[2018-11-07 18:09] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Wuh?
[2018-11-07 18:09] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Ania- Question, don't take it seriously though.
[2018-11-07 18:10] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: If we were to break up, what would happen?
[2018-11-07 18:10] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Are we even a thing?
[2018-11-07 18:10] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Doesn't feel like it.
[2018-11-07 18:10] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: WEll I still love you
[2018-11-07 18:11] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: You say that
[2018-11-07 18:11] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: It's just that we never...really do anything.
[2018-11-07 18:11] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: but these internet things never work out
[2018-11-07 18:11] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: When I was here a lot
[2018-11-07 18:11] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: we didn't do anything
[2018-11-07 18:11] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Now that I'm not here all the time
[2018-11-07 18:11] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: And I have missed my shot
[2018-11-07 18:11] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Really.
[2018-11-07 18:11] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Idk about missed your shot
[2018-11-07 18:11] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: but once training is over
[2018-11-07 18:11] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: im off friday saturday
[2018-11-07 18:11] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: work from 2-11pm weekdays
[2018-11-07 18:12] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: and 3pm-12am
[2018-11-07 18:12] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: sunday
[2018-11-07 18:12] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: EST
[2018-11-07 18:12] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: [sub]Well you see I was thinking about, well still being married but without the name change and the like[/sub]
[2018-11-07 18:12] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: So, you want to change your name?
[2018-11-07 18:12] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I'm torn
[2018-11-07 18:12] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Change it
[2018-11-07 18:12] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I want to be with you but being with you leave a void in my heart.
[2018-11-07 18:12] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Do what you want your character
[2018-11-07 18:13] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: It just implies you got other people
[2018-11-07 18:13] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: If you don't, there is no reason to change it.
[2018-11-07 18:13] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Though, someone would probably take that spot if you do.
[2018-11-07 18:13] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Anyway I gotta get rdy for work soonish I can talk a little longer
[2018-11-07 18:13] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I don't mind
[2018-11-07 18:13] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: But, you're the one making it complicated
[2018-11-07 18:13] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: for no reasno
[2018-11-07 18:13] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: You deserve better
[2018-11-07 18:13] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I deserve better
[2018-11-07 18:13] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: And it's me, it's always been me.
[2018-11-07 18:14] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Everyone that told me that
[2018-11-07 18:14] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: they end up leaving
[2018-11-07 18:14] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: then a few months later
[2018-11-07 18:14] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: "I wish we would hang out more."
[2018-11-07 18:14] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: "You're the one that left retard"
[2018-11-07 18:14] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: No no, I want to hang out still.
[2018-11-07 18:14] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: But it's as you say.
[2018-11-07 18:14] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Are we even married?
[2018-11-07 18:14] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: It doesn't feel like it.
[2018-11-07 18:14] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Just
[2018-11-07 18:14] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: act like it then
[2018-11-07 18:14] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Stop being a slut
[2018-11-07 18:14] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: and try to do stuff with me
[2018-11-07 18:15] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I can see you in the morning
[2018-11-07 18:15] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: and I can see you before work
[2018-11-07 18:15] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: That's a lot of time tbh
[2018-11-07 18:15] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Yeah but that is not enough time.
[2018-11-07 18:15] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: For the things I want to do.
[2018-11-07 18:15] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Timezones are shitty.
[2018-11-07 18:15] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: If you lived in england or I lived in america
[2018-11-07 18:16] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I wouldn't have a problem doing things but, I do other shit and the like.
[2018-11-07 18:18] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I'm sorry, I'm just...lonely.
[2018-11-07 18:18] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I miss you.
[2018-11-07 18:20] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: But I think we should...at least go on a little break to see if we can fix it but, well I think I lost you a while ago to be honest
[2018-11-07 18:22] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: ?
[2018-11-07 18:22] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: You retarded?
[2018-11-07 18:22] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: F-list isn't the only thing we can do, you act like because we a RPing on this site, we losing friendship.
[2018-11-07 18:23] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I haven't not considered you any less
[2018-11-07 18:23] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: we just doing RL things, that's all.
