You're not Alone

[22:51] Ella Zam says, "So um..."
[22:51] Ella Zam says, "Sally"
[22:51] Salthiel Anauel asks, "Yes, Ella?"
[22:51] Ella Zam says, "They caught the girl that lured me away to be kidnapped by the vampires"
[22:51] Salthiel Anauel says, "Ah, yeah. I was there."
[22:51] Salthiel Anauel says, "We took her in."
[22:51] Salthiel Anauel says, "If you mean Leana."
[22:51] Ella Zam says, "Oh"
[22:52] Salthiel Anauel says, "Surrendered her to the Mariposas."
[22:52] Ella Zam says, "Yeah, her i think"
[22:52] Salthiel Anauel says, "It would have been foolish if she struggled against the five of us."
[22:52] Ella Zam says, "Yeah..."
[22:52] Salthiel Anauel says, "Or... four? Let me see. Yang, Tenevan, Carp, Me."
[22:53] Salthiel Anauel says, "Anyways. I didn't know she was the one who lured you in."
[22:53] Salthiel Anauel asks, "Oh wait. I think Alyka was there?"
[22:53] Ella stares off into the distance, something on her mind.
(Ella Zam)
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[22:53] Salthiel Anauel says, "Sorry. My memory's kinda fuzzy."
[22:53] Salthiel Anauel asks, "Are you alright?"
[22:53] Ella Zam says, "y-yeah..."
[22:54] Salthiel Anauel asks, "You know that lying won't do you good, yeah?"
[22:54] Bai Long asks, "...What'd they do with the one that lured you in?"
[22:54] Salthiel Anauel asks, "What's on your mind?"
[22:55] She just sighs,

