Lifechanger (2018)

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- You'd
think after all this time

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this would feel less
like a hangover.

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Maybe she was drunker
than I thought.

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I know how this looks.

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I know how you all think.

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But let's put it this way.

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There comes a point where
survival becomes just another job.

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Sweat and elbow grease
moves the world forward.

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In this and in all
things, it's repetitive.

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It's necessary.

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And it's lonely.

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But the thing is, I
know love exists.

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I felt it.

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That pure tunnel vision that
only true love can give.

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I felt it first hand.

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But it was never my own.

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It was always for someone else.

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From someone else.

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Never mine.

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- Hi, I'm Emily Roberts.

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Hi, I'm Emily.

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- Then
one night someone shows up

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and everything changes.

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They look into my eyes and
I know they can see me.

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The real me.

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Love is finally just for me.

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You never forget
something like that.

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- Emily.

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Where have you been?

30
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I've had the police looking
for you, I was worried.

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- There's
a method to all of this.

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While I am them, I live as them.

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Plain sight being the
best camouflage.

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- Where you going?

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- Most
people can't tell.

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Most.

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- Who are you calling?

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- The police, they told me to
call as soon as you were back.

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- James I've only
been gone for--

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- Three days.

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Emily, you have been gone
for three days.

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And not even a text.

43
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- It hasn't been that long.

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James.

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- What are you doing?

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Stop that.

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- James.

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James stop.

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James.

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- I'm not
proud of having to do this.

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Sometimes in an isolated
moment, I almost forget.

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And then the rot comes and
reality comes crashing back.

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Six hours give or take.

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That's all I've got.

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When I was younger,

56
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I didn't have to think
about it this much.

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One body lasted years,

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I could almost pretend
life was normal.

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It sped up over time.

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Something isn't right.

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She should have lasted
longer than this.

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It's a hell of thing to
have to make this choice.

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When I've got time to
plan, I choose carefully.

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Make sure they won't be missed.

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When I don't have time,
I tend to order in.

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- You can leave the--

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- Good morning I'm
Detective Ransone.

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James was supposed to
call when you got back.

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When did you return?

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- A few days ago.

71
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- Yeah, I was just swinging
by to talk to James.

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He hasn't checked in
with us for a while so.

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Is he home?

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- He's not.

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Is there something that
I can help you with?

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Would you like a cup of coffee?

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Yes please, thank you.

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- Please have a seat.

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Make yourself comfortable.

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- I'll just get
right down to it.

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Mind telling me where you were?

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- Cream and sugar?

83
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- Just black, thank you.

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It's good.

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- You'll have to excuse me.

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Because I'm still uncomfortable
talking about this.

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I'm sorry to get
everyone so worried.

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- Not at all.

89
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I'm sorry this had to happen.

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I'm just glad you're okay.

91
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So where did you go?

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- Hi, I'm Detective
Freddie.

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Hi, I'm Detective Ransone.

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Detective Freddie
Ransone.

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- Delivery!

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Hey.

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Uh, hey.

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What the fuck man?

99
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You gotta pay for that.

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Hey.

101
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Hey man.

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Your house is on fire!

103
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Dude your house is on fire.

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- Ransone copy.

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Answer if you're there,
please confirm.

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- I've picked
up some tricks over time.

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Painkillers and antibiotics
slow the change.

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If I have to get out of
body faster, I need to rot.

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So, I have to find coke.

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- Oh shit Freddie.

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Now you gone and give me a
heart attack or something man.

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What do you want?

113
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Hey man, what the fuck?

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Yo, you have no right to
search and seizure my ass.

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I thought we were friends.

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- Shh.

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- This is bullshit man.

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That ain't mine.

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I'm just holding it for someone.

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- Hey, hey cool it.

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- In the
quiet moments,

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my thoughts always turn to her.

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- Max, hey it's good
to see you boy.

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How's it doing old timer?

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♪ Earthshaking to
say the least ♪

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♪ In the witching hour
I confront the beast ♪

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♪ Blood runs cold, a
chill in the air ♪

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♪ Leaves the victim unaware

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♪ Left my home

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- Whisky rocks and a um,
gin and tonic.

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- For me?

132
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- Yeah.

133
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- Alright, how did you
know I drink gin and tonic?

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- Psychic I guess.

135
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- Oh yeah.
- Hmm-mm.

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- Alright.

137
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What am I thinking
about right now?

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- You're thinking.

139
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"Oh great,

140
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"another asshole with the
same tired pick up lines."

141
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- Well, you are good.

142
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Now what makes you more
than just another asshole?

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- Well, nothing.

144
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But something tells me, you're
gonna talk to me anyway.

145
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- Oh really, uh huh.

146
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And would you like to
take a bet on that?

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- Yes I would.

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- Jen witness.

149
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- Look I'm game, I'm
glad we met.

150
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- Show me your money pal.

151
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- Oh hey, we've gotta
shake on it first.

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- Everything okay Julia?

153
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- Yeah I'm good, fine thanks.

154
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- She's in good hands
okay.

155
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Cop, not a creep.

156
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- Cop, not a creep.

157
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Let me see this, is this real?

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- It is.

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I'm Freddie.

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- Julia.

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- But in the spirit
of disclosure,

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everyone calls me
Detective Ransone.

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- Oh Detective.

164
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- Yeah.

165
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- Well Detective, is
this an interrogation?

166
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Am I in trouble?

167
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- No, no, I'm, I am off duty.

168
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But I am trained to notice

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the most interesting
things in a room

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that others can overlook.

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- And is that why you
came over here?

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To talk to me?

173
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Because I interest you?

174
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- She's
the only one that matters.

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- Yeah.

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But um, take, take a
look around.

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Do you see anybody else I
ought to be talking too?

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- Ha.

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Yeah alright, I'll give
you that one.

180
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You make a good point there.

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- It's the first of many.

182
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- Why are you
in this crappy old bar?

183
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- Hey, it's,
it's Christmas.

184
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- It is Christmas.

185
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- Yeah where
else you supposed to go?

186
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- Really, what is?

187
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Okay, pinkies.

188
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- I can't bend this.

189
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- What?

190
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Dude that's so weird.

191
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Oh my.

192
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That's disgusting.

193
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- You okay?

194
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You alright?

195
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Oh shit.

196
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- Ooh.

197
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What?

198
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- Just, it's nothing.

199
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- Uh--

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- Run.

201
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- What?

202
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- Run.

203
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Run!

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Oh God.

205
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- My condition

206
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isn't without a few benefits.

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Injuries don't follow me
to the next body.

208
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- What the fuck is
happening to me?

209
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- Until now.

210
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- We're not doing
anything Officer.

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- Go home.

212
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You, move over.

213
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- Please, just let
me go alright.

214
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Whatever laws I've broken,
I'll pay the fines.

215
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Whatever you need--

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Shut up!

217
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- Look look, this is
not what it looks okay.

218
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I've got a wife and kids
and they're expecting me.

219
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Jesus.

220
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- If I don't do this, I'll die.

221
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And I'm not ready to die.

222
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Which means, you'll have to.

223
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I'm sorry.

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People who
live in a house like this,

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tend to stay there
for a lifetime.

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Roots dug deep,
fearing any change.

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Suffocating in comfort.

228
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It doesn't stop some
perverse instinct in me

229
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from wanting this too.

230
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It's only nature I think.

231
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The pull of the pack.

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- Daddy, Daddy wake up.

233
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- Get the fuck off me.

234
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- Mummy, Mummy, Dad
said a bad word!

235
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- After school can
I go to Chris's house?

236
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- As long as you've
done your homework in time.

237
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- Okay.
- You know the rules.

238
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Sit, join the kids
for breakfast.

239
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- Daddy,
what's wrong?

240
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- Nothing, nothing sweetie.

241
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I can't stay, I'm gonna
be late for work.

242
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- Bye Daddy.

243
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- Sam no, you're drunk.

244
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You're my boss and my
friend, but nothing more.

245
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Oh good morning Dr. Richardson.

246
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- And how are you today?

247
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- I'm good.

248
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How are you?

249
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Everything okay?

250
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- Never better.

251
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- Okay then.

252
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Your first patients already
waiting for you in room three.

253
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- Tim is it?

254
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I'm Dr. Richardson, how
are you today Tim, huh?

