how was work
Alice
Good
Oliver
i'm surprised to hear that from your mouth
Alice
Well it wasn't from my mouth
Oliver
ok miss edgy
you know what i mean
Alice
Lol so edgy for correcting someone
Oliver
for being picky and it's evident what i meant
Alice
Loollll
Have you regretted starting this convo yet
Oliver
i regret ever meeting you
Alice
Lollll
Why tho
Im cool
Oliver
you're a nutcase
Alice
Totezzz
Oliver
it's ok though. it has helped me to realise i need help so w/e
Alice
Thats why i'm still living a normal life
Such a nutcase
Oliver
You're in denial Alice
You're trying to be as normal as possible
Alice
No i'm not
Oliver
to try and fit in
and forget you're mentally ill
and it's the worst thing you can do
Alice
You cant just forget that
Oliver
because you will come to realise it later in life that it needs to be sorted with
Alice
Besides if people dont suspect anything then there is no problem
Oliver
lying to yourself is the most dangerous thing you can do
Alice
I honestly don't care anymore ollie
Oliver
this is why i finished it with you
you wont help yourself
and i'm happy to help you but you're not willing to help yourself
and you're lying to yourself
Alice
Even if I needed help you couldnt do that
You just made me feel worse
Oliver
because i was being truthful
and you just want to run away
like a child does
Alice
I am a child
Oliver
you were right
yeah
you will be for a long time
Alice
So dont try and get involved with one then
Besides you're saying all this shit to me when its completely hypocritical
Oliver
It's not when i'm already starting to get better
i haven't smoked since tuesday i've applied to multiple places for therapy
Alice
Only because you've just decided to get help now I'm the childish one
Oliver
no alice
Alice
Yes but you weren't getting help before
Oliver
i've lied to myself
since i was your age
and i'm trying to tell you not to do the same
Alice
Then stop saying all this shit to me
I dont care ollie, about anything
So there is no problem
It would be bad if I did care, i'm happy feeling nothing
Oliver
that is the problem
Alice
Nah relationships are fucking stupid
Oliver
i'm not talking about relationships
if you don't care about anything
that's an issue
Alice
Why should I
Oliver
see we just go in round about
Alice
My life is insignificant, there are so so many other people living their lives
If one person goes its not going to leave a huge hole in the world, nothing changes
Sure people cry a little bit for attention but they soon move on thats just life
Oliver
i thought we was going to be together forever after new years
but after a week you just seemed to go back to your old self
Alice
I know its weird I actually felt really strongly towards you
Like I wanted to be with you for a long time
Oliver
did you find someone else or something
Alice
No just stopped taking my meds
Oliver
this is just too much stress for me
Alice
Then delete me
Oliver
that's pretty much saying you don't want to love me
Alice
Only because it would be unfair on you
Oliver
this is unfair on me
so is life
so whatever
Alice
Then just delete me and move on
Are you going to
Delete my number aswell yeah
Oliver
lol
Alice
Why lol
If its so unfair..
Oliver
why did i have to find someone so perfect and imperfect at the same time
Alice
Wat
Care 2 explayn
Oliver
no
Alice
Why
Why bother saying that if you wont explain
Oliver
i don't want to talk no more
but i awnt you on my friend
Alice
Why
Dont do all this ignoring bullshit just answer me.
Oliver
i just don't want to talk now
Alice
Why not
Its not exactly effort
Would be easier to sort this out now rather than another time
Oliver
there's nothing to sort out
it's done
Alice
Just explain
So shall I delete you now
Oliver
if you want to i guess
Alice
Okay cool 🙂
Oliver
bye
Alice
Bye 🙂
Oliver
i hope you took something positive from this tho
Alice
Haha
Oliver
?
Alice
Dw
Oliver
lol
did you
Alice
Did I what
Oliver
taking something positive
Alice
Its hard when my body is covered in scars
Oliver
well, that is a shame