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- ((After sending a prayer to Maylea, Avaris is mulling over Who else he could warn about Li-varili, and considering his very limited options.))
- You ponder the situation.
- You think to yourself: "No. I do not think a Divine focused so greatly on pleasure would listen to
- my warnings. There are none left to caution, save the Wyrden, and the Traitors - And They will not
- listen at all. Worse, trying might open the door to unnecessary trouble. I have done what I can, in
- this regard."
- As if parting through mists of water and light, the Empyreal Goddess quietly unveils Her soothing
- presence to Her Faithful.
- Avaris's antennae flick up alertly.
- (The Avowing): You say, "Good evening to You, Lady. Are You well?"
- (The Avowing): Lantra says, "I am as well as one can be in this time of uncertainty."
- (The Avowing): Lantra says, "And you, Blessed Avaris? How does the Light find you?"
- The red swathes of Avaris's antennae curve down in a faint frown.
- You think to yourself: "It is unlike Her to speak so. She must be troubled, indeed."
- (The Avowing): You say, "Much the same, I believe, Lady. Troubled, but hale. Is there anything that
- might be done for You?"
- (The Avowing): Lantra says, "That is ever the difficulty of problems and concerns -- they are
- readily apparent, but not so readily solved, nor answered."
- (The Avowing): Lantra says, "What troubles you?"
- (The Avowing): You say, "Mm. Not all are as perspicacious as You, Lady. I do not think many care to
- see matters for what they are, of late."
- (The Avowing): You say, "Ah. The Lady of the Lagoons, largely."
- (The Avowing): You say, "And the Silent One, to a less pressing degree."
- (The Avowing): Lantra says, "Indeed, there are seemingly endless sources from which to draw
- concern."
- Soothing winds blow in with a calming sigh, drawing a veil of water and light that reveals a hazy
- figure standing alone in the mist.
- Within a spherical pearl white study.
- The rippling sound of flowing celestial waters echoes distantly from a healing shrine of Lantra
- nearby. This location is flooded with shallow, crystal clear water. A long faceted window curves
- horizontally along the surface of this spherical room, through which a distorted view of the outside
- world can be seen. Smooth, pearly white leather pads the walls such that no sound is able to enter,
- or escape, its boundaries. Recessed slightly into the northern end is an alcove just large enough to
- fit a desk and chair, illuminated by a lone paper lantern that hangs discreetly from the ceiling.
- Hazy mists obscure this veiled figure from view, her silhouette shrouded in starlight.
- You see a single exit leading southeast.
- Barely discernible in a haze of mist, this veiled figure possesses a feminine silhouette that is at
- once here and not, as if her true being is beyond true comprehension. She moves with the mystical
- grace of water; at times, her very existence ripples like the reflection of a gazing pool, while
- other moments, she blurs like a mirage dancing in the light. Starlight shrouds her in a white mantle
- of sidereal radiance, twinkling to reveal countless constellations that form and reform to robe her
- in the full panoramic vista of the stars. Within her hands, a single star lotus radiates a celestial
- glow, blossoming in eternal bloom.
- A veiled figure shrouded in starlight does not even register your presence as a threat.
- Antennae snapping upright in surprise, Avaris immediately falls to one knee,
- pressing his hands atop his heart with a sharp clack of chitin striking his armoured carapace. "Lady
- Empyreal."
- The haze of mist shimmers and parts briefly as a veiled figure shrouded in starlight bows Her head
- in assent. "Tell Me, child. Which do you fear more -- the Silent Lord, or the Lady of the Lagoons?"
- The sanguine banners of Avaris's quivering antennae still, then gradually bend down
- and forward, as if yielding to the inexorable pull of gravity as he frowns. "I think that I fear
- Them equally, in a way, Lady. It is a question of immediacy. The Lady of the Lagoons is a more
- present, potentially explosive threat, that could plunge the world into chaos at a moment's notice."