255
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Let's make you nice
and comfortable.

256
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You just relax.

257
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Don't you worry Tim.

258
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This isn't the first
time I've been a dentist.

259
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All fixed.

260
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He may have some lingering
pain for a few days,

261
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but soon enough he'll be
right as rain.

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- Thank you.

263
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- I can
only keep up their routine

264
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for so long, it
drains the spirit.

265
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I need breaks.

266
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- Just drive.

267
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Follow that silver car.

268
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- I'm sorry where?

269
00:24:13,866 --> 00:24:15,971
- Follow the silver car already.

270
00:24:16,006 --> 00:24:18,318
- Oh you want me to
follow that woman's car?

271
00:24:18,353 --> 00:24:19,630
Yeah I'm not gonna do that.

272
00:24:20,700 --> 00:24:22,012
It's suspicious as hell man.

273
00:24:24,670 --> 00:24:25,602
- Never mind.

274
00:24:25,636 --> 00:24:26,879
I've
been trying to figure out

275
00:24:26,913 --> 00:24:28,984
her new address for
almost a year.

276
00:24:35,543 --> 00:24:38,097
Movies have always been
a big part of my life.

277
00:24:38,131 --> 00:24:40,962
Something about being in
that dark room,

278
00:24:40,996 --> 00:24:43,033
is such a healing experience.

279
00:24:43,067 --> 00:24:45,656
It's get me out of head,
helps quiet the voices.

280
00:24:45,691 --> 00:24:47,071
- Can you shut the fuck up?

281
00:25:20,691 --> 00:25:23,487
- Why do seagulls
live near the sea?

282
00:25:23,522 --> 00:25:25,144
- 'Cause that's where
they get fish?

283
00:25:25,178 --> 00:25:27,560
- No, 'cause if
they live near the bay

284
00:25:27,595 --> 00:25:28,837
they'd be bagels.

285
00:25:28,872 --> 00:25:30,390
- That's a good one.

286
00:25:30,425 --> 00:25:31,806
- So bad.

287
00:25:34,533 --> 00:25:35,982
- Okay, you go
ahead honey.

288
00:25:36,017 --> 00:25:38,813
- He turned into a
monkey and then--

289
00:25:38,847 --> 00:25:40,677
- And then what?

290
00:25:40,711 --> 00:25:43,749
- It ate all
the cookies in the world.

291
00:25:43,783 --> 00:25:45,682
- Oh my goodness.

292
00:26:00,766 --> 00:26:03,078
- I've really
only got one tangible thing

293
00:26:03,113 --> 00:26:05,564
left from my true family.

294
00:26:05,598 --> 00:26:07,531
Only one constant.

295
00:26:08,636 --> 00:26:09,844
The rest is memory.

296
00:26:22,235 --> 00:26:25,722
- I saw you here last
night right?

297
00:26:25,756 --> 00:26:30,071
You were with a younger
girl I think.

298
00:26:32,625 --> 00:26:33,592
- Yeah.

299
00:26:35,248 --> 00:26:37,596
I don't know what I
was thinking.

300
00:26:40,219 --> 00:26:43,153
- Oh, I take it that she
wasn't your wife.

301
00:26:43,187 --> 00:26:46,605
- No, a momentary lapse
of judgment I'd call it.

302
00:26:47,675 --> 00:26:49,573
Don't plan to make that
mistake again.

303
00:26:52,611 --> 00:26:54,820
I was, getting away
from my family.

304
00:26:56,131 --> 00:26:58,168
Sometimes I just need an escape,
you know.

305
00:26:58,202 --> 00:27:00,584
- Where are you going?

306
00:27:00,619 --> 00:27:01,861
Sam!

307
00:27:01,896 --> 00:27:05,658
- Yeah, I used to
think like that.

308
00:27:05,693 --> 00:27:10,145
But, I never really
realized how wrong that was.

309
00:27:10,180 --> 00:27:11,077
- Huh?

310
00:27:11,112 --> 00:27:14,080
- You love them right?

311
00:27:16,151 --> 00:27:19,845
- Yeah, yes I love them.

312
00:27:20,949 --> 00:27:23,918
- Then make sure that you
always go back to them.

313
00:27:23,952 --> 00:27:26,299
That is all that matters.

314
00:27:31,132 --> 00:27:33,859
I had a little boy
and a husband.

315
00:27:35,101 --> 00:27:38,933
And I felt the same way that
you do, more often than not.

316
00:27:40,244 --> 00:27:41,694
But now if I could go back

317
00:27:41,729 --> 00:27:43,938
I would spend all of the
time that I could with them

318
00:27:43,972 --> 00:27:45,111
because it is fleeting.

319
00:27:48,667 --> 00:27:50,047
- What happened?

320
00:27:50,082 --> 00:27:54,051
- Hmm, no you don't wanna
hear that story.

321
00:27:55,190 --> 00:27:56,916
It's not a happy one.

322
00:27:56,951 --> 00:27:58,642
- It's not a happy night.

323
00:27:58,677 --> 00:28:00,092
It's not even happy hour.

324
00:28:00,126 --> 00:28:04,061
- Well, my little boy, Taylor...

325
00:28:08,859 --> 00:28:09,722
He died.

326
00:28:11,586 --> 00:28:12,932
A few years ago.

327
00:28:12,967 --> 00:28:18,041
There was complications
with pertussis, he was,

328
00:28:18,075 --> 00:28:19,180
that's whooping cough.

329
00:28:20,906 --> 00:28:22,355
He was only three.

330
00:28:25,151 --> 00:28:26,359
- I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

331
00:28:31,226 --> 00:28:35,230
- Yeah I've come to terms
with it, the best that I can.

332
00:28:39,890 --> 00:28:40,926
Sorry.

333
00:28:43,791 --> 00:28:44,999
Anyway he passed away.

334
00:28:48,278 --> 00:28:50,590
And it was just
Richard and I.

335
00:28:50,625 --> 00:28:52,282
That's my husband, and I.

336
00:28:52,316 --> 00:28:53,179
And...

337
00:28:55,872 --> 00:28:58,081
It was really fucking hard.

338
00:28:59,772 --> 00:29:01,325
It changed things.

339
00:29:01,360 --> 00:29:03,362
And this one night I came home

340
00:29:03,396 --> 00:29:07,642
and Richard had set up
the table for dinner.

341
00:29:07,676 --> 00:29:09,195
And he'd lit these candles

342
00:29:09,230 --> 00:29:10,852
and made it romantic

343
00:29:10,887 --> 00:29:14,373
and he said that he
wanted us to forget.

344
00:29:14,407 --> 00:29:17,756
Even if it was just for
that one night.

345
00:29:19,827 --> 00:29:20,689
And so we did.

346
00:29:22,899 --> 00:29:25,315
We ate and we laughed.

347
00:29:26,316 --> 00:29:27,317
We made love.

348
00:29:30,699 --> 00:29:35,014
And it felt like it was the
first time all over again.

349
00:29:35,049 --> 00:29:36,844
And then I woke up in
the middle of the night

350
00:29:36,878 --> 00:29:37,914
and he was gone.

351
00:29:39,087 --> 00:29:40,088
He was just gone.

352
00:29:41,262 --> 00:29:42,815
There was no trace.

353
00:29:42,850 --> 00:29:44,196
It was like he just vanished.

354
00:29:47,164 --> 00:29:48,821
Oh.

355
00:29:48,856 --> 00:29:51,065
I think that it was all
just too much for him

356
00:29:51,099 --> 00:29:52,480
and he had to leave.

357
00:29:53,895 --> 00:29:54,965
And I think that that night

358
00:29:55,000 --> 00:29:57,692
was his proper way of
saying goodbye.

359
00:30:04,941 --> 00:30:07,081
- Can I, can I buy
your next drink?

360
00:30:08,737 --> 00:30:09,359
- Yes.

361
00:30:09,393 --> 00:30:10,256
- Yeah.

362
00:30:11,913 --> 00:30:12,811
- Thanks.

363
00:30:15,365 --> 00:30:16,228
- Hmm.

364
00:30:20,508 --> 00:30:22,130
- So what about you?

365
00:30:24,339 --> 00:30:25,824
Why the need to escape?

366
00:30:27,722 --> 00:30:28,378
- I'm afraid.

