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  3. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1p9kj-odnU
  4. Sunny isn't ready for the recital but it's approaching fast!
  5. Sunny not wanting to let his big sister Mari down!
  6. Sunny practicing so much to try and get his part right, but he keeps making mistakes!
  7. Sunny messing up the night before the recital!
  8. Sunny hanging his head in shame and defeat, with tears in his eyes, as Mari loses her patience and berates him for not trying hard enough!
  9. Sunny saying that he's sorry that he's not good enough and running out of the piano room!
  10. Sunny locking himself in the bathroom all night!
  11. Sunny lying in the tub until everyone goes to sleep!
  12. Mari feeling guilty for being too harsh on Sunny!
  13. Mari promising herself that she'll apologize to him in the morning!
  14. Mari falling into a restless sleep!
  15. Sunny sneaking out of the bathroom!
  16. Sunny getting a knife from the kitchen!
  17. Sunny leaving a note on the counter apologizing to Mari for being so worthless!
  18. Sunny filling up the tub!
  19. Sunny lying in the tub, with tears in his eyes!
  20. Sunny slitting his wrists, tears streaking down his cheeks as he winces in pain!
  21. Sunny!
  22. Mari waking up in the dead of night after a nightmare!
  23. Mari going down to the kitchen for a drink of water!
  24. Mari seeing the note on the counter!
  25. Mari's heart skipping a beat!
  26. Mari feeling an icey-cold ball of dread forming in her stomach!
  27. Mari's heart racing as she runs to the bathroom!
  28. Mari knocking on the door as she hears the faucet running!
  29. Mari screaming and slamming her fists on the door!
  30. Mari throwing her weight into the door over and over until it opens!
  31. Mari seeing the tub filled with blood!
  32. Mari seeing Sunny's head slipping under the water!
  33. Mari shrieking in horror!
  34. Mari yanking him out of the tub!
  35. Sunny looking at his big sister, unable to speak!
  36. Sunny mumbling something, his eyes glossy!
  37. Sunny!
  38. Mari calling 911!
  39. Mari barely able to tell the dispatcher what the problem is!
  40. Mari cradling Sunny in her arms as she begs him not to leave her!
  41. Mari telling him that he's perfect and she loves him more than anything!
  42. Sunny can't hear her!
  43. Mari letting the paramedics into the house!
  44. Mari sobbing as the paramedics load Sunny into the ambulance!
  45. Mari riding with them to the hospital!
  46. Mari forced to stay in the waiting room!
  47. Mari's heart racing as the doctors tell her that Sunny lost a lot of blood!
  48. Mari is alone in the hospital waiting room!
  49. Mari is alone in the hospital waiting room!
  50. Mari is alone in the hospital waiting room!
  51. Mari!
  52. Mari crying herself asleep in the hospital waiting room!
  53. Mari dreaming of terrible things!
  54. Mari dreaming of what she said to Sunny the night before!
  55. Mari dreaming of Sunny's still body in the tub!
  56. Mari dreaming of Sunny's funeral!
  57. Mari dreaming of a life without her little brother!
  58. Mari dreaming of terrible things!
  59. Mari being woken up by a gentle shake!
  60. Mari looking into the face of a doctor!
  61. Mari feeling the ball of dread in her stomach!
  62. Mari looking at the smiling face of a doctor!
  63. Mari feeling dizzy and sick as the doctor begins speaking!
  64. Mari freezing when the doctor tells her that Sunny is going to make it!
  65. Mari sobbing with relief as realization dawns upon her!
  66. Mari unable to speak as she weeps with joy as the doctor pats her shoulder comfortingly!
  67. Mari finally finding her words as she asks to see him!
  68. Mari being lead to Sunny's room in the hospital!
  69. Sunny hooked up to an IV and lying in bed with bandages on his arm!
  70. Sunny pale and disheveled, but alive, looking at Mari, dazed!
  71. Mari rushing over to Sunny, wrapping him in a painfully tight hug as she sobs!
  72. Sunny saying he didn't want to let her down!
  73. Sunny crying and telling Mari he's so sorry!
  74. Mari telling him that it's okay, Sunshine!
  75. Mari telling him that she couldn't ask for a better brother!
  76. Mari begging him to never do that to her again!
  77. Mari hugging Sunny even tighter!
  78. Mari and Sunny!
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  80. ExclamationAnonWheelchairMari!
