this is a very sad day
with a massive loss
of a very very large legend
probs one of the top 10 best men

-I kow

to have stepped on this earth
and i fucking

-Know

feel emotional
ive been talking about him
all all day
and how he died on PI DAY
and THE PERSON

-I know he died

HE IS MOST COMPARED WITH
EINSTEINS

- :(

BIRTHDAY
OF ALL
THINGS

-Yeah

HE COULD DIE ON

-I know

LIKE
HOW IS THAT STILL POSSIBLE
he is the record holder
of person
living the longest with ALS
living for more than fuckign 50 years
while it was said
he'd die after 2
by the doctors
he turned fucking
76 years old
and scientists cant fucking explain
how he did it
hes literally

-Yeah

such a fucking massive
inspiration
i have followed
so fucking much
of his theories
and he MADE ME UNDERSTAND THEM
HE TELLS THEM
IN THIS WAY
YOU UNDERSTAND THEM
and before you know it
you've spend 6 hours
watching stephen hawking
it's  just so brilliant
and and omg
the fucking humor he has aswell
when you see him you sympathize with him
but he laughs everything off so well

-One thing i find weird is that he is not on the news here lol

i just loved his shit
and hes going to fucking written
in the history books
from now on
along with the name
albert einstein
it's just
going to be fucking shitty

-You love every big legend tho
=So its doesnt surprise me

??? this dude
is way bigger
than the legends that died recnetly
what are you on about
you are just being a dickk now
as usual
this isnt just a legend

-Well you talk about every single big person 😂
-No i just meant in general

this isn't even chester bennington

-Ofc is upsetting ppl die

this is lierally
one of the top 10 best people
to have stepped on this fucking earth

-Yeah i know

and the things he has done
for everyone
for science itself

-Im not comparing...

the things we all know now
are all because of this guy
this amazing individual

-I just saying you mention evrt single one

yes ofcourse i do

-Youre

because they are legends aswell
and you will never get a replacement
you will never hear the same thing
ever again
see the same thing
ever again
it's over

-Maybe in many years
-Lol

nobody can for example
sing a linkin park song
like chester bennington could
nobody can make a theory
with this beautiful
large brain capacity
that stephen hawking had
and make it
this way
that anyone
around this globe
could understand what he is talking about
and explain it to the rest of their friends
amazed by what they just saw
nothing like that
will ever happen again the same way
because this was stephen hawking style
and there is only one stephen hawking
and he is no more.
and that is why i care when a legendary person dies
because everyone is identical
and nobody else
can do it like them
it's just going to be different.
now we have a few legends left
i mean
elon musk is still there aswell
neil degrasse tyson aswell
and quite a few
but who the hell
could ever compare with stephen hawking

-Yeah, i dont really care that much if a person is big or small, its sad nontheless, but idk about which person is dying
-If that make sense lol...

nobody can continue his legacy
you should care about which person is dying

-Except family and friends ofc

because you can love the fuck out of the things they do
the things they make

-That will tear me apart

the things they create
the things theyve already done

-But i mean like celebraties

imagine obama being shot to death rn

-I dont really care that much

now that would be a fucking tragedy

-I wouldnt care

yes

-Its sad but

because you're fucking heartless
but thats fine
you don't really like things on this world

-I mean... as i said its sad but it doesnt give me feelings as
-I wish i could cry

you aren't extremely interested in specific things

-This is my idol lol
like music
or science
or anything at all

-Everybody dies... its nature and its sad

you're not hooked to someone e v e r
you're just not

-No im not

so you will literally never

-I dont care

experience what it's like

-If a person is big or small
-I just dont get idols

they've done a large favour for the world so you admire them
what's there not to fucking get ida

-I dont get it really, why people are so crazy about celebraties

isnt that honestly an obvious thing

-They are just people lol
-That does cool stuff

that have had a large impact of the world
on*
Kurt Cobain changed the entirety of music.
The Beatles
did aswell.

-Not that i have realized
-Lmao

(^^ lol what a dumb bitch btw)

All these people that have been largely influenced

-Idc about music

that you have likely listened to aswell
yeah exactly

-Idc about movies

i don't understand how we are in a relationship somehow when you dont care about the things that matter to me
its fucking insane

-Idc about sports
-I really dont care about anything LOL

you're just
extremely goddamn bland

-but i do find it sad yes

you're just so bland
insanely bland

-But i only think about it when i first get the news
-Im not thinking about it for hours and days
-Ye i am

there is honestly no feeling and fun
in talking to you
about a tragedy
there is no form
of comfort
at all either
it just makes you feel worse when you talk about it to you

-If it was family or friends i would react completely different though

it's just honestly useless to confront you about someone that died that had a large impact on YOU

-That would make me really upset

and the world in general
because you'll just make the person feel like shit
like you've constantly done with me

-Idk why you are even telling me hwen ppl die though 😳
-I dont know the ppl anyway

because IT BOTHERS ME
IT BOTHERS ME BIG TIME

-A lot of tilmes
-Well idk what to say

it honestly fucking upsets me
and i go to the fucking person
i love and care about
expecting the person
to not BRTING ME DOWN
BUT YOU ALWAYS DO
YOU LITERALLY
A L W A Y S
ALWAYS DO
NO EXPECTION
ALWAYS

