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- What can I do?
- When you reach for it, it’s there. The Knife. Every knife that’s ever taken life.
- It is never the same blade twice, and always comes into your hand as though you
- were meant to wield it. Sometimes everything seems normal, and then you stick your
- hand in your pocket and feel the cold weight of a heavy clasp knife. As your fingers touch
- steel, the hairs all along the back of your neck stand on end. The Knife knows when it’s
- needed, even if you don’t. See that man over there? What does he have folded up in his
- newspaper? Why is he looking at you that way? The Knife knows it’s nothing good.
- Here’s the thing about the Knife you have to remember, because it’s very, very
- important: the Knife can kill anything. Murdering people is only the most mundane
- thing it can do, and while it can do that with astonishing verve and efficiency, that’s
- only the beginning. The Knife can kill ideas. It’s all vague and symbolic, of course,
- but you’ll gain an instinct for it after you’ve done it a few times. You could kill
- Communism in Cuba if you cut Castro’s throat with the Knife. The idea wouldn’t just
- simply vanish, but it would be robbed of all momentum and social power, becoming
- the ghost of an idea nobody takes seriously. Figuring out the right ritual for memeticide
- is tricky—
- might involve a little fiddling, maybe some wasted bloodshed, but it’s
- always possible.
- Even when it isn’t used to kill, the Knife is a powerful symbol for severance, able
- to cut ties and bonds. It can slash through occult bindings, sever emotional ties, and
- eviscerate relationships. Maybe that’s why people say that giving knives as gifts is bad
- luck, because they will cut the friendship. Traditionally, you give a penny when you’re
- given a knife, to symbolically buy the blade. You can’t help but wonder what you gave
- to buy this one.
- (1-2 dice) The Knife is in your hand, and someone will bleed. Sometimes, it’s hard to
- keep it from killing, to just maim and wound instead, but you can do it if you
- try hard and keep it from running wild.
- (3-4 dice) There’s almost nothing you can’t murder with the Knife in your hand, and
- nearly everything bleeds something when cut. Bloodless beasties of clockwork
- and springs will leak oil if cut deep, and even a ghost might hemorrhage
- the milk-pale mist of its soul if slashed open. At this point, nothing you can do
- will keep the Knife from killing.
- (5-6 dice) The Knife hungers for allegorical assault, for metaphorical murder. You
- can kill ideas, relationships, emotional ties, anything you wish. The sorcery
- holding a bound demon parts with a slash. The sick codependency keeping a
- absuive relationship together is undone with a thrust.
- How does it break me?
- Fight—Oh lord, how easy is it to get carried away? The blade is there, in your hand,
- like they were made for one another. If you relax, it’ll move your arm for you,
- the cruel beautiful things it loves to do—carving flesh, notching bone just so.
- It’s so hard to say no. It seems so wrong. And so sometimes, you just say yes.
- Flight—Other times, the blood runs down the blade, slicking your hand, and you
- let it drop to the ground. There’s nothing but the sick horror in your guts at
- what you’ve done, and worse, what you’ve enjoyed doing. Run until you’re
- sick, but you can never escape yourself. And when you finally stop running
- and catch your breath, you’ll be left wondering what’s become of that Knife
- you’ve left behind.
- How do I change?
- Why did she flinch back like that? OK, you’re pissed, but she usually gives as good
- as she gets, right? Then you look down and—oh fuck, you’re holding a big bloody
- cleaver. It’s happened again. The Knife starts coming even when you don’t want it,
- don’t remember reaching for it. Worse yet, those flashes of bloody fury that everyone
- gets sometimes—the ones that empathy and civility usually keep in check—those
- flashes are getting brighter and hotter. More and more you’re finding it impossible to
- say, “It was a good thing I wasn’t holding a weapon when he said that, ’cause I would
- have used it.” Eventually, you’re going to kill somebody you don’t want to hurt, and
- that’s only the beginning.
- What am I becoming?
- Everyone has things about themselves they don’t like. Things they hate. Things they
- wish they could cut away. Everyone else just has to deal with it, but not you. You
- can actually carve yourself anew, severing the things about yourself you despise.
- Procrastination… gone. Fear of social situations… gone. Alcoholism… gone.
- Pity… gone. Empathy… gone. Love… gone.
- When you start cutting away the bad things, it changes your perspective. Suddenly
- everything else starts to look worse and worse. So you cut a little more, and a little
- more, and eventually there’s so little of you left, you have to look outside yourself to find
- things to despise. Look! There’s a whole world of people with heads full of foulness.
- The only voice in your head is the whispers of the Knife, and when you find
- one, you don’t drop it when you’re done. At first you carry half a dozen, then a few
- dozen, then hundreds. You’re a walking cutlery store, covered in blades that shine
- and overlap like metallic scales. Driven by the desire to flense away everything base
- and tawdry, you’re disappointed again and again when you’re left with nothing but
- empty brains and screaming meat. Cut away all that is loathsome about humanity,
- and there’s nothing left. You’ve become the Knifeman.
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