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  82. Sunny losing his patience with practicing for the recital!
  83. Sunny storming up the stairs to go to his room!
  84. Sunny throwing his violin down the stairs with tears in his eyes, knowing he's not good enough!
  85. Mari hearing it shatter and running up the stairs to yell at Sunny for destroying his precious violin!
  86. Sunny telling Mari to leave him alone with tears in his eyes!
  87. Mari grabbing Sunny by the arm as he tries to leave and go to their room!
  88. Sunny shoving her away!
  89. Mari staggering backwards and falling down the stairs!
  90. Mari reaching the bottom with a sickening crunch and a scream of pure agony!
  91. Basil walking in to visit Sunny!
  92. Basil seeing Mari lying in a crumbled heap at the bottom of the stairs, sobbing in pain!
  93. Sunny looking down at the bottom of the staircase to see Basil rushing up to Mari!
  94. Mari telling Basil she can't move her legs and telling him!
  95. Sunny running into his room and hiding underneath his bed as sirens wail in the distance!
  96. Sunny crying as remorse and horror with what he's done overwhelms him!
  97. Sunny hiding in his room for days, only sneaking out at night to get food and water!
  98. Sunny glad that everyone is avoiding him!
  99. Sunny's mother sitting in the kitchen at night to catch him getting food!
  100. Sunny's mom telling him that she needs to talk with him!
  101. Mom telling Sunny gently that Mari is going to be okay, but that she's going to need a wheelchair for the rest of her life!
  102. Sunny breaking down crying as he hears the bad news!
  103. Mom trying to give Sunny a comforting hug but he runs away instead, filled with self-loathing over what he's done to his sister!
  104. Sunny sleeping on the floor in the downstairs closet from then on!
  105. Sunny spending weeks alone in the downstairs closet!
  106. Sunny refusing to open the door for anybody, no matter who knocks!
  107. Sunny's father barging into his closet one day!
  108. Dad gritting his teeth while looking at Sunny!
  109. Dad telling Sunny that Mari's coming home today and that he needs to be there for her!
  110. Sunny trying to beg his father not to make him see Mari, the guilt of what he's done overwhelming him!
  111. Sunny's father shaking his head in disgust and telling him that it's not negotiable!
  112. Sunny feeling like he's going to vomit as his dad leaves the closet, telling him that she'll be home from the hospital in a few hours and he better be ready to see her!