-Well you told me something i already new, and i dont have any emotions towards it anymore

I CANNOT TALK TO YOU ABOUT SOMEONE THAT HAD A LARGE IMPACT ON MY LIFE
UNLESS ITS JOYCE

-So idk what to reply with

and holyshit
if i fucking talk about joyce rn again?
''i've already heard that shit before it doesnt hurt me anymore pls go away''
i can see it fucking happening
i can see it coming rn

-I really do not feel like talking about that over chat though
-If we ever was gonna talk about it

if you honestly say that shit to me
about joyce
i will leave the fucking house

-Im not gonna text that kinda stuff
-No i wouldnt

i just want you to know that
i will not stand for that shit
you can do it to all the celebrities

-Dont you read what im saying

that i loved and cared about
people that impacted my life
and possibly even saved it

-IF IT IS FAMILY OR FRIENDS I WILL TEAR UP

with the emotion they gave me

-AND IT IWLL BREAK MY HEART

JOYCE WAS NEVER YOUR FUCKING FRIEND WAS SHE
YOU DONT KNOW HER
AT ALL

-No, but she was for you

you don't give  A FUCK
about joyce
just like all these celebrities

-And its different with celebraties
-Okey if you say so..

all these people that fucking impacted my life
that made me feel emotion
emotion i never could fucking feel before
that made me able to open up to people
made me fucking feel things
but they don't matter
if they die
they could've been a reason for me
to stay right on this damn planet today
but the impact they have had on me
and my life
doesn't give a single shit to you

-I doubt every single celebraty that died did that to you
-Maybe some but not all..

chester bennington did
and i've fucking cried about him
a shitload by now already honestly
he even fucking made me start getting involved in music by getting a drumset

-Yes, I know about that
-And you were here when he died
-right?

yes

-I was upset about it with you

and i was fucking upset
you honestly couldn't give a shit right now

-We talked about it

and i'm honestly tearing up just typing already about it
im literally crying about it right now
and what would you say
''he's just another celebrity''
'' i dont see the deal with it''

-well, thats ridiculous but ok....
-im sorry

this fucking guy impacted me so fucking much

-every celebratie did apperently

NO THEY FUCKING DIDNT

-so i will cry about every single one that is dying that you are talking about

god i cant fucking stand you
leave me the fuck alone

-Well, it seems like thats what you want me to do

can you just go

-Whar do you want me to do
-care or not care?

NO I WANT COMFORT FROM YOU
WHEN THIS HURTS ME
THATS WHY I GO TO YOU
BUT YOU ALWAYS BRING ME DOWN
ALWAYS
ITS FUCKING MEAN
THATS WHAT IT SI
YOU DON'T CARE

-Well, because as i said... I do not know how to talk about it with you when i dont even know the same of the person or

BUT YOU COULD TRY TO PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOES

-havent even heard about him/er
-her
-Why dont you talk to people that KNOW that person that died
-So you can feel the emotions together

BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE AND CARE ABOUT YOU SO I GO TO YOU

-but i dont have any litteraly

EXPECTING IMMEDIATE COMFORT
-so i do not know...

BECAUSE YOU ARE MY GIRLFRIEND

-Well, i dont know what to say about it

I GO TO YOU
TO FEEL BETTER
IMMEDIATELY
I WOULDNT KNOW WHO ELSE TO RIGHT AWAY GO TO

-Oh, I feel sorry for you... that so sad 😞

CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT

-thats litteraly it
-we cannot talk about the person because i dont know a single shit

YOU LITERALLY GO TO THE PERSON YOU LOVE AND CARE FOR EXPECTING COMFORT
BUT YOU DO THE EXACT OPPOSITE

-and it will just be a nonsense talk for me

YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW SHIT ABOUT SOMEONE
TO COMFORT THEM

-well, i a person that i love died, like a yt that you dont know about
-what would you say to me

you could show INTEREST and FEELING

-even though that wouldnt even bother me but yeah
-its just an example

i would fucking show interest and feeling
and sit with you
and you can open up to me
about the beautiful things
the person has done
and i can listen to you
and understand you

-well, to be honest, i probably wouldnt evne talk about it to somebody but okey

and be there for you
by then understanding the way you are feeling

-well.....theres nothing i can say about what they did for me LOL
-I just enjoyed watching thats it

can i just go
you gave me your example and then you proceed to tell me that you dont give a fuck when i need to comfort you thats great

-Talk so somebody that knows the person....please

i talk to the person that i LOVE and is my GIRLFRIEND because she knows me best

-You will get a way better conversation about it to be honest.

and she knows how to calm me down
AND BE THERE FOR ME LIKE A GIRLFRIEND SHOULD AND COULD

-Not in this situation
-I really dont

you honestly don't know how to comfort people do you
jesuschrist

-Because I cant feel the way you are feeling.. I do not know how it feels
-Not about this no
-I dont

you can TRY to understand me
by comforting me
letting me speak

-I do understand you though

and understand my fucking feelings
and then talk with me
you know? comfort me?
thats why i go to the person i LOVE

-ok lets talk then...... i dont know what yo reply with
-but i can try LOL  <<< (haha its so funny!)

no i want you to leave me the fuck alone

-I just dont know what to say about ittttttt

is what i need right now

-Well, thats also fine
-You do what you want to do really

i will
thank you
goodbye




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