20,000th antiquity

I am the ninth of the seven seals
	Namely, light, and suddenly
The eyes without whites stare right through me.
She told me nothing lasts forever. She said she loved me.

I do not sleep
	Anymore. My eye twitches.
You, too, will become blind one day,
When the world crumbles atop your shoulders.

Homesick for a place that doesn’t exist,
	She left. Silence.
Epileptic. I face those indigo depths as the moon dies,
Screaming silently as I breathe her smoke into my lungs.

Our lies and truths are the same illusions,
	Ephemeral constellations.
I can name them, I can name them all.
Show me instead a show, my selfishness made flesh

I am her lies.
	Now, purposeless, I vanish
Vanishment, yet now I see, now laugh, now erode, now I live!
I have vanished, yet I will persist, in memories
My seal has broken, and I
	Begin to smell like smoke.