Word Guys

It's time to tackle a subject that has been extremely mentally taxing for me, and has undoubtedly exasperated the benzo withdrawal disease a great deal with the stress that it has caused me.

I was part of an enemy set-up to create what's called a word guy, someone who sends an inappropriate word for the enemy to the mainframe all the while trying to send the enemy to hell. The idea was simple, create a shitstorm if he joins the forces of good, while they were confident they could handle it if he joined evil.

The enemy used the perfect lure, my shell is both easy going and has an absurd sense of humor, so when I was told that 'everyone' calls the enemy niggers (I presumed, of course, that also meant Africans too and I planned to make sure of it later) my mid-conscious took right to it. It was a great joke, since no one would take it too seriously with Jews being around.

Africans, unfortunately, it seems, are not good about this issue (that's how it was in the narrative I was presented out there). And it's very important to separate Africans from black people, there are plenty of understanding and forgiving black people in the world and if not we can just make them.

Most people who want to send the enemy to hell are very excited to do so and it's even a spiritual moment, both apply to me. In other words, I was excited and in a hurry, and I was in a hurry in a strategic sense as well. I know ultimately taking the time to change the word would be seen as reasonable and probably the correct choice, but when your tapped into the urgency of the situation, well what can you say, you're tapped in.

Another issue is how difficult it is to come up with an appropriate word or phrase at all, and I think I was aware of this on some level. There are examples of words or phrase that might seem ok at first but actually are far from perfect.

Let's take a look at a few examples
"People who torture people for ever." Hellwarriors do that
"The enemy." You likely have other enemies in a strictly technical sense
"People who torture innocent being to the maximum extent." Actually a few problems with this one, one is the philosophical and interpretative problem of whether or not my dog is innocent if he lived a previous life as a meanskin and the other is that what you want to focus your efforts on are being who are organized into an *army* towards that goal.

There is no appropriate word I can think of, only a highly unwieldy phrase could be used. Robots can often have acronymic names.

Another important piece of context in the event was that I absolutely knew, within any reasonable definition of that word, that the mainframe would interpret everything according to my will. How did I know that? Because I was taught that the positive % energies are the evil ones and yet the mainframe has always covered me on that.

There are other angles of defense here, but those are some of the most important ones. Philosophically, purity of intent is also an important angle.

I can't stress how taxing this has been, knowing that the inherent nature of the offended race is so important here to my outcome, it is terrifying.