all fiction baby ;) wink wink fiction

let me tell you a story
<independencia> i stare at an empty spot on the wall
<independencia> i hear a voice in my head that says "you should have a laughing buddha there"
<independencia> i laugh, imagine a picture of a laughing buddha, and say to myself, yes
<independencia> later that day
<independencia> someone approaches me on dalnet with the nick "laughing buddha"
<independencia> he/she then changed his nick to angel and invited me into the channel #butterfly
<independencia> he says, this place is filled with people who are just like you
<independencia> telepathic he means
<independencia> the problem, the HUGE problem
<independencia> is that this channel butterfly, and later #losangeles meaning the angels
<independencia> are filled with the two things that has ruined my life
<independencia> sex and alcohol/drugs
<independencia> it's the most vile and disgusting place i've ever visited
<independencia> and i know for a fact that i have absolutely nothing incommon with these people
<independencia> in fact i hate them
<independencia> i think they live without honor
<independencia> and they disgust
<independencia> me
<independencia> that's the story.
<independencia> yesterday
<independencia> i went out with the goal to skate on ice
<independencia> and on the way there i got filled with rage
<independencia> not anger
<independencia> rage
<independencia> and threw the skates towards the iced pond, and left
<independencia> as i did, a voice in my head again said, "i will do everything i can to ruin the rest of your life"
<independencia> i'm not sure if that was my own thoughts and feelings towards the person who'd put the stress on me to go there and skate
<independencia> or some evil force.
<independencia> i don't know why this is being done to me.
<independencia> when i approached the skate pond i got into this feeling/thought
<independencia> "i don't want to do this, i don't want to do this"
<independencia> i don't want to do this.
<independencia> repeating.
<independencia> threw the skates.
<independencia> then that evil voice
<independencia> or just voice
<independencia> it was the same when i was at the mall 4 months ago, i bought the ring and the white collar necklace
<independencia> the moment i put the ring on, i heard "now you're mine"
<independencia> it doesn't feel very friendly or protective
<independencia> more like someone who's trying to get their own needs filled/met
<independencia> back to the angel thing
<independencia> it's like when the russian
<independencia> stalked me to helsingborg when i moved
<independencia> established report
<independencia> i felt his presence even though he was sitting behind me in class
<independencia> who later drugged me, called me an angel, and left me for dead.
<independencia> that's what's going on
<independencia> in my life
<independencia> not normal anywhere
<independencia> and it's because of what is being done to me
<independencia> by some network
<independencia> not because i'm ill or seeking to get in difficult situations.
<independencia> they've managed to controll me with drugs
<independencia> and sex
<independencia> it's remote control and it's real, and it's a very strange phenomenon for someone like me
<independencia> to understand
<independencia> because i was never, still am not into those things
<independencia> like, science fiction etc
<independencia> so it's not me trying to fulfill some fantasy by imagining these things are happening
<independencia> i am logging what is being done to me
<independencia> and i'm trying to reach conclusions that are true
<independencia> based on what i can see is being done to me
<independencia> basically.
<independencia> that is it.
<independencia> i'm glad i stopped drinking alcohol at all, not even one glass of wine on a saturday
<independencia> because with a clear head i can distinguish these people and forces a lot easier
<independencia> i wish there was someone out there who knows what i'm talking about, who would like to help me.
<independencia> the common theme here is, the russians with blue sparkly eyes who drug and backstab me
<independencia> and the blackeyed south americans who also have a history of drugging and even trying to invoke... what's the word... psychosis
<independencia> that is fornes who stalked me at university and danne who drugged the guy who drugged, scared and raped me.
<independencia> who one of the bluesparkleyeyes later said went to jail for pedocrimes
<independencia> but that would mean the blackeyed were actually helping
<independencia> but they look like demons with their black eyes and i don't like them
<independencia> same with the supposed criminal in thailand who had the big crucifix, without jesus, so a cross tattooed on his back
<independencia> who stared at me with those black eyes
<independencia> so.
<independencia> this is the intro to a fictional, very fictional *wink *wink story
<independencia> that i am about to write
<independencia> what do you think?
<independencia> so go check out dalnet for telepaths in #losangeles and #butterfly
<independencia> they are depraved disgusting people who deserve to die
<independencia> weee!
<independencia> the most important story here is the laughing buddha
<independencia> it points to the neighbors putting 2 images in their window facing this house with "pokemonGO" and "NASA"
<independencia> it means, GO NASA
<independencia> and what nasa means is "telepathy"
<independencia> they somehow know what's going on, and are saying "go telepath"
<independencia> i can't describe how disrespectful this crap they are doing behind my back is.
<independencia> i'm disgusted.
<independencia> the idea that there's a real man in the world who has genuine feelings of care and love for me, are not even in my world.
<independencia> it doesn't exist.
<independencia> that does NOT mean i would resort to homosexuality
<independencia> let's make THAT very clear
<independencia> it's a ridiculous thought.
<independencia> and a thought that's been pushed on me by ida and by what was her name sofi
<independencia> and elisa
<independencia> really disgusting
<independencia> what is peoples obsession with me
<independencia> whom feel equal feelings of love and respect for.
<independencia> ofcourse.
<independencia> it's clear something is going on.
<independencia> i just don't know what
<independencia> or whom to trust.
<independencia> the voice is in english
<independencia> i wonder if it has anything to do with the snowden ed being an actual vampire theory
<independencia> who can read minds and telepathy
<independencia> one of the people involved in that op, was a south american black eyes
<independencia> as you can tell.
<independencia> why am i targeted
<independencia> like my grandpa. excellent physic, intelligent
<independencia> and because of that: traumatized and ruined.
<independencia> unless it's drugwarfare, one nations or groups effort to destroy a population by the use of drugs, i fail to see the point
<independencia> to trigger telepathy?
<independencia> feels like an incredibly destructive way to trigger anything.
<independencia> rat in a cage
<independencia> rat in a cage
<independencia> is this jew payback for auswitch et al?
<independencia> ruining our society by the use of media?
<independencia> opening the borders to shit.
<independencia> and voodoo crap.
<independencia> fiction, again, all fiction baby ;)
<independencia> i've been dragged around by evil people, i'm NOT interested in continuing that trend.
<independencia> being dragged around life backwards, go here do this do that
<independencia> f*cking kill yourselves