SmilingSatyr

2/23 Announcement

Feb 21st, 2017
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  1. I haven't done much streaming lately. Each time I try, it's kind of fallen short and stopped quickly.
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  3. Vexing. It's been so vexing to me, and I know it reflects poorly on me.
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  5. On the other hand, my mental health is important, and I haven't been in a good state for it.
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  7. Really though, it doesn't have to all be learning new things. I have plenty of older runs to improve.
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  9. Yes, it's taken me this long to come up with such an easy solution, but I'm comfortable with it now.
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  12. Let's be honest here. After so much of "I'm gonna do the thing!" and flaking out, expectation is not on my side.
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  14. And that's 100% fair. It's a total joke. Hell, I'm probably not doing the 602 in summer after all because of it.
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  16. Generally, I am trying to avoid committing to anything until I am ready to fully commit to it.
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  18. I am trying to be better about it, but it's baby steps, you know? It's a constant work in progress.
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  20. And it has to start somewhere. It has to start with me actually following through and doing a stream.
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  22. Cue the reason for this oddly spaced pastebin.
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  24. Recently, I've gotten some of my inspiration back. And my drive.
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  26. Unusual to have them both, and to feel it even the day after I've thought of it. I think this one will stick.
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  28. So, with all of that aside, I can confidently say that Thursday, 2/23, I will be doing a big run.
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