[2018-11-07 18:23] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Yes, I want to still be your friend
[2018-11-07 18:23] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: This is how it always ends up
[2018-11-07 18:23] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Then we actually drift not because of timezonesz
[2018-11-07 18:23] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: But, marriage is...tearing me to shreds.
[2018-11-07 18:23] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Because I want Satomi and Ania to grow
[2018-11-07 18:23] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: but because of this over-complicated dumb stuff that we're talking about now.
[2018-11-07 18:23] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Satomi
[2018-11-07 18:23] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I haven't RP'd since around I made this room
[2018-11-07 18:23] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: since the beginning of this year
[2018-11-07 18:23] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: When did we last hug?
[2018-11-07 18:23] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I've been sitting on
[2018-11-07 18:23] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: doing nothing
[2018-11-07 18:24] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Why do you think I called you the other day
[2018-11-07 18:24] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: to hang out, we can do stuff
[2018-11-07 18:24] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: To talk to me, the player
[2018-11-07 18:24] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: But I don't just want that-
[2018-11-07 18:24] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: YOU
[2018-11-07 18:24] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I want Satomi and Ania to grow
[2018-11-07 18:24] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: WANT TO RP
[2018-11-07 18:24] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: YES
[2018-11-07 18:24] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I just said on that
[2018-11-07 18:24] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: That is fine, but we both got RL stuff to do, and fridays and saturday are a good time
[2018-11-07 18:24] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: since you don't do anything before work
[2018-11-07 18:24] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I start work at 8 30
[2018-11-07 18:24] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: and when you get back, I'm like up getting rdy for work
[2018-11-07 18:25] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I wake up at 730
[2018-11-07 18:25] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I get up, make food, go to work
[2018-11-07 18:25] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Sometimes I wake up sooner than my alarm wakes me
[2018-11-07 18:25] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: But I don't want to be restricted to 'just the weekends'
[2018-11-07 18:25] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: To grow us
[2018-11-07 18:26] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Does...That make sense?
[2018-11-07 18:26] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I am up
[2018-11-07 18:26] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Regardless whenever you get up
[2018-11-07 18:26] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I am here late in the night after work
[2018-11-07 18:27] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Either way, if the goal is for the characters to grow
[2018-11-07 18:27] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Then what you're proposing is illogical
[2018-11-07 18:27] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: its us working on our time difference
[2018-11-07 18:27] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Then propose something
[2018-11-07 18:27] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: If I had a job in the mornings would be better.
[2018-11-07 18:27] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: What should we do
[2018-11-07 18:27] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: HANG OUT
[2018-11-07 18:27] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: ACTUALLY TALK
[2018-11-07 18:27] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: DO SHIT RP WISE
[2018-11-07 18:27] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: ITS SIMPLE SATOMI
[2018-11-07 18:27] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I try
[2018-11-07 18:27] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I've TRIED
[2018-11-07 18:27] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Now you know
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: And those times
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I just was not in the mood
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: to RP at all
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Its not because of a person
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: or anything
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Then tell me
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I haven't RP yet still
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Instead of making me feel
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Neglected
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: HOW?
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: This is why it's all coming up
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: IF IM ACTUALLY TRYING TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: No
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: No, it feels like there is something else in your life
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: you rather do
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: If you are not in the mood to RP
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: and you're trying to shift it to me
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Tell me
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: When I try and start something
[2018-11-07 18:28] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I
[2018-11-07 18:29] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: have not been rping at all
[2018-11-07 18:29] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I've been adjusting to this job
[2018-11-07 18:29] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I'm more or less
[2018-11-07 18:29] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: adjusted now
[2018-11-07 18:29] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: and before that, I was gamign and just was not in the mood to RP
[2018-11-07 18:29] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: we can RP if you want, I don't mind, I just need to be in the right mental
[2018-11-07 18:29] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: that is all
[2018-11-07 18:29] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: And how often does that happen when we are both around...?
[2018-11-07 18:29] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Satomi, you're overthinking things, and making them worse. Everything is fine.
