Peaches: Today at 7:26 PM
Can I talk to you about something?

Anonymous: Today at 7:26 PM
Ye

Peaches: Today at 7:27 PM
Okay, well, it's not a very happy thing
But basically, I've been thinking about some things

Anonymous: Today at 7:27 PM
Ye :open_mouth:
Just do what you're comfortable with, Peaches :heart:

Peaches: Today at 7:34 PM
Well, I've realized, you've treated me very poorly for a lot of the duration of the time that we've been friends. There's been various things you've done that have been highly hurtful, and in all honesty, that history of things makes me dread talking to you, and makes me dread doing campaign with you, and I genuinely do not think I can continue.
You've told me I'm unfunny to my face, you've told me I'm annoying, and yet the whole time, you've maintained that I've been "like a sister to you" and I don't like how two-faced it feels.
You've mocked my family situation before, knowing it's abusive, and if I bring it up, you give a half-hearted apology but you don't seem to care.

Anonymous: Today at 7:36 PM
That last one is news to me!

Peaches: Today at 7:36 PM
The way that you treated ---- during the campaign was horrible too, it was inexcusable that you made her feel so badly.
I don't think I should have to detail the history of abuse that I've experienced for you to treat me and my life with basic respect.

Anonymous: Today at 7:37 PM
Just make sure to tell **** that you're quitting!
I'm not gonna defend myself, guarantee I've been shitty to you. I'm sorry that ---- and I never got along, and that's a personal thing that I don't have to go on to about you, but I won't let her just get away with being incredibly disruptive and rude as well, but that's whatever.
But, I guesss... 1) I had hoped, in vain, they came across as the jokes they were intended to be. I'm very sorry that they did not come across that way, but that's the way things are now, so that's fine. 2) I don't at all, ever, remember mocking your family situation. If I've made light of abuse, that's just me being a fucking asshole and I'll just have to live with that.
---- put herself into a situation where she'd have to "put up" with a person that she hates, regularly, for 9 solid months. I'm sorry that she chose to be rude and disruptive, constantly, antagonistic and doing chaos for chaos' sake. I'm sorry that her defaulting to 3+ drinks most sessions just to deal with me irritated me.
Take care, sorry things can't work out! That's just something I have to live with, and I sincerely hope that you can move on and heal from this. You deserve better.

Peaches: Today at 7:43 PM
You know, I think you're focusing too much on ----, because in actuality, that's not the core of the issue at all. You just focused on it because you knew that it was more easy to defend yourself on it
And yes, you have mocked my family situation. Maybe you don't remember it, because you view it as just "jokes" I suppose. But the fact that you see something like that as being able to be joked about, is very messed up to me.

Anonymous: Today at 7:44 PM
No, I don't remember it. I don't remember a lot.

Peaches: Today at 7:44 PM
Well, if I tell you that it happened, does it matter if you remember it?
I wouldn't just make something like this up, and repeating that you don't remember it over and over again is not a good look.

Anonymous: Today at 7:44 PM
I mean I fucking should remember something like that jfc
I'm not claiming you are making it up! I'm sure I did say hurtful and stupid things.
That isn't sarcasm, I want to make that perfectly apparent. Like, I am certain that I've said and done some terrible shit.

Peaches: Today at 7:45 PM
It'd be one thing if it only happened once, but you've done so much that's been terrible and you keep doing it.

Anonymous: Today at 7:47 PM
For your sake then, please, take a step back, don't speak to me, and do what you need to heal. Move on, take care of yourself, because I'm not gonna be worth it, and honestly I'd rather you be safer for yourself than run the risk of me being a constant reminder of the things you've endured from me.
I'm sorry that I didn't treat you the way that you deserve. I'm sorry I wasn't anywhere near good enough of a friend for you.

Peaches: Today at 7:52 PM
The fact that you're so willing to just let this bridge be burned, and knowing how you likely won't to anything to better yourself, is infuriating

Anonymous: Today at 7:52 PM
I know that nothing I say will matter.

Peaches: Today at 7:53 PM
I hate your manipulative words, and your fake apologies. I'm tired of you treating this situation like it's something that you can just move past with a simple apology, and I hate that you are trying to be guilt trippy when I finally get the courage to speak about the way that you've made me feel.

Anonymous: Today at 7:53 PM
You're speaking so matter-of-factly, and you've made up your mind, I don't really know what you want me to do. I don't know what you want me to say beyond I'm sorry.
See?
Believe whatever you want. I'm trying to be sincere, but whatever.

Peaches: Today at 7:53 PM
But whatever.
Do you see how hostile you're being and how much you seem to be diving into guilt tripping instead of genuinely wanting to solve the problems that have led to these issues between us?
Instead of accepting that you've done wrong and wanting to better yourself, you instead deflect by assuming that the nature of your friendship is that it will always be harmful to other people, when in reality that is something you can very much change, and a situation that doesn't need to exist.

Anonymous: Today at 7:55 PM
Can I take a breath and think, maybe? I know I'm reacting super strong because I'm shocked and my attention is split, and honestly, I don't really know what to do right at this moment. ****'s session ended, and I don't have a second to think and relax.
I literally accepted that I've done wrong
Do you want to give me a chance? Because I'll take that, in a heartbeat, and I'll work to not treat you or anybody like this, because holy shit. I legitimately don't notice when I'm doing these things, when I've done them, do you know how fucked that is? I want to get better, and I need to be fuckin' called out for this shit. In truth, I desperately wish it wouldn't be in this kind of situation, where it's gotten to this level, but...Here we are.
See? That sounds like I'm trying to talk my way out of a corner to me and I'm not. It sounds so fucked from my perspective. I want to be better, and having my unacceptable behaviours put in front of my face is a fantastic way to have me sit and analyse the shit I do instead of just...Thinking everything's fine, because I genuinely don't notice, and I realise that's not any better than doing it on purpose.
I am sorry. I am truly, deeply sorry. I don't expect your forgiveness, but at the very least I can work on this. Work on me, to pay attention to the things I say and do.

Peaches: Today at 8:08 PM
I've given you chances. I've known you for 5 years, and you've not changed one bit. Every time you did something bad to me, I always thought to myself that I was being dramatic for reacting to it in a negative light, and I always thought that I should wait before confronting you about it. But, I'm at my limit now. You've done too much to me, and it's true that at this point, I think we will never be able to be normal friends again. It's manipulative to keep saying that you will change, without actually changing, and I am not the only person who you've hurt. It seems that, if you were going to change, you would have done it by now, but you haven't. Why is that?

Anonymous: Today at 8:09 PM
Not changed one bit. That, right there? That tells me you don't know me at all.
You've made up your mind, you're upset, that's understandable, that's fine. You are valid as fuck, girl. Now leave me alone. I'll just live with being shitty and wrong. If you don't think I'm worth it, then go do you.
I have nothing else to say to you.