lustful 35

app tl ..not that accurate and pb'd cause long fuckin' juicy ch ..



so dad kinda asks if daughter is a girlfriend to the sender(notsure.. or just how she's a gf to a gf? gay alert). dad kinda goes ..no and smth like 'say it isn't so' and gf thinks that this talk was bound to happen one day. gf tells dad that what he thinks is correct and tells him sorry and how she planned to tell him. then dad tells gf how she commits a grave sin here and she knows it and tells her not to meet with that (boy ..girl ..person) again cause she doesn't have the lord's permission. gf denies that and asks for dad to listen to her for once(here, 'the lord' strikes her down with a slap). dad here bitches how she has grown up and how with what she does, she brings disaster and if she's aware of that. here gf goes how she's not sure if dad will get it, but blames the lord for making her realize what love is. dad bitches cause gf just took the lord's name in vain and spouted bs. gf too goes how her dad uses the lord's name while subjecting her to violence. her dad then goes smth how, everybody(who has a daughter/daughters?) and have committed sins and made mistakes and if gf knows she is guilty but wont repent, it's his duty as a father to fix her.

thoughts how gf was unsure of what her dad might do and from idolizing him, she went on to doubting him. here gf's dad hands her over to a 'biblical 'fix that gay' organization' and gf asks what is he doing and begs him. some thoughts how gf was mindfucked and how calmness by prayers and that, didn't work on her anymore. more thoughts how she blanked out after that and had little to no memory of what happened and kinda thanks god for it. next is bs where gf tells them sorry for her sins and how she realized how bad it were. mom wants to get her out of there, but dad is unsure and then gf insists how she feels bad seeing those that are like her/made the same mistakes and begs dad to get her out.

gf thinking how she made great sacrifices to survive that. thoughts how she found hgirl/junmi and how that girl was lost asf and then how gf felt nothing for her(or from junmi ..). thoughts how, gf wonders if she was lost or that. then how hgirl tried to fill some emptiness and was proactive. bible studies and they are asked what is the most difficult sin today? and hgirl answers how homosexuality(and triggers gf). then, hgirl trash talks some more, how god let man and woman be, but today, gays keep on increasing and it's smth that ruins the natural order that he made and how homosexuality it's a transmitted sin. some girl then defends it, how love, no matter the gender and how god gave them that too. hgirl then refutes that, how she's sorry for that girl's words, but gays confuse sexual corruption with love and are mistaken. gf gets triggered here and thinks how her dead heart started to scream again and demanded she make that bitch's mouth shut up. gf then goes how it's all bs/prejudice/hypocrisy the way hgirl put it ..that love can by mistaken for lust or that(notsure). then she calls that two faced/prejudice like, being a greater sin that they share. hgirl insists that they need to pray and fix the gays and how she was told to hate the sins not the people(gf gets fb of her dad telling her he needs to fix her). gf thoughts how hgirl dared to look down on her and speak about fixing. from here gf starts her tirade against the sin of murder(hgirl's abortion..) and takes those shots at hgirl. thoughts how hgirl dared to judge her even though she knew nothing. then thought how hgirl wants to act all high and mighty and how she will let her have it(the text below)

*what gf proclaimed - ch 31* 'bibles studies and a bs question about judah and reply from gf how, jesus told them to accept all sinners with their love no matter the sins committed, but the bitch then makes a case how, taking the life of another is the worst. how murder is an abdominal thing that takes away one's rights to be loved. then she mentions abortion caused by indiscreet and irresponsible behavior and how she thinks it's one of the most unforgivable sins that smbdy can do and god as well would think like her.'

then she hopes that hgirl would get to feel what hell feels like..forever. dad then calls gf over to question her on that prejudice sermon she did and he heard about and gf tells him what she meant and dad kinda agrees, but tells her to keep it less passionate. thoughts how after the battle she did with hgirl, dad began to suspect her and he goes and asks shit about her activities in school and that. gf then worries how her dad followed her almost everywhere and worried how she would meet with tan gf? and how she has exams to focus on too and it's hard and how she had to do smth about it. mc enters here and 2 girls greet him. apparently mc was a loner and the girls ask him to eat with them. mc is all 'ha ..why me?' and then the girls back down and talk how his attitude is why he's a loner(gf smiles here). mc cusses out how 'it's all bullshit'.