- The flared ridges of his jaw shift upwards as he tilts his head aside, continuing, "On the other
- hand, the Silent Lord's true danger lies in the subtle, pervasive way in which He appears to act. He
- will be more dangerous by far, in the long term, I believe."
- Your answers are silently weighed by a veiled figure shrouded in starlight as shifting motes of
- light twirl about Her in languid arcs. "The Silent Lord will retain His hold on the Glomdoring and
- its people. He has long left the mark of His actions on the Basin of Life. In this," the Goddess
- says, a faint star shining in Her palm, "He can be predictable. And predictability leads to patterns
- of behavior."
- You think to yourself: "Patterns that can be prepared for, or exploited."
- Avaris listens with a near palpable acuity, every lambent, light-forged eyes gazing
- raptly at a veiled figure shrouded in starlight as he absorbs the words with obvious care. He dips
- his head in a minute gesture, once, his plated chest rising and falling in slow, measured rhythm.
- "Li-varili is a volatile being," a veiled figure shrouded in starlight says, the judgment spoken
- with the calm and composed nature of a healer diagnosing an affliction. "What She desires is
- unknown. Whom might ally with Her for such ends is likewise unknown. She cannot be predicted, as the
- Silent Lord can." There is a long, lengthy pause that falls as the mantle of sparkling mist
- twinkles, reflecting heavy contemplation.
- You think to yourself: A grim acceptance of Wisdom delivered from its purest source. "What cannot be
- predicted cannot be reliably countered. When an unknown foe marches upon you, you do not know
- whether to prepare for a siege, or go on the move. Troubling."
- A soothing wind ripples the mists as the Goddess sighs. A veiled figure shrouded in starlight says,
- "Yet the Goddess is weak, Avaris. So much time in torment does not heal in isolation. Not even the
- offerings of every mortal in the Basin could have accounted for the horror She has endured."
- The index finger of Avaris's outermost hand taps steadily upon the bladed knuckle
- beneath it, each quiet impact spaced far apart as he listens in thoughtful silence. "That was my
- estimation as well, Lady. She is loathe to engage another Elder directly, I feel. Yet a weakened foe
- can be all the more danger for their desperation, or being forced to turn to other, craftier
- methods, rather than relying on might." A low, resonating hum vibrates from the kephera, the sound
- displeased. "Do You believe She will seek other sources of power, if offerings are not sufficient?
- The Seals, perhaps, or elsewhere?"
- "It is a possibility. I find it does not serve Me to presume the intents of My cousins, particularly
- those whom I know of least," a veiled figure shrouded in starlight says. The frothing white mists
- churn almost like waves about the figure, surrounding her in endless ripples of light. "You speak
- with such certainty of events, it is as if you believe yourself given a premontion from the Verse of
- Magnora itself."
- The measured tapping comes to an abrupt halt as Avaris lowers his head further
- still, until his visored visage faces the floor, antennae flicking back to lie flat across the dome
- of his helmed head. "I am sorry, Lady. I should not do so. I know that I do not possess my
- forebear's prescience." Bending at the waist in a kneeling bow of contrition, his voice is quiet as
- he says, "I will not speak so again."
- "It is not a rebuke," a calm voice emanates from a veiled figure shrouded in starlight as the mists
- thin, their constellations dizzying in familiar outlines as they twinkle across her cloak. "You will
- find precious few of My cousins are to be trifled with, however."
- You have emoted: Avaris makes no response to the first statement, instead maintaining his penitent
- posture, the clawed tips of his outermost hand scraping quietly along the back of his gilded chitin,
- marring the soft reflections of a veiled figure shrouded in starlight's sidereal light - Only to
- cease as the source of the luminescence draws near, eliciting a subtle diminishing of the tightly
- wound manner in which he holds himself. The great, spiked pauldrons of his shoulder lower as the
- chitin-plated muscle relaxes, even as the clenching fingers smooth out flat once more. He does not
- speak immediately, or, indeed, for some time, but when he does, the harmonic, faintly vibrating tone
- of his voice is soft, a strange mix of fondness and something wistful in his words. "You are ever
- calming me, Lady. That is not how I wish it to be, between the two of us. I will strive for better."
