Locating Silver Lake (2018)

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Subtitles by explosiveskull

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Life is moving faster
and faster every moment.

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I'll bet your parents
can attest to that.

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Especially today.

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I'd wager that
when you were five years old,

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a single year
was fantastically important.

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But once your 21st or 22nd year
have sparked on and gone...

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Doesn't time feel unromantic?

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Isn't life starting to move
just a bit faster?

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See, when you were
five years old,

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one year was 20%
of your life.

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But your 22nd year?
4.54%.

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Same number of days.

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Same trip
around the local star.

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But it's going faster.
We are all going faster.

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It's crazy.

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The truth is...
You'll notice a rapid shift starting today.

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Why did you say that?

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Have you ever thought
about this?

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This must be
what our tuition is for.

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Four years of
monotonous bullshit

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to finally earn audience
to someone with a point.

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Daniel, I don't want this.

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Just cover your ears
til it's over.

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No. Daniel?

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Us.

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Do you want to be the guy

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standing at the end
of the finish line

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with two leather-bound
book ends and a...

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I can't go to Los Angeles
with you.

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I can't do anything with you.

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Why are you doing this here?

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I've spent a lot of time
putting you into context

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vis-a-vis how we could possibly
fit together long term.

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For starters, you've never actually
written anything substantial,

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but you tell everyone
you're a writer.

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- You serious?
- Yes.

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It's like this giant metaphor

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that tells me everything
I need to know about you.

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I can't stay with someone
based on unfulfilled potential

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- But that's not...
- Daniel. I have to do this

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before my family takes
graduation photos.

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What?

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I can't have you
in all the photos.

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If we break up
after the photos,

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we can't use the photos
for anything.

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We can't put them up
at our house.

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Or send them out
as Christmas cards.

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I mean, would that be
fair to my mother?

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So take a breath.
Remember this moment. For from now on,

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every moment will move faster
than you could ever imagine.

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Thank you.

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Daniel,
these have been the best years of my life.

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- Yeah.
- But we're both ready for something new.

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We have to cut ties
to each other.

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- I...
- Los Angeles is your dream.

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But it's not mine.

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Is this about New York? Fine!
Let's go to stupid New York!

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Jesus! Let's go to England!
I don't care.

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We can go to fucking Zaire!

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- Zaire is the Congo.
- What?

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Zaire hasn't existed
since 1997.

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It's the Democratic
Republic of the Congo.

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That's not the point.

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Okay, I haven't written anything
substantial yet because,

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because I haven't had
the right story to tell.

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But that's what LA
will be for us.

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You know, we're gonna find
something amazing there together!

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You can find
something amazing...

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- ...without me.
- But I don't want to.

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Graduates, please stand.

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Daniel,
this is as sucky for me as it is for you.

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Please remember that.

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You know
I'm not a cold person.

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Parents, friends,
distinguished faculty...

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May I present to you,
the Graduating Class of 2017!

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Good evening,
what can I do for ya?

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Okay. 50, 70, 90...

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103 coming in.

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Good luck.

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No more bets.

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Us.

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Hi.

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Who are you?

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Are you the landlord?

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- I'm...
- Hold up.

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Jose!

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Yo!

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Um...

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Uh, the vacancy?

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Yeah, yeah, sure.

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- I'm Jose.
- Uh, Daniel.

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Cool. In here.

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Come in.

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My mom's place.

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It's real nice. I take care
of the property.

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It's a duplex?

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Yeah, like that.

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Luisa and her kids live
on the other side of the wall.

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I have a room
in the back with the yard.

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This is like an extra room.
You can do whatever with it.

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Put a bed. Make it
whatever you want.

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You have a job?

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Yeah, I'm a writer.

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Oh, cool.

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You can put your desk here with
your pens and pencils and stuff.

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One time, we had a tenant

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that painted like
the black walls lightning.

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You know what I mean?

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- Like a black light?
- Yeah. Like a raver thing.

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Yeah, he was weird.

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You seem cool though.

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You know, you can paint
the walls or whatever.

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If you want. Um...

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Here's the kitchen.

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You got a stove,
refrigerator,

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we got new tiles.

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Bathroom's here.

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Got a real nice shower
and a counter,

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and a thing to place
the toothbrushes.

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Any questions?

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Uh, what part of town is this?

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We're Silver Lake adjacent.

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Oh. Silver Lake,
that's cool, right?

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I lived here my whole life.

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And it's different here now.
You know...

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It used to be the whole house.

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I grew up here,
like, the whole big house.

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My mom built the wall.

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Like segregation.

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Just kidding.

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The cool thing is
I have a room in back.

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You know, stay out of
trouble and shit.

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So, uh...
So you're a writer, huh?

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That's cool.

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Yeah, I, uh... I just
moved here from New York.

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Oh. Shit. That's very cool.

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People talk all this mess

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about 15 second memory
for fish, you know?

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I don't believe that.

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They love me
because I feed them.

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They get all flippy
when I walk in.

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Hey. If you move in,
you can feed them instead.

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They'll love you for real.
Like, unconditionally.

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Oh, that's Luisa.

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That's a sexy woman.

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I'd keep
my hands off that shit.

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That's Connor and Hudson.

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They got white boy's names
'cause they got a white daddy.

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So how much for the place?

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Oh, okay. You have to stay
for at least six months.

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It's $1,300 a month
and 13 deposit, too.

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Okay, uh...

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Well...

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Here's $9,100.

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Um...

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I'm moving today and
I don't pay you until January.

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Is that cool all upfront
like that or...

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Oh, fuck yeah!

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- Thank you.
- Yeah.

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- Hey, man. You need some help?
- Out of the way!

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Oh, man.
Can I get some water?

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It smells like smoked sausage.

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That's from the fire, man.

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I know you don't have a bed.

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I seen you laying
on the couch and shit.

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You can't sleep on your
couch your whole life!

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Fire?

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Yea, my homie's neighbor's
house caught on fire.

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He said come clean up and help
him out and take whatever.

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This mattress came from
a house that was on fire?

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I thought you needed a bed.

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Yeah, it-it's great.

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It's great. Thank you.

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Cool.

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Cool.
How's the book?

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What?

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Your book. Your writing.
How's it going?

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Uh, it's, uh...

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It's fine. It's fine.
Thank you.

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Hey, you got three tickets
on your car.

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They do the street cleaning.
You have to move the car every week.

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Okay.

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Okay.

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You need to get outside more.
Carpe diem.

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See the day.

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Okay.

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Hey. Um...

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My homies and I,
we have a fire in the back every Friday.

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We grill some meat.

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You should bring your guitar.
Come hang out.

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- Everyone would like that.
- I'll try.

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Thanks for the mattress.

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The smell will go away.

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Open the windows.

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The fish are gonna love it.

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Yo! Hold up!

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Yo, fellas. Listen up!

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This is Daniel, my new tenant.
The writer.

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- That's Hector.
- What's up, man?

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Dime...

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Lil' K...

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- Cesar.
- Yo.

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Ricky, Wandy...

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Stevie...

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JonJon and Marz.

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I'm not gonna remember
any of that.

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Sorry, I'm just not great
with names.

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That's cool, boy.
Have a seat.

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Hey, you like some asada?
Have some asada.

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- Ricky, get him some asada.
- Hold up.

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No meats will be given until
the guest starts singin'.

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You owe us a song, <i>compa.</i>

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Payment for the meat, homie.

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- That's right.
- Right now?

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- Yeah, homie. Sing.
- Let's go.

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- All right.
- All right.

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I see you,
one man band.

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This James Taylor looking ass
motherfucker right there.

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Adam Levine looking.
Fuck. Is this Maroon 4?

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Maroon 5? What is it homie?
I forgot.

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Karaoke night.

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Maybe play your favorite song.

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Let me see what you got.

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<i>♪ I've seen love
go by my door</i>

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<i>♪ It's never been
this close before</i>

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<i>♪ Never been so easy
or so slow</i>

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<i>♪ I've been shooting
in the dark too long</i>

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<i>♪ If something's not right
it's wrong</i>

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<i>♪ You're gonna make me
lonesome when you go</i>

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<i>♪ Dragon clouds so high above</i>

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<i>♪ I've only known
careless love</i>

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<i>♪ It always hit me from below</i>

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<i>♪ But this time around
it's more correct</i>

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<i>♪ Right on target
so direct</i>

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<i>♪ You're gonna make me
lonesome when you go</i>

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<i>♪ Flowers on the hillside
bloomin' crazy</i>

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<i>♪ Crickets talkin' back
and forth in rhyme</i>

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<i>♪ Blue river movin' slow
and lazy</i>

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<i>♪ I could stay with you forever
and never realize the time</i>

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<i>♪ Situations have ended Sad
Relationships have all been bad</i>

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<i>♪ Mine've been like
Verlaine's and Rimbaud</i>

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<i>♪ But there's no way
I could compare</i>

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<i>♪ All them scenes
to this affair</i>

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<i>♪ You're gonna make me
lonesome when you go</i>

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<i>♪ You're gonna make me
wonder what I'm doin'</i>

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<i>♪ Stayin' far behind
without you</i>

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<i>♪ You're gonna make me
wonder what I'm sayin'</i>

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<i>♪ You're gonna make me
give myself a good talkin' to</i>

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<i>♪ But I'll see you
in the sky above</i>

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<i>♪ In the tall grass
in the ones I love</i>

252
00:21:25,718 --> 00:21:29,455
<i>♪ You're gonna make me
lonesome when you go ♪</i>

253
00:21:38,899 --> 00:21:40,966
What's up? You earned
that asada, boy!

254
00:21:40,968 --> 00:21:42,067
Give me the guitar.

255
00:21:42,069 --> 00:21:43,301
Hey, <i>guero.</i>

256
00:21:43,303 --> 00:21:44,605
Who's that song about?

257
00:21:46,074 --> 00:21:48,439
I don't know.
I didn't write it.

258
00:21:48,441 --> 00:21:50,909
Well, you sure as shit
were singin' it about someone.

259
00:21:50,911 --> 00:21:52,210
Come on.

260
00:21:52,212 --> 00:21:53,410
Who is that bitch?

261
00:21:53,412 --> 00:21:54,946
Yeah, man. Tell us.
Who is it?

262
00:21:54,948 --> 00:21:58,083
Ah, just someone,
um, far away.

263
00:21:58,085 --> 00:21:59,918
Well, she must've been
a pretty special lady.

264
00:22:01,956 --> 00:22:04,125
- You know this goddess?
- Yeah, she's my neighbor.

265
00:22:04,558 --> 00:22:05,624
Neighbor?

266
00:22:05,626 --> 00:22:06,793
You've been here
for three months

267
00:22:06,795 --> 00:22:08,761
and you haven't even come
and said hello.

268
00:22:08,763 --> 00:22:11,797
Damn, son.
You don't bring no Jell-o mold or nothin'?

269
00:22:11,799 --> 00:22:14,399
- I mean, it's just next door.
- Shut up, K.

270
00:22:14,401 --> 00:22:16,336
You're right.
I should have.

271
00:22:16,670 --> 00:22:17,671
Sorry.

272
00:22:18,405 --> 00:22:19,406
Where's your boys?

273
00:22:20,809 --> 00:22:22,609
They're with
their dad tonight.

274
00:22:23,678 --> 00:22:25,211
Mr. Jonathan.

275
00:22:25,213 --> 00:22:27,280
I'm surprised you
ain't there right now, Lu.

276
00:22:27,282 --> 00:22:30,184
We know how much you love running
back to that big gringo wang.

277
00:22:31,586 --> 00:22:33,352
We all know what you're
running back to tonight.

278
00:22:33,354 --> 00:22:35,320
That's not true.

279
00:22:35,322 --> 00:22:36,657
That's not funny.

280
00:22:38,026 --> 00:22:39,491
Listen to me, papa.

281
00:22:39,493 --> 00:22:41,093
You need to get to a bar

282
00:22:41,095 --> 00:22:44,497
and revenge fuck this far
away lady out your head.

283
00:22:46,501 --> 00:22:49,002
I... I don't really know
my way around here.

284
00:22:49,004 --> 00:22:53,606
Go across the 101 and you'll be at
the gates of gringo pussy heaven.

285
00:22:53,608 --> 00:22:57,644
Get down on some bougie Sunset
Boulevard shit, you know?

286
00:22:57,646 --> 00:23:00,348
White girls with hot asses
all over that joint!

287
00:23:02,684 --> 00:23:04,719
Don't ask for my approval.

288
00:23:37,888 --> 00:23:38,889
Can I get a, uh...

289
00:23:43,693 --> 00:23:46,829
Excuse me. Can I, uh...
Do you have a...

290
00:23:53,270 --> 00:23:54,271
Excuse me.

291
00:23:55,171 --> 00:23:57,874
Trying to get a drink,
flannels?

292
00:23:58,909 --> 00:24:00,608
Not having much luck.

293
00:24:00,610 --> 00:24:04,612
Play your cards right, we'll see if
I can change your fortunes. Louie!

294
00:24:04,614 --> 00:24:05,880
What's up, honey?

295
00:24:05,882 --> 00:24:10,586
Uh, two martinis.
Dirty as a Japanese rim job. And, uh...

296
00:24:11,721 --> 00:24:13,788
Uh, just a beer is fine.

297
00:24:13,790 --> 00:24:15,892
A barley drink
for the lumberjack.

298
00:24:18,561 --> 00:24:19,627
Thank you.

299
00:24:19,629 --> 00:24:21,896
- Uh, I'm Daniel.
- No names.

300
00:24:21,898 --> 00:24:24,033
- What?
- No names.

301
00:24:24,035 --> 00:24:26,203
You're not your name
alone, right?

302
00:24:27,071 --> 00:24:29,705
Good. Because I'm not
what I am.

303
00:24:29,707 --> 00:24:32,841
Besides, it'll make the
morning so much less awkward.

304
00:24:32,843 --> 00:24:36,611
Oh. I think you've got
the wrong idea. I'm not...

305
00:24:36,613 --> 00:24:39,681
My world is in a plague
of pretending tonight,

306
00:24:39,683 --> 00:24:41,951
my darling little
nameless face!

307
00:24:41,953 --> 00:24:43,553
We must have you, shh.

308
00:24:45,455 --> 00:24:46,958
On the tab, Louie.

309
00:24:52,763 --> 00:24:54,397
John Adams!

310
00:24:54,399 --> 00:24:57,668
Now...
Tell me your story, sad boy.

311
00:24:58,170 --> 00:24:59,567
What?

312
00:24:59,569 --> 00:25:01,437
You came here to get
something off your chest

313
00:25:01,439 --> 00:25:05,074
but it's Friday night,
and you're dripping a sadness ooze.

314
00:25:05,076 --> 00:25:08,477
No one wants to be
depressed by your crap.

315
00:25:08,479 --> 00:25:11,515
Except me. I want to.

316
00:25:12,117 --> 00:25:13,183
So, tell me.

317
00:25:13,185 --> 00:25:16,019
Um...

318
00:25:16,021 --> 00:25:18,254
My girlfriend and I were
supposed to move here together,

319
00:25:18,256 --> 00:25:19,856
but she dumped me.

320
00:25:19,858 --> 00:25:21,691
So I moved here anyway

321
00:25:21,693 --> 00:25:24,526
and a couple of gang bangers
told me to go to the bar.

322
00:25:24,528 --> 00:25:26,363
What's your sad story?

323
00:25:26,365 --> 00:25:28,697
I don't do sad.
No time for tears.

324
00:25:28,699 --> 00:25:31,401
On the contrary,
I'm here tonight, also alone,

325
00:25:31,403 --> 00:25:33,303
because I'm too surrounded.

