F/SN Mad Ramblings

Journal Entry # 11700

Oh Crap. So I was overjoyed that I was in my favorite setting again. I thought maybe things wouldn’t be too bad but I mean I know I am here for the grail war but I have a few tricks and depending on who I summon I could be ok. Then I summoned Tamamo no Mae… damn my weakness for fuzzy tails. I normally would be happy to have her; except for the fact that she is ultra Yandere and has a bad habit of falling for her master. Already she is starting to act possessive. Yubel, her and Arcueid have are already fighting and snapping at each other. It’s hard to plan for a war when your house gets turned in to some teenage melodrama warzone. Thankfully I still have Adam and Abraham. Both have been doing Yoeman’s work in preparation. Also Akitsu has been amazing in keeping everything from exploding.

Journal Entry # 11702
Well searching for allies has been rough. I have approached Rin… It turns out the Aozaki’s and Tohsakas have a bit of a rivalry. I got laughed at and mocked. She said she would think about it.  I approached Illya… again I endured verbal assault. Damn she can have a sharp tongue when she wants to.
My main objective with her was to warn her about the extra servant and the grail being borked. It’s tough when my own servant is technically an extra servant but I had Adam Research Gilgamesh and… Illya said “while I may be a coward her servant was more than up to the task of handling a lowly archer.” She seemed to get angry when I told her that no, not this archer… That discussion didn’t get better I can pretty much rule out any allies.

Journal Entry # 11705
So it seems Tamamo really likes me. She has been dropping hints about this and been trying to lay curses on the other girls (she doesn’t feel like using it for combat but boy if there is something she wants…) anyways we have managed to hammer out a temporary truce. Since there is this little war thing going on. Ironically I hear when I am not around they get along just fine. Being a jumper is suffering.

Journal entry Journal Entry # 11707
Owwww… my everything hurts. So My house is gone my companions are mostly injured and a good deal of my plans are ruined. Someone who looks like me just attacked out of the blue. Suddenly there was explosions and fighting, I tried to use some of my favorite tricks but she used them first, my companions tried to help too but she was fairly well aware of them too. I notice she didn’t kill them but she certainly tried to kill me.

It was only Akitsu throwing herself in front of me that stopped it. She wasn’t badly injured by sheer luck but it seemed to give my doppelganger pause, that was enough for her to grab me and teleport. This may be one of my last entries at this rate. A year of planning has pretty well been scrapped in one night.


Journal Entry # 11708

Well I met the other me again today. This time I had taken a walk in the park. I figured they probably wouldn’t take a crack at me with people around…or if they were willing to then it didn’t matter where I went.

They were waiting for me on a part bench. Somehow I wasn’t surprised. We talked a bit under an unspoken truce. As a bard I have told a few stories in my time. She told a story to me of a foolish girl. One who just wanted to help people and wanted to make things better. In her attempts to fix a broken world she made a catastrophic mistake and wound up dooming the world.

Her simple desire to help others had caused countless deaths. After that she made a deal with the world and had come back to erase her own existence by erasing mine.

I always hate sad stories.

She told me she thought I should know why it was I was going to die.

After that we left going on our separate ways as I tried to digest all of that. I felt bad for her but she was wrong still. The nasuverse was pretty well doomed as it was and by trying to sacrifice herself she was just doing to same thing she had before. It left me wondering if I was really that arrogant.


Journal Entry # 11711

So today was spent fighting other servants who seem to have decided to take advantage that we are on our heels do to the other Me. I have had to fight my way through a bunch of black skeletons and Rider tried to assassinate me. In related news both have been destroyed.  Rider was not able to stand against my companions while I buffed them. And we went to put an end to caster however she was being attacked by Berserker. Assassin was holding him off until we destroyed the part of the shrine he was bound to. Then he faded away and Illya and Berserker made quick work of Caster.

As thanks for our assistance she let us leave with our lives… she is such a nice person….

Journal Entry # 11714

Well this has been an eventful night. My Double attacked without warning and then I fused with companion after companion to keep her of guard. We argued as we fought, it was strange these composet beings arguing my case for me but we got the point across as we kept her off balance. In the end we overcame her both by pointing out she hadn’t learned anything and by my Noritoing Tamamo and then fusing to use our combined magic to dispel her summons  and  Battering her down with magic. In the end though, I couldn’t bring myself to finish her. Instead I praised her for her effort to help others and tried to get her to forgive herself by telling her I forgave her. I have never been one that forgives easy.

Whatever happened she had the best of intentions, she may have gotten in over her head but she did what she felt she needed to do. I guess I finally got her to see that It was wrong to try and erase herself for one tragic mistake. She Accepted that and vanished

We thought things were over but then Shirou, Illya,  and Rin  Showed up…

Apparently Rin and Shirou had managed to kill Berserker at the cost of Archer’s life but then Gil Showed up and had tried to take Illya and Saber but was driven off by Avalon. Still Saber was too weak to fight now so they came to me to help them. So… since I didn’t seem to be a monster and Gil was they came for my help.

Journal Entry Journal Entry # 11716

Well It’s over, we won. Gil and Kotomine were held up at Ryuudou Temple in preparation for unleashing the grail. We stormed the place. My Companions, Myself and Saber Squared off against Gil while Shirou and Rin fought Kotomine. I used a Norito to boost Arcueid so she could pin down Gil’s Gate of Babylon as Saber distracted him. I was the one who landed the final hit on him with my guitar. The King of heroes fell

As we did that Shirou and Rin were having trouble with Kotomine, Since shirou didn’t have Avalon. Thankfully my double showed up and killed him, she then destroyed the grail.  She and Saber vanished and currently I am using just about all of my magical energy to sustain Tamamo, my wives are helping out with mana transfers to help me.

Journal Entry Journal Entry # 11719

Well with the war ended a new war begins… Tamamo really wants me and is against sharing. I took her aside and she shared her concerns. I was able to put most of them to rest. She agreed to try. So that’s where we are now… trying I am getting flashbacks of when Yubel first Joined us.