- After a beat, he nods, the gesture firm. "I know that They are not. None are, for a mortal. I just
- do not wish to simply sit idly by. I am doing what I can, though perhaps I should not."
- In deference to your request, the tranquil presence of the starry motes of light dims and softens,
- growing pale and wan with a gentle motion of a veiled figure shrouded in starlight's hand. For a
- moment, Her veiled countenance is unreadable, though there is a patience in Her silence. "It is the
- burden of those who see Wisdom," She says at last, each word resonant with a hollow echo, "to suffer
- the ignorance of the many who do not."
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- The soft lambency of passing hummingbirds filters in from outside, shedding light on a dark night.
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- The star lotus within the hands of a veiled figure shrouded in starlight brightens with new vibrancy
- as the Goddess's words hang in the silence, filling the air with its gentle glow.
- You think to yourself: The words are turned over and over in his mind, examined carefully from every
- conceivable angle as he seeks to interpret their intention clearly. He is hardly one of those that
- sees Wisdom - Had She not brought him to that very Font, so recently? That left ignorance, then.
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- You have emoted: As the starlight recedes in tandem with the soothing effect of its presence,
- Avaris's shoulders shift up slightly, in the manner of one shrugging a set of fieldplate into a more
- readied position. Dipping his head towards a veiled figure shrouded in starlight once more, he
- speaks softer still, a gentle quality to his myriad voices. "Ah. I hope that You do not think me
- ungrateful, Lady. I am deeply thankful for Your care. I do not wish to tax You, or be a burden upon
- You." Lapsing into silence, he stares at the floor for a time, antennae curling down to point along
- his gaze. "I do not wish to make You suffer, Lady. Knowingly, or in ignorance. What can I do?"
- At the mention of suffering, a veiled figure shrouded in starlight falls silent, although the mists
- that wreathe Her form become hazier, shimmering with cosmic energy. "No. Not ungrateful. For this
- desire to calm is an ancient instinct, long instilled in Me perhaps since Dynara first drew Me into
- form. I believe it is one reason Eventru and I worked so well together: for He held a much known
- temper among the Firsts, while I tempered My own."
- Robed figures of the Hamadhi flash before your mind, hushed whispers that silence at your approach.
- Among Them, you hear a male voice -- Carsini's -- which you do not recognize but is nonetheless as
- familiar to you as the Lady's: "Eventru has coddled you too much. The vote on the Elixir has been
- decided. The Hamadhi must abide that ruling." There is a flicker of silent anger, resentment, even
- humiliation as the the images break apart into shadows, banished by the renewed light the sidereal
- figure.
- You think to yourself: A flicker of surprise, bright and silvery as lightning. Lord Eventru had a
- temper? So much so that it was well known among His Circle? It seemed he knew little indeed of that
- Elder. If not ungrateful, though - Then what? His thoughts pause, abandoned in favour of affording
- the vision the totality of his focus. Curiosity, as ever is the case with Her memories, is keen and
- bright as a polished sword - One which creaks under the sudden pressure of tightly restrained anger
- that spikes and buzzes with crackling, barely suppressed fury. How /dare/ He, that voice, say such a
- thing.
- The smaller antennae that lie behind the sharply glinting barrier of the outer
- edges of Avaris's bladed crest flick upright in surprise, quivering faintly as if struck a gentle
- blow. The wings folded tightly upon his back shift, feathers whispering against one another in a
- hushed susurrration, only to grow abruptly still - And then flood with a baleful, violently crimson
- light that bathes the white chamber in sullen hues of red. The chitin of his fingers groans as he
- clenches his fists, squeezing them tight as he strives to rein in his temper - And manages to do so
- sufficiently that the carmine glare subsides to low, resentful embers. At length, his voice oddly
- calm despite his evident agitation, he asks, "Why do You temper Your anger, Lady? You have been
- wronged so very many times. How do You not simply...Erupt, from containing all that fury?"
