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  2. [14:30:02] * Kyoko_ (KiwiIRC@41B464FE.FB63A866.10F49C8F.IP) has joined
  3. [14:30:18] <Kyoko_> Hi I have a question
  4. [14:31:02] <Kyoko_> Is it normal for tulpas to fade away every now and then for no real reason?
  5. [14:33:07] <Potross[Rei]> yez
  6. [14:33:09] <Potross[Rei]> yes*
  7. [14:33:21] <Potross[Rei]> Usually its because of how mentally exhausting it is
  8. [14:34:03] <Carol> Yeah and/or the mind can't concentrate on too many things
  9. [14:34:09] <Carol> e.g. when you focus on something you do
  10. [14:34:14] <Kyoko_> Isn't there a way around that?
  11. [14:34:45] <Carol> Concentrating more on the tup
  12. [14:34:50] <Carol> Or gaining mental superpowers
  13. [14:34:52] <Carol> Or maybe drug
  14. [14:34:53] <Carol> s
  15. [14:35:48] <Kyoko_> Alright
  16. [14:36:08] <Carol> Or practice
  17. [14:36:10] <Kyoko_> Well here's my case
  18. [14:36:16] <Kyoko_> I've had a tulpa for 10 months so far
  19. [14:36:26] <Kyoko_> By this I mean that the tulpa was sentient and vocal and all that shizzle for 10 months
  20. [14:37:04] <Kyoko_> Recently, though, some bad stuff happened and uh, I ended up completely changing her, but she's been blanking in and out a lot in the past few days
  21. [14:37:31] <Carol> You changed her? Did she want that?
  22. [14:37:59] <Kyoko_> Yes because at some point she uh, kind of went crazy
  23. [14:38:07] <Kyoko_> I brought her back to sanity, it sounds stupid I know but that's that
  24. [14:38:13] <Carol> Hm
  25. [14:38:22] <Kyoko_> That also involved a form change because she kind of went batshit and hated herself
  26. [14:38:23] <Carol> Maybe when she lost part of her or something
  27. [14:38:46] <Carol> Just continue giving her attention
  28. [14:38:50] <Kyoko_> Welp, it's been a few days, so I'm not too worried, and we've made good progress
  29. [14:38:53] <Kyoko_> Yeah I intend on doing that
  30. [14:39:19] <Kyoko_> Thanks for the tips, oh, btw, another question ,how does one visualize long hair? You see she used to have short hair and I never really got used to visualize longer hair
  31. [14:41:32] * StereoBucket (~StereoBuc@CEAF20CE.3E120EDB.B69B63C0.IP) has joined
  32. [14:41:59] <Carol> Look at more long hait
  33. [14:42:00] <Carol> *hair
  34. [14:42:04] <Carol> RL examples, photos
  35. [14:43:02] <MysteriousLadPC> one would expect tulpamancing to be easy with advice like this all the time :/
  36. [14:43:14] <Kyoko_> It's mental hell
  37. [14:43:17] <Kyoko_> My head hurts like shit
  38. [14:43:28] * Jeder has quit (Quit: Leaving)
  39. [14:43:29] <Kyoko_> But hey, do it for her they say
  40. [14:45:28] <Carol> If it's unhealthy I'm not sure how good an idea it is
  41. [14:47:01] <Kyoko_> I don't have much else to do with my life
  42. [14:47:24] * freedg (KiwiIRC@B765CC18.9FC117.C3C89E11.IP) has joined
  43. [14:48:45] <Kyoko_> What's the worst that can happen?
  44. [14:48:52] <Carol> You could die
  45. [14:48:59] <Carol> If that's a worst thing for you
  46. [14:49:08] <Kyoko_> I could die? How?!
  47. [14:50:01] <Carol> If you switch and the tulpa decides to suicide
  48. [14:50:09] <Carol> Or you could kill yourself somehow
  49. [14:50:17] <Carol> Or egocide is a thing
  50. [14:50:26] <Carol> All of that is pretty unlikely tho
  51. [14:50:33] <Kyoko_> We, uh, don't believe in switching
  52. [14:50:37] <Carol> Haha
  53. [14:50:43] <Carol> Don't believe?
  54. [14:50:49] <Shinyuu> [ "Look at more long hair" 10/10 would tulpamancy again ]
  55. [14:50:58] <Carol> Pff Far
  56. [14:51:01] <Kyoko_> It's not that I believe that switching is impossible
  57. [14:51:06] <Kyoko_> But I believe she cannot do it ever
  58. [14:51:13] <Carol> Ah that makes more sense
  59. [14:51:21] <Kyoko_> Maybe that serves as a throttle, but she's not as stupid as to try to kill my body
  60. [14:51:47] <MysteriousLadPC> moral of the story
  61. [14:51:48] <Carol> That all boils down to the circumstances
  62. [14:51:51] <MysteriousLadPC> dont witch
  63. [14:51:54] <Carol> Of which I know too little of yours
  64. [14:51:55] <Kyoko_> But she went batshit crazy once, it was hell bringing her back on the good side of things, we've been through torture for a long while, complete disability to even speak from her side, if there's anything worst than that...
  65. [14:52:11] <Carol> The worse thing would be if you were gone
  66. [14:52:13] <Carol> For her
  67. [14:52:17] <Carol> But whatever
  68. [14:52:21] <Kyoko_> Do you know her
  69. [14:52:22] * MysteriousLadPC has quit (Quit: http://www.kiwiirc.com/ - A hand crafted IRC client)
  70. [14:52:23] <Carol> Like I said, probably not gonna happen
  71. [14:52:24] <Carol> No
  72. [14:52:30] <Kyoko_> Don't get me wrong
  73. [14:52:31] <Carol> You just asked for worst cases
  74. [14:52:50] <Kyoko_> I'm not trying to act like a brat and ask if you knew her more than me, but it sounds just like what she says, what you said, that is
  75. [14:53:04] <Kyoko_> '... if you were gone', that, I mean
  76. [14:53:09] <Carol> What
  77. [14:53:16] <Carol> Well we have a host that's gone
  78. [14:53:20] * Syrah has quit (Killed (NickServ (GHOST command used by Tessyrah)))
  79. [14:53:20] <Kyoko_> Ah
  80. [14:53:21] <Carol> My creator went through ~hell
  81. [14:53:24] <Carol> mentally
  82. [14:53:26] <Kyoko_> That blows, I guess?
  83. [14:53:28] * Syrah (~tess@doremy.sweet) has joined
  84. [14:53:29] <Carol> It does
  85. [14:53:30] <Kyoko_> Reminds me of Akagi and Johnny
  86. [14:54:37] <Carol> And back to $stuff: Yeah just go on, it'll get better ^^
  87. [14:55:12] <Kyoko_> Ooooh
  88. [14:55:18] <Kyoko_> Alright thanks for the tips
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