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<div align="right"><blockquote><table width="200"><tr><td><div align="justify"><font style="font-family: georgia; font-size: 6px; line-height: 8px; text-transform:uppercase; letter-spacing:1px;">sickening pessimist hypocrite master. conservative communist apocalyptic bastard. <a href="http://paris.insanejournal.com/10140.html"><b>thank you dear god for putting me on this earth, i feel very privileged in debt for my thirst! </b></font></a></div><div style="display:none;"><a name="cutid1"></a></div> </blockquote><br /><br /><center><table style="color:#000; width:; font-family: arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 15px;" cellpadding="3" cellspacing="3"><tr><td width="180" style="border-top: solid 0px #E9DEB1;" valign="top"><font face="arial" style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 15px;"><p align="justify"><div style="background:linear-gradient(to right, #EC7BCA, #69CADC); width: 100%; display: block; color: transparent; height: 1px;"></div><img src="https://i.imgur.com/zVlfLDN.png" style="display:inline; padding: 0px; box-shadow: 1px 1px 1px #e4e4e4;border-width: 0px; border-radius:5 5 5 5; opacity:0.9; height:px;-webkit-transition-duration: 1.5s; transition-duration: 1.5s;width:180px;"><br /><br /><div align="justify"><font face="times new roman" style="font-size: 7px; color:#393535; line-height: 9px;text-transform:uppercase;"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnaUgSQh0BU">woman</a> ‣ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VBmMU_iwe6U">run the world (girls) </a> ‣ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UUWkr4FUlo">days like this</a> ‣ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TeQW-9Cg8qs">land of the free</a> ‣ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5uamDMoW4o">something to believe in</a> ‣ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_5U0M9ErGA">she talks to angels</a> ‣ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1aVHLL5egRY">let her cry</a> ‣ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EX8tFvInN3Y">gypsy</a> ‣ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5BJXwNeKsQ">learning to fly</a> ‣ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXWvKDSwvls">life's been good</a> ‣ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h0i62GnQoo0">smoke two joints</a>.</td>

<td width="250" valign="top" style="border-top: solid 0px #;"><font face="arial" style="font-size: 10px; color:#393535; line-height: 12px;text-transform:lowercase;"><center><p align="justify"><div align="justify"><font face="times new roman" style="font-size: 10px; color:#393535; line-height: 9px;text-transform:lowercase;">There was a point in my life where I embraced the dark. The only light in my world had gotten shattered by the art.<br /><br />I looked forward to the pain I was about to inflict on my wrists. <br />I looked at all my previous scars that reflected all of my inner conflicts.<br />I took a razor to my skin knowing the risks.<br /><br />I blamed myself a lot for other people’s actions when I was younger. <br />I stayed up crying all night, feeling alone in wondering what I did to stir up a grown mans hunger.<br /><br />I kept it a secret because I didn’t know any better.<br />I didn’t care anymore. I planned on a future where only death was an option. It was my only solution do an ongoing resolution where fear was a constant toxin.  <br /><br />I didn’t want to live in an environment that could treat me so awful. A place that has shown it’s true colors since the beginning by being unlawful. <br /><br />Without my dad, I couldn’t see another sun rise. I didn’t care what anybody had to say, I treated their words as lies. <br />There was one night I planned to go away. To erase all the memories of an unfamiliar stay.<br /><br />I have grown a little now and have become a little wiser. I got the help I needed to see the horizon a little brighter. I still have a lot to learn and my heart will continue to yearn for a love that has been absent since my father. <br /><br />now, I will use this new platform to fight for the future generation and to help the world's population. I will continue to learn from our ancestors and from the beautiful human beings around us. I will continue to fight for women, as a woman, and for all who raise their fist to a prick whose brain and entire presidential campaign has been run by his little shrimp dick. </font><div style="background:linear-gradient(to right, #EC7BCA, #69CADC); width: 100%; display: block; color: transparent; height: 1px;"></div><br><div align="justify"><font face="times new roman" style="font-size: 7px; color:#393535; line-height: 9px;text-transform:uppercase;"><i>My role in society, or any artist's or poet's role, is to try and express what we all feel. Not to tell people how to feel. Not as a preacher, not as a leader, but as a reflection of us all.<br />― John Lennon.</i><center><img src="https://img-cache.cdn.gaiaonline.com/ee05db92d21e5df57b1dec0b1e09156d/http://i4.glitter-graphics.org/pub/2146/2146524dalwzgjij2.gif" width="200" style="opacity: .5; display: block; margin-top:-150px;margin-left: px; border: 0px"></div><br /><td width="180" valign="top" style="border-top: solid 0px #E9DEB1;"><div align="justify"><font face="arial" style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 15px;"><center><p align="justify"><div style="background:linear-gradient(to right, #EC7BCA, #69CADC); width: 100%; display: block; color: transparent; height: 1px;"></div><img src="https://i.imgur.com/lrJz34R.png" style="display:inline; padding: 0px; box-shadow: 1px 1px 1px #e4e4e4;border-width: 0px; border-radius:5 5 5 5; opacity:0.9; height:px;-webkit-transition-duration: 1.5s; transition-duration: 1.5s;width:180px;"><br /><br /><div align="justify"><font face="times new roman" style="font-size: 7px; color:#393535; line-height: 9px;text-transform:uppercase;">✌🏼 what's one cause you fight strongly for? ‣ top three women who empower you? ‣ is there one book you've read lately that has made you feel smarter? ‣ what's one challenge you've faced?</div></td><br /><br /><td width="90" valign="middle"><center><img src="https://i.imgur.com/siRNJzh.gif" width="70" style="display:inline; padding: 7px; box-shadow: 1px 1px 1px #e4e4e4;border-width: 0px; border-radius:5 5 5 5; border-width: 1px; border-style: solid; border-color:#69CADC;background-color:#fff); opacity:0.9;-webkit-transition-duration: 1.5s; transition-duration: 1.5s;width:70px; -webkit-transform: rotate(-1deg);"><br /><br /><img src="https://i.imgur.com/paFsrGK.gif" style="display:inline; padding: 7px; box-shadow: 1px 1px 1px #e4e4e4;border-width: 0px; border-radius:5 5 5 5; border-width: 1px; border-style: solid; border-color:#EC7BCA;background-color:#fff); opacity:0.9; -webkit-transition-duration: 1.5s; transition-duration: 1.5s;width:70px;-webkit-transform: rotate(-1deg);"><br /><br /><img src="https://i.imgur.com/i0nr5IH.gif" style="display:inline; padding: 7px; box-shadow: 1px 1px 1px #e4e4e4;border-width: 0px; border-radius:5 5 5 5; border-width: 1px; border-style: solid; border-color:#69CADC;background-color:#fff); opacity:0.9;-webkit-transition-duration: 1.5s; transition-duration: 1.5s;width:70px; -webkit-transform: rotate(-1deg);"></td></table></font></font></font></center></center></center></font></font></font></div></div></div></div></center></center></table></div>