367
00:30:31,484 --> 00:30:32,416
I'm afraid.

368
00:30:37,076 --> 00:30:41,218
I really don't know, what
I'd, what I'd do if I stayed.

369
00:30:44,256 --> 00:30:48,294
Sometimes I um, I wonder if,
what's best for them you know.

370
00:30:52,989 --> 00:30:54,369
- Do you consider
yourself a good person?

371
00:30:54,404 --> 00:30:57,407
- I'm not even
sure I'd consider myself a person.

372
00:30:57,441 --> 00:31:02,861
The real question is does
being good really matter?

373
00:31:02,895 --> 00:31:04,793
I mean really matter.

374
00:31:05,933 --> 00:31:08,452
Bad things happen to good
people all the time right?

375
00:31:12,077 --> 00:31:12,974
- Yeah.

376
00:31:13,009 --> 00:31:13,872
They do.

377
00:31:15,183 --> 00:31:16,391
But you know what I think

378
00:31:17,496 --> 00:31:20,223
that the important thing
is to make sure that

379
00:31:20,257 --> 00:31:22,052
you are not the bad
thing yourself.

380
00:32:03,852 --> 00:32:05,854
- The
coke may serve a function,

381
00:32:05,889 --> 00:32:07,132
but it's still coke.

382
00:32:08,064 --> 00:32:09,858
It does what coke does.

383
00:32:12,068 --> 00:32:14,449
You take it when you
wanna escape yourself.

384
00:32:39,612 --> 00:32:40,475
What?

385
00:33:10,195 --> 00:33:11,990
- Sam?

386
00:33:12,024 --> 00:33:13,267
It's really late, what's up?

387
00:33:13,301 --> 00:33:16,132
- I really need
someone to talk too.

388
00:33:16,166 --> 00:33:18,030
I didn't know who else to call.

389
00:33:18,065 --> 00:33:19,583
- What's
going on with you?

390
00:33:19,618 --> 00:33:21,516
Last night was bad enough,
but you left the office today

391
00:33:21,551 --> 00:33:22,655
without a saying a word.

392
00:33:22,690 --> 00:33:25,934
We had to reschedule half
a dozen appointments.

393
00:33:25,969 --> 00:33:27,660
Are you in some kind of trouble?

394
00:33:27,695 --> 00:33:29,662
- No, no, it's
nothing like that.

395
00:33:31,319 --> 00:33:33,977
I had, I had a really bad
night with Mary.

396
00:33:35,323 --> 00:33:38,016
And she kicked me out.

397
00:33:38,050 --> 00:33:41,950
- Oh Sam, I'm
sorry to hear that.

398
00:33:41,985 --> 00:33:44,194
- Do you, can you come see me?

399
00:33:45,161 --> 00:33:47,335
I don't wanna be
alone right now.

400
00:33:47,370 --> 00:33:50,166
- Jesus Sam, seriously?

401
00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:52,064
- I'm really sorry
about last night.

402
00:33:53,031 --> 00:33:54,377
I, I made a mistake.

403
00:33:55,378 --> 00:33:57,656
I promise I won't try
anything like that again.

404
00:33:59,382 --> 00:34:02,212
I just, I really need a
friend right now.

405
00:34:04,249 --> 00:34:05,112
Please.

406
00:34:06,596 --> 00:34:08,115
- Alright.

407
00:34:08,149 --> 00:34:10,600
Tommy's already passed out
here so I'll drive over.

408
00:34:14,121 --> 00:34:16,088
- You're still with him?

409
00:34:16,123 --> 00:34:17,710
- Yeah, you know that.

410
00:34:19,229 --> 00:34:20,092
Address?

411
00:34:23,544 --> 00:34:25,097
- Do you have a pen?

412
00:34:45,462 --> 00:34:46,601
It's unlocked.

413
00:34:48,465 --> 00:34:49,570
- Before I come in,

414
00:34:49,604 --> 00:34:52,331
I just wanna say I'm not
super comfortable with this.

415
00:34:53,539 --> 00:34:54,540
We're friends and all

416
00:34:54,575 --> 00:34:56,439
but this is pretty
fucking above and beyond.

417
00:34:56,473 --> 00:34:59,476
Coming to a motel in
the middle of the night.

418
00:34:59,511 --> 00:35:02,100
You try anything and I am
out the door, you got that?

419
00:35:02,134 --> 00:35:02,790
- Got it.

420
00:35:04,240 --> 00:35:06,069
- Also, I wanna talk
about a raise.

421
00:35:12,696 --> 00:35:14,146
Why's the room so dark?

422
00:35:16,700 --> 00:35:18,426
Where the hell is light switch?

423
00:35:18,461 --> 00:35:19,427
- Come here Rachel.

424
00:35:21,188 --> 00:35:22,050
- Sam?

425
00:35:23,811 --> 00:35:25,053
Are you okay?

426
00:35:28,678 --> 00:35:32,371
Oh Sam, it looks like you've
overdone it a bit yeah?

427
00:35:45,626 --> 00:35:46,489
Sam?

428
00:35:54,842 --> 00:35:57,672
- That
hurt a lot more than usual.

429
00:35:59,157 --> 00:36:00,330
It feels like I'm dying.

430
00:36:24,251 --> 00:36:26,114
That's not gonna cut it.

431
00:36:26,149 --> 00:36:29,117
She probably has access
to antibiotics.

432
00:36:38,265 --> 00:36:39,473
- Hi Tommy.

433
00:36:39,507 --> 00:36:40,577
- Where'd you go?

434
00:36:40,612 --> 00:36:43,201
It's the middle of the night.

435
00:36:43,235 --> 00:36:44,443
- I felt a migraine coming on.

436
00:36:44,478 --> 00:36:48,102
I ran out to all night
pharmacy, be back soon okay.

437
00:36:48,136 --> 00:36:50,380
- Uh huh, can you
pick me up some smokes?

438
00:36:50,415 --> 00:36:53,245
- I'm already on my way back,
sorry.

439
00:36:54,419 --> 00:36:55,351
See you soon okay?

440
00:37:30,558 --> 00:37:32,284
- Is that you Frank?

441
00:37:33,872 --> 00:37:36,254
I haven't seen you around
much these days.

442
00:37:37,462 --> 00:37:40,292
Been seeing the smoke though.

443
00:37:40,327 --> 00:37:41,362
What you burning?

444
00:37:42,432 --> 00:37:44,227
Something smells kind of weird.

445
00:37:55,445 --> 00:37:56,860
It's just Colleen.

446
00:37:56,895 --> 00:37:58,621
Is that your car
parked out here?

447
00:38:08,941 --> 00:38:09,804
Hey.

448
00:38:12,876 --> 00:38:15,914
Hey, hello.

449
00:38:15,948 --> 00:38:18,330
Are you Frank's granddaughter?

450
00:38:32,482 --> 00:38:33,345
- Damn it.

451
00:38:54,332 --> 00:38:55,022
Tommy?

452
00:38:57,576 --> 00:39:00,338
- Lucky
break, he's gone home.

453
00:39:43,484 --> 00:39:44,692
- Hi.

454
00:39:44,727 --> 00:39:46,936
Hey buddy, how's it going?

455
00:39:52,355 --> 00:39:53,011
Wait.

456
00:40:08,751 --> 00:40:09,993
- Whisky on the rocks.

457
00:40:11,616 --> 00:40:14,929
- Oh boy, someone is
looking for trouble tonight?

458
00:40:14,964 --> 00:40:16,690
- It that obvious?

459
00:40:16,724 --> 00:40:18,381
- Well that dress and this bar,

460
00:40:18,416 --> 00:40:20,659
it, it really
doesn't take a PHD.

461
00:40:20,694 --> 00:40:21,971
You look great but--

462
00:40:22,005 --> 00:40:23,490
- Thanks, just killing time.

463
00:40:23,524 --> 00:40:25,008
- Well, you've come to
the right place

464
00:40:25,043 --> 00:40:27,873
because this is where
time comes to die.

465
00:40:30,428 --> 00:40:31,843
- What brings you here tonight?

466
00:40:32,913 --> 00:40:35,398
- Um, I'm here most nights,
right Jen.

467
00:40:35,433 --> 00:40:36,503
- Ah.

