Rushed sums of the week 09.09

app tl. not that accurate.



gnd 120
so, recap where mom tells bonga to let her do her thing. mc asks where fmc goes all naked, but she tells him 'to the bathroom' and how she'll be right back. in the wc and fmc thinks how something is weird ..how she feels that smth is different. how it now feels different from what she used to feel. she then wonders why her body gave her a feeling of rejection? mini fb, where fmc was asked by mc if she's okay and she tells him yeah, better from before. then, mc x fmc fucking her and fmc feeling strange again. fmc wonders why again and tells mc to wait up. then she tells mc how she cannot do it today, that she feels somehow strange. mc agrees and kinda tells her how he understands that she has a lot on her mind these days and she tells him sorry. mc then, thinking how fmc was acting differently than she usually did. he then thinks about fmc's refusal and wonders if there might be a problem with him or her. mc then thinks how fmc always wanted to have sex.

then, another mini fb where the doc tells mc how fmc's situation is a rare disease and difficult to cure. how her sexual desire will continue to harass her body and how it's connected to her erogenous zones and it's smth that the medical/pharmaceutical world has yet to find a perfect solution for it(maybe how she needs to fap it ..). then, how the doc thinks that it might be different if changes occur with her and gives examples like: mental trauma or getting pregnant. mc then gets suspicious about fmc's recent state.

back to bonga and he tells mother to stop, that he cannot do it. how that cannot happen and for mother to be doing this kind of thing to him(smth that feels like..he finds it demeaning for her?). mother tells him how she's fine with doing that and asks if he refused because he hates older women. then, how bonga is being too much there and how she will give it to him one time. bonga then denies ever thinking about doing that and then, how he just cant think of doing it now. then, mother kinda asks and trolls/taunts him on when will bonga want to do it and kinda asks 'in your next life'(might be bonga with next life). bonga then, kinda tells her how yeah, he doesn't think that it might work for him in this life. mother calls that an excuse, but bonga insists that he is serious.

fb over and bonga thinks how he regrets that day, when he rejected mother, cause maybe he really wanted to do it(might be about mom). then he thinks how he was grateful that mother always chatted with him and asked him how he was doing. more thanks for always being 'kinda knowing' about him or, acknowledging him. then, bonga begin grateful for mother, for her putting her trust in him(she asks him to drive her here). the, how she was always thinking about him and his efforts for her and how mother was the only one that did that for him/thought of him that way. then, a still of mother and she thanks bonga for always being by her side(last thoughts from bonga here too i think..).

bonga lying on the sidewalk and people freaking out about him and to call the ambulance. bonga's last thought here and he thanks mother very much, for always letting him be by her side. tbc...