- At once, the light flaring from from the veiled figure hangs heavy and oppressive in the air,
- blinding it its incandescent fury. Your surroundings dim and pale before this all-consuming
- brilliance, which shines cold and glaring as sharpened starlight. Amidst the maelstrom of starlit
- mists, Her figure remains stoic and poised -- Hers is a silent wrath, the calm before the inevitable
- storm.
- Then, as swiftly as it appears, the brief display of power ebbs and fades, a veiled figure shrouded
- in starlight now nothing more than the indistinct silhouette She was but moments prior. Shadows once
- more encroach on your surroundings; the world appears more vibrant, and less faded.
- "Wrath, like any weapon, has its time and place," a veiled figure shrouded in starlight says softly.
- "Rarely does the opportunity for its utility arise before a healing mound."
- You think to yourself: Awe. The awe one feels when standing close to an overwhelming display of
- force, of ineffable fury - The heat of a volcanic eruption that sears the skin, the light of a star
- detonating in a wash of unspeakable power. There is the awareness that he should be afraid - Deeply,
- soul-shiveringly afraid - But he cannot bring himself to fear that which he loves with all his
- heart. The terrible, fascinating splendor of the wrath is, to him, a phenomenon of inexpressable
- beauty, a deadly work of art built from blades of searing starlight - Something never to be touched,
- though it draws him, pulls on his very being with a force more inexorable, more implacable than
- gravity itself.
- The hues that Avaris is painted from are washed away, diluted to near a total lack
- of pigment in the face of a veiled figure shrouded in starlight's unveiled anger. The gold of his
- carapace bleaches to a silver so pale it seems more metallic white, even as the red that fills his
- wings is swept away before the force of what is bared to him. He does not hunch, or cower - Rather,
- though the light-forged eyes of his wings thin, they do not, /can/ not look away as he lifts his
- head, daring blindness as he stares at a veiled figure shrouded in starlight in undisguised
- adulation. He remains thus for a time, dazzled, even after the mists return to shroud the searing
- core, and it is some time before he breathes out a long, slow breath, lowering his head once more.
- "Yes, Lady." Hesitantly, he asks, "Lady - You said that it is Your instinct to calm others. And that
- I was not ungrateful, but...Would You prefer to soothe my anger? I would not take that from You, if
- so, in my lack of comprehension. I only wish to see You happy."
- You think to yourself: "I wish to see Her as She is, in all ways, but, She will understand my
- meaning, I think. I hope."
- Once more, the hushed silence of a veiled figure shrouded in starlight precedes Her answer. "The
- path of the Hamadhi comes with it the full understanding of all that is Life," the Goddess says
- instead of answering, the star lotus in Her hands once more flickering with dewy beauty. "What it
- means to be Created, and how to restore that which is undone. In My pursuit of the art of healing, I
- sought mastery of Myself, and of My emotion: to be calm in the face of paralyzing doubt, before
- lethal injuries that might bring even the most powerful of the Second Circle to Their knees. And
- yet," She continues, in a voice soft and light as a whisper on the wind, "that is the path of the
- healer. Not the soldier who might wield their wrath like a blade to cut through their foe. If your
- anger fuels you, Avaris, then I shall not seek to stifle it in you."
- His turn for silence, now, the texture of the quiet that envelopes him that of
- intense, careful deliberation. Though Avaris's face is ever turned down and away from a veiled
- figure shrouded in starlight, the infinity of stylised, glowing markings that make up the vigilant
- constellation of eyes that fill his wings stare at a veiled figure shrouded in starlight in
- rapturous adoration, their stark luminosity softened at the edges. With the cadence of a man picking
- his words with all the care of one placing pieces upon a board, he says, "My love for You fuels me,
- Lady. My desire to serve You, however I can, ever drives me forward. It is all that I require. If
- You would be more content with dampening my anger, then I am fully glad for You to do so."
