I've been in love with you for four fucking years ash. I've made it a bit obvious at times but i've never truly told you how much you mean to me. you have no clue ash, I may say shit to other girls, but there is not a day in my life where I don't think about you, where I don't want you to be mine, where I fucking wish and hope that maybe just one day you'd like me. I know you down to your core, you're absolutely gorgeous, and beautiful and one of THE most amazing personalities i've ever eeeeever come across. you make me so fucking happy anytime we talk. and now recently when we talk all we talk about is you being upset over gabe and it makes me feel like fucking SHIT. knowing i can't do anything to help you get over this guy, i'd absolutely do anything to be in his position, just knowing i could take a chance with you, he's not good for you but your not listening to anything i say and your just continueing being upset with him. i can't help you anymore.
when I saw you cry on webcam, it hurt me so fucking bad inside knowing I couldn't do anything. and even when your at your lowest point crying on webcam, you're still so beautiful, and i've always wanted, since i was fucking twelve just to spend one day of my life with you.and you always tell me youre a crazy bitch and stuff when you like a dude, ash I really don't care regardless, i'd give up every single person i talk to for you. you could log on my shit and block every single person and stalk my messages everyday if you wanted to. i really just wish just for one fucking chance sometime in my life, and i just want you to understand hwo hard it really is for me to help you through this.