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- roudn 2, go nuts, i did a thing again. feedback in comment, too many people read these to not get some actual fucking feedback.
- it's been a long 60 days since I met her. Fun times. Of all places, i've met her at a Bernie Sanders rally. I had
- prepared myself to attend the rally as soon as I heard there was even a rally to begin with. Imagine my surprise to
- find that literally no one I talked to about the rally had any idea it was going on. I must've talked to aout 7
- people about it, and the only one to hear anything aboout it was a nbn(m?) named M. edit: I had sought transportation
- through the Bulloch County Dem Party page on facebook, and sure enough there were some young progressives willing
- to give me a ride. I think they expected me to volunteer with the rally because they never stopped talking about it,
- nor did they assume that I wasn't going to volunteer. Sure I support the movement, it fits most of my ideals, while
- also having the energy to match. A congregation of like minded individuals gathered to listen to a man they
- vehemently believe in to fix their problems. Shit, I'm one of them. I'm damn near a million dollars in medical
- debt, and if healthcare is universal, I would hope medical debt would be waived. Hope.
- Someone I wrote about last time
- did not want me to use their name, so I will refrain from using any names, because who in their right mind would
- want to be associated with my tomfoolery. Because that's what it is. Tomfoolery. I have literally been stumbling my
- way into every situation I have been in and the most recent development was a two month relationship with a woman
- that was 47 years old. yeah. 47. No kids, so it wasn't that weird. edit: it began with a week in Statesboroo, then
- a week at her place. I had renewed a lease with my complex in like, January, because I asked them to order me a pizza
- and I'd renew. I shit you not, I renwed a year long lease to get a pizza. I was hungry lmao. and i didnt have a job,
- or did i? Edit: I lived in Augusta and didn't have to pay rent. big deal to me.
- think this was before started selling cars again. ANway That was a time to be alive. It was short lived, soul-
- less, and degrading. I made okay money. I sold cars decently, but most people don't have the money or the credit,
- sometimes both. But hey. The dealership gave me a 500$ check every week, like, ooooooookay. It was a good few months.
- A wise man would've saved that money like it was no other, but I was fresh 21 and in Statesboro, ga. Fuck that lmao
- I'll be fine. I usually am. I stumbled my way into a job that's barely taxed, I get great hours, and I got a place to
- stay on Broad within like 2 weeks of being back in townNo lease. Pretty fucking sweet if you ask me.
- We justified it by telling each other from the
- get go that it was not going to work long term, but we quickly forgot about that. And then of course the dynamic
- started to kick in and we drove each other crackers. So it goes. I'm trying to cope/transition with/from the
- situation by remaining as a family unit. edit: 15 minutes remain. Anyone I become friends with, they tend to be
- someone I can talk to any time in my life until the day I die. It's just how it works with me. I don't do bullshit
- friendships, usually. Most people that read this far into it are an actual friend, I know I can talk to you at any
- stage in my life, because shit, if you're reading this far into it, you're obviously interested in my life, maybe
- you're not interested in who I am, but you're definitely intrigued.
- I'm gonna know D until the day either of us die, but ther is no way
- in hell that I an li ev with her because that is just not feasible in our world. I was having a quick interaction
- while writing that so I had to multitask. I haven't used a computer since I left the commune, so my skills are
- getting rusty. On a normal day, I'd go online and do a 10fastfingers and probably get somewhere between 95 and 100 words per minute
- and if I got a low 90, I'd be pretty convinced I'm fucked up. I don't type slow. Anyway, lemme tell you about the
- commune. An income sharing, egalitarian community. A family. I entered their home, showed my ass initially in
- typical Sidney Schaefer fashion, redeemed myself, and am entertaining theh idea of returning for a brief period in
- mid to late August. edit: 12 minutes. I went out to the commune to find not myself, but my self. And I truly believe
- that I've gotten to know my self better. I'm fuckin crazy, and I was surrounded by people who understood that fully.
- Myabe most do, but shit man, these are communards. They're a special kind of crazy and I love each and everyone one
- of them with everry fiber in my being, because they're not so different from myself. K told me it was basically the
- island of misfit toys, and I'll be damne if she were wrong. It is. But I'm a misfit. Or at least I stand out. Again,
- not extraordinary, but extra ordiary. That and I do crazy shit. 25 thousand people read my last writing. People
- have told me verbatim that they live vicariously through me. To weird to live,too rare to die.
- I have to ration about-fuck where's my phone, I was about to look up flights on Google Flights.
- I love Google. anyway. The last time i checked, it cost me about 300 or so to fly from Augusta to Springfield, MO,
- but my good pal A tells me to bus to Atlanta, then fly to Springfield. edit: 8 minutes. I flew foer the first time
- in years from St Louis to Savannah. I rode a bus from Springfield to STL, got on a late plane, barely making my
- connection in Charolette, then spent like 3 days at a house near the beach. Pretty sweet, but super unhealthy.
- My stumbling came in really clutch, because I landed a job before I even got back to Augusta, and I'm liking it
- a lot. I work as hard as I can, which is really diminished, I mean I literally have heart failure, last time I
- checked I was at like 35% EF (efraction rate). They mostly like me, I like them, super chill, I eat for
- mostly free, ob la di ob la dah. And I minimized my life by getting an apartment literaly 2 blocks and a flight
- of stairs away. pretty fuckin sweet.
- D brought me a cigarillo that has been
- laying dormant in her house for the past month or so. god bless her. I think it'll be cheaper to go his route, a bus
- ride out there is around 30 dollars, depending on how soon you reserve your ticket, maybe, probably, hopefully.
- Either way, it's cheaper. The battery on this- bruh. This computer has one core at 1.9 Ghz. My DUDE. And it's an A4
- APU. She had to of gotten this computer no later than like 2010. And it's efficient for the time. It's
- honestly a miracle it's still kicking after this long. I wonder how much she paid to have it fixed at all, if ever.
- I disabled all the start up programs, and there were plenty, so maybe not. I don't know, and I certainly digress.
- It's been a long time since I've straight up smoked a Swisher.
- I'm going to read over what i've written, which wil lend up with me writing for another 30 minutes or so. the
- computer only has enough juice for roughly 30 minutes and i'll be damned if I sit inside and write this. anyway.
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