- You think to yourself: Ever his respect for healers grows, the more he learns of them, of Her. Ever
- does his conviction in his belief that healing is the hardest, most noble path one can walk grow
- firmer. He can scarcely imagine the difficulty of mastering oneself as She has, let alone replicate
- it. "Is there no end to the wonder that is the Lady Empyreal? No. I do not think there is."
- The expression upon the Goddess's face is a thoughtful one, as Lantra regards you with the
- unflinching gaze of Her celadon blue eyes. "Feelings are fleeting, My Avaris," the Empyreal says as
- She steps through the starlit mist that surrounded Her but moments prior. "Your anger, your sorrow,
- even your comfort -- all of it lasts for only a brief moment in time. My instinct to soothe is only
- tha:, instinct. Yet you are not wounded upon My healing mound, Avaris." The Hamadhi's smile is faint
- and reassuring, though the motes of light surrounding Her merely flicker, devoid of their usual
- soothing influence. "If you ask what I desire, it is this: that you are master of your anger. That
- you do not let it control you, and hold power over all your thoughts and actions. Know it.
- Understand it. Embrace it when you desire." There is another pause as She maintains your gaze, Her
- hand resting upon the clasp of Her cope. "Yet your anger is not all that you are."
- Within a spherical pearl white study.
- The rippling sound of flowing celestial waters echoes distantly from a healing shrine of Lantra
- nearby. This location is flooded with shallow, crystal clear water. A long faceted window curves
- horizontally along the surface of this spherical room, through which a distorted view of the outside
- world can be seen. Smooth, pearly white leather pads the walls such that no sound is able to enter,
- or escape, its boundaries. Recessed slightly into the northern end is an alcove just large enough to
- fit a desk and chair, illuminated by a lone paper lantern that hangs discreetly from the ceiling.
- Lantra, the Empyreal stands here with a restrained dignity, Her aura radiating a celestial light.
- You see a single exit leading southeast.
- Her slight and statuesque figure exuding a sense of restrained dignity, She is a radiant immortal
- and possessed of a quiet and unassuming stillness. The Goddess's olive-skinned complexion shines
- with the dusky radiance of youth, and yet the ancient burden of duty weighs heavily upon Her
- shoulders, carried with a silent and practised grace. Lost to contemplation, She appraises Her
- surroundings with a distant air; the grey-tinged gaze of Her celadon blue eyes remains as fathomless
- and inscrutable as the hazy mists of a waterfall. Despite the seriousness of Her first impressions,
- however, a gentle smile graces Her lips with an almost maternal tenderness. Her every movement is
- characterised of an unhurried elegance and poise, reflective of an inner peace as She emanates a
- soothing white light.
- Shimmering tresses of palest starlight spill down Her shoulders in a curtain of white to end at Her
- waist, nary a strand out of place. Motes of silver and celadon blue interweave through Her
- immaculate coif, their whispers of colour evoking a breathtaking celestial radiance.
- She is wearing:
- immaculate vestments of purest white starlight that wreathe Her in a celestial glow
- a cascading veil of mist and water lilies that shrouds Her and trails at Her feet
- elevated sandals of woven willow leaves that leave lambent motes with each step
- a gold damask cope clasped with a radiant star lotus that covers Her shoulders in a heavy mantle
- a bracelet of woven water and starlight shimmering upon Her wrist.
- ((l at veil on lantra))
- Trailing to the floor in an elegant train, this cascading veil parts to reveal the Goddess's face, framed in a sheer, sparkling curtain of mist. An endless sea of water lilies, their centre each lit with a single radiant star, drift across the veil's surface in a gentle procession of white. This bewitching mist-spun veil floats with the Goddess's every step as if glissading through water, held in place by two breathtaking star lotuses that frame Her face with petals in eternal bloom.