468
00:40:36,537 --> 00:40:39,678
- I can't, I can't get
much writing done at home.

469
00:40:39,713 --> 00:40:41,680
The silence just drives me mad.

470
00:40:41,715 --> 00:40:43,682
- You a writer?

471
00:40:43,717 --> 00:40:47,893
- Um, wouldn't go that far but,

472
00:40:47,928 --> 00:40:52,933
I just, I like it and it
helps me sort things out.

473
00:40:54,106 --> 00:40:55,522
- What are you working on?

474
00:40:56,419 --> 00:40:57,075
- A book.

475
00:40:58,145 --> 00:40:59,560
Yeah, I know.

476
00:40:59,595 --> 00:41:00,665
- That's impressive.

477
00:41:00,699 --> 00:41:01,942
How soon 'til it's finished?

478
00:41:01,976 --> 00:41:03,633
- I have absolutely no clue.

479
00:41:03,668 --> 00:41:04,945
It will be,

480
00:41:04,979 --> 00:41:07,810
it will be finished when it
feels finished, you know.

481
00:41:07,844 --> 00:41:08,742
My...

482
00:41:10,398 --> 00:41:12,746
My therapist suggested that
I write down my thoughts.

483
00:41:12,780 --> 00:41:14,575
To help me cope.

484
00:41:14,610 --> 00:41:17,475
And it just got way out of hand,
I guess.

485
00:41:19,511 --> 00:41:20,788
Hey I'm Julia by the way.

486
00:41:22,169 --> 00:41:23,066
- Drew.

487
00:41:23,101 --> 00:41:24,620
- Very nice to meet you.

488
00:41:24,654 --> 00:41:25,586
- Nice to meet you.

489
00:41:25,621 --> 00:41:27,519
- Did I see you here
the other night?

490
00:41:27,554 --> 00:41:31,040
I think with a, an older
gentleman, sort of.

491
00:41:31,074 --> 00:41:32,559
- Oh.

492
00:41:32,593 --> 00:41:34,353
Yeah, you've got a good memory.

493
00:41:34,388 --> 00:41:36,666
- Yes I do, me and elephants.

494
00:41:36,701 --> 00:41:37,771
- Hmm.

495
00:41:39,013 --> 00:41:42,603
- No, it's just this place,
it never seems to change,

496
00:41:42,638 --> 00:41:44,018
just the people do.

497
00:41:44,053 --> 00:41:45,537
So, I'm here a lot

498
00:41:45,572 --> 00:41:48,954
and I tend to notice the
faces that stand out.

499
00:41:48,989 --> 00:41:51,060
- Yeah I like that
about this place.

500
00:41:51,094 --> 00:41:51,923
- What's that?

501
00:41:52,924 --> 00:41:54,650
- There's a lot to be said
for consistency

502
00:41:54,684 --> 00:41:57,031
when you don't have it
anywhere else in your life.

503
00:41:58,585 --> 00:42:02,174
- Yes, yes A-fucking-
men to that.

504
00:42:02,209 --> 00:42:03,106
Cheers.

505
00:42:03,141 --> 00:42:04,004
- Cheers.

506
00:42:05,212 --> 00:42:06,075
- Cheers.

507
00:42:07,870 --> 00:42:08,905
- Hmm, decades have passed

508
00:42:08,940 --> 00:42:10,148
and this place has
stayed the same.

509
00:42:10,182 --> 00:42:11,805
I remember back in
the 70's when--

510
00:42:11,839 --> 00:42:13,531
- Wait, hold on, I'm sorry.

511
00:42:13,565 --> 00:42:14,980
Did you, 70's?

512
00:42:15,015 --> 00:42:17,914
You're like 20.

513
00:42:17,949 --> 00:42:19,985
- Consider me an old soul then.

514
00:42:25,819 --> 00:42:27,752
- You know you have sad eyes?

515
00:42:27,786 --> 00:42:28,994
- What?

516
00:42:29,029 --> 00:42:32,791
- Hmm-mm, yeah you
have sad eyes.

517
00:42:32,826 --> 00:42:35,622
I can tell you are not here
for a good time tonight.

518
00:42:36,968 --> 00:42:39,108
I don't know what it is but,

519
00:42:39,142 --> 00:42:41,800
yeah you're not here
for a good time.

520
00:42:41,835 --> 00:42:42,698
Hmm.

521
00:42:43,733 --> 00:42:44,596
You know what?

522
00:42:45,839 --> 00:42:46,874
Here.

523
00:42:46,909 --> 00:42:51,741
I am going to give you a card,
here.

524
00:42:52,673 --> 00:42:54,848
The address to my office.

525
00:42:54,882 --> 00:42:57,954
Sorry, I'm a counselor.

526
00:42:57,989 --> 00:43:00,060
The address to my
office is on there.

527
00:43:00,094 --> 00:43:05,168
And if you ever need anybody
to talk to, about anything,

528
00:43:05,203 --> 00:43:07,895
after tonight, just give
me a call okay?

529
00:43:09,759 --> 00:43:10,795
- Thank you.

530
00:43:10,829 --> 00:43:14,039
- Hmm-mm, she knows I'm
not creepy or anything.

531
00:43:15,731 --> 00:43:17,008
- Can I buy you a drink?

532
00:43:17,042 --> 00:43:18,803
- Hmm, hello.
- Um.

533
00:43:18,837 --> 00:43:21,046
- Yes, you can, yes you can.

534
00:43:21,081 --> 00:43:23,773
That is my queue to leave,
I'm leaving.

535
00:43:23,808 --> 00:43:25,879
Please, you can have my seat.

536
00:43:25,913 --> 00:43:28,744
Hey, have some fun.

537
00:43:28,778 --> 00:43:29,814
- Alright.

538
00:43:29,848 --> 00:43:31,539
- Jen can I grab another please?

539
00:43:32,817 --> 00:43:33,680
Whoops.

540
00:43:36,683 --> 00:43:39,133
- So, drink?

541
00:43:41,722 --> 00:43:43,655
- Sure, whisky rocks.

542
00:43:45,692 --> 00:43:46,589
Thanks.

543
00:43:48,108 --> 00:43:50,973
- That's funny you ordered
a whisky on the rocks,

544
00:43:51,007 --> 00:43:53,561
that was my old football
coaches favorite drink.

545
00:43:54,908 --> 00:43:56,323
On the off season and the on.

546
00:43:57,565 --> 00:43:58,670
You like football?

547
00:43:58,705 --> 00:43:59,533
- No.

548
00:43:59,567 --> 00:44:00,845
- I loved it.

549
00:44:00,879 --> 00:44:03,986
Fucking varsity football, 2007.

550
00:44:05,712 --> 00:44:06,782
Am I boring you?

551
00:44:06,816 --> 00:44:07,714
- Not at all.

552
00:44:07,748 --> 00:44:09,888
- Okay so, as I was saying.

553
00:44:09,923 --> 00:44:12,063
Getting down there,
the 15 yard line, boom,

554
00:44:12,097 --> 00:44:13,098
I get it sweep right.

555
00:44:13,133 --> 00:44:14,997
- What
the fucks this asshole

556
00:44:15,031 --> 00:44:15,860
even talking about?

557
00:44:15,894 --> 00:44:18,241
What a douche bag.

558
00:44:23,868 --> 00:44:26,629
- Our 15 yard line and it's all.

559
00:44:28,735 --> 00:44:30,875
I flip inside, I fell.

560
00:44:35,603 --> 00:44:38,710
You know 15 yard line
on their side.

561
00:44:38,745 --> 00:44:39,815
Big tackle.

562
00:44:39,849 --> 00:44:42,024
- Maybe
he'll be some use after all.

563
00:44:42,058 --> 00:44:44,854
- I just need to run to the
bathroom, be back in a minute.

564
00:44:59,179 --> 00:45:00,663
You wanna get out of here?

