Megs: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ It's too late, I'm sorry.
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Spicin: meg...
Spicin: :(
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Spicin: why it's too late
Spicin: i've been trying to have contact with you
SpicinSpicin WhisperAdd Friend: but im blocked everywhere
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Megs: You've only tried to apologise by telling me it was all my fault. Both you and Emma. I don't think I can forgive you.
MegsMegs : Kate sees it
Megs: Lay sees it
MegsMegs : Ami sees it
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Spicin: It wasn't your fault
Megs: If this isn't a huge fucking wake up call for you, idk what is.
SpicinSpicin WhisperAdd Friend: I really want to fix what ever mistake i have done to you and kate
Spicin: not because im '' alone ''
Spicin: but because I enjoy you two
Spicin: the convos,
Spicin: everything
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Megs: I have bigger shit to be dealing with, wes.
Spicin: I don't know where we went..
Spicin: i know..
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Spicin: you told me the truth and..
Spicin: i appreciate a lot
Megs: I've done this to you because you need to realise what you've become.
Megs: And what you say, does hurt people.
Spicin: I've become cunt
Megs: My babyboy I knew a year ago was nothing like this.
Spicin: fake..and more than that..
Spicin: :(
Spicin: you're making me crying man
Spicin: i wish i could undo everything
Megs: You can't keep hurting people wes. Especially people who were there for you at your lowest points.
Outlast: :l
Spicin: exactly that's why im here
Spicin: for u and jessica
Spicin: because u two
Spicin: dealt me
Spicin: so much
Spicin: and
Spicin: i cannot stand
Spicin: losing you two walk away
Spicin: this way
Spicin: please not me
Spicin: i have been fucked up
Megs: Do you not remember me sitting there, trying to fix you and Jess' friendship?
Spicin: i do
Spicin: memories never fades
Spicin: this
Spicin: Nacin: YOURE MY BEST FRIEND, AND I LOVE YOUUUU, AND I LOVE YOUU.. YES I DOOOOOOOOOO
Outlast: I stopped you killing yourself, when we werent friends,.. the amount of shit u ha-
Spicin: Megs: I shoved a whole bag of jellybeans up my ass
OutlastOutlast Whisper: .
Spicin: Doesn't fade away....
Megs: I bet you miss it, right?
Spicin: i do
MegsMegs : Don't you miss, just having fun?
Spicin: i do....
Spicin: i miss my friends
Outlast: you used to love sitting there for hours shopping talkin bout everything n rabbit.
Megs: But now everything is serious.
Outlast: n now ur so focused on ur girl
Outlast: and
Spicin: can i just hug you two
Outlast: u just
Spicin: jess
Spicin: im sorry
OutlastOutlast Whisper: jump on ppls friendships.
Megs: Wes, we're not going to be okay.
Spicin: ive been focusing on her
Megs: I'm sorry.
Spicin: meg..
Spicin: please..
Spicin: don't do this to me..
Spicin: i don't know where i am going without you
Megs: Lay, Kate, Ami, allie, Jess, they are people I have to stick by.
Spicin: ..
Megs: I have to look after my own interests. And t be close to you means to walk on eggshells every time we talk. Because at any point, you can fucking go off on me.
Megs: That's not what friendship is.
Spicin: ...
Outlast: u know that feeling when u cry and have to use a shirt bc u dont have tissue next to you.
Outlast: lmao
Spicin: yeah, me
Megs: Yeah
Outlast: thts me atm
Outlast: lol
Spicin: let me talk to you and kate together..
Spicin: i ship you two.. so so
Spicin: much
Spicin: after everything
Spicin: you have been going through
Spicin: that's.....
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Spicin: fucking real
Spicin: I'm sorry that i fucked it up
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Megs: I sobbed that night we argued wes. I also tried to kill myself the next day, because I fell asleep crying and woke up to 8 texts from you, telling me all of these bad things. I can't be friends with you anymore wes.
Spicin: Meg..
Spicin: I'm sorry..
Spicin: Forgive me..
Megs: It doesn't matter.
Spicin: I don't want you to try to kill yourself
Spicin: because of douchebag
Spicin: because he doesn't have mother and doesn't know what real friendship is until he fuckign loses it
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Megs: You've lost it before Wes. I think you're only here because nobody else is anymore.
Megs: I don't feel like this is genuinely because you are sorry.
Spicin: It's genuinely I guarantee you
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Spicin: I've been inviting you so much because you make me laugh
Spicin: and her
Spicin: And because i am like you
Spicin: a lot
Spicin: I relate myself to you
Spicin: so much
Megs: I'm sorry wes, but my loyalty lies with people who do not hurt me.
Spicin: I'm the same way..
Spicin: I keep being hurt
Spicin: and i never realize
Spicin: what I am doing
Spicin: I wish kate was here
Spicin: i wish lay was here
Megs: The people you threaten.. or call stupid.. or whatever else, they have feelings, just like you.
Spicin: I know..
Spicin: I'm far away
Spicin: from being perfect friend
Megs: Wes, I am the same as you in a lot of ways. You feel the same pain as I do. But you mask it with anger, which we both did that day.
Spicin: yes.. that's why I'm here because I was going to in ur room with kate
Spicin: and..
Spicin: i was..blocked..
Spicin: i was gonna apologize yesterday
Spicin: Please don't ever let kate go, she's amazing
Spicin: I'm sorry for what i said
Spicin: was so selfish of me
Megs: Wes,
Megs: now that you're in the right mindset
Megs: imagine
Megs: If I said
Megs: 'Don't tell me emma is jealous of kate'
Spicin: you'd flip out
Spicin: or i
Megs: You'd flip out.
Megs: As I did.
Spicin: i know..
Megs: You'd think I was insulting your ability to me a man to your girl.