[2018-11-07 18:30] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Before it was quite a lot, we just been doing w/e
[2018-11-07 18:30] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Now, still a lot, Satomi, I don't think any less of you, because we got shit to do
[2018-11-07 18:30] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: You say everything is fine
[2018-11-07 18:30] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I get home when you're waking up for work
[2018-11-07 18:30] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: and after training
[2018-11-07 18:30] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: But I don't feel fine
[2018-11-07 18:30] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I am off all friday
[2018-11-07 18:30] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: and saturday
[2018-11-07 18:30] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I am at work
[2018-11-07 18:30] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Then I am going to my nans
[2018-11-07 18:30] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Becuase she has a cyst in her stomach
[2018-11-07 18:30] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: on friday?
[2018-11-07 18:30] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Friday night yes, staying til sunday night
[2018-11-07 18:31] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Yeah and I'll be here on the weekend
[2018-11-07 18:31] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: and weekdays tbh
[2018-11-07 18:31] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Either way there is time
[2018-11-07 18:31] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: and we'll make it work
[2018-11-07 18:31] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: You making it sound like I don't like you or something
[2018-11-07 18:31] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: or you don't like me and there is other stuff you rather do
[2018-11-07 18:31] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: WEll...
[2018-11-07 18:31] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: It's how it feels.
[2018-11-07 18:31] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: You have feels for someone else?
[2018-11-07 18:31] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: No no
[2018-11-07 18:31] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: If you do
[2018-11-07 18:31] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: just say so
[2018-11-07 18:31] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Then literally
[2018-11-07 18:31] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: there is no problem
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: then just some time adjustment
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Not as much as you but no
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Riiight
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: You aren't getting my point
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: There is literally no problem
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: other than time
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I love you the most
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: We have to work on it
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: NO listen
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: THAT'S THE ONLY PROBLEM SATOMI
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: It's not!
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Is our timing
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: We need to be around each other more
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Well yeah, mainly that
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: That's what we need to fix
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: But, when you just tease people in the main chat, calling them gay
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Call me over
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Give me a kiss on the cheek
[2018-11-07 18:32] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Little things.
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Oooh
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: That's what I want
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Sometimes I don't even know you're online
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I want to feel wanted.
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Okay
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I gotcha
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: That's all I want
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I get it now
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I want more thant hat
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: but
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: That will work the few hours we see each other
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]:  a day
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: That's how we...kickstart us
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Good
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Okay
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: That's fine, I just wasn't sure.
[2018-11-07 18:33] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: But, you want cute lovey dovey stuff
[2018-11-07 18:34] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Yes
[2018-11-07 18:34] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Make me feel wanted
[2018-11-07 18:34] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I mean I tell you
[2018-11-07 18:34] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: you are
[2018-11-07 18:34] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: That's the problem, I didn't feel wanted
[2018-11-07 18:34] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Mentally.
[2018-11-07 18:34] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I felt a block
[2018-11-07 18:35] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: To be honest...It'd be better if we started again and worked up, instead of jumping right in, but cute lovey dovey stuff will help
[2018-11-07 18:35] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: That's okay
[2018-11-07 18:35] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Well, you know I want you, so push
[2018-11-07 18:35] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: that bad thought out
[2018-11-07 18:36] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Yes
[2018-11-07 18:36] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Its like
[2018-11-07 18:36] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: you want other people to see this lovey dovey stuff
[2018-11-07 18:36] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: Yes
[2018-11-07 18:36] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I see.
[2018-11-07 18:36] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I like feeling wanted.
[2018-11-07 18:36] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: In a room full of other people who want you
[2018-11-07 18:36] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I'm your wife
[2018-11-07 18:36] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: You should be paying attention to me more than anyone else
[2018-11-07 18:37] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: If I am not there, that's fine but when I am~
[2018-11-07 18:37] [user]Satomi Fayne[/user]: I want you~
[2018-11-07 18:37] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: idk if they even do
[2018-11-07 18:37] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I'm not even doing anything with anyone
[2018-11-07 18:37] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I need to at least the close friends
[2018-11-07 18:40] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: Alright
[2018-11-07 18:40] [user]Ania Fayne[/user]: I gotta go to work