326
00:25:33,305 --> 00:25:35,005
I'm basically
the Editor in Chief

327
00:25:35,007 --> 00:25:36,706
of Bring Me Your
Daddy Issues Monthly.

328
00:25:36,708 --> 00:25:38,242
It's fucking draining.

329
00:25:38,244 --> 00:25:42,013
I wanted cisgender
white male drama tonight.

330
00:25:42,015 --> 00:25:43,781
Thank you
for filling the void.

331
00:25:43,783 --> 00:25:45,218
So you have too many friends?

332
00:25:46,386 --> 00:25:48,218
Don't get pouty
and righteous.

333
00:25:48,220 --> 00:25:50,388
You're lucky
I'm still sitting here.

334
00:25:50,390 --> 00:25:52,722
I generally don't trust
anyone who doesn't insert dick

335
00:25:52,724 --> 00:25:55,192
into their body
on a regular basis.

336
00:25:55,194 --> 00:25:56,526
Pretty graphic.

337
00:25:56,528 --> 00:25:58,162
Are you a Puritan?

338
00:25:58,164 --> 00:25:59,698
Hence the beard.

339
00:26:00,500 --> 00:26:02,133
Oh, my.

340
00:26:02,135 --> 00:26:06,906
There is something alive under those
broken-hearted little puppy dogs.

341
00:26:07,341 --> 00:26:08,342
Aww.

342
00:26:10,210 --> 00:26:11,344
Why did she leave?

343
00:26:12,577 --> 00:26:14,245
You two were
so perfect together.

344
00:26:14,247 --> 00:26:16,447
It's what everyone
at the malt shop

345
00:26:16,449 --> 00:26:18,315
was saying
when you pinned her.

346
00:26:18,317 --> 00:26:19,984
You don't actually care
at all, do you?

347
00:26:19,986 --> 00:26:23,654
I care that you're gonna transmit
your depression onto me any second.

348
00:26:23,656 --> 00:26:25,890
Sickness this bad
must be contagious.

349
00:26:25,892 --> 00:26:28,826
- Sorry, yes. You're right.
- Oh, hush, lover boy.

350
00:26:28,828 --> 00:26:31,231
You've come to Uncle at the right moment.
I know your cure.

351
00:26:32,166 --> 00:26:34,099
You need to get fucked.

352
00:26:34,101 --> 00:26:37,068
Probably relatively violently.

353
00:26:37,070 --> 00:26:40,938
I mean, I'd do it myself,
but I'm afraid that you'd cry all over me,

354
00:26:40,940 --> 00:26:43,075
and I find emotion
disgusting.

355
00:26:43,077 --> 00:26:44,409
Everyone keeps saying that.

356
00:26:44,411 --> 00:26:46,411
But I've never really
had a one-night stand.

357
00:26:46,413 --> 00:26:48,246
You're a true romantic,
aren't you?

358
00:26:48,248 --> 00:26:49,249
A white knight.

359
00:26:50,417 --> 00:26:51,517
Boring!

360
00:26:51,519 --> 00:26:54,686
No one knows you, and
you, sir, don't know them,

361
00:26:54,688 --> 00:26:56,922
AKA "No one gives a shit."

362
00:26:56,924 --> 00:27:00,758
'Tis within ourselves
that we are thus or thus.

363
00:27:00,760 --> 00:27:05,630
Your mission tonight is to
thus your dick into something.

364
00:27:05,632 --> 00:27:07,535
But I don't know anyone here.

365
00:27:08,135 --> 00:27:09,136
Observe.

366
00:27:10,237 --> 00:27:11,239
Penelope!

367
00:27:26,053 --> 00:27:27,652
Look around!

368
00:27:27,654 --> 00:27:30,923
The world is your
Fanny Bay oyster!

369
00:27:30,925 --> 00:27:35,094
Beautiful girls from sea to
shining sea who will tell you

370
00:27:35,096 --> 00:27:39,265
in the sweetest voice possible,
"I never do this kind of thing."

371
00:27:39,267 --> 00:27:40,900
But they do.

372
00:27:40,902 --> 00:27:42,635
Or at least they want to.

373
00:27:42,637 --> 00:27:44,138
We're all dirty sluts
in our way.

374
00:27:44,140 --> 00:27:47,240
And every one of us
wants a story for the memoirs.

375
00:27:47,242 --> 00:27:49,008
We get caught up
in reputation.

376
00:27:49,010 --> 00:27:51,811
Which is nothing but an idle
and most false imposition

377
00:27:51,813 --> 00:27:53,616
that you have no need
to worry for.

378
00:27:54,483 --> 00:27:56,583
You're good-looking enough.

379
00:27:56,585 --> 00:27:59,255
Throw a bone.
The dogs will come chomping.

380
00:28:03,959 --> 00:28:05,761
Thomas Jefferson!

381
00:28:07,229 --> 00:28:08,695
Give me your hand.

382
00:28:08,697 --> 00:28:11,166
I don't know if it's the olives
talking, but I like you.

383
00:28:13,369 --> 00:28:15,036
I think you're just
what we need.

384
00:28:20,509 --> 00:28:22,042
I thought we weren't
doing names.

385
00:28:22,044 --> 00:28:23,343
Throughout the course
of this conversation,

386
00:28:23,345 --> 00:28:26,847
I have fallen both in and out
of love with the idea of you.

387
00:28:26,849 --> 00:28:29,016
We can be friends now.

388
00:28:29,018 --> 00:28:31,053
I'll help you get over
this stupid twat.

389
00:28:32,055 --> 00:28:33,955
Okay. Yeah, I'd like that.

390
00:28:33,957 --> 00:28:35,956
Remember.

391
00:28:35,958 --> 00:28:38,492
You're too cute
and too sad

392
00:28:38,494 --> 00:28:39,895
not to fuck tonight.

393
00:28:54,411 --> 00:28:57,814
Um, I never do this...

394
00:29:00,182 --> 00:29:02,219
But...

395
00:29:08,758 --> 00:29:10,193
Yo, Daniel!

396
00:29:11,061 --> 00:29:12,663
It's like 2:00 p.m.

397
00:29:13,598 --> 00:29:15,897
What? What?

398
00:29:15,899 --> 00:29:17,168
Can I come in?

399
00:29:21,239 --> 00:29:22,572
Did you get laid, bro?

400
00:29:23,139 --> 00:29:24,507
I think so.

401
00:29:30,715 --> 00:29:32,281
Where did she go?

402
00:29:34,085 --> 00:29:35,086
Where did she go?

403
00:29:37,521 --> 00:29:39,388
Shit, man. You need,
like, a sheet for this.

404
00:29:39,390 --> 00:29:41,890
Yes, Jose. You're right.

405
00:29:41,892 --> 00:29:45,794
I fucked last night,
someone...

406
00:29:45,796 --> 00:29:47,730
So, you know,
yeah, good for me.

407
00:29:47,732 --> 00:29:50,132
You feel better? You know,
I always feel unbelievable...

408
00:29:50,134 --> 00:29:52,201
- Do you need something?
- What?

409
00:29:52,203 --> 00:29:53,904
Why are you here, Jose?

410
00:29:56,073 --> 00:29:59,643
Shit, man. I was just trying to
be like a friend or whatever.

411
00:29:59,645 --> 00:30:02,878
Not offensively, bro,
but you have a lot of sadness.

412
00:30:02,880 --> 00:30:05,115
You know, I was talking to
Luisa and she was saying, like,

413
00:30:05,117 --> 00:30:06,316
she needs some help
with the kids,

414
00:30:06,318 --> 00:30:07,651
picking them up from school
and stuff...

415
00:30:07,653 --> 00:30:08,952
What? Like babysitting?

416
00:30:08,954 --> 00:30:12,087
Naw, nothing gay like that.
She just needs some help,

417
00:30:12,089 --> 00:30:14,890
and I know you need
some shit to do.

418
00:30:14,892 --> 00:30:17,394
But hey, I ain't trying
to get in your business.

419
00:30:17,396 --> 00:30:19,496
Okay, I'll think about it.

420
00:30:19,498 --> 00:30:20,499
Cool.

421
00:30:21,433 --> 00:30:22,766
I'll tell Hector
you fucked last night.

422
00:30:22,768 --> 00:30:24,434
He'll be real happy for you.

423
00:30:24,436 --> 00:30:27,172
Well, you know, Hector's
approval means a lot to me.

424
00:30:29,776 --> 00:30:31,341
I'll tell him for sure.

425
00:30:31,343 --> 00:30:32,476
Okay!

426
00:31:05,778 --> 00:31:07,213
Hi, um...

427
00:31:07,979 --> 00:31:09,282
Is your mom here?

428
00:31:17,123 --> 00:31:20,858
Um, <i>donde es...</i> Connor?

429
00:31:20,860 --> 00:31:21,861
I'm Hudson.

430
00:31:22,894 --> 00:31:24,964
- <i>Bueno.</i>
- We speak English.

431
00:31:25,631 --> 00:31:28,099
Okay.

432
00:31:31,137 --> 00:31:32,673
Daniel.

433
00:31:34,140 --> 00:31:37,211
Sorry, I was just getting
dinner ready for the kids.

434
00:31:40,347 --> 00:31:41,348
Are you all right?

435
00:31:43,317 --> 00:31:45,050
- What do you mean?
- Last night.

436
00:31:45,052 --> 00:31:47,719
How do I describe it?
Um...

437
00:31:47,721 --> 00:31:50,424
You ever stood on a tarmac
while a plane takes off?

438
00:31:52,925 --> 00:31:54,661
Oh, my God.

439
00:31:55,396 --> 00:31:56,661
I'm so sorry.

440
00:31:56,663 --> 00:31:58,029
The guys got me all riled up.

441
00:31:58,031 --> 00:31:59,866
I don't do things
like that ever. Sorry.

442
00:31:59,868 --> 00:32:01,701
I, uh, I... Sorry.

443
00:32:01,703 --> 00:32:03,034
It's okay.

444
00:32:03,036 --> 00:32:05,203
Wait, um...

445
00:32:05,205 --> 00:32:08,075
Jose mentioned you might need
some help with your kids?

446
00:32:08,810 --> 00:32:11,176
You wanna be my babysitter?

447
00:32:11,178 --> 00:32:14,346
I was hoping you wouldn't
use that word but... Yeah.

448
00:32:14,348 --> 00:32:17,949
I mean, you don't have to
pay me or anything, I just...

449
00:32:17,951 --> 00:32:18,952
I wanna help.

450
00:32:19,987 --> 00:32:22,855
What are your qualifications?
You got a resume?

451
00:32:22,857 --> 00:32:25,792
Oh, well, I can get it to you.
Um...

452
00:32:25,794 --> 00:32:30,029
I graduated BA in Lit Studies
and I'm very punctual...

453
00:32:30,031 --> 00:32:34,132
- Um, no warrants out.
- I'm just messing with you, Daniel.

454
00:32:34,134 --> 00:32:35,468
- Okay.
- Jeez.

455
00:32:35,470 --> 00:32:36,604
You are sweet, huh?

456
00:32:38,105 --> 00:32:41,240
I actually could use
the help, and um,

457
00:32:41,242 --> 00:32:43,242
It seems like you've got
a good heart, so...

458
00:32:43,244 --> 00:32:46,147
Thank you. I, um...
I'm trying.

459
00:32:47,783 --> 00:32:49,817
Okay, you've got the job.

460
00:32:49,819 --> 00:32:51,083
On one condition.

461
00:32:51,085 --> 00:32:53,986
Please, do not talk to
my boys about women.

462
00:32:53,988 --> 00:32:57,391
I mean, you just feel like you're
in a really dark place right now

463
00:32:57,393 --> 00:33:00,894
with the female race and I don't
want them to go Bukowski just yet.

464
00:33:00,896 --> 00:33:02,731
You know, they still got
some baby teeth.

465
00:33:04,532 --> 00:33:07,801
- Are you freaking out right now?
- A little bit.

466
00:33:07,803 --> 00:33:10,370
Because your first job out of
college is about to be babysitting

467
00:33:10,372 --> 00:33:12,475
or because I know
who Bukowski is?

468
00:33:13,142 --> 00:33:14,143
Both.

469
00:33:16,947 --> 00:33:19,081
- Oh, can you pick them up from karate?
- Yes, ma'am.

470
00:33:19,615 --> 00:33:20,981
That I can do.

471
00:33:20,983 --> 00:33:25,117
Two conditions, Daniel.
Don't ever call me "ma'am" again, okay?

472
00:33:25,119 --> 00:33:27,621
- I'll see you later.
- Sorry again.

473
00:33:27,623 --> 00:33:29,358
- No problem.
- Okay.

474
00:33:49,779 --> 00:33:52,714
<i>♪ You can dress me up
however you like</i>

475
00:33:52,716 --> 00:33:56,083
<i>♪ You can take it up
But you can't hide it</i>

476
00:33:56,085 --> 00:33:59,554
<i>♪ I don't want it anymore
you can have it</i>

477
00:33:59,556 --> 00:34:02,325
<i>♪ Don't want
Don't want it anymore ♪</i>

478
00:34:33,824 --> 00:34:35,590
<i>Thank you,
thank you so much!</i>

479
00:34:35,592 --> 00:34:38,326
<i>Stick around for
Freddy's Dead!</i>

480
00:34:38,328 --> 00:34:40,230
<i>They're some hot shit
and they're next!</i>

481
00:34:41,398 --> 00:34:42,400
Daniel!

482
00:34:44,936 --> 00:34:46,235
Hey.

483
00:34:46,237 --> 00:34:48,304
Oh, so this is him?

484
00:34:48,306 --> 00:34:50,941
Daniel, this is
my boy-whatever, Mack.

485
00:34:50,943 --> 00:34:52,608
He can't stop
talking about you.

486
00:34:52,610 --> 00:34:53,843
I think you stole his heart.

487
00:34:53,845 --> 00:34:56,913
Oh, hush. Daniel,
today was so fucking great.

488
00:34:56,915 --> 00:35:00,114
We spent every daylight hour
capitalizing on my Internet fame.

489
00:35:00,116 --> 00:35:03,452
We're making videos of him playing
a baby saying funny things.

490
00:35:03,454 --> 00:35:05,889
Babies are the only funny
people left in the world.

491
00:35:05,891 --> 00:35:07,423
- It's gonna go viral.
- Great

492
00:35:07,425 --> 00:35:09,124
Oh, my God.
Look at you!

493
00:35:09,126 --> 00:35:12,227
You look like fucking Starfire
and fucking Crackerjack.

494
00:35:12,229 --> 00:35:13,930
Prettiest thing
I've seen all day.

495
00:35:13,932 --> 00:35:15,031
Ella?

496
00:35:15,033 --> 00:35:16,165
Daniel?

497
00:35:16,167 --> 00:35:18,401
- Oh, my God!
- Oh, my God.

498
00:35:18,403 --> 00:35:21,605
Oh, my God.
What is happening?

499
00:35:21,607 --> 00:35:24,239
Uh, Daniel.
We grew up together.

500
00:35:24,241 --> 00:35:25,609
We're old friends.

501
00:35:25,611 --> 00:35:28,110
Chaos is come again!

502
00:35:28,112 --> 00:35:31,281
I knew it was the faith of
fucking fate at work.

503
00:35:31,283 --> 00:35:34,250
Mack, didn't I say this kid
had George Michael-level faith?

504
00:35:34,252 --> 00:35:35,987
- He did say that.
- I did!

505
00:35:35,989 --> 00:35:37,888
I didn't even know
you were here.

506
00:35:37,890 --> 00:35:39,222
This is crazy!