Spicin: i don't blame you for flipping out and hating me for this
Spicin: Jess why did you move
Spicin: get ur ass back.....
OutlastOutlast Whisper: Why?
Megs: Come sit next to me, love
Spicin: why would cupcake move away..
OutlastOutlast Whisper: So i can watch u beg for their friendship back whilst u shit on mine alot and broke all ur promises?
Outlast: sure
Spicin: ..Jess..I did this because you having feelings for me was really hard to keep you around..
OutlastOutlast Whisper: lol
Outlast: u wouldnt even let me try move on tho
Spicin: it really was the worst and hard decision i've had to decide
Outlast: so thats your own fault
Spicin: I had to let you go Jess..
Spicin: for your own happiness
Megs: Yet she's not happy.
Outlast: man ur so full of bs
Outlast: u werent there for me when reeces nanna died
Spicin: I know she isn't..
Outlast: or anything else
Outlast: u said
Outlast: ud never replace me
Spicin: she's there..crying.. and her penguin shirt is near her
Outlast: with a girl or a friend
Outlast: AND U DID BOTH
Outlast: i BEGGED
Outlast: u to stay
Outlast: ALL
OutlastOutlast Whisper: THE TIME
Outlast: and u didnt care
Outlast: or try
Outlast: i told u i met someone
Outlast: all uhad to say was hes ugly
Spicin: I never said that
Outlast: ubasically did
Spicin: I said '' i dont wanna sound rude so i rather not ''
Outlast: just not inthose words.
Spicin: No really
Spicin: it could be different meaning jess..
Outlast: hes a literal fucking gem
Spicin: Okay look..
Spicin: im happy you found someone
Outlast: he literally puts reece first.
Spicin: like finallyt
Outlast: but
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Outlast: we
Outlast: made
Outlast: a
Outlast: promise to eachother]
Outlast: you n me
Outlast: do u remember?
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Spicin: i do and i didn't keep it
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Megs  > Outlast: Your interests are very accurate rn
Outlast: U replaced me first w jace and then with emma and amnit
Outlast: amnit turned on me bc u two fell out that time.
Outlast: so i lost a friend
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Outlast: and u gained one
Outlast: ive known amnit years
Outlast: and he hates me.
Outlast: im never gonna getthat friendship back.
Spicin: ..
Outlast  whispers: yeah,, im feeling it rn
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Megs  > Outlast: You're okay lil butt.♥
Outlast: i lost everybody too weston
Outlast: i barely come on here anymore
Outlast: even ask meg she checks.
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Outlast: u were the only person
Outlast: i had left.
Outlast: and u left me too.
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Outlast: i gave u everything i had
Outlast: i even went and got this stupid phone so we could text and facetime n just remain close friends
Outlast: and what for
Outlast: nothing
Outlast: i now have a phone i barely use
Spicin: I know.. I left you. But it was hard when your feelings was still around to keep the friendship going on because when I speak to someone you would just go.. all sad or upset at me..
Outlast: i wouldnt of if u had just let me chose who i wanted to be wit
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Outlast: everytime i got close to someone u didnt approve of u flipped out
Spicin: Jess you were with guys who would rip ur heart out..
Megs: Everyone walks over Jess and it pisses me off..
Outlast: but so
Outlast: have
Spicin: and in the end
Outlast: you
Spicin: they did
Outlast: you chose people
Outlast: who i knew would hurt you
Outlast: n i respected it
Outlast: for ursake.
Outlast: thats the difference.
Spicin: I changed a lot since Jenna left Meg..
Spicin: I don't know why but my world fell apart when she left
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Spicin: I didn't feel the same anymore
Megs: ..
Megs: Wes, Jess is pouring her heart out to you
Megs: and you bring up jen
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Spicin: Because Jess is who made me see it
Spicin: she told me
Spicin: '' wes u changed when jen left ''
Spicin: jess is right
Spicin: about it
Outlast: he dd ngl.
Outlast: did*
Megs: Wes, you changed since we got back in contact.
Spicin: Yeah..
Spicin: I need you guys..
Spicin: i really do..
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Megs: Even when Jen was around, you were different.
Spicin: i need myself back
Spicin: i miss old me.
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Spicin: I was different
Spicin: i was more caring
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Spicin: can we go to private chat..
Spicin: it's hard with guests
Guest_danklexiss: z
Spicin: my mind just.....
Spicin: goes blank.
Megs: I have to go soon anyway.
Megs: No point.
Guest_iBoeta: Lmaaaoo
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Spicin: where are you going..
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Megs: Company.
Megs: Plus, I hate being online recently.
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Outlast: ^ me af
Spicin: it brings toxic
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Outlast: only came online to see people who dnt care if i m on.
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Spicin: I remember doing this room for you jess
Megs: I care if you're on Jess.
Spicin: im surprised this got accepted easily
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Outlast: Yeah, me too.
Outlast: >.> thts cute
OutlastOutlast Whisper: im almost at 2k visitors.
Outlast: already.
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Megs: Anyway
Megs: afk
Spicin: <
Spicin: ...
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Spicin: meg ?
Megs: ?
Spicin: I really wanna say thank you
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Spicin: for making me see what I'm losing
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Spicin: Lay..hello
Outlast: Lmao
Outlast: rly wes
Megs: My slave is here with mcdonalds
Bowcatting: just thought id drop by since i got lft on read
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Outlast  whispers: why
Outlast  whispers: is
Outlast  whispers: she here
Spicin: What did you say ?
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Bowcatting: um idk u read it
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Guest_Aj6896: Hey Sunny
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Guest_ssunnyr721: Hey
Spicin: it was on snapchat and i cannot see it because the convo '' left ''
Bowcatting: couldve responded then