"I'm fine... it's nothing..."
(Ella Zam)
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[22:55] Ella Zam says, "She's waiting in the cell over there..."
[22:55] She points to the jail cell just south of them, the house on the east of the two.
(Ella Zam)
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[22:56] Bai Long exclaims, "Well, lets hope they are judged correctly!"
[22:56] Ella Zam says, "...yeah..."
[22:56] Salthiel Anauel asks, "Why are you worrying so much, Ella?"
[22:57] Ella Zam says, "It's nothing, really..."
[22:57] Salthiel Anauel asks, "Do I have to drag Alyssa here?"
[22:57] Salthiel Anauel asks, "Are you pregnant?"
[22:57] Ella Zam exclaims, "I'm not pregnant!"
[22:58] Ella Zam says, "It's just that..."
[22:58] Salthiel Anauel asks, "Hm?"
[22:58] Ella Zam says, "i've been thinking about morales and stuff and..."
[22:58] Ella Zam says, "her situation didn't really sound very different than mine was..."
[22:58] Salthiel Anauel asks, "That we lured her in?"
[22:58] Ella Zam says, "No just..."
[22:58] Ella Zam says, "Like..."
[22:59] Bai Long says, "You shouldn't pity those that wish you harm, or do you harm Ell."
[22:59] Ella Zam says, "nevermind..."
[22:59] Bai Long says, "She lured you to be practically 'cattle' for the vampires."
[22:59] Ella Zam says, "Well..."
[22:59] Bai Long says, "What she gets is what she deserves."
[22:59] Ella Zam says, "Even they didn't keep me in a cage..."
[23:00] Ella Zam says, "and none of them drank my blood, or held me in restraints..."
[23:00] Ella Zam says, "they almost treated me like a person..."
[23:00] Bai Long says, "You're feeling bad...Because we locked up a person who lured you to the vampires, where you had to drink an invisibility potion to run away."
[23:01] Ella Zam says, "It's stupid... i know..."
[23:01] Bai Long says, "It is, but it is your thoughts, there is nothing wrong with it."
[23:01] Salthiel Anauel says, "Ella."
[23:02] Salthiel Anauel asks, "Do you know why?"
[23:02] Salthiel Anauel asks, "Why they didn't feel the need to put you on restraints?"
[23:02] Ella Zam says, "um..."
[23:02] Ella Zam says, "Leana said they trusted me..."
[23:02] Salthiel Anauel says, "And you were not a threat."
[23:03] Ella Zam says, "well neither is she..."
[23:03] Salthiel Anauel says, "You're wrong."
[23:03] Salthiel Anauel says, "She was suspected of crimes."
[23:03] Salthiel Anauel says, "Arson, for example. Or attacking one of our own."
[23:04] Salthiel Anauel asks, "And did you commit those crimes?"
[23:04] Salthiel Anauel says, "You liken yourself to her being, yet you fail to recognize your differences."
[23:04] Ella Zam says, "..."
[23:04] Ella Zam says, "...well..."
[23:04] Ella Zam says, "...she had to have her reasons..."
[23:04] Salthiel Anauel says, "She had to."
[23:04] Salthiel Anauel says, "That's why we didn't kill her."
[23:05] Salthiel Anauel says, "Like what Carp said, she must have had a reason why she committed those things."
[23:05] Salthiel Anauel says, "She probably didn't have a choice."
[23:06] She sighs.
(Ella Zam)
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[23:06] Ella Zam says, "I just..."
[23:06] Ella Zam says, "I don't know..."
[23:06] Salthiel Anauel says, "And that's why she's being kept for re-education."
[23:06] Salthiel Anauel asks, "What is it, that confuses you so?"
[23:07] Ella Zam says, "I just..."
[23:07] Ella Zam says, "Can't help but to feel empathetic for her..."
[23:07] Salthiel Anauel says, "And nothing's wrong with that."
[23:08] Salthiel Anauel asks, "Do you feel guilty for being empathetic? Or do you feel it is wrong to trust her like that?"
[23:08] Ella Zam says, "I don't know..."
[23:08] Ella Zam says, "I just feel..."
[23:08] Ella Zam says, "sorry for her..."
[23:09] Salthiel Anauel says, "And nothing's wrong with that. Talk to her"
[23:09] Salthiel Anauel says, "However, I advice you caution."
[23:09] Ella Zam says, "I did..."
[23:09] Salthiel Anauel asks, "And, did her words instill doubt in your mind?"
[23:10] Ella Zam says, "she just made me feel sorry for her..."
[23:10] Salthiel Anauel says, "And nothing's wrong with that."
[23:10] Salthiel Anauel says, "However, it is wrong if you're being emotionally manipulated."
[23:11] Salthiel Anauel says, "That's why it doesn't have to be so one sided."
[23:11] Salthiel Anauel says, "You can feel sorry. But if she truly feels regret, then she also has to prove herself."
[23:11] Salthiel Anauel says, "You can feel sorry, but that doesn't mean she's done no wrong."
[23:12] {ITEM} Traded item with Satsuki Shimasu: Magic X
[23:12] Satsuki shoves a bottle into Salthiel's pocket and walks off again.
(Satsuki Shimasu)
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[23:13] Salthiel blinks.
(Salthiel Anauel)
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[23:15] Salthiel Anauel says, "Anyway. I'm not saying you shouldn't feel emotion."
[23:15] Salthiel Anauel says, "But try not to let it consume you."
[23:16] Salthiel Anauel says, "The world isn't black and white."
[23:16] Ella Zam says, "easier said than done..."
[23:16] Salthiel Anauel says, "I know."
[23:16] Salthiel Anauel says, "Ask Zeriel."
[23:16] Salthiel Anauel says, "Sometimes, my emotion get the better of me."
[23:16] Salthiel Anauel says, "But if they were not there, I'd probably have already killed someone purely out of spite."
[23:16] Bai Long says, "It's true! The world is a myriad of colours."
[23:16] Ella Zam says, "at least for you it's only a 'sometimes'"
[23:16] Salthiel Anauel says, "Sometimes, however, years ago. I had none."
[23:16] Salthiel Anauel says, "It was all the time."
[23:16] Salthiel Anauel says, "Wrath. Sorrow."
[23:16] Salthiel Anauel says, "I used it to drive me."
[23:16] Bai Long says, "All it took...Was him gaining a five thousand coin debt."
[23:16] Bai Long asks, "That is now around ten thousand?"
[23:16] Bai Long says, "Pff."
[23:17] Salthiel Anauel says, "To make it so that I will get strong enough to make everyone bow before me. But---"
[23:17] Salthiel Anauel says, "Yeah, including what mister Bai said. I had people."
[23:17] Salthiel Anauel says, "Who helped me."
[23:17] Salthiel Anauel says, "Don't ever think you're alone."
[23:17] Salthiel Anauel says, "Control your emotions."
[23:21] There's a big smile on their face as Bai gives a thumbs up to Ella, "Or don't! If you have emotions that you need to let out, let them out, don't go holding it all in...Though at least try to let them out at appropriate times." A light-hearted chuckle is given, arms folding over one another.

After a moment of thought however they looked at Salthiel, then back at Ella, "Actually now that I think about it, you have a two thousand five hundred debt! Soon to be maybe more, if you need boosters yourself after all." They were married to Alyka after all, who held a two thousand five hundred debt, about, and in marriage like always, two are one!
(Bai Long)
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