507
00:35:39,224 --> 00:35:40,290
Child, it ain't crazy.

508
00:35:40,292 --> 00:35:42,627
It's full blast fucking fate!

509
00:35:42,629 --> 00:35:45,263
Oh, my God.
And then this harlot.

510
00:35:46,130 --> 00:35:47,332
This is Lilith.

511
00:35:48,200 --> 00:35:49,234
Uh, Daniel.

512
00:35:50,902 --> 00:35:52,268
No more small talk.

513
00:35:52,270 --> 00:35:54,005
My cup runneth over.

514
00:35:54,007 --> 00:35:57,775
My harvest's bounty is a
cornucopia of friends new and old.

515
00:35:57,777 --> 00:36:01,679
Set me at Daniel's Puritan
Thanksgiving table! Drinks!

516
00:36:01,681 --> 00:36:03,981
- All right.
- Welcome to happier times, Daniel.

517
00:36:03,983 --> 00:36:08,285
Pierre, my darling! One, two,
three, four, double for me.

518
00:36:08,287 --> 00:36:10,220
- Six Kamikaze shots.
- You got it.

519
00:36:10,222 --> 00:36:12,757
Kamikaze shots,
you cheeky bastard.

520
00:36:12,759 --> 00:36:14,357
Hush.

521
00:36:14,359 --> 00:36:18,131
Okay. Gather around,
my beauties.

522
00:36:19,298 --> 00:36:21,034
Okay. Raise them.

523
00:36:22,802 --> 00:36:23,803
To fate.

524
00:36:26,874 --> 00:36:28,341
Andrew Jackson!

525
00:36:30,477 --> 00:36:34,712
Martin Van Buren! Again, Pierre!
Again, my pretty!

526
00:36:34,714 --> 00:36:38,984
Holy fucking Lord.
I am so happy right now.

527
00:36:38,986 --> 00:36:40,618
Are you happy, Daniel?

528
00:36:40,620 --> 00:36:43,824
I guess. Yeah.
Yeah, yeah. Definitely.

529
00:36:44,558 --> 00:36:46,525
- Yeah.
- The third "yeah,"

530
00:36:46,527 --> 00:36:48,395
I believed the third "yeah."

531
00:36:49,063 --> 00:36:50,462
Keep working on that.

532
00:36:50,464 --> 00:36:52,764
<i>Yo! We're Freddy's Dead!
Let's get this party jumping.</i>

533
00:36:52,766 --> 00:36:55,168
Oh, my God! Hurry, Pierre!

534
00:36:58,105 --> 00:37:00,040
Gulp them up, ladies!

535
00:37:01,407 --> 00:37:02,876
William Henry Harrison.

536
00:37:05,112 --> 00:37:07,448
John Tyler! Let's go!

537
00:37:08,315 --> 00:37:09,748
Yo, Seth. Money!

538
00:37:09,750 --> 00:37:11,516
Put it on the tab, Pierre!

539
00:37:11,518 --> 00:37:13,418
<i>One, two, three, four!</i>

540
00:37:25,532 --> 00:37:29,035
<i>♪ I feel the voltage
from the stereo outside</i>

541
00:37:29,037 --> 00:37:32,040
<i>♪ My hands they tell them
turn it up</i>

542
00:37:34,241 --> 00:37:37,610
<i>♪ Life, he faces me
every day around 5:00</i>

543
00:37:37,612 --> 00:37:40,281
<i>♪ He tells me
I should quit this stuff</i>

544
00:37:41,750 --> 00:37:47,220
<i>♪ Ooh
Watch my features disappear</i>

545
00:37:47,222 --> 00:37:49,622
<i>♪ I'm getting free</i>

546
00:37:49,624 --> 00:37:54,961
<i>♪ I said wait a minute,
I feel it, I got it</i>

547
00:37:54,963 --> 00:37:58,033
<i>♪ I get it
Dancing on the bed</i>

548
00:37:59,467 --> 00:38:01,871
<i>♪ I'll be dancing on the bed</i>

549
00:38:03,806 --> 00:38:06,240
<i>♪ Dancing on the bed</i>

550
00:38:06,242 --> 00:38:10,144
<i>♪ Some of us can tame it
Others want to blame it</i>

551
00:38:10,146 --> 00:38:13,412
<i>♪ I just feel the beat
come rushing in</i>

552
00:38:13,414 --> 00:38:16,315
<i>♪ My body is so deserving</i>

553
00:38:16,317 --> 00:38:18,484
<i>♪ Another day of working</i>

554
00:38:18,486 --> 00:38:22,391
<i>♪ Another song will come and
go but I'm still on the bed</i>

555
00:38:24,560 --> 00:38:26,428
<i>♪ Dancing on the bed</i>

556
00:38:28,597 --> 00:38:30,733
<i>♪ Dancing on the bed now</i>

557
00:38:32,169 --> 00:38:34,603
<i>♪ I'll be dancing on the bed</i>

558
00:38:36,839 --> 00:38:38,474
<i>♪ Dancing on the bed ♪</i>

559
00:38:42,745 --> 00:38:45,679
Daniel Willingham.
Unbelievable.

560
00:38:45,681 --> 00:38:46,815
I know.

561
00:38:46,817 --> 00:38:48,852
I thought you'd never
make it out to LA.

562
00:38:49,385 --> 00:38:51,351
I'm a writer now.

563
00:38:51,353 --> 00:38:52,354
I love it here.

564
00:38:52,956 --> 00:38:55,523
Wow. That's amazing.

565
00:38:55,525 --> 00:38:58,725
I don't know about all that.
I haven't really...

566
00:38:58,727 --> 00:39:01,697
No. I mean that you haven't
changed at all.

567
00:39:02,766 --> 00:39:04,032
You know that if you're
still craving a center,

568
00:39:04,034 --> 00:39:06,301
you came to the wrong city,
right?

569
00:39:06,303 --> 00:39:08,803
- What?
- Oh, come on, Daniel.

570
00:39:08,805 --> 00:39:10,371
I don't believe for one second

571
00:39:10,373 --> 00:39:13,508
that you love this place
and the reality of it.

572
00:39:13,510 --> 00:39:17,880
Look, you got this idea in your head
as a dreamy teenager in Portsmouth

573
00:39:17,882 --> 00:39:20,149
reading Raymond Chandler
and a whole bunch of bullshit.

574
00:39:20,151 --> 00:39:23,017
- All right.
- Now you think you're here, in the center.

575
00:39:23,019 --> 00:39:26,354
You always pinned yourself
to some romantic idea.

576
00:39:28,525 --> 00:39:31,459
Oh, honey, no.
It's not a bad thing.

577
00:39:31,461 --> 00:39:35,197
It's just not how
things work out here.

578
00:39:35,199 --> 00:39:38,834
I mean, you've got this
huge canvas to spread out in.

579
00:39:38,836 --> 00:39:43,173
Seth was right. This is fate
working for you now.

580
00:39:43,175 --> 00:39:45,509
You don't have to be
stuck at 16 anymore.

581
00:39:46,676 --> 00:39:47,677
Yeah.

582
00:39:48,179 --> 00:39:49,979
Shit.

583
00:39:49,981 --> 00:39:54,149
What I'm trying to say is,
everybody has bad shit happen to them.

584
00:39:54,151 --> 00:39:56,585
And we're all just trying
to get past it.

585
00:39:56,587 --> 00:39:57,920
Do something better.

586
00:39:57,922 --> 00:40:00,689
You know, when everything
happened with my folks,

587
00:40:00,691 --> 00:40:04,693
I put my sister in a car,
and we just drove.

588
00:40:04,695 --> 00:40:07,564
First person I met when
I got out here was Seth.

589
00:40:07,566 --> 00:40:09,698
So, it's meant to be, right?

590
00:40:09,700 --> 00:40:12,701
Our pasts don't have
to be ours alone.

591
00:40:12,703 --> 00:40:14,904
I have all these people
in my life.

592
00:40:14,906 --> 00:40:18,442
But it's like my whole life
finally has an ultimate goal now.

593
00:40:19,443 --> 00:40:21,780
Yeah. For sure. Me too.

594
00:40:23,782 --> 00:40:25,951
It's okay to be happy,
you know.

595
00:40:26,618 --> 00:40:28,120
You're here now, too.

596
00:40:30,123 --> 00:40:31,788
Give me your phone.

597
00:40:31,790 --> 00:40:33,092
Come on.

598
00:40:34,792 --> 00:40:36,560
Go here tomorrow.

599
00:40:38,130 --> 00:40:40,198
It's best around 3:00.

600
00:40:42,134 --> 00:40:44,100
Go up and relax.

601
00:40:44,102 --> 00:40:46,638
Just give the old baggage
a rest for a little bit.

602
00:40:47,506 --> 00:40:49,907
Uh, you know,
I'm pretty busy.

603
00:40:49,909 --> 00:40:52,109
3:00 p.m. It's magic.

604
00:40:52,111 --> 00:40:54,412
- Promise me.
- Okay.

605
00:40:59,084 --> 00:41:00,085
Will you go out with me?

606
00:41:01,653 --> 00:41:03,287
Oh, you're so funny.

607
00:41:03,289 --> 00:41:05,122
I'm genuinely asking.

608
00:41:05,124 --> 00:41:06,390
I know you are.

609
00:41:12,765 --> 00:41:15,099
Daniel, this is
my fiancee, Bonnie.

610
00:41:15,101 --> 00:41:17,001
- Hey.
- What is up, man?

611
00:41:17,003 --> 00:41:21,308
We are about to go do some blow
and you are 7,000% invited.

612
00:41:21,941 --> 00:41:22,942
Mmm.

613
00:41:26,980 --> 00:41:29,146
You ever look at someone
and think like,

614
00:41:29,148 --> 00:41:30,614
"I bet I know
how she smells."

615
00:41:30,616 --> 00:41:32,917
No. Okay,
I'm asking you seriously.

616
00:41:32,919 --> 00:41:34,485
Do you think she's with him?

617
00:41:34,487 --> 00:41:36,188
What's the big deal
with this chick?

618
00:41:36,190 --> 00:41:38,991
So she's pretty?
There's a lot of pretty chickies.

619
00:41:38,993 --> 00:41:41,193
It's a waste of time fighting
anger with madness.

620
00:41:41,195 --> 00:41:43,862
Well, you know,
I was fighting anger with indifference,

621
00:41:43,864 --> 00:41:46,030
and that didn't work.
So I figured I'd give madness a shot.

622
00:41:46,032 --> 00:41:49,468
You know, this chick
in your phone, she's like...

623
00:41:49,470 --> 00:41:54,638
Like your manifestation of your
infatuation of what could've been.

624
00:41:54,640 --> 00:41:57,109
Next chapter.
Let the fantasy go.

625
00:41:57,111 --> 00:41:59,511
Like my man Lenny Bruce
once said,

626
00:41:59,513 --> 00:42:02,748
"The 'what should be'
never did exist,

627
00:42:02,750 --> 00:42:05,385
"'but people keep trying
to live up to it.

628
00:42:05,387 --> 00:42:08,356
"'There is no 'what should
be.' There is only what is."

629
00:42:09,689 --> 00:42:11,191
No one told you to say
smart shit.

630
00:42:12,826 --> 00:42:15,395
Do you know how you know
when you're over her?

631
00:42:15,397 --> 00:42:17,863
When you're okay with another
dude fucking her in the ass.

632
00:42:17,865 --> 00:42:19,499
Ugh, God.

633
00:42:19,501 --> 00:42:22,135
- I'm not there yet.
- Fine.

634
00:42:22,137 --> 00:42:23,735
You ain't there yet.

635
00:42:23,737 --> 00:42:26,041
But the obsession
ain't worth your time.

636
00:42:27,208 --> 00:42:29,675
You got all that cash, man.

637
00:42:29,677 --> 00:42:31,378
If I had all that,
you'd best believe

638
00:42:31,380 --> 00:42:34,414
I'd be getting out there to
see the whole goddamn world.

639
00:42:34,416 --> 00:42:37,783
Not hanging out back here
with some old guy like me.

640
00:42:37,785 --> 00:42:41,087
I'd be on a fire pit on each
of the seven continents,

641
00:42:41,089 --> 00:42:43,523
go to every single country,

642
00:42:43,525 --> 00:42:46,659
find myself a Swahili girl to
jimmy my stick for a night.

643
00:42:46,661 --> 00:42:48,395
Oh, man.

644
00:42:48,397 --> 00:42:49,530
And then a Swiss girl...

645
00:42:49,532 --> 00:42:51,365
You know, I don't know...

646
00:42:51,367 --> 00:42:54,034
I just had a Silver Lake girl
jimmy my stick,

647
00:42:54,036 --> 00:42:56,070
and the fallout from that
wasn't romantic at all.

648
00:42:56,072 --> 00:42:58,905
Man, that romance you talk
ain't even real.

649
00:42:58,907 --> 00:43:02,708
You made this whole idea up that this girl
in this picture is your perfect chickie.

650
00:43:02,710 --> 00:43:03,711
There's no such thing.

651
00:43:04,679 --> 00:43:06,547
Take the money and fly.

652
00:43:06,549 --> 00:43:08,250
Go see the whole damn world.

653
00:43:09,051 --> 00:43:10,119
You'll find what you need.

654
00:43:11,454 --> 00:43:13,454
My daughter, when she was 13,

655
00:43:13,456 --> 00:43:15,591
she was getting
all into boys, you know...

656
00:43:16,125 --> 00:43:17,891
She was with these kids.

657
00:43:17,893 --> 00:43:21,627
These dudes were like... Like me when
I was a little gangster, you know?

658
00:43:21,629 --> 00:43:23,363
This one kid Eduardo.

659
00:43:23,365 --> 00:43:24,433
She would be saying,

660
00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:29,536
"Eduardo is the coolest.
He's cooler than you, Daddy."

661
00:43:29,538 --> 00:43:32,306
And I was like,
"No, he's not.

662
00:43:32,308 --> 00:43:33,742
"I'll kill that kid."

663
00:43:36,480 --> 00:43:39,416
I mean, I have no idea what
you're talking about, Jose.

664
00:43:40,217 --> 00:43:41,648
Just sharing.

665
00:43:41,650 --> 00:43:43,384
I thought we were having
some sharing time.

666
00:43:43,386 --> 00:43:45,652
Thank you for the time.

667
00:43:45,654 --> 00:43:48,622
I think I 'm gonna go
try to carpe some diem.

668
00:43:48,624 --> 00:43:50,592
Yup! That's what I wanna hear.

669
00:43:50,594 --> 00:43:52,726
Go get that head clear,
you know?

670
00:43:52,728 --> 00:43:54,598
Nothing but cobwebs
and tequila!

671
00:45:01,132 --> 00:45:02,400
Which one are you?

672
00:45:03,734 --> 00:45:05,034
What?

673
00:45:05,036 --> 00:45:06,402
Which one are you?

674
00:45:06,404 --> 00:45:08,206
Oh, uh...

675
00:45:09,974 --> 00:45:12,074
This one I guess.

676
00:45:12,076 --> 00:45:15,378
Unless there's a Silver Lake
adjacent one somewhere.

677
00:45:15,380 --> 00:45:17,047
Which one are you?

678
00:45:17,049 --> 00:45:18,717
Silver Lake, no adjacent.

679
00:45:24,855 --> 00:45:25,856
Um...

680
00:45:26,525 --> 00:45:27,758
- I'm Daniel.
- I'm Talya.

681
00:45:29,894 --> 00:45:32,761
Talya Gregory,
Ella's sister?

682
00:45:32,763 --> 00:45:35,498
Oh, shit!