565
00:45:04,184 --> 00:45:05,323
♪ I'm tired of existence

566
00:45:05,357 --> 00:45:07,014
♪ I'm tired of being
constant threat ♪

567
00:45:07,049 --> 00:45:09,085
♪ Find the position just
to fuck it up ♪

568
00:45:09,120 --> 00:45:11,018
♪ And find 'em back at
the beginning ♪

569
00:45:11,053 --> 00:45:13,020
♪ Then I twitch, just
let her fade to black ♪

570
00:45:13,055 --> 00:45:14,850
♪ Guess I missed my
curtain call ♪

571
00:45:14,884 --> 00:45:16,023
♪ Pessimistic jerk

572
00:45:16,058 --> 00:45:17,645
♪ And I'm fester, raising
curtain fall ♪

573
00:45:17,680 --> 00:45:18,750
♪ Obsessed about a girl

574
00:45:18,785 --> 00:45:20,372
♪ Who probably doesn't
like me first of all ♪

575
00:45:20,407 --> 00:45:21,788
♪ And such a perfect girl

576
00:45:21,822 --> 00:45:23,928
♪ I'll fall in love
with my demon ♪

577
00:45:23,962 --> 00:45:25,653
I've been
a woman enough times now

578
00:45:25,688 --> 00:45:27,725
that this is nothing new.

579
00:45:27,759 --> 00:45:30,141
I'll admit it, sometimes
I've even enjoyed it.

580
00:45:30,175 --> 00:45:31,314
- What's, what's wrong?

581
00:45:31,349 --> 00:45:32,246
What is it?

582
00:45:32,281 --> 00:45:34,007
- Sometimes.

583
00:45:34,041 --> 00:45:35,180
- It's nothing.

584
00:45:35,215 --> 00:45:36,112
- Okay.

585
00:45:39,702 --> 00:45:40,358
- Um.

586
00:45:40,392 --> 00:45:42,394
Do you want some coke?

587
00:45:43,671 --> 00:45:44,880
- Thought you'd never ask.

588
00:45:46,191 --> 00:45:47,745
Fucking bring it.

589
00:46:32,755 --> 00:46:33,929
- Can we slow down a bit?

590
00:46:35,033 --> 00:46:37,795
- You want this as much as I do.

591
00:46:38,934 --> 00:46:39,797
- Please.

592
00:46:40,728 --> 00:46:42,351
- Don't be such a
fucking cock tease.

593
00:46:50,048 --> 00:46:51,809
- Get off of me!

594
00:48:59,281 --> 00:49:02,008
- Help, someone call the police.

595
00:49:14,572 --> 00:49:17,402
Don't worry, the police
are on their way.

596
00:49:18,334 --> 00:49:19,542
I've just called them.

597
00:50:45,456 --> 00:50:47,527
Most
of the cops in this city

598
00:50:47,561 --> 00:50:51,117
couldn't find a needle
in a bucket of needles.

599
00:50:51,151 --> 00:50:52,566
You be enough of them,

600
00:50:52,601 --> 00:50:55,328
you realize it's best to
just stay put.

601
00:51:58,425 --> 00:52:00,772
- Rachel, I
know you're here!

602
00:52:00,807 --> 00:52:01,635
Rachel!

603
00:52:01,670 --> 00:52:03,189
- How did you know where I was?

604
00:52:03,223 --> 00:52:04,776
- A rule
to keep me breathing.

605
00:52:04,811 --> 00:52:07,089
The boyfriend of a
murder suspect

606
00:52:07,124 --> 00:52:09,574
is not an ideal form to take.

607
00:52:09,609 --> 00:52:10,679
His lucky day.

608
00:52:21,828 --> 00:52:22,691
- Rachel!

609
00:52:39,294 --> 00:52:40,157
Rachel!

610
00:53:11,843 --> 00:53:14,501
- I'm kidding
myself if I keep this up.

611
00:53:14,536 --> 00:53:17,815
If I'm running out of time,
I should face the facts.

612
00:53:17,849 --> 00:53:22,095
The right thing to do is tell
her truth, be done with it.

613
00:53:48,846 --> 00:53:49,709
Damn it.

614
00:55:26,288 --> 00:55:27,393
- Who is it?

615
00:55:27,427 --> 00:55:28,980
- Delivery.

616
00:55:44,341 --> 00:55:45,618
- I just wanted to call

617
00:55:45,652 --> 00:55:47,827
and say I had a great time
today at lunch.

618
00:55:47,861 --> 00:55:49,932
I hope this doesn't sound
too forward but,

619
00:55:51,382 --> 00:55:53,660
I can't stop thinking about you.

620
00:55:57,802 --> 00:55:58,872
Hello.

621
00:55:58,907 --> 00:56:00,805
- Yeah, yeah I'm,
I'm here.

622
00:56:02,669 --> 00:56:05,845
And I'm flattered Robert.

623
00:56:05,879 --> 00:56:06,811
Really I am.

624
00:56:07,847 --> 00:56:10,919
- Okay just, give me
one second here please.

625
00:56:15,510 --> 00:56:16,373
I like you.

626
00:56:17,684 --> 00:56:18,547
A lot.

627
00:56:19,583 --> 00:56:20,894
And I wanna see you again.

628
00:56:20,929 --> 00:56:24,381
Someplace where the two
of us can just be alone.

629
00:56:27,901 --> 00:56:29,765
- Okay.

630
00:56:29,800 --> 00:56:31,388
- Okay?

631
00:56:31,422 --> 00:56:32,389
- Yeah okay.

632
00:56:34,598 --> 00:56:36,047
Your place or mine?

633
00:56:40,397 --> 00:56:42,571
- Let's make it your place.

634
00:56:44,987 --> 00:56:48,059
- So yeah, this is my place.

635
00:56:48,094 --> 00:56:50,337
I know it's kind of basic.

636
00:56:50,372 --> 00:56:52,616
I just, I don't know,

637
00:56:52,650 --> 00:56:56,654
I lost the taste for caring
about design I guess.

638
00:56:56,689 --> 00:57:01,452
Um, I'm just gonna put
on some music.

639
00:57:01,487 --> 00:57:03,040
You wanna do the
honors with that?

640
00:57:04,110 --> 00:57:05,905
- Yeah sure.

641
00:57:36,522 --> 00:57:37,454
- Oh nicely done.

642
00:57:38,662 --> 00:57:40,767
- I used to be a server.

643
00:57:41,734 --> 00:57:42,735
In a past life.

644
00:57:42,769 --> 00:57:44,702
- Well color me impressed.

645
00:57:46,877 --> 00:57:47,740
Cheers.

646
00:57:49,431 --> 00:57:50,536
- What do we cheers to?

647
00:57:52,469 --> 00:57:53,124
I got it.

648
00:57:54,540 --> 00:57:56,645
To, possibilities.

649
00:57:58,509 --> 00:57:59,545
- All there ever is.

650
00:58:01,961 --> 00:58:03,687
- Cheers.

651
00:58:07,069 --> 00:58:10,832
- There's just something
familiar about you.

652
00:58:14,663 --> 00:58:16,838
I don't know what it is but--

653
00:58:16,872 --> 00:58:19,599
- I think when two people
have a connection like,

654
00:58:22,084 --> 00:58:23,016
a real connection.

655
00:58:24,535 --> 00:58:29,816
There's this, familiarity
and there's this comfort

656
00:58:29,851 --> 00:58:30,886
that drives it.

657
00:58:34,925 --> 00:58:36,443
- Is that you think we have?

658
00:58:38,445 --> 00:58:39,101
A connection?

659
00:58:41,828 --> 00:58:42,864
- No, I think.

660
00:58:46,592 --> 00:58:48,594
I think we're kindred
spirits you and I.

661
00:58:49,940 --> 00:58:50,803
- Oh.

662
00:58:51,942 --> 00:58:53,081
- Yeah.

663
00:58:53,978 --> 00:58:56,049
I heard it when I said it.

664
00:58:56,084 --> 00:58:56,947
- Uh huh.

665
00:58:56,981 --> 00:58:58,604
- That was terrible, I'm sorry.

666
00:59:00,053 --> 00:59:03,540
- Alright, and what would,

667
00:59:05,956 --> 00:59:09,166
what would two people
such as ourselves want

668
00:59:10,616 --> 00:59:11,478
in this moment?

669
00:59:25,147 --> 00:59:26,217
- To connect.

670
00:59:29,807 --> 00:59:33,604
♪ Pick me apart now

671
00:59:33,639 --> 00:59:37,677
♪ Find someone else to blame

672
00:59:37,712 --> 00:59:41,508
♪ Wallow in shame

673
00:59:41,543 --> 00:59:46,824
♪ Until it's gone

674
00:59:46,859 --> 00:59:50,587
♪ Time where have you gone now

675
00:59:58,733 --> 00:59:59,596
- Oh jeez.

