about?(not sure). And how if it's so like the girls talk about, is it she and her urge the strange one? She then thinks how those girls live in different worlds than her, and the one she lives in has a lot of people that are the same as her, and thinks that MC is a fellow citizen in that world of hers. She thinks she's weak to resist her urges or impulses(not sure). Takes of her panties and thinks how this made her heart race. And how she wants to feel a new stimuli more and more. How she wants to clear this uncomfortable feeling she has now.

Hallway and she thinks that there's nobody that can see her and how she feels free. How the wind blowing on her bare pussy makes her feel strange every time. She feels lucky there are no ppl walking next to her. How this makes her feel cold yet again. How she feels she can't finish the walk cause the skirt is too short. How it will be hard if anyone sees her(not sure cause last 3 lines are hand written). She goes how she almost made it but curly comes and calls her name all hyped up. Tells her how he wanted to meet with her and this happened. She tells him hello, but thinks 'ugh! it's Park Jae-Won!'. Dude asks her if she wants to go together cause he wanted to talk with her. She thinks he's an okay guy but he can be annoying at times. Curly offers himself as her confidant if she has any troubles on her mind. She thinks she can't cause it's not an easy thing to say. She tells him to wait a minute all flustered and he gets it the wrong way thinking she got all red and smiley and shaky cause of him and. Invites her to have a drink and to tell him if she has work or man related problems to talk about and who she can put her trust in him. Dude thinks smth and i'm not sure about it but it has to do with what FMC's friend told him and how gf is already there the way she predicted it, and he thinks she's half way there(see last sum of ORH). I think she refuses his offer(hand writing). Gf thinks that curly needs to stop and she's pissed that he came right at this time. She tells him sorry but today is no good but next time .. Dude goes ok ok, and how it isn't anything urgent. Tells her that he knows her heart and he will wait cause he's a gentleman and thinks smth how she's shy and shaking but she got his heart (not sure). Tells her to call him anytime that he's there for her at all times. She gives him a bored goodbye and thinks that she has no clue as to what he speaks but she feels smth unpleasant from it. Dude then brags out how she came to him already to the glasses guy and how it was how FMC's friend foresaw it. Glasses agrees with him and congratulates him.

Gf sighs about how she ended up to this far away place but she's too tired to give a fuck. Gf hears nurse Park telling MC she doesn't wanna stop and asks him why do they have to stop now, and MC replies with ' oh no ..i mean ..'. Gf then thinks about MC and nurse and what are they doing here. Nurse tells MC that thanks to him she finally got to know her real self and MC tries to tell her he has smth going on but fails. Nurse asks MC what does he think and he tells her smth about how they both have their own lives, but thinks that nurse is too stubborn. Nurse goes how she waited so long for the day she was to met with him. Gf wonders if the nurse isn't too clingy. MC tries to explain to her that they will both have an ambiguous type of relationship this way. Nurse tells him she won't go back now that she's born anew. Nurse Park cries and begs MC not to end it and to be responsible with her(awww ..stole my heart! best girl! i ship!). MC is freaked out by the tears and asks her why she cries. He then thinks smth about 'his responsibility'. Some thoughts about how nurse's character is moody and how it's going nowhere. Next i think is MC thinking he can't do it. MC tells her not to cry that people are near and nurse cries about how MC is so mean to her. Some thoughts as to why she cries that much. Nurse goes smth how she thought she could live the same way MC does and be as honest as him. How MC is the one that gave her the courage to be herself. MC tells her she's overestimating him and thinks 'wtf are you taking about. i am not a person like that'. MC then tells her she's got it wrong and that he's not the way she thinks, and that if she knew she wouldn't have had that courage to be this way. MC then tells her he's a man of the moment and most of it is a bluff and calls himself lame. Gf goes 'what?!' when she hears those words. Next i think is MC telling nurse that he got to live and have a gf for the very first time(thanks to ->) and how all his experiences where a misunderstanding, and until that moment he was a 'mossol'(slang: 'mossol' = smbdy that never had a gf from birth. a virgin.). Gf is shocked when she hears that confession goes 'what?' 'was your first time with me?!' 'mossol?!". Tbc

tl;dr- more  details above^
MC practices ending his short lived sex friendship with nurse and wants to stop that today at all costs cause the guilt is eating him. MC's gf thinks she feels no stress or anger when she found out MC cheated on her with the nurse. She listens in on two girls talking how one who had a 1 year long bf never had sex with cause she ain't ready. Compares herself to those ppl and thinks she is different and others like her exist and MC is one. She feel that MC being like her gives her reason. Goes no pantsu to wipe off the bad feeling she has cause of what she heard in WC, and that makes her heart beats faster. MC's curly 'friend' hits on her thinking this might be the time but he fails. Gf finds curly a good guy but annoying at times. Gf sees MC and nurse having the break up talk. MC tells her he wants it to be over. Nurse refuses and credits him for her rebirth and demands that MC take responsibility. MC tries to explain to her but fails. Nurse tells MC how she thought this and that and MC tells her she was wrong in her understanding of him. MC admits he never had a gf till very recent(virginity too) and that he lied and bragged about things. Gf can't believe what she's hearing and thinks how she was MC's first and that he was a 'mossol' slang for guy with no love life at all.