mystery tourneys and me not doing them anymore

I posted a tweet yesterday after getting knocked out of both the MT and Twosogrande. I was pretty salty, but after thinking about it, I think I'm still probably gonna sit out from blind game tourneys for at least a little while. I'm just not enjoying them as much as I did previously, and when I'm not having any fun, I'm not really doing anything enjoyable for you to watch either. A strong part of that is that I lose most of the time :P, but the bigger factor by far to me is the fact that I can't hang out with people in a call or in chat. Some of my favorite streams have been big blind dumb races with people, or long streams where I challenge my own sanity. But when I'm in a blind race alone and can't talk to anyone, all I'm thinking about is the game, so any time something goes wrong I get pretty salty pretty quickly. So for now I'll stick with doing blinds and dumbs as long as I can talk to somebody throughout the way :)

P.S. I'm still really happy these sort of things exist, and would be remiss to not thank all the people who take a lot of time putting these things on. I just think right now they aren't fun for me.