676
01:00:03,254 --> 01:00:04,635
What happened?

677
01:00:04,670 --> 01:00:06,775
- I cut myself, it's okay.

678
01:00:06,810 --> 01:00:07,776
- On what?

679
01:00:08,846 --> 01:00:10,607
- I walked into a nail,
I'm fine.

680
01:00:11,677 --> 01:00:12,781
- You walked into a nail?

681
01:00:12,816 --> 01:00:14,818
- I walked into a nail.

682
01:00:14,852 --> 01:00:16,060
- Are you okay?

683
01:00:17,165 --> 01:00:18,304
- I'm perfect.

684
01:01:37,314 --> 01:01:38,280
- It's burning.

685
01:01:42,077 --> 01:01:43,285
- It's kind of my thing.

686
01:01:43,320 --> 01:01:45,287
It's a bit of a delicacy.

687
01:01:45,322 --> 01:01:46,979
- Making breakfast?

688
01:01:47,013 --> 01:01:50,085
- Yeah, I hope you don't mind.

689
01:01:50,120 --> 01:01:53,606
I was kind of under
the impression

690
01:01:53,640 --> 01:01:55,884
you don't get treated too often.

691
01:01:55,919 --> 01:01:56,782
I wanna change that.

692
01:01:57,783 --> 01:01:59,163
- You are very sweet.

693
01:02:00,751 --> 01:02:03,305
- I used to
hate being alone at Christmas.

694
01:02:03,340 --> 01:02:05,756
Then I just hated being alone.

695
01:02:05,791 --> 01:02:07,344
Eventually I realized,

696
01:02:07,378 --> 01:02:08,897
at least as far as people go,

697
01:02:08,932 --> 01:02:12,004
quality is far better
than quantity.

698
01:02:12,038 --> 01:02:12,901
Every time.

699
01:03:08,439 --> 01:03:11,132
I had a dog when I was kid.

700
01:03:11,166 --> 01:03:13,134
I loved him with all my heart.

701
01:03:13,168 --> 01:03:15,205
When he died my mother told me

702
01:03:15,239 --> 01:03:16,378
that was how things are.

703
01:03:16,413 --> 01:03:18,242
That everything ends.

704
01:03:18,277 --> 01:03:19,381
Nothing's permanent.

705
01:03:19,416 --> 01:03:21,211
As much as you want it to be.

706
01:03:21,245 --> 01:03:22,937
I didn't wanna believe
it at the time

707
01:03:22,971 --> 01:03:25,732
but age showed me just
how right she was.

708
01:03:25,767 --> 01:03:27,734
The moments are what matter.

709
01:03:27,769 --> 01:03:29,081
And they're fleeting.

710
01:03:29,115 --> 01:03:31,290
- More developments
in the grizzly discovery

711
01:03:31,324 --> 01:03:33,844
of what is being called
the Farm of Death.

712
01:03:33,879 --> 01:03:35,881
As the remains of
dozens of victims

713
01:03:35,915 --> 01:03:37,468
have been recovered so far.

714
01:03:37,503 --> 01:03:40,817
As of yet, only six victims
have been identified.

715
01:03:40,851 --> 01:03:42,888
While the search for
previous person of interest

716
01:03:42,922 --> 01:03:44,441
Rachel Martin has
been called off

717
01:03:44,475 --> 01:03:48,307
when investigators found
her remains among the dead.

718
01:03:48,341 --> 01:03:50,930
The remains were discovered
- Hey hey.

719
01:03:50,965 --> 01:03:52,759
- When local
resident Pauline Baker

720
01:03:52,794 --> 01:03:54,209
- What are you doing?
- Noticed suspicious activity.

721
01:03:54,244 --> 01:03:55,383
- Why are you
watching this stuff?

722
01:03:55,417 --> 01:03:57,005
There's not enough bad
in the world,

723
01:03:57,040 --> 01:03:58,869
you gotta watch these hacks

724
01:03:58,904 --> 01:04:01,423
sensationalize
peoples tragedies?

725
01:04:01,458 --> 01:04:03,011
- It's just so close to here.

726
01:04:04,392 --> 01:04:07,360
- Yeah, but I mean when
they put on TV like this.

727
01:04:07,395 --> 01:04:08,879
Then they, you know,

728
01:04:08,914 --> 01:04:11,261
they make it sound like
it's a million mile away,

729
01:04:11,295 --> 01:04:12,296
like a movie or something.

730
01:04:12,331 --> 01:04:14,885
- No, not this time.

731
01:04:14,920 --> 01:04:16,887
I recognize some of those people

732
01:04:16,922 --> 01:04:17,750
that they've identified.

733
01:04:17,784 --> 01:04:20,408
I've spoken with
them in the bar.

734
01:04:22,306 --> 01:04:23,376
- Okay well.

735
01:04:26,000 --> 01:04:27,415
Hey, you know what.

736
01:04:27,449 --> 01:04:31,108
I think I'd rather just
concentrate on the here and now.

737
01:04:32,938 --> 01:04:34,801
That's what's important right?

738
01:04:34,836 --> 01:04:35,492
- Hmm-mm.

739
01:04:39,047 --> 01:04:40,117
Just so scary.

740
01:04:48,954 --> 01:04:50,990
- I won't let anything
bad happen to you.

741
01:04:51,957 --> 01:04:52,854
I promise.

742
01:05:21,572 --> 01:05:23,954
- You think the
traffic will be bad?

743
01:05:23,989 --> 01:05:25,162
- I don't know.

744
01:05:25,197 --> 01:05:26,301
This city's so small,

745
01:05:26,336 --> 01:05:28,510
it can't even handle the
population it has now.

746
01:05:28,545 --> 01:05:30,409
- Okay, well I should
be ready soon,

747
01:05:30,443 --> 01:05:31,513
I think we'll be fine.

748
01:05:54,467 --> 01:05:55,917
Are you okay in there?

749
01:06:03,960 --> 01:06:05,202
Robert?

750
01:06:06,203 --> 01:06:07,032
- I'm fine.

751
01:06:07,066 --> 01:06:07,964
I'm fine.

752
01:06:09,172 --> 01:06:11,208
I'll be out in a second.

753
01:06:30,952 --> 01:06:32,229
- Feeling okay?

754
01:06:32,264 --> 01:06:33,127
- Yeah.

755
01:06:34,300 --> 01:06:36,475
- Don't, don't, don't touch me.

756
01:06:36,509 --> 01:06:37,338
- Why?

757
01:06:37,372 --> 01:06:38,235
Are you okay?

758
01:06:39,271 --> 01:06:40,237
- Do you trust me?

759
01:06:40,272 --> 01:06:41,549
- Yes.

760
01:06:41,583 --> 01:06:42,515
Of course I do.

761
01:06:42,550 --> 01:06:44,966
- There's something I
need to tell you.

762
01:06:45,001 --> 01:06:46,071
You should probably sit down,

763
01:06:46,105 --> 01:06:47,175
it's gonna make it easier.

764
01:06:48,073 --> 01:06:49,039
- What are you talking about?

765
01:06:49,074 --> 01:06:50,213
You're scaring me.

766
01:06:50,247 --> 01:06:53,388
- Alright please just, please
can you do this for me?

767
01:06:53,423 --> 01:06:56,598
Can you just, go and sit down.

768
01:07:16,446 --> 01:07:17,343
- Well?

769
01:07:19,345 --> 01:07:20,243
Okay, what is it?

770
01:07:25,282 --> 01:07:26,145
- Okay.

771
01:07:30,977 --> 01:07:34,705
You're the only person
I've ever told this too.

772
01:07:39,331 --> 01:07:41,195
When I was 12 years old,

773
01:07:42,575 --> 01:07:45,371
I was responsible for my
mother's death.

774
01:07:45,406 --> 01:07:47,546
I was, I was young.

775
01:07:47,580 --> 01:07:49,962
I didn't know what it
was at the time.

776
01:07:51,205 --> 01:07:54,691
But, I mean, it was an accident.

777
01:07:54,725 --> 01:07:56,175
- So you feel responsible?

778
01:07:57,694 --> 01:08:02,043
Hey, that was a long time ago.