- You think to yourself: A stab of memory, there and gone as swift as a flashing blade; Wounded, upon
- Her healing mound, and then whole once more, only to face the wrath of a Goddess once more. A
- flickering terror as he pleads for peace, in this place, of all places, and then the beginnings of a
- rage greater than any he has ever felt as She turns Her gaze upon the mound, upon his Lady's most
- sacred place, /with bared blades/. The memory is crushed flat, suppressed - He is not there, and the
- Lady is before him. Focus, clear and sharp, as he sweeps the remnants of that remembered anger
- aside, irritated at himself. She has told him what She desires, and so he shall make it manifest.
- Whatever it takes.
- As Lantra is revealed in truth, Avaris's head snaps up, unbidden, all four of his
- antennae blurring upright into shivering banners of surprise, of unrestrained delight. The sight of
- Lantra, once more gifted to him, draws deep upon the well of light that hides within his seven,
- natural eyes, so that they are flooded with glittering motes of luminescence as he stares,
- fascinated. There is a moment in which he nearly visibly wills himself to focus on Lantra's words,
- lest he be lost in his adulation, though the effort is a faintly reluctant one. Taking a deep,
- steadying breath, he dips his head in acknowledgement of Lantra's Wisdom, lifting his hands from his
- breast so that he can rap them gently atop his heart once more, the motion reverent. "As You desire,
- Lady, so it shall be."
- You think to yourself: His anger is not all that he is. He can feel the truth in that, though
- sometimes he feels that he is composed solely of rage - But it is not his entirety. What is a
- nascent sword, after all, but roiling, molten metal? If She wished for him to be master of it, then
- he would become so. He would hammer it into shape with his will, and learn to sheathe it.
- The mist-spun veil drifting behind Her in the caress of the cool wind, Lantra watches you for a
- time, lost to contemplation. Unveiled as Her intents are, there is a peculiar openness to the
- Goddess's study of your answers, though even then there is a subtlety to each response, a pause of
- consideration, before She speaks. "To dwell in the past for too long is to dwell on those finite
- moments, Avaris, and in doing so, given them the power to outlast their usefulness. Be wary of
- giving the past the power to become the present, lest it be what you desire." The chastisement, if
- it is that, lacks any anger or disappointment in its utterance: these are the patient words of one
- who has taught many, watched them fail, and waited for them to succeed.
- Whether it is having a purpose laid out before him, or the openness with which
- Lantra studies him, Avaris does not react to the admonishment with the penitent manner he has been
- so swift to embrace in past encounters. Rather, he watches Lantra in turn, and all of the eyes that
- he possesses - natural and otherwise - are bent upon absorbing Lantra's presence, though there is an
- air of intent study in his regard, in addition to the awe-struck adoration, as if he is seeking to
- learn as deeply of Lantra as he can in the precious time alloted to him. Thoughtfully, he
- contemplates the words given to him, the ridged, layered alabaster of his jaw tilting up to catch
- the light. "I will, Lady. Thank You for Your Wisdom, as ever." He pauses, and then asks, as if
- coming to a decision abruptly, "When would You like me to sing for You, Lady?"
- You think to yourself: She has given him so very many gifts on this visit alone. The very least he
- can do is offer what he can, in turn. The very least.
- A glimmer of curiosity sparkles in Her celadon eyes at your words. So brief is its passing that you
- are certain it would have been lost behind the ever-present curtain of mist that had wreathed Lantra
- mere moments prior. "You have My attention now, if you wish it."
- You think to yourself: A swelling within his heart at that fleeting glimpse, the vast tide of his
- love for Her burgeoning to greater heights, though it seems an impossible thing. Would there ever be
- a limit to how much She could make him adore Her? He did not think so.
