20:16 - Chilli: uh
20:16 - Chilli: marie popped up btw
20:19 - A1exC: Not surprised
20:19 - A1exC: I wna die
20:19 - A1exC is now Away.
20:20 - Chilli: why
20:21 - A1exC is now Online.
20:21 - A1exC: Bro im so close rn
20:21 - Chilli: huh
20:21 - A1exC: I need help
20:21 - A1exC: Rn
20:21 - Chilli: dafuq u chattin
20:22 - A1exC is now Away.
20:22 - Chilli: whats up big boy
20:24 - A1exC is now Online.
20:24 - A1exC: Fuck everything
20:24 - A1exC: Thanks for everything
20:24 - A1exC is now Away.
20:24 - Chilli: what bro?
20:24 - Chilli: dont know if ur mad at me / marie cuz she popped up or smt else
20:24 - A1exC is now Online.
20:24 - A1exC: No bro its not you
20:25 - A1exC: No one likes me
20:25 - A1exC: Literally
20:25 - A1exC: I try so hard
20:25 - A1exC: For everyone
20:25 - Chilli: well that "thanks for everything" sounded very sarcastic, but whatcha mean bro
20:25 - A1exC: Bro
20:25 - Chilli: whats up
20:25 - A1exC: I didnt mean it
20:25 - A1exC: Like that
20:25 - Chilli: all good
20:25 - A1exC: Everyone hates me
20:25 - A1exC: And idk why
20:25 - Chilli: what are u on about
20:25 - Chilli: no they dont :o
20:25 - Chilli: who?
20:25 - A1exC: Life is so be
20:25 - A1exC: Bs
20:26 - Chilli: who upset my mans
20:26 - A1exC: I cant do it
20:26 - A1exC: Help
20:26 - A1exC: Just end it
20:26 - A1exC: Please
20:26 - A1exC: Please
20:26 - A1exC: Please help
20:26 - Chilli: who upset my mans
20:26 - A1exC: Please
20:26 - A1exC: Help me
20:26 - A1exC: Bro
20:26 - A1exC: Rn
20:26 - Chilli: bro chill
20:26 - Chilli: whats up
20:26 - A1exC: I cant chill while im fuckin bleeding
20:26 - A1exC: Fuck
20:26 - A1exC: Mylfi
20:27 - A1exC: Thod
20:27 - Chilli: stop
20:27 - Chilli: whats up
20:27 - A1exC: I cant feel
20:27 - A1exC: F
20:27 - A1exC: D
20:27 - Chilli: i dont give a fuck stop
20:27 - Chilli: whats up
20:28 - A1exC: My mum is her
20:28 - Chilli: good
20:28 - A1exC: No
20:29 - A1exC: Shes outside and asking me why im cryinfc
20:29 - Chilli: bro chill
20:29 - A1exC is now Online.
20:29 - Chilli: tell me whats wrong
20:30 - A1exC: Iv jhad sniugh
20:30 - A1exC: Enough
20:30 - A1exC is now Online.
20:31 - Chilli: ...
20:31 - A1exC: I wont did
20:31 - A1exC: Did
20:31 - A1exC: Die
20:32 - Chilli: tf are u on about bro
20:32 - Chilli: calm down the fuck
20:32 - Chilli: ur good
20:32 - A1exC: No im not
20:33 - A1exC: Who wants to talk to me
20:33 - A1exC: Im fucked
20:33 - Chilli: why are u so upset, tell me
20:33 - Chilli: what happened
20:34 - A1exC: I want to die please
20:34 - Chilli: shut the fuck up about dying
20:34 - A1exC: No
20:34 - A1exC: Bro
20:34 - A1exC: Like this time
20:34 - A1exC: Im serious
20:34 - Chilli: why
20:34 - A1exC: Dw
20:34 - A1exC: Just help me
20:35 - A1exC: You can also talk to marie about how fuckex iam because thats what ur doing rn
20:35 - Chilli: no i just asked if shes talking to u lol
20:35 - Chilli: bro whats ur problem
20:35 - Chilli: the fuck
20:35 - A1exC: I am my own problem
20:36 - Chilli: then sort them out 1 by 1 bro
20:36 - A1exC: I cant live with things inside my head
20:36 - A1exC: I cant sort it out
20:36 - A1exC: Cause its me
20:36 - A1exC: Its literally 2 alex’s insideme
20:36 - A1exC: And the bad one is winnig
20:36 - A1exC is now Away.