683
00:45:35,500 --> 00:45:38,170
I'm Daniel Willingham.
I grew up in Portsmouth.

684
00:45:38,705 --> 00:45:39,769
I know.

685
00:45:39,771 --> 00:45:41,037
Do you remember me?

686
00:45:41,039 --> 00:45:42,340
Mmm-hmm.

687
00:45:42,342 --> 00:45:45,575
All the way up here, that's...
That's kind of incredible, no?

688
00:45:45,577 --> 00:45:48,180
Well, did Ella tell you
about this place?

689
00:45:48,547 --> 00:45:49,548
Yeah.

690
00:45:51,584 --> 00:45:53,049
Great.

691
00:45:53,051 --> 00:45:55,120
I guess not everything
has a meaning, huh?

692
00:45:56,154 --> 00:45:58,088
I didn't know
you were in LA.

693
00:45:58,090 --> 00:46:00,524
- Well, you don't know me.
- No, I know, but...

694
00:46:00,526 --> 00:46:02,059
I remember you.

695
00:46:02,061 --> 00:46:03,760
Do you know Seth, too?

696
00:46:03,762 --> 00:46:05,798
Seth's my best friend.

697
00:46:06,700 --> 00:46:08,533
I think he's in love with you.

698
00:46:08,535 --> 00:46:10,867
Oh.
Ah, well...

699
00:46:10,869 --> 00:46:13,038
Yeah, he seems like
a good guy.

700
00:46:13,473 --> 00:46:14,641
He's the best.

701
00:46:15,441 --> 00:46:17,110
He wasn't lying
about you either.

702
00:46:19,479 --> 00:46:20,913
What?

703
00:46:25,552 --> 00:46:27,755
This is not what I expected
LA to be like.

704
00:46:28,888 --> 00:46:30,756
Well, Los Angeles is
the only city in the world

705
00:46:30,758 --> 00:46:33,127
that people disdain
without ever even visiting.

706
00:46:34,727 --> 00:46:36,961
I like to come up here
all alone though.

707
00:46:36,963 --> 00:46:38,965
My own little
special hideaway.

708
00:46:39,932 --> 00:46:41,402
It's my favorite place.

709
00:46:43,404 --> 00:46:44,438
Do you wanna see something?

710
00:46:45,673 --> 00:46:46,674
Where you going?

711
00:46:47,940 --> 00:46:48,942
Follow.

712
00:47:33,188 --> 00:47:34,189
Cool.

713
00:47:47,369 --> 00:47:48,570
This was here?

714
00:47:49,204 --> 00:47:52,171
Yeah. Amazing, huh?

715
00:47:52,173 --> 00:47:54,207
The train went right up
the side of the mountain.

716
00:47:54,209 --> 00:47:57,043
It brought vacationers here
in the age of Ragtime.

717
00:47:57,045 --> 00:47:59,011
But it burned down
a long time ago.

718
00:47:59,013 --> 00:48:00,649
They're all dead
fuddy-duddies now.

719
00:48:05,221 --> 00:48:06,886
This wasn't
even that long ago.

720
00:48:06,888 --> 00:48:08,724
I mean, imagine the stories
these people had.

721
00:48:09,491 --> 00:48:10,492
They were all right here.

722
00:48:11,861 --> 00:48:12,862
Like who?

723
00:48:13,596 --> 00:48:15,161
I don't know.
Any of them.

724
00:48:15,163 --> 00:48:16,197
All of them.

725
00:48:17,299 --> 00:48:19,767
- Choose one.
- What?

726
00:48:19,769 --> 00:48:21,735
You said
imagine their stories.

727
00:48:21,737 --> 00:48:23,739
Choose one and imagine me
their story.

728
00:48:25,941 --> 00:48:27,040
Okay.

729
00:48:27,042 --> 00:48:28,543
Um...

730
00:48:28,545 --> 00:48:30,911
Cornelius Quackenbush Bigelow.

731
00:48:33,015 --> 00:48:34,681
Having lost
is great fortune

732
00:48:34,683 --> 00:48:37,084
in the Boston blizzard
of 1886,

733
00:48:37,086 --> 00:48:39,856
he set out West
to find greener pastures.

734
00:48:41,424 --> 00:48:44,726
A locomotive steam engine
brought him to Los Angeles

735
00:48:44,728 --> 00:48:46,728
in June of 1888.

736
00:48:46,730 --> 00:48:51,902
Here, he found a partner
in Thurston McHolinger.

737
00:48:52,569 --> 00:48:53,768
This man.

738
00:48:53,770 --> 00:48:56,304
Together, McHolinger
And Bigelow started

739
00:48:56,306 --> 00:48:58,775
the greatest Umbrella Cartel
the world has ever known!

740
00:49:00,976 --> 00:49:03,076
Tell me how they die.

741
00:49:03,078 --> 00:49:06,147
Legend has it McHolinger
was trampled to death

742
00:49:06,149 --> 00:49:09,551
by one of the first cars
in Los Angeles in 1908.

743
00:49:09,553 --> 00:49:12,954
Left to carry on
the Umbrella Cartel legacy,

744
00:49:12,956 --> 00:49:15,658
Bigelow, well, he soon turned
to the drink.

745
00:49:15,660 --> 00:49:17,560
His erratic temper
and penchant

746
00:49:17,562 --> 00:49:20,663
for the boozier things
sunk the company.

747
00:49:20,665 --> 00:49:25,300
Drowning in the sorrows of his
lost fortune and dead partner,

748
00:49:25,302 --> 00:49:29,504
Bigelow soon took his own
life in an epic rainstorm.

749
00:49:29,506 --> 00:49:33,609
His final words were "Tragedy
shall never rain upon me!"

750
00:49:33,611 --> 00:49:38,481
He then opened his umbrella and
shot himself through the heart.

751
00:49:38,483 --> 00:49:41,083
And as he lay dying,
he clutched the umbrella above his head,

752
00:49:41,085 --> 00:49:44,756
never letting a single drop
of rain touch his mortal body.

753
00:49:45,690 --> 00:49:46,691
The end.

754
00:50:14,352 --> 00:50:15,353
What?

755
00:50:15,821 --> 00:50:16,989
Shh. Nothing.

756
00:50:19,791 --> 00:50:20,959
What are you doing?

757
00:50:22,861 --> 00:50:24,628
I want this memory.

758
00:50:24,630 --> 00:50:26,363
Because soon
we'll be in the past.

759
00:50:26,365 --> 00:50:31,101
Because of this picture will take every
moment after this can be the past, too.

760
00:50:31,103 --> 00:50:33,335
But if this all ends
and we're just chalked up

761
00:50:33,337 --> 00:50:36,138
to a memory or moment
or whatever,

762
00:50:36,140 --> 00:50:38,544
shouldn't we just try to enjoy
it while it's happening?

763
00:50:39,678 --> 00:50:41,580
What about those pictures
you were just looking at?

764
00:50:43,081 --> 00:50:44,750
That was the real past.

765
00:50:46,184 --> 00:50:47,854
I didn't know
there was a difference.

766
00:50:50,857 --> 00:50:51,858
There is.

767
00:50:55,995 --> 00:50:58,063
There are rules in chaos,
you know?

768
00:50:58,730 --> 00:50:59,997
What?

769
00:50:59,999 --> 00:51:03,000
Maybe things that are more
powerful than structure.

770
00:51:03,002 --> 00:51:04,704
You mean, like fate?

771
00:51:10,777 --> 00:51:11,778
What?

772
00:51:21,353 --> 00:51:22,956
- Hi.
- Hey.

773
00:51:25,692 --> 00:51:26,960
Bye, Daniel.

774
00:52:11,772 --> 00:52:12,973
Hey, Lilith.

775
00:52:14,274 --> 00:52:15,607
How are you?

776
00:52:15,609 --> 00:52:17,678
God damn it, Lilith!
Let him in.

777
00:52:30,525 --> 00:52:32,026
We're overjoyed, Daniel.

778
00:52:32,028 --> 00:52:34,595
Make yourself at home.
The lady will be right out.

779
00:52:35,663 --> 00:52:38,196
Oh, great jacket, man.

780
00:52:38,198 --> 00:52:39,666
Thanks.

781
00:52:39,668 --> 00:52:41,601
This is the cutest
thing ever, Danny.

782
00:52:41,603 --> 00:52:43,304
Well, give the baggage
a rest, right?

783
00:52:43,972 --> 00:52:45,038
Fuck yeah!

784
00:52:45,040 --> 00:52:46,041
Daniel.

785
00:52:57,152 --> 00:52:59,385
An honorable young man
asks for permission

786
00:52:59,387 --> 00:53:01,157
when it comes to
the young and supple...

787
00:53:02,457 --> 00:53:04,659
There was no prior approval
on this outing.

788
00:53:05,895 --> 00:53:08,898
That's something that will
have to change for the future.

789
00:53:10,365 --> 00:53:11,999
Uh, I didn't know
there was...

790
00:53:12,001 --> 00:53:13,834
If I let you
take her out tonight,

791
00:53:13,836 --> 00:53:15,903
will you promise to be good?

792
00:53:15,905 --> 00:53:18,207
Honest, respectful.

793
00:53:19,508 --> 00:53:20,509
Yes.

794
00:53:20,910 --> 00:53:22,343
Yeah, of course.

795
00:53:23,311 --> 00:53:26,613
Oh. I believed
all three of those.

796
00:53:26,615 --> 00:53:27,715
Hey.

797
00:53:27,717 --> 00:53:30,017
I love it.

798
00:53:30,019 --> 00:53:34,022
Rule number one in this
home, Daniel, is what?

799
00:53:34,024 --> 00:53:37,725
- Uh, I don't know.
- You will have her home by curfew.

800
00:53:37,727 --> 00:53:41,996
Curfew is 10:00 p.m.
This is non-negotiable, Mr. Willingham.

801
00:53:41,998 --> 00:53:47,267
In order with God's wishes,
she shall return home uninebriated!

802
00:53:47,269 --> 00:53:49,004
By penalty of death!

803
00:53:49,772 --> 00:53:50,773
Now.

804
00:53:52,541 --> 00:53:55,611
What dowry have you brought to
present to her mother and I?

805
00:53:58,715 --> 00:54:01,649
Oh, shit. I'm sorry, man.

806
00:54:01,651 --> 00:54:05,386
Your face.
Your fucking face.

807
00:54:07,390 --> 00:54:09,723
- You're pretty funny man.
- Oh, no.

808
00:54:09,725 --> 00:54:12,426
I'm a very funny man.

809
00:54:12,428 --> 00:54:14,931
Better learn to laugh
at the fucking jokes, Danny.

810
00:54:16,566 --> 00:54:18,101
Tempo, Mack.

811
00:54:19,503 --> 00:54:20,537
Tempo.

812
00:54:21,705 --> 00:54:22,706
Pace.

813
00:54:37,088 --> 00:54:38,286
- Hi.
- Hi.

814
00:54:38,288 --> 00:54:39,623
- You look nice.
- Thank you.

815
00:54:41,458 --> 00:54:42,459
Mack.

816
00:54:43,127 --> 00:54:44,595
In the room.

817
00:54:47,665 --> 00:54:48,933
- Shall we?
- Mmm-hmm.

818
00:54:49,634 --> 00:54:50,902
Bye, Lilith.

819
00:54:52,470 --> 00:54:54,336
Well, it's Seth's house but...

820
00:54:54,338 --> 00:54:56,108
Everyone lives there
basically.

821
00:54:56,841 --> 00:54:58,406
I don't know
how nice it is.

822
00:54:58,408 --> 00:54:59,844
No privacy and all.

823
00:55:00,410 --> 00:55:01,646
Who lives there?

824
00:55:03,314 --> 00:55:07,049
Me and Ella and Bonnie...
Seth...

825
00:55:07,051 --> 00:55:10,954
Lilith, Mack,
most of the band...

826
00:55:10,956 --> 00:55:13,455
And then other people
always just come and go.

827
00:55:13,457 --> 00:55:16,261
Cool.
So it's like a big family.

828
00:55:22,700 --> 00:55:23,701
What?

829
00:55:25,670 --> 00:55:28,207
Do you think I'm like
mysterious or something?

830
00:55:29,507 --> 00:55:31,641
Like when I'm being quiet.

831
00:55:31,643 --> 00:55:34,477
Do you think I'm thinking
all these great things?

832
00:55:34,479 --> 00:55:36,346
I don't know. I...

833
00:55:36,348 --> 00:55:39,616
I think I'd like it if you
told me what you were thinking.

834
00:55:39,618 --> 00:55:41,986
But maybe you wouldn't at all.

835
00:55:41,988 --> 00:55:44,057
Well, I think I'd like
the chance to find out.

836
00:55:47,159 --> 00:55:49,228
Every moment after this
is the future.

837
00:55:50,028 --> 00:55:51,394
It's weird
you don't know that.

838
00:55:51,396 --> 00:55:52,397
What?

839
00:55:52,865 --> 00:55:54,198
At the hotel...

840
00:55:54,200 --> 00:55:57,601
You said that every moment after
this can be the past now, too.

841
00:55:57,603 --> 00:55:58,637
But that's dumb.

842
00:55:59,571 --> 00:56:01,875
Lorca wrote that
nostalgia is a disease.

843
00:56:02,374 --> 00:56:03,476
Did you know that?

844
00:56:03,743 --> 00:56:05,009
No.

845
00:56:05,011 --> 00:56:07,547
Every moment after this
is the future, okay?

846
00:56:08,814 --> 00:56:10,316
Yeah, ideally.

847
00:56:11,650 --> 00:56:13,385
I think that we're the same
in a lot of ways.

848
00:56:14,320 --> 00:56:16,386
Like I think I can be
a writer, too.

849
00:56:16,388 --> 00:56:19,891
I think that I can find
stories and imagine lives

850
00:56:19,893 --> 00:56:20,992
and all that stuff.

851
00:56:20,994 --> 00:56:22,994
You know, like, I wanna live
every second

852
00:56:22,996 --> 00:56:26,098
of every human's life
that was ever born.

853
00:56:26,100 --> 00:56:28,766
And then I would know
just how everything feels.

854
00:56:28,768 --> 00:56:31,602
I mean, it would
take a long time but...

855
00:56:31,604 --> 00:56:33,838
But it would be better than
waiting for New Year's

856
00:56:33,840 --> 00:56:35,208
to feel like something's
gonna change.

857
00:56:36,442 --> 00:56:39,577
Like, is an arbitrary calendar
jump just gonna make

858
00:56:39,579 --> 00:56:41,679
everything change,
like, snap?

859
00:56:41,681 --> 00:56:43,514
- Nah, it never seems to.
- Right.

860
00:56:43,516 --> 00:56:47,518
But like if I can live
to be 120 years old,

861
00:56:47,520 --> 00:56:49,522
then I could at least
see everything, you know?

862
00:56:50,591 --> 00:56:52,124
But I can't.

863
00:56:52,126 --> 00:56:53,694
I know I can't do that.

864
00:56:54,161 --> 00:56:55,295
Why not?

865
00:56:55,297 --> 00:56:58,496
Because my body would shrivel
and have arthritis.

866
00:56:58,498 --> 00:57:01,135
And probably cancer
and dementia.

867
00:57:06,807 --> 00:57:07,808
What?

868
00:57:09,076 --> 00:57:11,379
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

869
00:57:16,284 --> 00:57:17,417
I'll get better.

870
00:57:22,456 --> 00:57:23,822
I have to go.

871
00:57:23,824 --> 00:57:25,559
Thank you for tonight.

872
00:57:31,166 --> 00:57:32,167
Uh, wait!

