Perfect Talk #5.5

6:07 PM - TheBurningBanana: So how you goin
6:07 PM - Papa Defectu.: im going to the doctors about depression today
6:07 PM - Papa Defectu.: or atleast meant to be
6:08 PM - TheBurningBanana: Hey thats alright
6:47 PM - Papa Defectu. is now Offline.
7:57 PM - TheBurningBanana has changed their name to TheAutisticBanana.
8:03 PM - Papa Defectu. is now Online.
8:26 PM - TheAutisticBanana has changed their name to TheBurningBanana.
9:18 PM - Papa Defectu. is now Online.
9:31 PM - TheBurningBanana: So did you go to the doctor
9:31 PM - Papa Defectu.: yeah i have depression
9:31 PM - Papa Defectu.: he wants me to goto a physchartrist
9:31 PM - Papa Defectu.: or however you spell that
9:31 PM - TheBurningBanana: Close enough
9:31 PM - TheBurningBanana: So are you going to go to a physch
9:32 PM - Papa Defectu.: yes
9:32 PM - Papa Defectu.: i need medication
9:58 PM - Papa Defectu.: its almost likes things between shai and i havent changed whatsoever, its almost like it resumed from where it stopped
9:58 PM - Papa Defectu.: 5:11 PM - :CornBomb:: okay fat
5:11 PM - :CornBomb: is now playing Garry's Mod. Click here to join.
5:13 PM - :CornBomb:: get rid of stress
5:13 PM - :CornBomb:: come play
9:59 PM - TheBurningBanana: Thats good right
9:59 PM - Papa Defectu.: im not sure, yeah its good i suppose
10:01 PM - TheBurningBanana: Well fat
10:01 PM - TheBurningBanana: did you get rid of the stress
10:02 PM - Papa Defectu.: i was banned off of ttt
10:02 PM - Papa Defectu.: so no
10:02 PM - Papa Defectu.: lol
10:02 PM - TheBurningBanana: Oh yah
10:05 PM - Papa Defectu.: the fat nickname shai calls me, i never thought like id be called that again, i never though things would turn out like this and im finding it hard to believe it has
10:06 PM - TheBurningBanana: Well if you dont believe it you can pinch yourself
10:06 PM - TheBurningBanana: It isnt a dream
10:06 PM - TheBurningBanana: See
10:06 PM - TheBurningBanana: Things dont always turn out shit
10:16 PM - Papa Defectu.: yeah
10:16 PM - Papa Defectu.: i suppose
10:18 PM - TheBurningBanana: Hey was that whole thing with the Bears before or after you and Shai broke up
10:19 PM - Papa Defectu.: it was before, its why i was upset when shai left me since i was involved in the bear shit and was half the reason it was sorted out
10:19 PM - Papa Defectu.: it was a mess but its all resolved now
10:20 PM - TheBurningBanana: I honestly don't even know how I got involved in that
10:21 PM - Papa Defectu.: i wasnt originally involved until i heard that personal stuff was leaked, then i stepped in
10:21 PM - TheBurningBanana: Yeah like I can't remember who but someone tipped me off about Shai being harassed or something or rather
10:22 PM - TheBurningBanana: So I went to Trina and Trina explained the situation
10:22 PM - TheBurningBanana: And then I had chat logs from Yogi calling Shai a bitch and other stupid shit
10:23 PM - TheBurningBanana: One thing led to another
10:23 PM - TheBurningBanana: And the rest is history
10:24 PM - Papa Defectu.: ive still got chatlogs from obers and i's fight over it
10:24 PM - Papa Defectu.: (its why i was surprised when ober friended me a couple of months ago)
10:25 PM - TheBurningBanana: Yeah i still dont get what triggered the whole thing
10:25 PM - TheBurningBanana: Like afaik Shai and Ober were good friends
10:28 PM - Papa Defectu. has changed their name to Perfect..
10:30 PM - Perfect.: they were iirc
10:34 PM - Perfect.: I guess when I think about it, I've achieved everything I've tried to achieve so I guess this shai thing isnt a massive surprise
10:35 PM - Perfect.: i guess i didnt think its have been so easy
10:48 PM - TheBurningBanana: Well its not like your a bad person
10:50 PM - Perfect.: iunno im shitty
10:50 PM - TheBurningBanana: Bahumbug
10:50 PM - Perfect.: that word sounds retarded
10:50 PM - TheBurningBanana: It is
10:50 PM - TheBurningBanana: It probably doesnt even mean what i think it means
10:50 PM - TheBurningBanana: which is bullshit
10:51 PM - Perfect.: give me a ciggarette its been a week now and i dont like this whole quitting thing
10:51 PM - TheBurningBanana: Cant
10:51 PM - TheBurningBanana: Under 18
10:51 PM - TheBurningBanana: Plus like
10:51 PM - TheBurningBanana: An entire continent away