779
01:08:02,078 --> 01:08:04,114
- Yeah.

780
01:08:04,149 --> 01:08:05,046
Yeah.

781
01:08:06,599 --> 01:08:08,084
It was 1954.

782
01:08:10,465 --> 01:08:11,328
- What?

783
01:08:14,435 --> 01:08:16,161
- I'm a lot older than I look.

784
01:08:17,507 --> 01:08:21,511
- You're not, wait you're not
making any sense right now.

785
01:08:21,545 --> 01:08:22,512
- I know, I know.

786
01:08:25,446 --> 01:08:30,175
When, when I took her,
my mother.

787
01:08:33,488 --> 01:08:34,627
I saw.

788
01:08:35,490 --> 01:08:37,389
No, that's not right.

789
01:08:39,770 --> 01:08:40,633
I felt.

790
01:08:43,257 --> 01:08:44,120
I remembered.

791
01:08:45,707 --> 01:08:48,331
I remembered the way she loved.

792
01:08:48,365 --> 01:08:53,163
This love that was just so pure.

793
01:08:53,198 --> 01:08:56,477
I never felt anything like
that in my entire life

794
01:08:56,511 --> 01:08:57,823
and I never did again.

795
01:08:59,445 --> 01:09:03,139
Until, until a couple
of years ago.

796
01:09:05,589 --> 01:09:06,521
Yeah um.

797
01:09:12,217 --> 01:09:13,149
I take people.

798
01:09:14,357 --> 01:09:15,461
That's what I am.

799
01:09:15,496 --> 01:09:16,359
It's...

800
01:09:17,498 --> 01:09:20,432
I become somebody else.

801
01:09:20,466 --> 01:09:24,815
There's this change that
happens inside of me

802
01:09:24,850 --> 01:09:29,786
and if I don't find somebody
in time, it'll kill me.

803
01:09:29,820 --> 01:09:30,787
I know it will.

804
01:09:30,821 --> 01:09:32,202
It will kill me.

805
01:09:32,237 --> 01:09:34,411
- What do you mean take?

806
01:09:35,619 --> 01:09:37,725
What do you take?

807
01:09:37,759 --> 01:09:39,175
- Everything.

808
01:09:39,209 --> 01:09:44,352
Their voice, their shape,
their look, their memories.

809
01:09:44,387 --> 01:09:45,664
Their hopes and dreams,

810
01:09:45,698 --> 01:09:51,152
everything that makes somebody
who they are, I take it.

811
01:09:51,187 --> 01:09:52,533
And I keep it, for good.

812
01:09:53,879 --> 01:09:56,157
They're all, all up here.

813
01:09:58,677 --> 01:10:03,129
- You are really not
making any sense right now.

814
01:10:03,164 --> 01:10:07,341
Why are you saying all of
this weird shit?

815
01:10:07,375 --> 01:10:10,171
- I know, I know, I know
it sounds like weird shit,

816
01:10:10,206 --> 01:10:12,863
but it's the truth, I swear
to God Julia, it's the truth.

817
01:10:22,425 --> 01:10:23,874
- I'm gonna go home.

818
01:10:26,291 --> 01:10:27,188
- Wait.

819
01:10:29,880 --> 01:10:34,747
- I really thought I'd
finally found somebody normal.

820
01:10:34,782 --> 01:10:36,301
So thank you for this.

821
01:10:36,335 --> 01:10:38,613
- Okay wait, I haven't even
told you the whole story yet.

822
01:10:38,648 --> 01:10:39,856
Please just wait.

823
01:10:39,890 --> 01:10:41,237
- I don't wanna hear it.

824
01:10:41,271 --> 01:10:42,583
- Okay, just wait.
- Don't wanna hear it.

825
01:10:42,617 --> 01:10:44,826
I got my own shit to deal
with, I can't deal with this.

826
01:10:44,861 --> 01:10:47,691
- I've known you a lot
longer than you think okay.

827
01:10:47,726 --> 01:10:50,176
I loved you a lot longer
than you know.

828
01:10:53,456 --> 01:10:54,836
Jesus Christ.

829
01:10:54,871 --> 01:10:57,183
The other night, the
other night,

830
01:10:57,218 --> 01:11:00,394
that was the first time I
ever told you my real name.

831
01:11:00,428 --> 01:11:01,291
I'm Drew.

832
01:11:01,326 --> 01:11:02,223
I'm Drew.

833
01:11:03,431 --> 01:11:04,812
It's me.

834
01:11:05,951 --> 01:11:07,573
- What the fuck are you saying?

835
01:11:09,368 --> 01:11:10,196
That...

836
01:11:11,405 --> 01:11:16,444
- Before I was Robert, I'd
already met you a dozen times.

837
01:11:16,479 --> 01:11:17,169
- Hmm-mm.

838
01:11:18,343 --> 01:11:19,896
What the fuck do you mean
"before you where Robert"?

839
01:11:19,930 --> 01:11:21,311
- I was just telling you.

840
01:11:21,346 --> 01:11:22,933
I get their memories.

841
01:11:22,968 --> 01:11:24,590
This is, they're all.

842
01:11:24,625 --> 01:11:26,696
This is how I fell in
love with the first time.

843
01:11:26,730 --> 01:11:29,940
I saw you, I saw you and the
love that Richard had for you.

844
01:11:32,322 --> 01:11:32,978
- Uh uh.

845
01:11:34,773 --> 01:11:35,601
No.

846
01:11:35,636 --> 01:11:36,637
- The second time,

847
01:11:36,671 --> 01:11:38,777
the second time that I
felt that pure love

848
01:11:38,811 --> 01:11:40,606
was in the love that he
felt for you.

849
01:11:40,641 --> 01:11:42,815
The love your husband
felt for you.

850
01:11:42,850 --> 01:11:44,645
Hey, after that,

851
01:11:44,679 --> 01:11:48,338
after that I knew I
needed to make you happy.

852
01:11:48,373 --> 01:11:50,340
I needed to make.
- Oh God.

853
01:11:50,375 --> 01:11:52,308
- I needed to make
everything okay.

854
01:11:52,342 --> 01:11:53,516
I needed to make it alright.

855
01:11:53,550 --> 01:11:55,552
- I don't know what
this is right now?

856
01:11:56,622 --> 01:11:58,279
- That first time we made love,

857
01:11:59,660 --> 01:12:01,834
I felt such a connection to you.

858
01:12:01,869 --> 01:12:03,905
I played that Lou Reed song,
you know the one?

859
01:12:03,940 --> 01:12:05,907
that Lour Reed song you
love so much.

860
01:12:05,942 --> 01:12:07,737
It was perfect.

861
01:12:07,771 --> 01:12:10,498
Look, I know you feel it,
I know you know it's me.

862
01:12:10,533 --> 01:12:14,537
I felt terrible that he
had to leave you.

863
01:12:14,571 --> 01:12:16,539
That I had to leave you.

864
01:12:19,680 --> 01:12:21,820
- I never told you
about Lou Reed.

865
01:12:21,854 --> 01:12:23,684
- I was there, it's me.

866
01:12:23,718 --> 01:12:25,237
I was there.

867
01:12:27,273 --> 01:12:28,516
- Do you know?

868
01:12:28,551 --> 01:12:30,449
Do you know something
about Richard?

869
01:12:33,003 --> 01:12:34,350
Do you know where he is?

870
01:12:35,489 --> 01:12:36,421
Where is he?

871
01:12:40,390 --> 01:12:41,702
- He's at that farm.

872
01:12:41,736 --> 01:12:44,049
The one north of the
city, the one on the news.

873
01:12:49,330 --> 01:12:52,954
- Who the fuck are you?

874
01:12:52,989 --> 01:12:54,370
- I don't know.

875
01:12:55,060 --> 01:12:56,855
I don't know.

876
01:12:56,889 --> 01:12:57,752
I don't know.

877
01:12:57,787 --> 01:12:59,375
I don't know who I am.

878
01:12:59,409 --> 01:13:01,446
I don't even know what I am.

879
01:13:01,480 --> 01:13:02,895
I, I tried to figure it out,

880
01:13:02,930 --> 01:13:04,552
years ago I tried to
figure it out.