873
00:57:37,272 --> 00:57:38,273
Hey!

874
00:57:42,577 --> 00:57:44,246
Hey. Talya...

875
00:57:46,348 --> 00:57:47,614
I just...

876
00:57:48,615 --> 00:57:50,783
I want you to know
what I'm thinking, too.

877
00:57:50,785 --> 00:57:54,620
Which is that
I think you're wonderful.

878
00:57:54,622 --> 00:57:59,261
And I haven't actually thought that
about anyone in a good long while.

879
00:58:00,029 --> 00:58:02,298
I thought I did, but no.

880
00:58:03,531 --> 00:58:06,633
And you say things to me
even in your silence,

881
00:58:06,635 --> 00:58:11,037
and it makes me think
about something beyond myself.

882
00:58:11,039 --> 00:58:14,375
And I know I've said all this
corny cheeseball shit tonight,

883
00:58:14,377 --> 00:58:17,113
current speech included,
but I just...

884
00:58:18,180 --> 00:58:21,849
I gotta believe something
good is even possible.

885
00:58:21,851 --> 00:58:24,585
Also, I wanna kiss you.

886
00:58:24,587 --> 00:58:27,455
And if you don't,
that's cool.

887
00:58:27,457 --> 00:58:28,822
I just...

888
00:58:28,824 --> 00:58:31,328
I don't want it to be because
you didn't know that I want to.

889
00:58:32,694 --> 00:58:36,631
So, sorry to do this
but sort of...

890
00:58:37,900 --> 00:58:39,869
The whole thing is
on you now.

891
00:58:49,212 --> 00:58:50,646
Let's go.

892
00:59:21,777 --> 00:59:22,877
Let's go!

893
00:59:25,415 --> 00:59:27,749
I got you one more time!
I got this one more time!

894
00:59:27,751 --> 00:59:29,385
- All right.
- I got him!

895
00:59:29,387 --> 00:59:32,120
- Try me again.
- I'll try you again!

896
00:59:32,122 --> 00:59:33,556
Let's go.

897
00:59:33,558 --> 00:59:34,559
Oh, look.

898
00:59:37,261 --> 00:59:38,494
Dad.

899
00:59:38,496 --> 00:59:39,962
- Where's your mom?
- Inside.

900
00:59:39,964 --> 00:59:42,066
Dad, I made a 100 goals!

901
00:59:43,401 --> 00:59:44,403
That's great.

902
00:59:45,635 --> 00:59:46,636
Lu!

903
00:59:49,307 --> 00:59:50,573
So that's your dad, huh?

904
00:59:50,575 --> 00:59:52,477
- Yeah.
- He's a dick.

905
00:59:54,445 --> 00:59:56,212
You left your goal wide open.

906
00:59:56,214 --> 00:59:57,746
- Wait, what?
- Time in!

907
00:59:57,748 --> 01:00:01,150
Goal!

908
01:00:08,926 --> 01:00:11,393
I wanna fall in love
with a Canadian.

909
01:00:11,395 --> 01:00:12,763
That sounds romantic.

910
01:00:16,834 --> 01:00:17,835
Hmm.

911
01:00:19,505 --> 01:00:20,738
Fate, Daniel.

912
01:00:21,839 --> 01:00:22,840
Fate.

913
01:00:23,575 --> 01:00:25,008
How about Mack?

914
01:00:25,010 --> 01:00:28,445
- Don't you love him?
- Oh, Mack is fleeting.

915
01:00:28,447 --> 01:00:31,014
Or should I say
he's refundable.

916
01:00:31,016 --> 01:00:32,484
As are most, by the way.

917
01:00:32,984 --> 01:00:34,118
I can't commit.

918
01:00:35,287 --> 01:00:37,753
Well, maybe it's because
you judge a book by its cover.

919
01:00:37,755 --> 01:00:40,290
Daniel. Small talk
is mind-numbing.

920
01:00:40,292 --> 01:00:43,126
For dessert, we're going to
discuss your deepest truths.

921
01:00:43,128 --> 01:00:44,595
What?

922
01:00:44,597 --> 01:00:47,331
I have a very succinct and specific
reason for my line of questioning.

923
01:00:47,333 --> 01:00:48,468
Just follow along.

924
01:00:48,934 --> 01:00:50,535
Okay.

925
01:00:50,537 --> 01:00:52,438
What do I not know about you?

926
01:00:54,340 --> 01:00:56,040
It's a bit loaded.

927
01:00:56,042 --> 01:00:58,575
You know, I don't have
any clue where I'd begin...

928
01:00:58,577 --> 01:01:00,946
First truth to pop into your head.
Whatever it is. Don't think.

929
01:01:03,182 --> 01:01:04,183
Um...

930
01:01:04,917 --> 01:01:06,816
I won't sugarcoat it.

931
01:01:06,818 --> 01:01:10,523
Hope for you may be
unrealistic at this point.

932
01:01:11,658 --> 01:01:15,028
But there is a certain
salvation that can be found.

933
01:01:16,530 --> 01:01:18,363
Just follow what I'm saying.

934
01:01:18,365 --> 01:01:20,866
What do I not know about you?

935
01:01:23,503 --> 01:01:26,003
I never know if I'm saying
the right thing.

936
01:01:26,005 --> 01:01:28,007
- Does that count?
- No, tell me another.

937
01:01:29,142 --> 01:01:30,576
I don't know what to say.

938
01:01:30,578 --> 01:01:33,579
Say something as if
your life depends on it.

939
01:01:33,581 --> 01:01:36,714
A semi-truck is veering
head on into your lane

940
01:01:36,716 --> 01:01:39,585
and you have
one second to live. Go!

941
01:01:39,587 --> 01:01:41,553
Give me something
to care about!

942
01:01:41,555 --> 01:01:44,822
No, man. Trust me, you don't wanna
know the shit that's going on in there.

943
01:01:44,824 --> 01:01:46,390
No, I do.

944
01:01:46,392 --> 01:01:49,428
The world has branded chaos
as negative. It's not.

945
01:01:49,430 --> 01:01:51,095
It just needs
to be cultivated.

946
01:01:51,097 --> 01:01:54,233
We can create a structure
inside our chaos.

947
01:01:54,235 --> 01:01:57,603
Like the center
I hear you crave.

948
01:01:57,605 --> 01:02:01,408
You understand that a few of us have the
power to harness that center, Daniel?

949
01:02:02,476 --> 01:02:04,977
They called us
"The lost ones."

950
01:02:04,979 --> 01:02:06,715
But what if we're the found?

951
01:02:09,048 --> 01:02:11,849
I really... I don't know
what you want me to say, Seth.

952
01:02:11,851 --> 01:02:13,053
You do.

953
01:02:13,921 --> 01:02:14,922
You do.

954
01:02:17,424 --> 01:02:19,592
I'm feeling better
since I met you.

955
01:02:19,594 --> 01:02:21,195
Because you're
a better person now.

956
01:02:22,796 --> 01:02:23,962
I mean, all of you.

957
01:02:23,964 --> 01:02:25,398
The journey you've been on
to this point

958
01:02:25,400 --> 01:02:27,634
has just been parameters
stacked on parameters.

959
01:02:27,636 --> 01:02:29,102
You get born. Parameter!

960
01:02:29,104 --> 01:02:31,070
You suck on your mama's tit.
Parameter!

961
01:02:31,072 --> 01:02:32,739
Your school, your work,
your no play,

962
01:02:32,741 --> 01:02:35,407
your organized activities,
all just parameters!

963
01:02:35,409 --> 01:02:38,378
And now suddenly,
you have life.

964
01:02:38,380 --> 01:02:40,446
That's what we call
this brand new chaos

965
01:02:40,448 --> 01:02:42,384
you're most recently
experiencing, by the way.

966
01:02:43,218 --> 01:02:44,617
- Okay?
- Yeah.

967
01:02:44,619 --> 01:02:45,954
Dig down. Tell me more.

968
01:02:46,488 --> 01:02:49,222
I...

969
01:02:49,224 --> 01:02:52,125
I have this total and
completely crippling fear

970
01:02:52,127 --> 01:02:54,395
that I will never be able
to write anything ever.

971
01:02:54,397 --> 01:02:56,396
Good. Why are you here?

972
01:02:56,398 --> 01:02:59,132
- 'Cause you texted me to meet you.
- No.

973
01:02:59,134 --> 01:03:01,234
LA. Why did you
come here now?

974
01:03:01,236 --> 01:03:05,639
I came to LA because I wanted to get
away from the falseness of my past.

975
01:03:05,641 --> 01:03:08,475
To accept the truth
of my present.

976
01:03:08,477 --> 01:03:10,644
Maybe a little less
pretention, but I'll take it.

977
01:03:10,646 --> 01:03:13,813
Have you considered this crusade
of truth has a faulty base?

978
01:03:13,815 --> 01:03:15,983
Truth itself has
a faulty base.

979
01:03:15,985 --> 01:03:19,021
Don't get clever.
That's not what life is about.

980
01:03:20,522 --> 01:03:22,625
Tell me more about
this wild past of yours.

981
01:03:25,126 --> 01:03:26,794
I'd rather not.

982
01:03:26,796 --> 01:03:28,195
You know, right here,
there's all these people...

983
01:03:28,197 --> 01:03:32,101
You do understand your past does
not belong to you alone, right?

984
01:03:36,138 --> 01:03:38,205
Yes. There it is.

985
01:03:38,207 --> 01:03:40,709
Don't be selfish. Share.

986
01:03:40,711 --> 01:03:42,142
I've given you me.

987
01:03:42,144 --> 01:03:44,678
I've given you my door,
my friends, my world.

988
01:03:44,680 --> 01:03:46,313
What have you given us?

989
01:03:46,315 --> 01:03:48,949
It's time to return the favor,
Daniel.

990
01:03:48,951 --> 01:03:50,719
- What are you saying?
- Don't read into it!

991
01:03:50,721 --> 01:03:52,953
Not everything has a meaning!

992
01:03:52,955 --> 01:03:57,394
Chaos is honest and it's granting
you a moment right here, right now.

993
01:03:58,060 --> 01:03:59,893
Tell me what's cracking you!

994
01:03:59,895 --> 01:04:00,995
I don't wanna do this here!

995
01:04:00,997 --> 01:04:03,398
Oh, who gives a blow about
these conventionals?

996
01:04:03,400 --> 01:04:06,635
Fuck them! Their wontons are more
interesting than their thoughts.

997
01:04:06,637 --> 01:04:09,136
The soggy tuna is
festering their brains!

998
01:04:09,138 --> 01:04:10,672
Don't fall back into being
one of them!

999
01:04:10,674 --> 01:04:13,808
Break through the crowd and
give me some of the real you!

1000
01:04:13,810 --> 01:04:16,146
- I don't know what you want from me!
- Tell me about them, Daniel.

1001
01:04:17,414 --> 01:04:18,415
Who?

1002
01:04:20,317 --> 01:04:22,250
Who told you about them?

1003
01:04:22,252 --> 01:04:24,587
Ah. There's the rub.

1004
01:04:24,589 --> 01:04:26,422
"Them" means
something to you,

1005
01:04:26,424 --> 01:04:28,557
and I don't even have a clue
who the fuck they are.

1006
01:04:28,559 --> 01:04:30,159
But you do,
and that's what matters.

1007
01:04:30,161 --> 01:04:31,893
It's all just fucking
conjecture to me,

1008
01:04:31,895 --> 01:04:34,596
but you're right on the edge
of getting past your thing.

1009
01:04:34,598 --> 01:04:39,267
This is a wall. Open up!
Let it out! Smash through it!

1010
01:04:39,269 --> 01:04:42,738
I can't live in the present because
I'm fucking haunted by my past!

1011
01:04:42,740 --> 01:04:45,106
- Good. Why? Say it.
- Because I'm destructive!

1012
01:04:45,108 --> 01:04:48,411
- Good. Yes. Why?
- Because fucking bad things have happened to me!

1013
01:04:48,413 --> 01:04:50,079
Bad things happen
to everyone.

1014
01:04:50,081 --> 01:04:51,547
What makes your bad
so special?

1015
01:04:51,549 --> 01:04:53,384
- You wouldn't understand!
- Try me!

1016
01:04:54,118 --> 01:04:56,752
My story is 20 years
of shame,

1017
01:04:56,754 --> 01:04:58,821
and rejection
and violent hatred

1018
01:04:58,823 --> 01:05:02,458
forced onto me every, every,
every fucking second!

1019
01:05:02,460 --> 01:05:04,693
And I defeated it. I won!

1020
01:05:04,695 --> 01:05:06,462
I came out the other side

1021
01:05:06,464 --> 01:05:09,064
like the return of the God
damned King holding the ring

1022
01:05:09,066 --> 01:05:13,202
I just stripped from the volcanic
center of the fucking Earth!

1023
01:05:13,204 --> 01:05:16,606
And now, I, King,
am here in front of you,

1024
01:05:16,608 --> 01:05:20,578
and I want nothing more than to understand.
Don't you see?

1025
01:05:21,646 --> 01:05:25,347
The whole world
wants you, Daniel.

1026
01:05:25,349 --> 01:05:28,984
Chaos is come again
but we can ease it together.

1027
01:05:28,986 --> 01:05:31,390
You can be
a part of the remedy.

1028
01:05:34,159 --> 01:05:37,596
I can save you
if you just open up.

1029
01:05:38,997 --> 01:05:42,301
Show me that you have
something to give our world.

1030
01:05:45,269 --> 01:05:46,338
I, uh...

1031
01:05:49,575 --> 01:05:51,911
I need to know
everything, Daniel.

1032
01:05:53,278 --> 01:05:55,581
It's the only way
I can help you.

1033
01:06:02,355 --> 01:06:03,356
I'm sorry.

1034
01:06:04,691 --> 01:06:06,125
I can't.

1035
01:07:50,532 --> 01:07:51,598
Hey.

1036
01:07:51,600 --> 01:07:53,435
- Hey, sorry I had to buy one.
- Get back in.

1037
01:07:54,035 --> 01:07:55,037
What?

1038
01:07:56,438 --> 01:07:57,772
Get back in and drive.

1039
01:07:58,506 --> 01:07:59,574
Okay.

1040
01:08:36,379 --> 01:08:37,413
Wait.

1041
01:08:39,181 --> 01:08:40,349
Daniel, I'm...

1042
01:08:42,251 --> 01:08:44,754
I've never been
with anyone before.

1043
01:08:46,622 --> 01:08:47,623
It's okay.

1044
01:08:48,424 --> 01:08:49,425
We don't...

1045
01:08:50,594 --> 01:08:52,362
There's nothing we have to do.

1046
01:09:44,581 --> 01:09:46,550
Will you come to
Lilith's birthday tonight?

1047
01:09:47,417 --> 01:09:49,217
Yeah. Of course.

1048
01:09:49,219 --> 01:09:52,888
It's downtown at Shingyo
at 9:30. Will you come?

1049
01:09:52,890 --> 01:09:55,558
- Yeah, I just said...
- I mean no matter what.

1050
01:09:55,560 --> 01:09:59,028
Like if you don't hear from me
or whatever today, still come.

1051
01:09:59,030 --> 01:10:00,097
Okay?

1052
01:10:00,099 --> 01:10:02,067
It's just... I want you there.

1053
01:10:04,502 --> 01:10:06,368
Okay. Yeah.

1054
01:10:06,370 --> 01:10:07,539
Of course. I'll be there.

1055
01:10:08,039 --> 01:10:09,107
Okay.

1056
01:10:14,879 --> 01:10:16,081
Hey, are you okay?

1057
01:10:16,681 --> 01:10:17,780
Is there something...

