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If you really feel bad about our situation then why have I remained blocked/banned from communicating with you on most mediums, and why was I always the one who had to reach out first? We did talk one on one yes, but how can you honestly expect me to believe that you didn't know what you said was hurtful? Looking back our discussion regarding the issue seems more like gaslighting than an actual apology. I was made aware of some kind of apology video regarding some of the things you said to me, yet I was never made aware of it in the entire time it was uploaded, nor did anyone I know know of its existence. I still learn of you trying to turn various people against me more and more every so often, so it seems that instead of actually feeling bad about your interactions with me, you just want them to go away, and you want any people who are conflicts of interest to be on your side. I don't bring up the worm spam as be-all end-all evidence you're a horrible person, it's just one thing that contributes to the list of bad interactions I've had with you. You seemed to be forcing yourself into the spaces I hung out in, and then playing the victim in those scenario's, making the community I represent look bad. I feel like I've been more than generous time and time again with you but it's just not worth it if the response I get is just being blocked and you trying to turn people against me the second it doesn't go exactly your way.