Saturday, 23 October 2010
4:33 PM - Bort: so dubski
4:33 PM - Bort: you realise there is a way to make this all go away, right?
4:34 PM - Bort: you realise that maybe if you rethought a few of your positions - that maybe if you weren't such an egomaniacal, sexist, homophobic, aggressive ... thing, that you wouldn't receive the attention you get, right?
4:35 PM - Bort: or maybe you like the attention, and maybe that's why you keep coming back, even when i wasn't there
4:35 PM - Bort: because through all the trolling, i almost feel sorry for you, but then you disavow any possibility of remorse by calling everyone faggots, by raging at random people who've never said or done anything to you, by being sickeningly self-absorbed
4:36 PM - Bort: and it's going to follow you all your life - to canada and back, online and offline - unless you harden the fuck up and realise that you welcome this
4:36 PM - Bort: but you respond, and maybe you revel in it, or maybe you do and you don't realise
4:37 PM - Bort: i don't know, but just remember, from the very start, you brought this on yourself
4:37 PM - Bort: in that first game, when you were being pushy and insisting, aggressively, that we leave the saferoom, and then on a whim, i called you fat, and you responded like an insecure meathead, rather than laughing it off like most people would
4:37 PM - Bort: that's how it started
4:38 PM - Bort: or how sandstorm, when he first met you, almost at the same time as me - he was asking you about dubstep, like an actual person, and you told him to shut the fuck up
4:39 PM - Bort: understand that you welcomed it, and unless there's some massive disparity between how you act offline and online - and i doubt there is - that you're going to continue getting trolled and thought of as a joke until you develop a thicker skin and, to borrow a phrase, RETHINK your life
4:51 PM - dubski: master mind bort has got it all worked out
4:51 PM - dubski: ffs
4:51 PM - dubski: hit me with a wall of text why dont u
4:52 PM - dubski: do u realise that u have a way to make this all go away?
4:52 PM - Bort: all what?
4:52 PM - dubski: me
4:52 PM - Bort: why would i want you to go away?
4:53 PM - dubski: so u enjoy it?
4:53 PM - Bort: hasn't it become evident that berserker, sandstorm, sissy, feather, booskaboo, spine - everyone - enjoy it?
4:53 PM - Bort: do you think berserker berates you because he wants you to go away?
4:53 PM - dubski: eh i dont really take that much to notice to be honest
4:53 PM - dubski: i just join to play a game
4:53 PM - Bort: or it is because he loves that you take the bait each time?
4:53 PM - dubski: u can think what u like
4:53 PM - dubski: lol
4:54 PM - Bort: but you want to play serious games, right?
4:54 PM - dubski: yep
4:54 PM - Bort: you want nice, civil, serious games
4:54 PM - Bort: yet our games are never, ever that
4:54 PM - Bort: you get teamkilled and left for dead time and time again
4:54 PM - dubski: i want serious games.. they dont have to be nice or civil
4:54 PM - Bort: they're not serious
4:54 PM - Bort: most of the time we just rush or troll one another
4:54 PM - dubski: ok maybe i shouldnt join ur games anymore?
4:54 PM - Bort: yet you fall for it every time
4:54 PM - dubski: thanks for the advice
4:54 PM - Bort: you're only reaching that conclusion now?
4:55 PM - Bort: after 3 months?
4:55 PM - Bort: tell me dubski, and be honest
4:55 PM - dubski: yep thanks heaps bort !!
4:55 PM - Bort: did you read all of what i wrote?
4:55 PM - dubski: yep
4:55 PM - dubski: even tho its a wall of text
4:55 PM - Bort: and you think none of it was true?
4:55 PM - dubski: and most of it was life draining
4:55 PM - Bort: do you think it's all bullshit?
4:55 PM - dubski: yep
4:55 PM - dubski: 90% of it is
4:55 PM - Bort: so 10% of it wasn't bullshit
4:56 PM - Bort: which part was that?