1058
01:10:17,782 --> 01:10:18,851
I love you.

1059
01:10:32,931 --> 01:10:34,463
Who's that?

1060
01:10:34,465 --> 01:10:35,666
Don't worry about her.

1061
01:10:37,468 --> 01:10:40,704
- Hey, I'm Brody.
- Don't talk to her.

1062
01:10:40,706 --> 01:10:43,408
- Okay. Sorry.
- Look at me.

1063
01:10:46,445 --> 01:10:49,579
Hope for you may be
unrealistic at this point,

1064
01:10:49,581 --> 01:10:51,885
but there's a certain
salvation that can be found.

1065
01:10:52,752 --> 01:10:54,786
So follow what I'm saying.

1066
01:10:54,788 --> 01:10:57,321
What do I not
know about you?

1067
01:11:30,790 --> 01:11:32,124
And I knocked him
down on the floor.

1068
01:11:32,126 --> 01:11:34,193
He's an old man. Did you
really have to do that?

1069
01:11:34,195 --> 01:11:35,459
Didn't you kick his butt?

1070
01:11:35,461 --> 01:11:36,527
I mean, I did...

1071
01:11:36,529 --> 01:11:37,996
- Mommy!
- Mom!

1072
01:11:37,998 --> 01:11:39,798
- Hi, guys.
- Hey, Mom.

1073
01:11:39,800 --> 01:11:41,200
Oh, bring it in.

1074
01:11:41,202 --> 01:11:44,135
- How was karate?
- It was amazing!

1075
01:11:44,137 --> 01:11:46,204
I did 800 tomahawks!

1076
01:11:46,206 --> 01:11:47,306
That's awesome.

1077
01:11:47,308 --> 01:11:49,208
Me and master sensei did 900.

1078
01:11:49,210 --> 01:11:51,310
- I'm not surprised.
- Daniel drew me a Chewbacca picture!

1079
01:11:51,312 --> 01:11:54,345
- And Han Solo!
- This is great. We'll get it up on the fridge.

1080
01:11:54,347 --> 01:11:56,014
- Yeah.
- All right, go get ready for dinner.

1081
01:11:56,016 --> 01:11:57,316
Okay. Come on.

1082
01:11:57,318 --> 01:11:59,820
- And wash your hands!
- I can't make that promise!

1083
01:12:00,654 --> 01:12:02,387
You better make that
a promise.

1084
01:12:02,389 --> 01:12:04,224
Okay.

1085
01:12:04,226 --> 01:12:06,692
Pretty sure tomahawk's
not a real Karate move.

1086
01:12:06,694 --> 01:12:09,694
Yeah, well, if either of them wants
to get in the sport professionally,

1087
01:12:09,696 --> 01:12:11,663
- I'll be sure to let them know.
- Okay.

1088
01:12:11,665 --> 01:12:13,567
Nice touch
with the drawing.

1089
01:12:14,367 --> 01:12:15,669
They really love you.

1090
01:12:18,739 --> 01:12:19,874
Um...

1091
01:12:20,574 --> 01:12:22,143
Are you okay?

1092
01:12:22,676 --> 01:12:24,043
Yeah.

1093
01:12:24,045 --> 01:12:26,312
I know. No, I just...

1094
01:12:26,314 --> 01:12:28,915
- You know, with their dad thing...
- Ah, I got it.

1095
01:12:28,917 --> 01:12:30,952
- Yes, I am fine.
- Okay.

1096
01:12:32,419 --> 01:12:34,354
'Cause you can tell me
if you want.

1097
01:12:34,356 --> 01:12:37,223
You can like wink three times
or we could have a code word.

1098
01:12:38,894 --> 01:12:39,895
What?

1099
01:12:40,594 --> 01:12:41,694
Nothing.

1100
01:12:41,696 --> 01:12:43,198
That was an adorable offer.

1101
01:12:44,599 --> 01:12:47,934
You wanna stick around
for dinner?

1102
01:12:47,936 --> 01:12:49,569
I'm sure the boys
would love it.

1103
01:12:49,571 --> 01:12:52,072
I, uh... I can't.

1104
01:12:52,074 --> 01:12:53,406
I'm sorry, I...

1105
01:12:53,408 --> 01:12:56,541
All right. Save the story,
Hemingway.

1106
01:12:56,543 --> 01:12:58,246
You're invited
any time you like.

1107
01:13:21,903 --> 01:13:26,773
<i>♪ Oh, she deals in witchcraft</i>

1108
01:13:26,775 --> 01:13:31,477
<i>♪ And one kiss and I'm zapped</i>

1109
01:13:31,479 --> 01:13:34,316
<i>♪ Oh, how can heaven hold
a place for me</i>

1110
01:13:34,318 --> 01:13:38,719
<i>♪ When a girl like
you has cast a spell on me</i>

1111
01:13:38,721 --> 01:13:43,457
<i>♪ Oh, how can heaven hold
a place for me</i>

1112
01:13:43,459 --> 01:13:48,731
<i>♪ When a girl like you
has cast a spell on me</i>

1113
01:14:03,347 --> 01:14:04,348
Hey.

1114
01:14:16,727 --> 01:14:21,029
<i>♪ Oh, how can heaven hold
a place for me</i>

1115
01:14:21,031 --> 01:14:25,336
<i>♪ When a girl like you
has cast a spell on me</i>

1116
01:14:26,703 --> 01:14:28,672
- Everything okay?
- Mmm-hmm.

1117
01:14:30,842 --> 01:14:33,274
Happy birthday, Lilith.

1118
01:14:33,276 --> 01:14:36,113
<i>♪ ...cast a spell on me ♪</i>

1119
01:14:47,992 --> 01:14:49,627
- You okay?
- Yeah.

1120
01:14:51,295 --> 01:14:54,331
<i>Next up,
we have Lilith!</i>

1121
01:15:00,537 --> 01:15:01,538
Hey, man.

1122
01:15:11,015 --> 01:15:13,252
Hi. It's my birthday.

1123
01:15:13,718 --> 01:15:14,817
Fuck you.

1124
01:15:14,819 --> 01:15:16,685
Yes. Preach it.

1125
01:15:16,687 --> 01:15:19,423
<i>♪ Where the
light shivers offshore</i>

1126
01:15:19,425 --> 01:15:22,426
<i>♪ Through the tides of oceans</i>

1127
01:15:22,428 --> 01:15:25,295
<i>♪ We are shining
in the rising sun</i>

1128
01:15:25,297 --> 01:15:26,331
Preach!

1129
01:15:27,499 --> 01:15:29,834
Hey, I got you something.

1130
01:15:30,568 --> 01:15:32,803
- You got me a gift?
- Yeah.

1131
01:15:32,805 --> 01:15:36,373
- But it's Lilith's birthday.
- Right, but...

1132
01:15:36,375 --> 01:15:38,742
I don't think she's actually
spoken to me yet.

1133
01:15:38,744 --> 01:15:40,012
You just got here.

1134
01:15:40,579 --> 01:15:42,447
No, I mean, like ever.

1135
01:15:42,449 --> 01:15:45,549
<i>♪ Whatever I feel for you</i>

1136
01:15:45,551 --> 01:15:48,885
<i>♪ You only seem
to care about you</i>

1137
01:15:48,887 --> 01:15:52,624
<i>♪ Is there any chance
you could see me, too?</i>

1138
01:15:53,258 --> 01:15:55,258
<i>♪ 'Cause I love you</i>

1139
01:15:55,260 --> 01:15:58,262
Yes, girl! Fuck them.

1140
01:15:58,264 --> 01:16:01,765
<i>♪ Just to get some attention
from you</i>

1141
01:16:01,767 --> 01:16:05,939
<i>♪ In the waves I've lost
every trace of you</i>

1142
01:16:06,473 --> 01:16:10,475
<i>♪ Where are you?</i>

1143
01:16:10,477 --> 01:16:12,075
Come on.

1144
01:16:16,249 --> 01:16:17,649
It's my favorite book.

1145
01:16:24,657 --> 01:16:25,959
I thought you'd love it.

1146
01:16:34,801 --> 01:16:37,570
Sorry. Did I... Did I do
something wrong?

1147
01:16:48,282 --> 01:16:51,150
<i>♪ Whatever I feel for you</i>

1148
01:16:51,152 --> 01:16:54,688
<i>♪ You only seem to
care about you</i>

1149
01:16:56,624 --> 01:16:58,124
Is everything all right?

1150
01:16:59,993 --> 01:17:01,759
I'm sorry. I have to.

1151
01:17:01,761 --> 01:17:04,662
<i>♪ Is there anything I could do</i>

1152
01:17:04,664 --> 01:17:07,866
<i>♪ Just to get some attention
from you?</i>

1153
01:17:07,868 --> 01:17:11,870
<i>♪ In the waves I've lost
every trace of you</i>

1154
01:17:11,872 --> 01:17:16,010
<i>♪ Where are you?</i>

1155
01:17:28,122 --> 01:17:29,823
Chaos is come again.

1156
01:17:34,596 --> 01:17:35,827
Flick a light for the devil?

1157
01:17:35,829 --> 01:17:37,065
Jesus fucking...

1158
01:17:37,731 --> 01:17:38,831
Mack?

1159
01:17:38,833 --> 01:17:40,400
Oh, fuck.

1160
01:17:40,402 --> 01:17:42,402
What are you doing here?

1161
01:17:42,404 --> 01:17:45,137
Lilith's birthday,
I thought you'd be there.

1162
01:17:45,139 --> 01:17:46,539
- Yeah, I'm here, man.
- Yeah.

1163
01:17:46,541 --> 01:17:48,241
I'm right fucking here.
I'm standing right in front of you, mate!

1164
01:17:48,243 --> 01:17:50,643
Hey, take it easy.
What are you doing on the street, Mack?

1165
01:17:50,645 --> 01:17:52,812
There are rules
to the chaos, Danny.

1166
01:17:52,814 --> 01:17:55,014
Everyone keeps saying that but
I don't know what that means.

1167
01:17:55,016 --> 01:17:57,183
Because he's right.
There are rule to chaos.

1168
01:17:57,185 --> 01:17:59,352
But you don't get to
make them.

1169
01:17:59,354 --> 01:18:00,720
Mack, are you okay?

1170
01:18:00,722 --> 01:18:03,490
You wish that
his rules were true.

1171
01:18:03,492 --> 01:18:04,724
But I can help you, Mack.

1172
01:18:04,726 --> 01:18:06,193
I can help you.
What do you need?

1173
01:18:06,195 --> 01:18:07,927
- I have money.
- Would you help me?

1174
01:18:07,929 --> 01:18:09,331
Yes, what do you need?

1175
01:18:10,031 --> 01:18:11,399
You can kill him?

1176
01:18:13,235 --> 01:18:14,334
What?

1177
01:18:14,336 --> 01:18:15,671
You can! You can kill him!

1178
01:18:16,505 --> 01:18:18,738
Before they all go, Danny!

1179
01:18:18,740 --> 01:18:20,740
That's fucking crazy.
What are you talking about?

1180
01:18:20,742 --> 01:18:22,042
I can get you a gun, okay?

1181
01:18:22,044 --> 01:18:23,711
Not here, I don't have it on me
but I can get you one, Danny.

1182
01:18:23,713 --> 01:18:25,512
I don't have it but I can
get you a gun, Danny.

1183
01:18:25,514 --> 01:18:26,749
You need a gun!

1184
01:18:27,783 --> 01:18:28,784
Please?

1185
01:18:41,864 --> 01:18:44,031
Yo, Daniel!

1186
01:18:44,033 --> 01:18:45,766
What's up, homie?
Long time, no see!

1187
01:18:45,768 --> 01:18:48,603
Yo, you dressed like
a little pussy just for us?

1188
01:18:50,207 --> 01:18:52,042
- Don't be so mean.
- Here, have a beer.

1189
01:19:09,792 --> 01:19:11,059
Whoa, whoa.

1190
01:19:13,864 --> 01:19:15,930
I keep trying to do
good things for people

1191
01:19:15,932 --> 01:19:17,299
but they don't want it, okay?

1192
01:19:17,301 --> 01:19:18,734
I'm trying to be
in the moment,

1193
01:19:18,736 --> 01:19:20,468
I'm trying to be good...

1194
01:19:20,470 --> 01:19:22,504
But, but I can't
make it work, okay?

1195
01:19:22,506 --> 01:19:24,406
The gears aren't
fucking connecting!

1196
01:19:24,408 --> 01:19:25,674
I can't even
get my words right.

1197
01:19:25,676 --> 01:19:28,176
I can't even get sounds
to make sense.

1198
01:19:28,178 --> 01:19:29,645
Man, you don't wanna
hear this shit right now,

1199
01:19:29,647 --> 01:19:30,912
but fuck them females.

1200
01:19:30,914 --> 01:19:32,648
This is your own doing.

1201
01:19:32,650 --> 01:19:35,083
You're letting your mind get
warped by your love obsession.

1202
01:19:35,085 --> 01:19:37,322
What you try to give
her now that she didn't want?

1203
01:19:37,821 --> 01:19:38,887
A book.

1204
01:19:40,591 --> 01:19:42,291
My favorite book.

1205
01:19:42,293 --> 01:19:45,126
Yeah. Because I'm the first
guy in the history of the world

1206
01:19:45,128 --> 01:19:46,995
to do something stupid
over a girl, right?

1207
01:19:46,997 --> 01:19:48,531
Yo,
you wanna borrow a shovel?

1208
01:19:48,533 --> 01:19:49,931
What?

1209
01:19:49,933 --> 01:19:51,803
How in the hell else you gonna
get that sand outside your vagina?

1210
01:19:53,538 --> 01:19:55,504
All right. Good.

1211
01:19:55,506 --> 01:19:59,177
I was just playing.
So sensitive.

1212
01:20:25,137 --> 01:20:26,138
<i>Daniel...</i>

1213
01:20:27,005 --> 01:20:28,071
I'm sorry.

1214
01:20:28,073 --> 01:20:30,340
<i>I don't get it.
You told me to come</i>

1215
01:20:30,342 --> 01:20:32,843
<i>and then you just...
You didn't want me there.</i>

1216
01:20:32,845 --> 01:20:33,976
<i>I guess I'm not one of you.</i>

1217
01:20:33,978 --> 01:20:35,211
It's not that.

1218
01:20:35,213 --> 01:20:37,848
- <i>I just saw Mack.</i>
- You are a part of this, Daniel.

1219
01:20:37,850 --> 01:20:40,717
- <i>He's all fucked up.</i>
- Everyone just needs to spend more time with you.

1220
01:20:40,719 --> 01:20:42,219
<i>But Seth doesn't
want me there.</i>

1221
01:20:42,221 --> 01:20:43,653
I'll talk to Seth.

1222
01:20:43,655 --> 01:20:45,222
You have to be here
at New Years.

1223
01:20:45,224 --> 01:20:47,025
- I don't understand why he doesn't...
- Talya!

1224
01:20:47,827 --> 01:20:49,560
<i>I wanna see you, okay?</i>

1225
01:20:49,562 --> 01:20:51,096
<i>Let's go somewhere now.</i>

1226
01:20:51,431 --> 01:20:52,530
<i>Talya?</i>

1227
01:20:52,532 --> 01:20:53,598
Pace.

1228
01:20:53,600 --> 01:20:54,933
I have to go.

1229
01:21:17,223 --> 01:21:18,224
I love you.

1230
01:21:19,124 --> 01:21:20,357
Sorry, I have to.

1231
01:21:20,359 --> 01:21:23,059
<i>Hey, it's Talya.
Leave a message.</i>

1232
01:21:23,061 --> 01:21:24,096
Hey.

