WINTER WONDES | WISH LIST

username | PJMANGGAE


     ミ★ dear santa

name | AHN HYORIM
nicknames | YOYO


     ミ★ i like the way

slot + back up | WISH LIST + MILK & COOKIES
face claim + back up | @/dd9987_ + @/rw2100

personality | straightforward, helpful, kind-hearted, submissive, insecure, short-tempered
              you can easily talk to hyorim because she will be honest about everything, unless the truth won't harm other people, and even sincerely apologize whenever she does something wrong to another person because it kinda eats up her conscience whenever she doesn't right her wrong. she is also willing to help people in need because it brings a lot of joy to her heart whenever she sees people satisfied with her assistance. hyorim gains pleasure just by lending a hand to those who needed one but of course, that makes hyorim kind of a push-over. due to her extreme kindness, some take advantage of that and treats hyorim like a maid or sa slave and hyorim can't say nothing about it because it's really hard for her to say "no" since she thinks people will hate her or think bad of her if she does which kinda brings out the insecure side of hyorim. people may give her a ton of thumbs up and shower her with compliments, hyorim still thinks she's not good enough. whenever she looks into a mirror, all she sees above her head is ugly and failure. that's why she does her very best just to help people, just like a heroine. but just because she's a push-over and weak on the inside, doesn't mean she doesn't have an abrasive side. whenever things doesn't go according to plan or someone just pushed the limit on irritating her, she can be the meanest person you'll ever meet and just shouts whatever that comes to her angry mind. a sore-loser in short but she eventually regrets it after a while and quickly tries to make it up for the person she just roasted.

how will she assist her patient | hyorim would be patient and tolerant. she'll try to understand what they're going through and get all the information she can grasp from them just to find or think about a cure than can set them free from the bad feeling they're trapped in. of course, there would be times where hyorim would lose control of her anger and just scream at them for being so damn annoying and whiny. because she's trying her best, isn't she? and she thinks she doesn't deserve the kind of treatment where her patient will be complaining all the time no matter how excellent or satisfactory her work ethic is. she has had enough of her own anxiety problems and she will not let it get worse just because of her bratty and ignorant patient.


     ミ★ winter story (겨울을 닮은 너)

habits | biting her nails when nervous + break her knuckles when she's trying to focus
likes | reading books + writing down random stuff with colored sharpies + helium balloons, she'll suck the air out of it which makes her voice tiny, she loves doing that kind of stuff + helping people
dislikes | getting angry + pushing her to the limit + heights + frogs + being in tight or small spaces like big tubes or big pipes or small kiddie slides just— noPE
trivia | she has a scar right across her thumb on her right hand after dodging herself with a knife. fortunately, it was sewed back on because if it wasn't, she would just have four fingers on the right.


     ミ★ merry christmas

chosen patient + back up | DECEMBER + SNOWFLAKE

relationship status | beginning. hyorim already knew he was having personal trust issues to begin with. she can just imagine how awful it felt for DECEMBER when his loved one died, which made her assume why he shut down the whole world. nonetheless, hyorim is easily irritated by him because he's too rude, too confident and at times, he'll be completely heartless, not giving a damn whether hyorim is in trouble or not. hyorim tried to stay calm and mature about it but unfortunately, his patient is not the perfect fit for her goody-two shoes personality so there would be situations where hyorim would step out of the room, far from DECEMBER just to let out all her rage, they weren't close so she thinks it's rude if she screams at him for being so rude which is kinda ironic. so to begin with the operation, she observed how DECEMBER acts and behaves before trying to "cure" him. hyorim did try and made conversation with him and of course, as expected, he wasn't cooperating. but that didn't made hyorim give up because she know she came back to earth with a mission and DECEMBER is her mission.
                      middle. they have become comfortable with each other. hyorim can feel DECEMBER turning quiet a bit soft and even tries helping hyorim at times but gets immediately embarrassed and sometimes mad whenever hyorim talks about him caring. and since DECEMBER can be stubborn at times, they often argue, especially about his past love, which makes hyorim's temper go off the chart because she is really quite persistent on curing DECEMBER, since it's her job, and she would do just about anything to heal him. sure, hyorim felt like babysitting a spoiled, rich, and brattt child whenever she's around DECEMBER, who is always complaining and being the emo kid that he is, which totally messes up her anger but that doesn't mean she doesn't care about him. even though he's really hard to be with, hyorim is still willing to help him get over his past so that he could start again and have a bright future, with her.
                     end.  let's just say, hyorim may or may not have what she wanted from DECEMBER but she's still happy and supportive on whatever he is doing right now. if they weren't able to be "boyfriend and girlfriend", hyorim accepts it even though it pains her heart and just lets DECEMBER be happy without her, at least she succeeded on curing him, she should at least feel happy for him now that he's okay right? they've been through a lot and they've been togethee which felt like years for hyorim so she thought, she'll just be grateful for the time given for the two of them. but if they did become a thing, hyorim does whatever it takes just to keep DECEMBER happy and loved, even with the occasional fights they'll eventually have in the future as a couple, hyorim's love for DECEMBSR will not fade away.

first impressions | DECEMBER is so full of himself, hyorim felt like trash and wished she had his confidence but after finding out his extreme rude personality, she just wished that her anger won't flow out too soon or else hell is gonna break lose between two demons. but then, unfortunately, DECEMBER is the alpha demon between the two of them so— oops.

interactions/scene requests | others. hyorim going super saiyan because everyone else was arguing or talking too loud with each other while she was trying to think of how to apologize to DECEMBER because of the big fight they had.
                              love interest. they'll be having a heated argument about DECEMBER's ex, which hyorim shouldn't have messed with. "stop detaching yourself to people! is it really hard for you to just try and interact? is it because of...her? DECEMBER, she's dead. sulking in your room, locking people out— it won't bring her back! i thought you already know that? she already left and there's nothing you can do about it! so, please! wake up and stop obsessing over somebody who's already dead!" "what the fuck do you know, hyorim?! just because i told you my story doesn't mean you should start meddling with it! and do you think i'm fucking dumb or something? i know she left me! stop rubbing it on my face because, i'm not gonna lie— it still fucking hurts! and you... talking about her like that... hurts like hell, hyorim. no, i'm hurting even deeper than hell because ever since she passed, i've already sunken into hell but now, it's worse. i know, you're only doing this because you want to leave this place but that doesn't mean you have the right to talk about her right in front of me because you don't. you're not somebody who can just do anything they want. /scoff scoff/ do you think you're that important, hyorim? you're just selfish, weak, heartless and would eventually leave me like she did. the similarity is you're both dead but... the difference is, she's alive here in my heart— but you're not.”


     ミ★ winter wonders

anything else we need to know? | this af is lit
message to us | bob and tiny thai, i hope you like my succ-ish form, i really did try to finish it in a day and this is what i got, trash lmao but i hope it wasn't too cringe-y for you and i guess give me feedback? i just want to know what you thought about my form and what things i should change about it so yeAh love u guys both keep bullying each other and stay an ass <3

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