#PastebinMonday 08/10/2020 How the Hell Do I Do This? Edition

Hey guys, how’s it goin?

At this point, I am resigned to the likelihood that I will not be able to defend my top seed for the Pokemon Puzzle League tournament. Tayman has taken the top rank in S-Hard (new WR) & V-Hard and is close behind me in Hard mode. At this point, I'm inclined to grind Hard mode for WR to prepare myself for the first stage. There aren't enough scenarios to keep me from a top 3 seeding for me to make myself miserable for a sub-20 S-Hard. Even as I get the occasional sub-25 run, I find myself befuddled by my inability to make S-Hard consistent. I'm not sure how Tayman does it, no matter how much I look at his gameplay. I think the ultimate solution to my woes involves me finally paying attention to my health and fitness above everything else, which would require me to take a break from streaming for an extended period of time in order to get motivated to get myself right. With the upcoming tournament, that is going to be a problem. Well, I'll get motivated one of these days.

What will help, though, is that I am finally going back to something resembling work this week. Granted, it's a 1-2 week temporary job, but it's gonna get me out of the house in a way that will keep me from streaming during the week. I should use the free time to finalize some tournament broadcast scenes.

That’s my life story for the week. Until next time, everyone, thanks for reading!

--Cards