20:37 - Chilli: make the good one win bro
20:37 - Chilli: now tell me for the 10th time
20:37 - Chilli: whats up
20:37 - A1exC is now Online.
20:37 - A1exC: I cant make the good one win
20:38 - A1exC: WHATS UP?
20:38 - A1exC: NO ONE CARES
20:38 - A1exC: THATS WHATS UP
20:38 - Chilli: no one cares?
20:38 - Chilli: about what
20:38 - A1exC: ABOUT ME OR WHAT I DO OR WHAT I SAY OR THEY DONT REALISE HOW MUCH I TRY TO Be happy
20:38 - A1exC: All the fucking time
20:38 - A1exC: I cant
20:38 - A1exC: Do it
20:38 - A1exC: No more
20:38 - A1exC: Fuck this
20:38 - A1exC: Fuck it
20:39 - Chilli: marie cares? she loves you, she's fucking meeting your ass, I care about you, im still here talking to you aren't I? Chip cares? He's helped u with so much shit, basically a fucking therapist, your parents, family, friends. The fuck you on about bro
20:39 - Chilli: ye bro i try act happy and sometimes it just all falls apart
20:39 - Chilli: but remember what u said to me last time i almost took my life?
20:39 - Chilli: "ur a fucking tank, you'll pull through" or something
20:39 - Chilli: ur the same bro, cmon
20:39 - A1exC: MARIE LOVES ME? hahahah bro shut up thats fucking bs
20:40 - Chilli: well she cares a lot about you, talking to u all day and nights, lol, whats up for real. Cuz u know people care
20:40 - A1exC: I just cant get it through my head
20:40 - A1exC: Im fucking stupid
20:41 - A1exC: Im not a tank
20:41 - A1exC is now Away.
20:41 - Chilli: why are u suddenly like this though
20:41 - Chilli: who said something?
20:41 - Chilli: what made u to go like this rn
20:43 - A1exC is now Online.
20:43 - A1exC: Not suddenly
20:43 - A1exC: Welcome to alex’s stupid world
20:43 - A1exC: Im sorry
20:43 - A1exC: I dont want you in this
20:43 - A1exC: Its alexs bullshit
20:43 - A1exC: Im sorry bro
20:44 - A1exC: I shouldnt of messaged
20:44 - A1exC: Ill be okay
20:44 - A1exC: Dont worry
20:44 - A1exC: Im so fucking sorry
20:44 - A1exC is now Away.
20:45 - Chilli: no need to be sorry bro, i wanna help you man; cmon lol.. from the first week we met we were already close asf, we just "click" man
20:45 - Chilli: whats ur BS is my BS bro cmon
20:45 - A1exC is now Online.
20:45 - A1exC is now Online.
20:46 - A1exC: I already got two people in my fucking shit and soon im going to be called an attention seeker when really all i want is people to help me
20:46 - A1exC: Bro
20:46 - A1exC: I fucking love you man
20:47 - Chilli: lmao if they call u an attentionseeker then fuck them lol they dont know u bro
20:47 - Chilli: tf
20:47 - A1exC: Thats what i feel like everyone thinks when i go stupid
20:47 - Chilli: nah bro
20:48 - A1exC: You sure
20:48 - Chilli: 99% sure man, if they do think that then they're wrong and fuck em
20:48 - A1exC: Can i play wth you guys next one i just want to hear people
20:48 - A1exC: Rn
20:49 - Chilli: ye sure we're warming up
20:49 - Chilli: lmk when ur on pc u can join us
20:49 - A1exC: Okay thanks man
20:49 - Chilli: np
20:49 - A1exC: Im just cleaning up
20:49 - A1exC is now Away.