- Lost, for a moment, in savouring the undisguised light of Lantra's eyes, all the
- more precious for its brevity, Avaris simply gazes upon Lantra with unveiled, hopeless adoration.
- Then Lantra's words sink in, and he lifts a hand from its brethren to fidget with the dense fluff of
- his mane. "Ah," he hedges, his tone rueful, "It will not be a short performance, I am afraid, Lady."
- Then, with the manner of one drawing forth the admission with great reluctance, "And it is not
- /quite/ finished. It will be ready within the month, however."
- The Goddess's nod is brief, understanding radiating from Lantra as She folds Her hands before
- Herself. "When you are ready to fulfill your vow of Devotion unto Me, pray for My attentions. Should
- I be present, the very touch of the ampoule you bear will be enough to attract My notice."
- You have emoted: The point of his chin dips down in a nod as Avaris breathes a sigh of relief that
- is so faint it is questionable whether the exhalation occurred at all. "I shall do so, Lady. You are
- very patient with me, and though I know such time is likely a mere blink of an eye to You, I
- appreciate it all the same. " Tilting his head at Lantra curiously, he asks, "Is there anything that
- I can do for You, Lady?" He holds up a forestalling hand, long palm gleaming. "Other than my tasks,
- and doing as I usually do, and so on. Please. I wish to please You, however I can."
- The earnest nature of the question is not lost upon Lantra as a faint smile graces Her lips. "You
- are ever striving to attain My approval. Am I so withholding of it for you and the rest of Mine?"
- The bloody streaks of Avaris's antennae curl down in a very slight frown as he
- considers his answer for a time, though the expression, such as it is, is entirely at odds with the
- reaction he has to Lantra's slight smile. All seven of the eyes embedded within the visor of his
- face are so completely awash with currents of scintillating motes of light that their inherent azure
- blue is barely detectable, so great is his delight. "Ah. While I do wish very much for Your
- approval, Lady, my true desire is to see to it so that You are happy." Fingers tapping against his
- armoured chest in thought, he continues, "I think it is not that You withhold it, Lady, but
- that...Hm." He frees his hands, gesturing carefully at Lantra, and the mist that trails behind Her.
- "You are...Difficult to read. Not quite aloof, but very reserved. You are the most beautiful star in
- the heavens, and though You are so very far above us, we long to reach up to join You." He pauses,
- frowning more deeply. "I am not saying this right."
- For all the composure emanating from Lantra there is, too, a quiet confidence that exudes from Her.
- The Goddess's statuesque poise, however, is belied for a moment by the flicker of surprise that
- flickers across Her features -- self-conscious, almost, in its muted expression. All this passes in
- a single moment, and the Goddess says merely, "Your concern for My welfare is kind. Nonetheless, I
- do not yearn to exist within a constant state of happiness. I would not wish such a burden upon you,
- for that is a pressure no single mortal should bear."
- "You need not seek to soothe My sorrows," Lantra says, a gentle look in Her eyes, "just as I need
- not soothe your anger. All this is finite, and yet part of who We are."
- You have emoted: Despite the complete lack of capability to do so, there is the distinct impression
- of Avaris's eyes thinning as he sharpens his attention upon Lantra further - If such a thing is
- possible. The impression is, perhaps, aided by the fact that the lines of light that comprise the
- eye markings of his wings do, in fact, narrow ever so slightly. He straightens, placing his hands
- upon his knee as he looks at Lantra, a minute, determined tilt to his chin - Not defiant, precisely,
- or stubborn, but determined all the same. "I would not wish for You to be in constant happiness,
- either, Lady, for I would worry for Your stability." The burnished plates of his torso expand as he
- draws in a deep breath, squaring his shoulders and setting them. "I understand, Lady. Yet I would
- bear the burden gladly, and not give a whisper of complaint. I will not press the matter, but, know
- that I am set upon it. If I cannot protect You, physically or otherwise, then allow me this one
- thing. When You feel that You can trust me to bear the burden. Please."