1233
01:21:25,265 --> 01:21:27,734
I don't think you actually
want me to stop.

1234
01:21:29,869 --> 01:21:31,402
I don't know if you meant
what you said.

1235
01:21:31,404 --> 01:21:34,472
<i>Listen,
I'm still here, all right?</i>

1236
01:21:34,474 --> 01:21:37,709
<i>If you need time before whatever
this New Years thing is,</i>

1237
01:21:37,711 --> 01:21:41,580
<i>it's okay but...
I'm here.</i>

1238
01:21:41,582 --> 01:21:43,383
<i>Meet me up
in the mountains sometime.</i>

1239
01:21:44,717 --> 01:21:49,554
<i>I know I don't say the right
things, but I'm here.</i>

1240
01:21:49,556 --> 01:21:53,326
<i>If there's anything you need,
I'm here.</i>

1241
01:21:55,596 --> 01:21:57,932
We want what's best, right?

1242
01:21:59,800 --> 01:22:03,304
T-bird. We want what's best.
We're so, so close.

1243
01:22:03,637 --> 01:22:04,638
Tempo.

1244
01:22:11,278 --> 01:22:12,746
Play it again.

1245
01:22:15,115 --> 01:22:17,749
<i>Look, I don't
think you actually want me to stop.</i>

1246
01:22:17,751 --> 01:22:19,518
<i>Maybe you didn't
mean what you said.</i>

1247
01:22:19,520 --> 01:22:21,422
<i>Listen.
I'm still here, all right?</i>

1248
01:22:30,699 --> 01:22:32,833
Oh, a man on the couch.

1249
01:22:34,301 --> 01:22:35,902
Hi.

1250
01:22:35,904 --> 01:22:37,503
- Sorry.
- Don't be sorry.

1251
01:22:37,505 --> 01:22:39,875
- Keep sleeping if you want.
- They went to bed around 8:00.

1252
01:22:41,308 --> 01:22:42,709
Huddy was crying a little.

1253
01:22:42,711 --> 01:22:46,147
So I let him play video games.
I hope that's okay.

1254
01:22:47,048 --> 01:22:49,150
No. You should stay.

1255
01:22:56,223 --> 01:22:58,393
So, how's that girl of yours?

1256
01:22:59,159 --> 01:23:00,295
Any more books?

1257
01:23:01,229 --> 01:23:06,199
No, not really.
It's, uh, complicated.

1258
01:23:06,201 --> 01:23:09,135
I always get the shit
kick pile leftovers, you know?

1259
01:23:09,137 --> 01:23:12,038
I'm bombarded by
bad pick-up lines,

1260
01:23:12,040 --> 01:23:15,776
disgusting breath and hands
groping all up on my ass.

1261
01:23:15,778 --> 01:23:18,412
I don't want that shit
anymore, Daniel.

1262
01:23:18,414 --> 01:23:19,846
No, of course not.

1263
01:23:19,848 --> 01:23:24,720
I mean... Knowing you,
you don't deserve that.

1264
01:23:28,056 --> 01:23:30,056
Why is that every man
I wish would show up

1265
01:23:30,058 --> 01:23:32,862
on my doorstep is just
always too noble to do it?

1266
01:23:35,331 --> 01:23:36,831
I want a knight.

1267
01:23:36,833 --> 01:23:39,770
Romance novel dream shit.

1268
01:23:41,337 --> 01:23:42,737
Fucking pathetic, right?

1269
01:23:42,739 --> 01:23:44,540
What am I?
An eight year-old girl?

1270
01:23:45,206 --> 01:23:46,907
No.

1271
01:23:46,909 --> 01:23:49,679
No, you're...
You're like a real woman.

1272
01:23:51,714 --> 01:23:53,182
Um...

1273
01:24:08,297 --> 01:24:09,432
I gotta go.

1274
01:24:31,421 --> 01:24:32,789
I knew you'd come.

1275
01:24:33,223 --> 01:24:34,289
Of course.

1276
01:24:34,291 --> 01:24:35,790
It's like the Bat signal.

1277
01:24:35,792 --> 01:24:39,396
The Mahipitipita Signal.

1278
01:24:41,565 --> 01:24:44,132
You won't be able to
come here anymore.

1279
01:24:44,134 --> 01:24:46,402
I can't see you.

1280
01:24:46,404 --> 01:24:49,170
That's all I can say, okay?
I'm sorry.

1281
01:24:49,172 --> 01:24:50,940
Hey. Hey!

1282
01:24:50,942 --> 01:24:52,143
What is all this?

1283
01:24:54,345 --> 01:24:57,647
I wish... I could just be
mountain Talya,

1284
01:24:57,649 --> 01:24:59,347
and you could be
mountain Daniel,

1285
01:24:59,349 --> 01:25:02,150
and we would just have
our own little secret place

1286
01:25:02,152 --> 01:25:04,353
and that would just be
everything all the time.

1287
01:25:04,355 --> 01:25:05,590
We can go wherever
you wanna go.

1288
01:25:06,658 --> 01:25:07,792
Anywhere in the world.

1289
01:25:08,226 --> 01:25:09,494
I can't leave.

1290
01:25:10,161 --> 01:25:11,162
Why?

1291
01:25:16,101 --> 01:25:18,101
Because...

1292
01:25:18,103 --> 01:25:19,837
I have too much that
I'm committed to here.

1293
01:25:20,938 --> 01:25:22,705
New Year's is
this fresh start.

1294
01:25:22,707 --> 01:25:25,008
The calendar flip
isn't arbitrary, okay?

1295
01:25:25,010 --> 01:25:27,679
- Yeah.
- I have to be here. Daniel!

1296
01:25:29,048 --> 01:25:30,814
I'm sorry.

1297
01:25:30,816 --> 01:25:33,519
There are bigger things
that you don't understand!

1298
01:25:34,653 --> 01:25:36,720
I don't have a choice!

1299
01:25:36,722 --> 01:25:40,359
You have a choice to be
wherever you wanna be.

1300
01:25:49,702 --> 01:25:50,703
What?

1301
01:27:26,901 --> 01:27:27,902
Hey.

1302
01:27:30,805 --> 01:27:32,240
I'm making you some breakfast.

1303
01:27:42,185 --> 01:27:45,185
All right. I know
you like to talk a lot,

1304
01:27:45,187 --> 01:27:47,319
but I just need you to
hold your thoughts okay?

1305
01:27:47,321 --> 01:27:48,589
Okay.

1306
01:27:51,159 --> 01:27:52,861
I am moving back home.

1307
01:27:54,196 --> 01:27:55,829
But this is home.

1308
01:27:55,831 --> 01:27:59,799
- No, this isn't where I'm me.
- Is this about money?

1309
01:27:59,801 --> 01:28:01,501
Or like a father figure thing?

1310
01:28:01,503 --> 01:28:03,703
- Stop, Daniel.
- No, really. 'Cause I have money.

1311
01:28:03,705 --> 01:28:06,539
You know, and I can
be a man I think...

1312
01:28:06,541 --> 01:28:08,141
Like a real man.

1313
01:28:08,143 --> 01:28:10,545
Just let me be straight
with you about last night.

1314
01:28:11,379 --> 01:28:13,613
I was confused about myself.

1315
01:28:13,615 --> 01:28:16,016
Everyone handles their shit
differently.

1316
01:28:16,018 --> 01:28:19,153
Some people get angry,
some people like to fuck.

1317
01:28:19,155 --> 01:28:22,455
- And I'm not saying that any of it is right.
- Last night was a rush.

1318
01:28:22,457 --> 01:28:24,892
- I honestly didn't know I could feel like that.
- Stop.

1319
01:28:24,894 --> 01:28:28,629
What I'm trying to say is that
last night messed me up a little.

1320
01:28:28,631 --> 01:28:31,364
Because yeah,
there is something here.

1321
01:28:31,366 --> 01:28:35,202
And I woke up this morning, and I looked
over at you, and I was thinking...

1322
01:28:35,204 --> 01:28:37,370
I could get used to this.

1323
01:28:37,372 --> 01:28:39,405
But it was fleeting.

1324
01:28:39,407 --> 01:28:43,410
Because you're not a man,
and you don't need to be one yet.

1325
01:28:43,412 --> 01:28:48,250
And more importantly,
I realized that my entire life,

1326
01:28:48,252 --> 01:28:50,988
I believed that I needed
a man to be whole.

1327
01:28:52,923 --> 01:28:56,090
I left my home for a man.

1328
01:28:56,092 --> 01:28:58,761
I moved to the city
for a man.

1329
01:29:00,429 --> 01:29:02,863
And that's my honest,
messy truth.

1330
01:29:02,865 --> 01:29:05,102
From God to me to you.

1331
01:29:06,003 --> 01:29:07,135
Yeah.

1332
01:29:07,137 --> 01:29:09,271
I needed to feel like someone
was with me last night.

1333
01:29:09,273 --> 01:29:13,243
And truth be told, you were the best
person to make that mistake with but...

1334
01:29:14,279 --> 01:29:16,077
No matter how good it feels,

1335
01:29:16,079 --> 01:29:19,180
I would be doing it
for all of the wrong reasons.

1336
01:29:19,182 --> 01:29:22,951
And I don't want you
wondering why or if...

1337
01:29:22,953 --> 01:29:25,353
Because you have had
enough of that game.

1338
01:29:25,355 --> 01:29:28,525
And you do deserve to know why
people do the things that they do.

1339
01:29:29,259 --> 01:29:30,393
Thank you.

1340
01:29:34,865 --> 01:29:36,401
It will suck without you guys.

1341
01:29:37,268 --> 01:29:38,568
You've got Jose and the boys.

1342
01:29:40,238 --> 01:29:41,771
Those guys think I'm a joke.

1343
01:29:41,773 --> 01:29:44,572
Come on. They only razz you
because they like you.

1344
01:29:44,574 --> 01:29:45,907
They must think
you're worth something

1345
01:29:45,909 --> 01:29:48,377
or else you wouldn't be
able to get shit off of them.

1346
01:29:48,379 --> 01:29:50,881
They've been through too much
to be fake with anyone.

1347
01:29:51,416 --> 01:29:52,782
Too much what?

1348
01:29:52,784 --> 01:29:55,084
The same shit
that Jose's been through.

1349
01:29:55,086 --> 01:29:57,787
You notice
I'm not following, right?

1350
01:29:57,789 --> 01:30:00,058
The house, Friday night
group, the whole thing.

1351
01:30:01,092 --> 01:30:02,660
You really don't know?

1352
01:30:04,762 --> 01:30:08,399
Jose's mom left him this house
after his daughter was killed.

1353
01:30:11,269 --> 01:30:12,270
What?

1354
01:30:13,137 --> 01:30:15,838
- Jose's daughter's dead?
- Yeah.

1355
01:30:15,840 --> 01:30:17,909
Same with all those guys.
They've all lost a kid.

1356
01:30:18,977 --> 01:30:20,578
<i>And now they're
there for each other.</i>

1357
01:30:22,580 --> 01:30:25,918
They wouldn't just let anyone sit
around that fire with them, Daniel.

1358
01:30:28,787 --> 01:30:30,987
Why didn't you tell
me about Friday nights?

1359
01:30:30,989 --> 01:30:32,221
Oh, come on.

1360
01:30:32,223 --> 01:30:34,157
You're this amazing guy and
you were never gonna let on?

1361
01:30:34,159 --> 01:30:36,159
Just act like
this nobody caretaker

1362
01:30:36,161 --> 01:30:38,161
when you're actually saving
the fucking neighborhood?

1363
01:30:38,163 --> 01:30:40,629
- I don't do it for a trophy.
- I know you're not.

1364
01:30:40,631 --> 01:30:43,367
But bad shit has happened
to me too, Jose. Okay?

1365
01:30:43,369 --> 01:30:45,535
- You couldn't let me in on it?
- When have I closed my door to you?

1366
01:30:45,537 --> 01:30:46,903
It's not about that.

1367
01:30:46,905 --> 01:30:49,840
I thought this was a two-way
thing but it's not, really, is it?

1368
01:30:49,842 --> 01:30:51,675
You know, I vent to you...

1369
01:30:51,677 --> 01:30:54,677
- And you don't share with me your story, your life...
- This shit ain't about me.

1370
01:30:54,679 --> 01:30:57,114
It ain't about any of them
females either.

1371
01:30:57,116 --> 01:30:58,849
Stop blaming
your little bitch problems

1372
01:30:58,851 --> 01:31:00,117
on the world
circling around you.

1373
01:31:02,389 --> 01:31:04,389
You wanna deal
with the truth? Okay!

1374
01:31:04,391 --> 01:31:06,224
Okay, homeboy.
Mirror time.

1375
01:31:06,226 --> 01:31:07,325
Judge yourself.

1376
01:31:10,529 --> 01:31:12,699
- Take a seat.
- Okay.

1377
01:31:16,202 --> 01:31:17,335
Okay, if I was
one of you guys,

1378
01:31:17,337 --> 01:31:18,372
what would you tell me?

1379
01:31:19,838 --> 01:31:21,406
All I can say is
you're the only one

1380
01:31:21,408 --> 01:31:22,875
who knows
where your sadness lives.

1381
01:31:23,476 --> 01:31:25,178
You tell me.

1382
01:31:29,149 --> 01:31:30,683
Can I imagine you
a story then?

1383
01:31:31,951 --> 01:31:32,986
Okay.

1384
01:31:36,390 --> 01:31:38,359
There once was
a very slender man.

1385
01:31:40,094 --> 01:31:44,429
Couldn't improve his God-given
stature to save his life.

1386
01:31:44,431 --> 01:31:47,365
<i>And the older he grew,
this thing that he couldn't control</i>

1387
01:31:47,367 --> 01:31:49,903
<i>became a source of constant
disappointment for him.</i>

1388
01:31:51,171 --> 01:31:54,373
He gave his wife and son
a love so deep,

1389
01:31:54,375 --> 01:31:57,309
<i>that it could just
engulf the world.</i>

1390
01:31:57,311 --> 01:32:00,414
You know, he loved with
every fiber of his being.

1391
01:32:02,917 --> 01:32:04,185
It wasn't enough.

1392
01:32:05,387 --> 01:32:08,189
This was a man
born for sadness.

1393
01:32:09,490 --> 01:32:12,291
When he caught his wife
in the arms of a bigger man,

1394
01:32:12,293 --> 01:32:13,760
well...

1395
01:32:14,862 --> 01:32:16,864
Something just went haywire...

1396
01:32:17,465 --> 01:32:18,467
...in a snap.

1397
01:32:19,600 --> 01:32:22,101
So he went to his
16 year-old son,

1398
01:32:22,103 --> 01:32:23,702
<i>and he said very calmly,</i>

1399
01:32:23,704 --> 01:32:26,874
<i>like he had been thinking of the right
words to leave him with for years,</i>

1400
01:32:28,210 --> 01:32:29,544
"Love is fake.

1401
01:32:30,911 --> 01:32:32,581
"It's a front."

1402
01:32:34,381 --> 01:32:36,317
<i>He then hit the road
and never turned back.</i>

1403
01:32:39,653 --> 01:32:44,557
And his wife was left bathing in
this guilt that slowly destroyed her.

1404
01:32:44,559 --> 01:32:49,295
<i>She spent days and nights
looking at her son...</i>

1405
01:32:49,297 --> 01:32:53,867
<i>She would try to muster some words that
would save the concept of love for him.</i>

1406
01:32:53,869 --> 01:32:55,736
But... The well was empty.