4:56 PM - dubski: the 10% is u stating the obvious
4:56 PM - dubski: lol
4:56 PM - Bort: if it was so obvious, why have you not learned your lesson over 3 months?
4:56 PM - Bort: moreover, spine told me that some of what i said hurt your feelings
4:56 PM - Bort: is that true, or is she lying?
4:56 PM - dubski: what part?
4:56 PM - dubski: exactly?
4:56 PM - Bort: she didn't specify
4:57 PM - dubski: oh ok
4:57 PM - dubski: well no thats news to me
4:57 PM - Bort: but she said some of what i had said over the last couple of days had hurt your feelings
4:57 PM - Bort: did you say that?
4:57 PM - dubski: no at no stage did i ever say u hurt my feelings
4:57 PM - dubski: when did she say that?
4:57 PM - Bort: i was speaking to her earlier today
4:57 PM - dubski: oh ok
4:58 PM - Bort: oops
4:58 PM - Bort: i reread it
4:58 PM - dubski: ?
4:58 PM - Bort: 2:44 PM - ﮔрıизGrıиđзя makin u skip: cos he thinks ur cool as fuck
4:58 PM - Bort: 2:44 PM - ﮔрıизGrıиđзя makin u skip: and he said he was surprised by you
4:58 PM - Bort: 2:44 PM - ﮔрıизGrıиđзя makin u skip: and thort that u liked him more than u did
4:58 PM - Bort: 2:44 PM - ﮔрıизGrıиđзя makin u skip: and some things u said i think hurt him
4:59 PM - dubski: what did u say for her to respond like that?
4:59 PM - dubski: nah thats not true
4:59 PM - Bort: we were talking about feather
4:59 PM - dubski: o ok lol
4:59 PM - Bort: but if i disappointed you, if i surprised you
4:59 PM - Bort: and you claimed the whole time that you were playing along . . .
4:59 PM - dubski: i was surprised to be honest
4:59 PM - Bort: so you weren't playing along?
5:00 PM - dubski: OH i knew that u would always be on feather and sissys side
5:00 PM - Bort: what do feather and sissy have to do with this?
5:00 PM - dubski: u 3 are like stuck together at the waist
5:00 PM - dubski: lol
5:00 PM - Bort: answer the question
5:00 PM - Bort: were you playing along?
5:00 PM - dubski: bort as i said i wasnt born yesterday
5:00 PM - dubski: yes
5:00 PM - Bort: so how is it i surprised you?
5:01 PM - dubski: i knew ALWAYS that u would disagree with what i say behind my back
5:01 PM - dubski: and u would talk shit about me
5:01 PM - dubski: by how u finally wanted to go about it.. i beleive the line was... I CANT BELEIVE U EVER THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS
5:01 PM - dubski: that to me
5:02 PM - dubski: is complete faggotory
5:02 PM - dubski: lol
5:02 PM - dubski: brb
5:03 PM - Bort: 2:44 PM - ﮔрıизGrıиđзя makin u skip: and thort that u liked him more than u did
5:03 PM - Bort: see this is the part i have trouble with dubski
5:03 PM - Bort: because it directly contradicts everything you've just said to me
5:03 PM - dubski: i really dont know where she got that from
5:03 PM - dubski: she was obviously concentrating heavily on minecraft when i was talking to her lol
5:04 PM - Bort: okay so
5:04 PM - Bort: just to clarify
5:04 PM - dubski: trust me bort.. i couldnt care less what u see me as
5:04 PM - Bort: that "brick wall of text" i typed earlier was all bullshit, except for 10% of stating the obvious, which you haven't clarified
5:04 PM - dubski: ffs
5:04 PM - dubski: life draining
5:05 PM - Bort: you were playing along the whole time and you were certain that i didn't like you, so you weren't disappointed or surprised when i kept "siding with sissy and feathere"
5:05 PM - dubski: u almost feel sorry for u
5:05 PM - dubski: me
5:05 PM - dubski: there
5:05 PM - dubski: ur writing about urself which is true
5:05 PM - Bort: what?
