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Subjugate: Did you want to talk to me about something?
Sadisticat: Yeah, but I'm admittedly anxious you're going to get pissed at me.
Subjugate: Wait you're not gonna ban me right
Sadisticat: No.
Subjugate: Okay, relief.
Subjugate: What's on your mind?
Sadisticat: But I do have to admit I've been feeling like I'm not respected, lately.
Sadisticat: Correct me if I'm wrong, of course. ;-;
Subjugate: No, I won't correct you, because true or not if you feel this way it's important I reassure you. I'm sorry you're not feeling respected. I don't think I've been treating any of my friends very well. I've been stressed and not sleeping well but it isn't an excuse and I apologise for taking it out on you and making you feel like I don't care/don't respect you, because I do, you're on the same level as Jay for me.
Subjugate: I see you as my unofficial Protector and one of my best friends.
Sadisticat: And you know I only speak up if it's genuinally a concern for me, yes?
Subjugate: Yes, I know.
Subjugate: I trust you.
Sadisticat: The last thing I want is for an argument to break out.
Sadisticat: I know how you've been lately, and I understand for the most part.
Sadisticat: But I'm finding it difficult to stress how much it bothers me when I'm brushed off the way I have been. That night you unfriended Jay and then didn't answer me properly when I asked if you still wanted me around? That really, really set me off.
Subjugate: I'm sorry. I do want you around.
Subjugate: Very much. It'd kill me to lose you as my friend.
Sadisticat: I feel the same way.
Subjugate  flops beside her and wraps her in a hug, if allowed.
Subjugate: I'm really sorry I've been a bad friend to you, Fen.
Sadisticat: Last night set me off, as you're well aware. I'm not mad at you, dove. But I can only handle so much.
Subjugate: It isn't fair.
Sadisticat  slips over to kiss his cheek.
Sadisticat: I gave myself a huge headache last night, I got so mad.
Sadisticat: I understand that you might want to jump to my defense or call stupid people out in those situations, but.. at the same time you were asked multiple times not to. I was trying to deal with it without it turning into a dramafest, y'know?
Subjugate: Yeah, I'm sorry. I really hate when people are rude to you and I wanted to defend you.
Sadisticat: I would really, really appreciate it if you could hold your tongue in the future, or at least blow up my Discord or PC me.
Sadisticat: I want my domain to be a peaceful place, and that kind of behaviour goes against it.
Subjugate: I can leave if I feel myself getting angry.
Subjugate: Removing myself from situations tends to work better.
Sadisticat: I don't want to have to ask you to, but it's getting to the point where it's becoming toxic.
Sadisticat: Would you like to call sometime, and vent?
Sadisticat: You know I'm always an open ear.
Subjugate: I'm sorry I've been toxic.
Sadisticat: I wouldn't bring it up if it wasn't a huge issue for me.
Sadisticat: You're not mad at me, are you?
Subjugate: No, of course not, Fen.
Subjugate: I just feel bad, which is how I should feel.
Subjugate: That you felt bad enough to have to come to me and say this.
Sadisticat: I'd much rather talk to you than just let it boil
Sadisticat: We're all adults here and we'll handle it as such.
Sadisticat: V naturally doesn't like you but.. that is because she's grown very protective of me, she's become a friend very quickly. Even sent me money to get snacks.
Sadisticat: I promise she's lovely, and I hope she comes to realise you're lovely, too. I hope all this blows over and goes back to normal again soon.
Subjugate: I mean I figured she doesn't like me but I don't particularly care about her opinion because I've known you for three years.
Sadisticat: You know how easy it is for people to love me. >~<
Sadisticat: I think that's.. about everything I needed to say. I'm sorry if I've put a damper on your mood on anything but it needed to be said.
Subjugate: Nah, it's okay.
Subjugate: wait
Subjugate: does Dan dislike me too?
Sadisticat: Nope.
Subjugate: Okay, just checking.
Sadisticat: Even said you weren't bad company. He's not too impressed at being unfriended twice, but I think that's something you two will have to figure out.
Subjugate: The second time was when I thought I should just stay away.
Sadisticat: I know, lovie.
Sadisticat: So longs as you know when to either bite your tongue or direct your anger elsewhere, aka to a PC/my discord, we should be okay. I hate having to yell 'quiet' at people, I don't want to look like I'm pulling the 'I own the room so treat me like a Goddess' card.
Subjugate: Yeah, I know you don't.
Sadisticat: Too many room owners do that..
Sadisticat: Anyway, what's this about a person you'd like banned? Bad news?