1407
01:32:58,273 --> 01:33:00,607
<i>No one could know
for sure but,</i>

1408
01:33:00,609 --> 01:33:02,909
<i>she was probably the one who
veered into the oncoming lane</i>

1409
01:33:02,911 --> 01:33:04,446
<i>when the truck
hit her head on.</i>

1410
01:33:07,617 --> 01:33:09,951
Love made that boy an orphan.

1411
01:33:12,020 --> 01:33:16,691
<i>And he's spent every moment since trying
to convince himself that it can be real.</i>

1412
01:33:20,362 --> 01:33:23,332
I don't have any love
left in me.

1413
01:33:26,101 --> 01:33:28,437
There's a stone of hate
buried in my gut.

1414
01:33:30,373 --> 01:33:31,773
I know this hate.

1415
01:33:33,509 --> 01:33:36,877
My hate was all connected
to my past, too.

1416
01:33:36,879 --> 01:33:39,982
I had to rediscover the moments
where things got fucked.

1417
01:33:42,352 --> 01:33:44,487
You ask me
about my daughter.

1418
01:33:45,521 --> 01:33:46,989
I acknowledge it.

1419
01:33:47,689 --> 01:33:49,890
I respect it.

1420
01:33:49,892 --> 01:33:53,628
Sometimes all you need is to admit
that the past actually happened.

1421
01:33:53,630 --> 01:33:55,963
That's how you live with it.

1422
01:33:55,965 --> 01:33:59,634
<i>Because that past
is never-changing.</i>

1423
01:33:59,636 --> 01:34:02,406
<i>Those moments are permanent.
That shit happened.</i>

1424
01:34:03,473 --> 01:34:06,141
<i>But you can always
start again.</i>

1425
01:34:06,143 --> 01:34:08,344
<i>Change how you deal
with your truth.</i>

1426
01:34:09,946 --> 01:34:13,814
<i>If you get rid of that
stone in your gut,</i>

1427
01:34:13,816 --> 01:34:16,520
<i>you'll find all the love
you'll ever need.</i>

1428
01:34:33,370 --> 01:34:34,603
Hello, guys.

1429
01:34:34,605 --> 01:34:35,606
Yo.

1430
01:34:38,342 --> 01:34:40,409
Daniel, we're moving!

1431
01:34:40,411 --> 01:34:42,944
I know.
I'm gonna miss you guys!

1432
01:34:42,946 --> 01:34:45,046
- I'm gonna miss you, too, man.
- Can I come?

1433
01:34:45,048 --> 01:34:47,183
I'm sure we'll make
room for you.

1434
01:34:47,185 --> 01:34:49,751
Probably on the couch.
I mean, we can ask them to pull it out.

1435
01:34:49,753 --> 01:34:52,056
Okay, boys.
Say bye to Daniel and get in the van.

1436
01:34:52,590 --> 01:34:54,056
Bring it in.

1437
01:34:54,058 --> 01:34:56,324
Bye. Will you guys
send me drawings?

1438
01:34:56,326 --> 01:34:58,226
- Yeah!
- All right. Later.

1439
01:34:58,228 --> 01:35:00,131
- All right, bye.
- Bye.

1440
01:35:01,633 --> 01:35:03,901
Oh, look, there's trouble.
There's trouble.

1441
01:35:04,636 --> 01:35:05,935
Bye, Jose.

1442
01:35:05,937 --> 01:35:07,803
You know, it would be pretty
romantic if I could tell you

1443
01:35:07,805 --> 01:35:09,708
that I can grow up for you
like right this second.

1444
01:35:10,808 --> 01:35:13,610
That I could like
protect you and the boys...

1445
01:35:13,612 --> 01:35:15,880
But I can't.

1446
01:35:17,048 --> 01:35:18,449
I'm not a grown up at all.

1447
01:35:19,117 --> 01:35:20,251
Me neither.

1448
01:35:22,287 --> 01:35:23,886
Man...

1449
01:35:23,888 --> 01:35:26,157
You and me,
in another life?

1450
01:35:27,225 --> 01:35:28,458
We could do wonders.

1451
01:35:28,460 --> 01:35:30,161
Damn the whole
space and time thing.

1452
01:35:31,163 --> 01:35:32,731
Yeah, something like that.

1453
01:35:37,936 --> 01:35:40,272
- Bye, Daniel.
- Bye.

1454
01:35:43,241 --> 01:35:44,410
Hey.

1455
01:36:27,354 --> 01:36:29,122
Zachary Taylor.

1456
01:36:34,361 --> 01:36:36,728
What an inappropriate
surprise.

1457
01:36:36,730 --> 01:36:40,431
I have tried so desperately
to make clear to you

1458
01:36:40,433 --> 01:36:42,233
that you are not welcome
here anymore.

1459
01:36:42,235 --> 01:36:44,135
I need to talk to you alone.

1460
01:36:44,137 --> 01:36:46,337
Pace. Pace.

1461
01:36:46,339 --> 01:36:49,140
Your position has been filled.

1462
01:36:49,142 --> 01:36:50,845
Jesus, Seth.

1463
01:36:52,213 --> 01:36:53,414
I never do this.

1464
01:36:54,414 --> 01:36:57,315
Let's not cry
over spilt milk.

1465
01:36:57,317 --> 01:36:59,820
You got a nice fuck
out of Cindy here.

1466
01:37:01,689 --> 01:37:03,254
She's not the only one.

1467
01:37:03,256 --> 01:37:04,889
You know, it would be honest

1468
01:37:04,891 --> 01:37:09,128
if you didn't manipulate the chaos of
the entire universe at every moment.

1469
01:37:09,130 --> 01:37:11,430
We could have revealed quite a
bit of truth together, you and I.

1470
01:37:11,432 --> 01:37:12,898
You were so close.

1471
01:37:12,900 --> 01:37:16,201
Did it ever occur to you that I
just didn't wanna go there with you,

1472
01:37:16,203 --> 01:37:18,737
and that Talya doesn't either?

1473
01:37:18,739 --> 01:37:20,305
Bullshit!

1474
01:37:20,307 --> 01:37:23,942
We were a couple heartfelt sessions
away from you being right here with us,

1475
01:37:23,944 --> 01:37:26,213
but you could never
uncloud your vision.

1476
01:37:27,114 --> 01:37:29,885
The found ones see
with clear eyes.

1477
01:37:30,886 --> 01:37:33,853
She has those eyes
and she chose me.

1478
01:37:33,855 --> 01:37:34,920
No.

1479
01:37:34,922 --> 01:37:37,923
No, this is not
a choice, Seth.

1480
01:37:37,925 --> 01:37:39,192
But you said
we all had a choice.

1481
01:37:39,194 --> 01:37:42,628
No, you gather information
from your brainwashed sources,

1482
01:37:42,630 --> 01:37:44,963
and then claim
to be the savior.

1483
01:37:44,965 --> 01:37:48,367
This magic purveyor of truth.
No!

1484
01:37:48,369 --> 01:37:51,204
Ella knew me
and she saw my post.

1485
01:37:51,206 --> 01:37:54,441
She knew I was in LA. What?
She told you I was lost?

1486
01:37:54,443 --> 01:37:56,276
And that you should be
the one to find me?

1487
01:37:56,278 --> 01:37:59,579
Ah, Jesus, man.
That's not fate.

1488
01:37:59,581 --> 01:38:03,116
It's not chaotic truth.
It's manipulation!

1489
01:38:03,118 --> 01:38:04,785
Nothing here is organic.

1490
01:38:04,787 --> 01:38:07,754
You kill anything
that's real.

1491
01:38:07,756 --> 01:38:09,456
I saw what you made Mack.

1492
01:38:09,458 --> 01:38:12,260
- I saw him.
- Oh, let him do his spite!

1493
01:38:13,495 --> 01:38:15,462
I destroyed nature
in its making,

1494
01:38:15,464 --> 01:38:16,963
and I desire
the repercussions.

1495
01:38:16,965 --> 01:38:19,934
- You're on the wrong side of good.
- That's right.

1496
01:38:19,936 --> 01:38:24,104
If only you could have
come over here with us...

1497
01:38:24,106 --> 01:38:26,173
- But it's too late.
- You know what? You have taught me, Seth.

1498
01:38:26,175 --> 01:38:30,310
I used to think that people were
either good people or bad people.

1499
01:38:30,312 --> 01:38:33,413
But now I know now life really
isn't that black and white, is it?

1500
01:38:33,415 --> 01:38:36,350
I believe you took someone
who was a good person

1501
01:38:36,352 --> 01:38:38,184
and you scrambled her brain.

1502
01:38:38,186 --> 01:38:43,092
You took someone who was good and kind
and had beautiful thoughts of her own,

1503
01:38:44,862 --> 01:38:47,598
and you killed
her fucking soul, Seth.

1504
01:38:49,332 --> 01:38:50,767
You slaughter people.

1505
01:38:51,768 --> 01:38:53,504
And I won't have you
do it to me.

1506
01:38:54,837 --> 01:38:57,037
I understand a fury
in your words,

1507
01:38:57,039 --> 01:38:58,539
but not the words, Daniel.

1508
01:38:58,541 --> 01:39:01,141
I don't want any of your
"Chaos is come again" bullshit.

1509
01:39:01,143 --> 01:39:03,847
Oh, miracle to the heavens.

1510
01:39:04,380 --> 01:39:07,214
He said the magic words.

1511
01:39:07,216 --> 01:39:10,218
Chaos is come again, he says!

1512
01:39:10,220 --> 01:39:14,489
The preacher man doth
proclaimed by the wise prophet!

1513
01:39:14,491 --> 01:39:16,124
Do you think
it's just that simple?

1514
01:39:16,126 --> 01:39:18,492
Do you think you say
some magic words, and poof!

1515
01:39:18,494 --> 01:39:22,096
Well, please. Since you understand
all, oh bounteous writer,

1516
01:39:22,098 --> 01:39:23,299
give us something!

1517
01:39:24,066 --> 01:39:26,236
I want a poem.
Maybe a sentence.

1518
01:39:27,036 --> 01:39:29,007
Fine. Just a word.

1519
01:39:30,909 --> 01:39:32,309
No, you can't.

1520
01:39:32,844 --> 01:39:34,710
Isn't there something,

1521
01:39:34,712 --> 01:39:39,517
anything you have inside you that
the world might give a shit about?

1522
01:39:39,884 --> 01:39:41,151
Anything?

1523
01:39:41,853 --> 01:39:43,720
Have you given us anything?

1524
01:39:44,688 --> 01:39:48,156
Have you given us
one fucking thing at all

1525
01:39:48,158 --> 01:39:51,361
that's worth my gifted ear
or my Godly eye?

1526
01:39:53,698 --> 01:39:55,765
I'm waiting!

1527
01:39:55,767 --> 01:39:58,736
Give me something,
you feckless fuck!

1528
01:40:03,008 --> 01:40:04,741
The only choice we all have

1529
01:40:04,743 --> 01:40:07,077
is to find a way to use
our own free will.

1530
01:40:08,111 --> 01:40:10,014
I've never done that before.

1531
01:40:11,683 --> 01:40:14,419
But I'm giving my stone
over to you, Seth.

1532
01:40:15,787 --> 01:40:17,255
It's yours to keep.

1533
01:40:19,390 --> 01:40:20,458
Goodbye.

1534
01:41:10,944 --> 01:41:15,313
<i>In 1887, a fledgling
railroad official named Herman Silver</i>

1535
01:41:15,315 --> 01:41:18,315
<i>arrived in
the Los Angeles basin.</i>

1536
01:41:18,317 --> 01:41:22,519
<i>He found a home in the tiny
paradise then known as Edendale</i>

1537
01:41:22,521 --> 01:41:25,525
<i>just a few miles from the base
of the San Gabriel Mountains.</i>

1538
01:41:33,533 --> 01:41:37,669
<i>In 1906, he staked the spot
where The Silver Lake Reservoir</i>

1539
01:41:37,671 --> 01:41:40,473
<i>would hold the water
to give the region life.</i>

1540
01:41:43,643 --> 01:41:48,312
<i>Thanks to this outsider,
Silver Lake became a cornerstone community</i>

1541
01:41:48,314 --> 01:41:51,618
<i>in the fastest growing
city in the world.</i>

1542
01:42:36,731 --> 01:42:37,765
Thank you.

1543
01:42:45,440 --> 01:42:46,441
Oh.

1544
01:42:51,346 --> 01:42:53,413
Don't forget to feed
those fish, huh?

1545
01:42:53,415 --> 01:42:55,048
Those little fuckers
love me now.

1546
01:42:55,050 --> 01:42:56,885
I told you.

1547
01:42:58,587 --> 01:42:59,588
Where you heading?

1548
01:43:00,421 --> 01:43:01,955
- No idea.
- Hmm.

1549
01:43:01,957 --> 01:43:05,592
Maybe, uh... Maybe to find
some of those other bonfires.

1550
01:43:05,594 --> 01:43:06,928
Mmm.

1551
01:43:09,264 --> 01:43:10,265
Hey.

1552
01:43:13,636 --> 01:43:14,804
Happy New Year.

1553
01:43:15,805 --> 01:43:17,305
Happy New Year, Jose.

1554
01:43:44,599 --> 01:43:45,635
Daniel, wait!

1555
01:43:46,135 --> 01:43:47,136
Daniel!

1556
01:43:47,503 --> 01:43:48,638
Daniel!

1557
01:43:51,307 --> 01:43:53,474
<i>And for over
one hundred years,</i>

1558
01:43:53,476 --> 01:43:56,246
<i>people from all around
the world have come here.</i>

1559
01:43:58,581 --> 01:44:03,319
<i>They've loved and lost,
triumphed and perished,</i>

1560
01:44:04,788 --> 01:44:06,989
<i>married and had children...</i>

1561
01:44:08,357 --> 01:44:11,128
<i>They've made
and sullied fortunes.</i>

1562
01:44:53,371 --> 01:44:58,074
<i>The human beings that have lived
and died in this tiny pocket at the center</i>

1563
01:44:58,076 --> 01:45:01,713
<i>hardly know Mr. Silver's ghost
is even present.</i>

1564
01:45:06,684 --> 01:45:11,223
<i>Because he doesn't haunt with requirements
to fulfill his dream that once was.</i>

1565
01:45:16,527 --> 01:45:20,064
<i>Rather, he observes from afar,</i>

1566
01:45:24,769 --> 01:45:29,440
<i>bathing in the reality of life
that his legacy has left behind.</i>

1567
01:45:38,450 --> 01:45:41,352
<i>He watches
from that distant place</i>

1568
01:45:41,354 --> 01:45:47,026
<i>and admires even the smallest,
softest kind of bravery.</i>

1569
01:46:12,985 --> 01:46:15,552
<i>We are just like him.</i>

1570
01:46:15,554 --> 01:46:19,824
<i>And someday, we too
will be the stuff of ghosts,</i>

1571
01:46:19,826 --> 01:46:22,429
<i>and the shadows
they leave behind.</i>

1572
01:46:28,501 --> 01:46:29,802
<i>But for today,</i>

1573
01:46:34,307 --> 01:46:35,474
<i>we live.</i>

1574
01:46:43,483 --> 01:46:47,487
<i>Today, it's our turn to
take the reins of reality.</i>

1575
01:47:27,561 --> 01:47:30,129
<i>Today,
we can make the choice that until now</i>

1576
01:47:30,131 --> 01:47:32,633
<i>left us so paralyzed
with fear.</i>

1577
01:47:33,834 --> 01:47:37,170
<i>Today, we finally decide...</i>

1578
01:47:37,172 --> 01:47:42,710
<i>...to turn every moment
after this into the future.</i>

1579
01:47:51,511 --> 01:47:56,511
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