Greentext :D

>be me
>randomly offer support one day
>actually bond with this person over video games which like never happens
>she talks about how great you are and calls you cute and even angel, etc
>fall in love?
>say so
>”ok, I’ll help you get better because I care about you!”
>roll with it because you don’t want to disrespect her like you did your ex friend who hates you after you were in a frighteningly similar scenario and she has a relationship you don’t want to disrespect
>continue being friends, is rocky and emotional, talking daily
>tells you once again she isn’t interested atm “I don’t think we know each other well enough to feel that way” (two months into the friendship, you take the hint... mostly
>things get more rocky, both still determined to make friendship work
>you find a sort of epiphany and release her, you don’t need her, not in a negative way
>you take your space and feel as if you’ve made the right choice... until she stops talking at all.
>you try to talk and get occasional responses for big things, but otherwise are ignored
>frustrated, you hit dat block button after providing an alternate way of contact
>This whole time she’s been kinda buddy buddy with this cool guy in the voice chats and you’re kinda freaking out.
>you talk to him vaguely about how you’re feeling and he builds you up with bullshit.  “Be confident, they like that.” And “if you don’t get it next time you’ll just dip out like a boss
>you grow fairly certain something is going on and then he starts calling her honey
>she breaks up with her toxic boyfriend, within days gets asked out by man of the year
>mr swag over here has been a vague friend of yours for about a year now and honestly had a pretty shit hand in the love department not too long after you met him, but now you cut him out, can’t forgive him
>feel like a jerk for being hurt, feel like a waste for not making her happy, can’t even talk to her if you wanted, #isolation, #foreveralone, self hate, feel ugly, feel evil, kinda want to die a little everyday, seething with anger at times which is feelsbadman city
>add to tally of being burned by love, total #9