2019

Some resolutions for you if you are the type to hold random people on the internet accountable to the things they say:


Let's get this out of the way quickly - First and foremost I want to improve myself in every aspect of my life. I want to be more physically fit. I want to be a nicer person. I want to have a consistent work schedule with consistent pay. I want to be more attractive. I want to increase and improve relationships with people. I want a romantic relationship. I want to be more self reliant. I want to be a person I like so that maybe one other person will like me too.

With the big one out of the way, I also want to make more content. I want to finally start up a local arcade scene video series. I want to make more DDR No Bar videos. I want to be one of those people you think about when you think of dance game players on YouTube again.

On a different note, I want to be able to let go of things more. I want to lose some dependency on physical objects so I don't have as much to carry around. I want to keep the things that matter most and be willing to let go of things that only matter to me. I want to keep a clear mind. I want to be able to realize in real time when something is worth the time, effort, and space.

I already mentioned it above, but I cannot stress how much I want to be an attractive person. Not just in appearance, but in personality too. I want to be someone who people want to be around. I want to be able to let my guard down some. I want to be seen as more than just that person that learns how to do everything so they can do it alone. I want to be invited to do things. I want to be desired for more than just my professional qualities. I want to be approachable.

And last but not least, I want to make it to see 2020.