881
01:13:04,587 --> 01:13:05,898
There's these stories,

882
01:13:05,933 --> 01:13:07,348
there's these legends in
the Native culture

883
01:13:07,383 --> 01:13:09,488
about Skinwalkers,
people who take.

884
01:13:09,523 --> 01:13:12,526
Okay, okay, this doesn't
matter right now.

885
01:13:12,560 --> 01:13:13,665
What matters is.

886
01:13:13,699 --> 01:13:15,770
Hey, hey, hey.

887
01:13:15,805 --> 01:13:17,462
What matters is you
need to understand

888
01:13:17,496 --> 01:13:19,671
that this was never personal.

889
01:13:19,705 --> 01:13:21,397
None of this was personal.

890
01:13:21,431 --> 01:13:22,398
It was about my survival.

891
01:13:22,432 --> 01:13:24,469
It was about my survival.

892
01:13:24,503 --> 01:13:26,056
With every single person I took.

893
01:13:26,816 --> 01:13:28,611
- The ones you killed you mean.

894
01:13:28,645 --> 01:13:29,646
- No.

895
01:13:29,681 --> 01:13:31,614
You're not getting this,
you're not getting this.

896
01:13:31,648 --> 01:13:32,787
Why aren't you getting this?

897
01:13:32,822 --> 01:13:34,306
Why aren't you getting this?

898
01:13:34,340 --> 01:13:35,756
Why won't you get this?

899
01:13:35,790 --> 01:13:36,653
- Robert.

900
01:13:37,033 --> 01:13:38,068
Robert.

901
01:13:38,103 --> 01:13:40,554
- Is there a way you
can understand?

902
01:13:40,588 --> 01:13:41,451
- Drew.

903
01:13:42,970 --> 01:13:44,420
It's Drew right?

904
01:13:47,008 --> 01:13:51,979
I need you to let me
leave right now, okay.

905
01:13:53,359 --> 01:13:54,430
I'm just gonna go.

906
01:13:54,464 --> 01:13:55,085
- No, no, baby.

907
01:13:55,120 --> 01:13:56,362
- I just wanna go.

908
01:13:56,397 --> 01:13:57,467
- Hey, I would never hurt you.

909
01:13:57,502 --> 01:13:59,538
Jeez Julia, I love you.

910
01:13:59,573 --> 01:14:01,057
I love you and they're not dead.

911
01:14:01,091 --> 01:14:02,403
Your husband's not dead.

912
01:14:02,438 --> 01:14:03,059
- Stop.

913
01:14:03,093 --> 01:14:04,474
- Jesus.
- Right there.

914
01:14:04,509 --> 01:14:05,337
- Alright.

915
01:14:05,371 --> 01:14:06,718
- I fucking mean it.

916
01:14:06,752 --> 01:14:09,410
- Why don't, why
don't you get it?

917
01:14:09,445 --> 01:14:10,342
- God!

918
01:14:10,376 --> 01:14:11,447
- It's okay.

919
01:14:11,481 --> 01:14:12,344
Julia, it's okay.

920
01:14:12,378 --> 01:14:13,518
It's okay, I love you.

921
01:14:13,552 --> 01:14:14,415
- No.

922
01:14:14,450 --> 01:14:15,761
- I love you...
I'm here for you.

923
01:14:15,796 --> 01:14:17,970
- Are you fucking kidding me?
Are you fucking kidding me?!?

924
01:14:18,005 --> 01:14:19,800
- You need to stand back
because I can't control this

925
01:14:19,834 --> 01:14:21,595
once it starts and I don't
wanna hurt you.

926
01:14:21,629 --> 01:14:22,734
- You know what, fuck you!

927
01:14:35,747 --> 01:14:37,058
- No, don't, don't!

928
01:15:01,842 --> 01:15:02,843
- I'm sorry.

929
01:15:05,604 --> 01:15:07,744
I didn't mean to hurt you.

930
01:15:08,642 --> 01:15:11,852
I just wanted to be
close to you.

931
01:15:29,801 --> 01:15:31,009
- You doing okay Julia?

932
01:15:43,021 --> 01:15:43,884
- Hey Jen.

933
01:15:50,476 --> 01:15:53,687
I really appreciate you
taking care of me

934
01:15:53,721 --> 01:15:54,826
these past few years.

935
01:15:56,690 --> 01:15:57,794
It really meant a lot.

936
01:16:34,969 --> 01:16:36,661
- I
spent my entire life

937
01:16:36,695 --> 01:16:38,559
looking outside for answers.

938
01:16:39,664 --> 01:16:41,251
But I've always known deep down

939
01:16:42,183 --> 01:16:44,323
I'm the only one who
can stop this.

940
01:18:39,715 --> 01:18:40,819
I'm not dead.

941
01:18:42,200 --> 01:18:43,132
Why am I not dead?

942
01:18:51,796 --> 01:18:52,900
- What the hell?

943
01:18:52,935 --> 01:18:54,315
- What am I?

944
01:19:00,080 --> 01:19:03,635
My mother once told me
nothing lasts forever.

945
01:19:03,669 --> 01:19:05,292
Everything ends.

946
01:19:05,326 --> 01:19:08,295
I think maybe she wasn't
entirely right.

947
01:19:08,329 --> 01:19:10,400
The choices we make
leave echoes.

948
01:19:10,435 --> 01:19:12,851
The guilt we carry
always lives on.

949
01:19:12,886 --> 01:19:14,715
You can blame your upbringing,

950
01:19:14,750 --> 01:19:17,304
the wrong ideas you had
about just who you were

951
01:19:17,338 --> 01:19:18,892
and how the world worked.

952
01:19:18,926 --> 01:19:21,204
Blame how wrong you were
about everything.

953
01:19:21,239 --> 01:19:22,792
You try to do better,

954
01:19:22,827 --> 01:19:23,931
but the guilt lives on.

955
01:19:23,966 --> 01:19:26,140
The tiny voice in the
back of your mind.

956
01:19:26,175 --> 01:19:29,074
Starting as a whisper
and building to a chorus.

957
01:19:29,109 --> 01:19:30,800
Growing until there's
nothing left

958
01:19:30,835 --> 01:19:31,905
of who you once were.

959
01:19:31,939 --> 01:19:34,804
Until you can't remember
who you're supposed to be.

960
01:19:34,839 --> 01:19:38,670
Or maybe there was never anything
of you in the first place?

961
01:19:38,704 --> 01:19:42,018
Maybe you never really
knew who you were.

962
01:20:24,854 --> 01:20:26,752
♪ Low down rat

963
01:20:26,787 --> 01:20:28,237
♪ Evil fly

964
01:20:28,271 --> 01:20:32,034
♪ Circling shit a mile high

965
01:20:32,068 --> 01:20:37,073
♪ You don't deserve a
goddamn thing for Christmas ♪

966
01:20:39,800 --> 01:20:41,733
♪ Greedy slug

967
01:20:41,767 --> 01:20:43,459
♪ Selfish prick

968
01:20:43,493 --> 01:20:45,288
♪ Smiling wide

969
01:20:45,323 --> 01:20:47,325
♪ Convinced you're slick

970
01:20:47,359 --> 01:20:52,364
♪ You don't deserve a
goddamn thing for Christmas ♪

971
01:20:54,953 --> 01:20:59,958
♪ Walking on the backs
of the weak ♪

972
01:21:02,340 --> 01:21:07,345
♪ You're karma drives a
dead end street ♪

973
01:21:11,004 --> 01:21:16,009
♪ It makes no difference to me

974
01:21:18,390 --> 01:21:20,841
♪ I'll let it go

975
01:21:20,876 --> 01:21:25,535
♪ I'll let it be

976
01:21:25,570 --> 01:21:27,330
♪ Corporate shill

977
01:21:27,365 --> 01:21:29,125
♪ Religious twit

978
01:21:29,160 --> 01:21:32,957
♪ Such a blatant hypocrite

979
01:21:32,991 --> 01:21:37,996
♪ You don't deserve a
goddamn thing for Christmas ♪

980
01:21:40,481 --> 01:21:44,278
♪ Evolution forget that

981
01:21:44,313 --> 01:21:48,282
♪ Climate change, your
wallet's fat ♪

982
01:21:48,317 --> 01:21:53,287
♪ You don't deserve a
goddamn thing for Christmas ♪