5:05 PM - Bort: that doesn't even make sense
5:05 PM - dubski: thats the 10%
5:05 PM - Bort: as i was saying
5:06 PM - Bort: and so i should not feel even a modicum of remorse because you don't care what i think about you, you are totally emotionally unaffected, and you knew all along that this was going to happen
5:06 PM - Bort: is that right?
5:06 PM - dubski: nope u should feel fine about that... what u should feel bad about is life draining the fuk out of me now
5:07 PM - dubski: and that ur a massive failure
5:07 PM - Bort: okay
5:07 PM - Bort: but everything else is accurate?
5:07 PM - Bort: also, if you don't care about me and what i have to say
5:07 PM - Bort: 1) why are you responding
5:07 PM - Bort: 2) how am i life-draining you?
5:08 PM - dubski: Bort: that "brick wall of text" i typed earlier was all bullshit, except for 10% of stating the obvious, which you haven't clarified
5:08 PM - dubski: that is life draining
5:09 PM - dubski: and i have nothing else to do rite at the moment
5:09 PM - Bort: okay
5:09 PM - Bort: thanks for all that dubski
5:13 PM - dubski: bort
5:14 PM - dubski: i cant beleive u ever thought we were friends
5:14 PM - dubski: ffs
5:14 PM - dubski: lol
5:50 PM - Bort: haha
5:50 PM - Bort: it's beautiful the way this has all culminated dubski
5:50 PM - Bort: it's like poetry
5:52 PM - dubski: how so?
5:52 PM - Bort: our breakup, spine rage-deleting everyone
5:53 PM - Bort: it's like we're preparing for the series finale of a tv show
5:56 PM - dubski: bort we were never friends tho... u said it urself... u need to specify that it was a fake break up
5:56 PM - Bort: you're right dubski
5:56 PM - Bort: we were more than friends
5:56 PM - Bort: we were lovers
5:56 PM - Bort: we were ... bros
5:56 PM - dubski: stfu cunt
5:57 PM - dubski: i think its funny how u thought u had one up on me
5:57 PM - Bort: i never thought that
5:57 PM - Bort: i knew you were always better than me
5:58 PM - Bort: i know that you were too good for me dubski
5:58 PM - Bort: that's why we couldn't last
5:58 PM - dubski: to be honest when u said that.. WE WERE NEVER FRIENDS... i pissed myself
5:58 PM - Bort: i was just holding you back
5:58 PM - dubski: im like WHAT THE FUK lmfao
5:58 PM - Bort: i wish i could focus on one tiny detail like you do, it would make me so much more successful
5:58 PM - dubski: :)
5:58 PM - Bort: but i just can't, that's why you have to move on and make a better life for yourself
5:58 PM - dubski: u can learn from the best FUKER
5:58 PM - Bort: i just can't offer you that kind of support
5:59 PM - dubski: lol stfu cunt
5:59 PM - dubski: be quiet
5:59 PM - dubski: u know what u sissy and feather should do?
5:59 PM - Bort: but dubski, you keep talking, so i keep responding
5:59 PM - Bort: i wish i could learn my lesson and just ignore you
5:59 PM - Bort: but i simply can't!
5:59 PM - dubski: block all communication with me.. that would solve
5:59 PM - dubski: everything lol
6:00 PM - dubski: are u thinking about it?
6:00 PM - Bort: thinking about deleting you?
6:00 PM - dubski: yep
6:00 PM - Bort: i just can't bring myself to do it
6:01 PM - Bort: i love the attention you give me so much
6:01 PM - dubski: faggot
6:01 PM - dubski: anyways
6:01 PM - dubski: im out
6:02 PM - dubski: FUK U CUNT
6:02 PM - Bort: later babe
6:02 PM - dubski: dont call me babe faggot
6:02 PM - Bort: take the world by the horns and show it who's boss
6:02 PM - Bort: it's what you do best honeybun
dubski is now Offline.