Just Being Alive Praise Praise

Can’t I just live an easy life?

Why can’t I simply laugh at all the stupid little things?

I don’t wanna end up all alone

Running inside, these wishes repeat


Pain in the ass, yeah

Sick of this trash, man

Probably maladapted to this life, do you think?

Surgically tamper with my head

So I– can feel that happy feeling


And yet I’m breathing still today, waiting for a sign

Telling me I’m worthy of love

Still I couldn't help, hating who I am

And holding - out both hands, know that I’ve gotta learn to

Adore, me more

Telling myself I’m enough


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH

Pat my head, I did no wrong, gave it my all

C’mon can someone just commend me for living this long?

-Self-esteem is shattered, say its all a fad or

Say that I’m trying to brag




Just stop, No more “there there”, as if you care

C’mon I’ve tried to stay alive but I’m so goddamn tired after it all

No more please

You’re all amazing

Although the flattery is fake and life is trash, that’s the truth, huh?



Can I stop hurting all the time?

When-can I live without attacks? Live without the pain?

I wanna be someone stable

Why is it just so hard every day?

God, no way!



“Assert yourself!” Im sorry but that luxury’s too much for me

Hate me if you wanna, but don’t sell me anything

I’ve got nothing left for you, so leave



But y’know, As the loneliness

seeps into my chest

Easily I give into them

-Again I don't believe, we should be alive

So spare me, contrarian, I’m over caring

With this wasted, patience

Pitiful until the end


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH

Can’t you see? You’re all so mean! So great to see!

Never to see the true intentions hidden right beneath

-Try with all your might, not to lose the fight

Protect your identity

But y’know, it’s so crazy, how we all believe

That we’re more charming, more endearing,

That’s what we believe, after it all….

[Isn’t that just the truth?]


URYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

Pat your back, I’ll tell you you gave it your all

So go and vomit out the things you hated all along

-Self-esteem degrading, but your “self” is saying

“Oh please don’t lose who I am!”



You’re fine, I’ll say “there there, you did your share”

Tomorrow you will be alive and keep on walking after it all

No more now

You’re all amazing

Although the flattery is fake and life is trash, that’s the truth, huh?

So we should praise each other living for this long, after all?


Though in the end, this good for nothing head is oh so intricate


Let us give ourselves a dose of daily self-love

[You made it through another day!!!]