origion of rage draft 3

Imagine they tried to mold me, didn't fit.
Like coal mine abandoned, abolished.
Left, lost.. in dark forest.
Eclipsed If you could shine a light on..
inside this crazy mind of mine
you'll find a glitch.
Malfunctions from time to time
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there it is if u got an itch u handle yer business
i was bitten by the bug and addicted ever since
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there it is, none of ya business
interwoven in my dna keep no secrets theyll get out in the open some day
origion of my rage it's been cooking
boiling, smouldering in a cauldron of molten lava for days





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but
but it's you
if you looking for a problem bitch

kids games today play on some devilish shit

enthralling
Optimist with Lucifers luck better be quick
household full of alcoholics
golden when handfuls of green im holdin my slogan treat em' vulgar all while hoping
That I'll quit bringing the pain like Ibuprofen
obi-wankenobi jedi mind tricks


handle ya business when you got an itch

im the consultant of mind blowing engulfing
origion of my rage
quit sulkin sorry to be insulting but u look like malculy kalkin head bent over a heroin indulgence
ego big as blimp
head in a cauldron




Can be a bitch. Devil sits..
in a corner on a timer, reminder
temptations are still there.
Try to open my mind but fear got me scared.

These days people quick to have a bitch fit
appear real on the outside but inside there counterfit.
Shit, tempations, irritating getting at me
like a permanet itch.
Lack paitence, the epittome of a mental paitent.

I bring the horror like a murder scene
Missguided liven blind.
Dont take it personally
my paitence I can't find it.
Under pressure never heartless
Dark parts harnessed.
imprisoned by my own thoughts
illusions self taught
Born into this world screamin'
Produced by my fathers semen



what bothers me
hypocrisy, unsolveable anaomlies.
Ceo bonus salary package monopolies.
People who profit from greed.
Plottin schemes.
Key to doing it properly
surround yourself with real people
that dont drop and flee
drink beer hops scotch
smoke green a.k.a pot, weed


When it involves that high class luxury.
Only go for the authentic
liven splendid
Get that money to spend it.
When your having a ball
sense of time easily gets blended

I ask myself are the rewards worth the risk




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If only time you could bend it.
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used to have a poo-ey attitude
still do. Can I blame it on the homebrew?
Nope, that's just an excuse
the truth I can be an asshole who's rude.
Hey, I'm only Human.
stupid foolish man. Got close. Never finished school man
My mind was always tru--ant.





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Philosophy stay away from gossiping
because it's easy to get lost up in.
Fuck peoples opinions
they recruiting
like devils adovactes, dominions.
Hellspawn, drawn.. like gravity pulling me in.
Eatin' at me.
Sugar decayed teeth, cavities..
On auto pilot, spiraling.
Stuck in a tailspin.. It begins..
back against the wind
Feel my fury expressed through words and idioms.
Kingpin of disobedience
between mixture of mediums.
Know to break the law a few times
just a teeny bit.
The judge let me off, to lenient.
For fiends it's to easy
the need to keep feeding it.
Tendencies to be violent.
Only natural we flip over
a few cars and start riot.
Flee at the sound of sirens.
Hostile still smiling
Weary in uncharted environment
got a look in my eye.. like a
pride of hungry lions in the wildlife.

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The weak link
when it's a quandary I'm in
instincts to drink.
Overcome with backwards thinking
reflex and obtuse angles
Look at my body language
I'm upside down
mind doing backflips.
like I was watching the Olympics gymnastics.
Practice methods to madness.
Attatched, wrapped in bad habbits
Carrying bags, excess baggage.
Red-flagged to do damage
with unconventional tactics.
Multidimensial savage.
Got planned, outlandish
blueprints to produce havoc.
I'm of the planet.
Deathwish is like marriage






I put music in my soul
like my belly consumes food

Redflagged somethings wrong
On a timer, ticking time bomb.
Constantly reminded
where the fuck has the time gone?





State of mental health Overwhelmed...
Killing braincells by thousands
I got issues can't you tell?

On the surface I appear close to reality
Call it a fallacy really on the wings of insanity

My inner voice is yelling screamin'.
Bustin' out profanity.


Swarn to reform.. -
brainwashed, misinformed.

Think like a devil lock horns.




in hell already walking on egg shells inside myself
internal inferno only motivation
to blaze that herbal remedy.
Writing lyrics is what I do in my leisure
Stuck in a quandry vicious cycle
that's my normal everday life.


Middle finger up my hand gesture
to the normal  of everyday life
Fuck the pressure.



Tenacious without question.

Tunnel vision dedication nothing distracting me.
Easily irritated low on paitentice.

What normal people have I lack motivation
the capicity is high but the desire is low.
Can I blame it on the Hydro

opinions unrequested suggestions
if I didn't ask.. I don't want fucking lectures
Keep stupid bullshit to yourself.
Get the message?
or I might flip the fuck out.. and get aggressive.



Must be the devil spinning spells.
Dwelling

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Fear is the accomplice
to lack or no confidence

need help
from all the bullshit I tell myself.

impulsive without question easily irritated

thoughts bounce back and forth
inside my brain
like a game of ping pong


there something wrong with the formula missing and ingredient idisobedient only got myself to blame when

u got shit twisted
like a true miss-fit
developed a resistance

wisdom

confusion was lifted

shut the fuck up and listen.

call me hell sent
satans experiment
Petulant, malevolent
benevolent,
cant stop being negative
attitude is venomous
intelligenace
my decadent lifestyle is evident
whole world on my shoulder
on my chest stampede of elephants


Pessimist
hesitant

Specialist

Leave your skeleton abandoned in a nonresident





Feel the urge to do shit
elusive with the wit

i got bigger problems then oppsy daisy
future feels hazy
i question at times am I being fucked with?
even when productive, still end up.. back in this fucking rut.. shiiit!