- You think to yourself: "She will say no, in that maddeningly wise way that I cannot but adore, and
- make it sound entirely reasonable, as if there were no other, sensible path to take."
- The impassioned manner of your words and actions stands in stark contrast to Lantra's restraint, the
- rays of starlight in Her hair gleaming with a quiet luminescence. "I have asked you to be master of
- yourself," the Goddess says at length, the words careful in their phrasing and in their intention.
- "I do not hold you to this vow, for I do not wish for your purpose to be solely for My wellbeing,
- nor for My personal satisfaction. Far better to have your Devotions spread wider, beyond Me, to all
- that I represent and embody." The city of New Celest gleams behind Her in answer as She lets the
- words settle between you. "Yet I will not prevent you from seeking this, if this is what your mind
- is set upon. For now, I shall leave the question unanswered."
- The flickering, darting motion of Avaris's antennae is sporadic as it stops and
- starts in fits of frenetic activity, only to grow still, and the move once more as he processes
- Lantra's words at length. Watching Lantra with a careful, tentative air, the manner in which he
- speaks is reminiscent of a one testing his weight upon a surface that he is entirely unsure will
- bear his weight. "I...See. I will be equal to it, Lady, and the other that is unanswered, from when
- we first spoke." He leans forward, then, only a fraction, peering at Lantra intently. His words are
- faintly exasperated, though there is a warm undercurrent of nascent laughter, and no small amount of
- affection in them. "Lady, I think that You are very deft with evading me with Your words. You did
- not answer if I could do aught for You. Again."
- "Many seek to understand the Elders of the Third Circle," Lantra says mildly, Her voice soft and
- clear. "There is a reason so few succeed." It is difficult to tell if the statement is made lightly,
- or is intended with any sort of gravitas, so even is its intonation.
- There is a considerable span of time in which Avaris strives to discern the weight
- and intent of Lantra's words, and this time there is a touch of stubbornness in his mien, though it
- is still not one of defiance - Or if it is, then it is a very benign sort, tempered by reverence,
- and respect. "I will not be dissuaded, Lady, so long as You tolerate my striving to understand You."
- He pauses, and then adds, a shade wryly, "I am, after all, a shard of one of the Third Circle.
- Perhaps that gives me some advantage."
- You think to yourself: "All these eyes have to be useful for something, at least. She may have had a
- thousand, but I have...A considerable amount as well."
- Lantra silently concedes the point with an upturned hand. "Perhaps," She replies, and this time, Her
- voice betrays Her faint sense of bemusement. The mists that had wreathed the Goddess upon your
- meeting begin to encroach once more upon Her, shrouding Her in a sparkling mantle which She begins
- to fade within, as if vanishing into the aether itself.
- Reaching for the veil that frames Her face, allowing it to shroud Her once more from view, Lantra,
- the Empyreal says, "I look forward to witnessing your Devotion, My Avaris."
- Avaris lowers his head to Lantra once more, as he resumes the reverent posture of
- when the meeting began. "Yes, my Lady. Thank You for Your time, and Your company."
- Lantra, the Empyreal says, "May you walk in the Light."
- A quiet breeze sweeps through the vicinity as Lantra, the Empyreal dissolves in a luminous swirl of
- white lotus petals, leaving only twinkling motes of starlight in Her wake.
- You think to yourself: "And You, always."
- You have emoted: Avaris kneels still for a time after he is left with only his own illumination to
- brighten the room, though the soft, golden glow of his feathers seems a lonely and dim luminance,
- compared to that which filled the chamber before. Abruptly, he stirs, rising to his feet with
- stately grace, turning to the papers that await him in a neat pile.
- 12300h, 5800m, 6300e, 10p Bex-
- You think to yourself: "I have a song to finish."
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