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I understand that saying sorry will not make up for the decision I made in the past. I do not expect it to, what I do hope is that you will accept my apology. I wish i did not make that choice because honestly you are so much better than either one of them and it's not even that I failed to realize how perfect you are, I failed to realize that you liked me so i just didn't bother. I do regret it. As a matter of fact every time I see you I do. Cara was a mistake and I wasn't happy while I dated her and neither was Amanda.I would give anything to be able to go back and make the right decision then. I get that you like Ryal a lot and I respect that and I wouldn't want to take that away from you because I understand how happy you are even though you can't be together. You made me happier than I was in both relationships and we were not even going out. You always talk to me no matter what and you are always there and seriously I can't thank you enough. I could have had something amazing but instead I gave it up for something not even half as good as you. I'm sorry and I know you say you can't be mad at me but I feel like you are a little upset about it still. Anyways, yes I still have feelings for you but you don't have feelings for me. For now we will just be friends and hope that everything works out, who knows maybe eventually we will be back to how we were :)