  113. Sunny waiting in the living room for Mari to come home!
  114. Sunny staring at the floor, feeling a thousand miles away from where he really is!
  115. Sunny's dad coming through the front door first!
  116. Sunny's mom pushing Mari's chair in!
  117. Sunny standing up as Sunny's dad walks away, muttering!
  118. Sunny unable to look up at his sister's face, instead staring at her chair!
  119. Sunny struggling to say even a single word!
  120. Mari gently saying hello to Sunny, her voice warm and calm!
  121. Sunny's mom leaving too, now, and the siblings are left alone!
  122. Sunny feeling the world spin around him!
  123. Sunny feeling violently sick again, deepest regret and shame filling every ounce of his body!
  124. Mari saying Sunny's name again, like a question!
  125. Sunny opening his mouth to speak, but no words come out!
  126. Mari and Sunny left alone together!
  127. Mari telling Sunny to please look at her!
  128. Sunny staring at Mari's limp legs!
  129. Mari gently telling Sunny that she missed him!
  130. Sunny knowing that she's lying!
  131. Sunny knowing that he's nothing!
  132. Sunny knowing that he's a monster!
  133. Sunny feeling tears pool in his eyes!
  134. Mari pleading with Sunny to say something!
  135. Sunny saying nothing!
  136. Mari's quavering voice telling Sunny that she doesn't blame him for what happened!
  137. Sunny's resolve finally shattering as he runs away!
  138. Sunny hiding in his closet for days!
  139. Sunny hating himself!
  140. Sunny hating everything about himself!
  141. Sunny rarely even leaving his closet to eat food at night anymore!
  142. Sunny's father barging into the closet again one evening!
  143. Sunny's father telling him in no uncertain terms that he needs to start going back to school again!
  144. Sunny not finding the strength to try and protest, just weakly nodding his head as his father leaves with a scoff!
  145. Sunny going to school the next day at the crack of dawn, long before any of his friends even wake up!
  146. Sunny waiting outside school for hours before it even opens, just to avoid seeing his friends!
  147. Sunny ignoring Basil, who tried to speak with him in class!
  148. Sunny ignoring Aubrey, whose gleeful tone was wasted on him in the library!
  149. Sunny ignoring Kel, whose excited offer to partner up with him in gym class had to be a lie, or a trick!
  150. Sunny seeing his friends sitting together at lunch!
  151. Sunny skipping lunch to hide in the bathroom!
  152. Sunny knowing he doesn't deserve to be around his friends!
  153. Sunny running home from school that day, hiding from his friends!
  154. Sunny going straight to his closet!
  155. Sunny repeating the same routine for the rest of the week!
  156. Sunny continuing to ignore his friends whenever they try to speak with him!
  157. Sunny continuing to ignore his family whenever they try to speak with him!
  158. Sunny continuing to ignore his big sister, Mari, whenever she tries to speak with him!
  159. Sunny opening his closet door for nobody!
  160. Sunny waking up early to go to school again next Monday!
  161. Sunny opening his closet door!
  162. Sunny seeing Mari parked there, right in front of him!
  163. Sunny accidentally looking at Mari's face in shock!
  164. Sunny seeing Mari's gentle smile!
  165. Sunny trying to close the door on her, to hide away!
  166. Mari pushing herself forward, lightning fast, and holding the door open!
  167. Sunny trying to back away, to get away from Mari!
  168. Mari reaching out to grab Sunny's arm, stopping him!
  169. Mari!
  170. Mari telling Sunny with her soft, sweet voice that she talked with Hero the other day!
  171. Mari asking Sunny why he won't talk to his friends anymore!
  172. Mari waiting for Sunny to respond!
  173. Sunny saying nothing, his throat feeling impossibly thick!
  174. Mari asking Sunny why he won't talk to her!
  175. Mari waiting for Sunny to respond!
  176. Sunny saying nothing, his throat feeling impossibly thick!
  177. Mari's voice quavering again as she asks Sunny if he doesn't love her anymore!
  178. Sunny feeling a stab of pain go through his chest!
  179. Sunny reflexively looking Mari in the eyes!
  180. Sunny seeing tears in his sister's eyes!
  181. Sunny feeling tears welling up in his own eyes!
  182. Sunny telling her that of course he loves her!
  183. Sunny barely able to speak!
  184. Mari asking why he won't talk to her, if that's true!
  185. Sunny blurting out that he's a terrible person!
  186. Sunny telling Mari that he ruined her life!
  187. Sunny telling Mari that he's a monster!
  188. Sunny telling Mari that he doesn't deserve to have her, or his friends, or anyone else!
  189. Sunny sobbing as he speaks, telling Mari that she should hate him like he deserves to be hated!
  190. Sunny asking her why she doesn't hate him!
  191. Sunny begging her to hate him!
  192. Mari's face contorting into an expression of pure horror!
  193. Sunny looking down at his feet again, tears of shame running down his cheeks!
  194. Mari asking how he could say such awful things about himself!
  195. Mari telling him that he's wrong!
  196. Mari telling him what happened was an accident!
  197. Mari telling him that she doesn't blame him for what happened!
  198. Mari telling him that he can't live like this anymore!
  199. Mari telling him that it's in the past now!
  200. Mari telling him that she misses him more than anything!
  201. Mari telling him that their friends miss him more than anything!
  202. Mari telling him that losing her legs shouldn't mean she should lose him too!
  203. Mari crying too, now!
  204. Mari begging him to stop hating himself, for her!
  205. Mari begging Sunny to move on!
  206. Sunny being overwhelmed with countless emotions!
  207. Sunny falling to his knees, wracked with sobs!
  208. Sunny holding his head in his hands, his elbows resting on Mari's lap!
  209. Mari smoothing his hair down with her hand, telling him to breathe, to calm down, to relax, that everything is okay!
  210. Sunny telling Mari that he's sorry!
  211. Sunny telling Mari that he's been nothing but sorry since he pushed her down those stairs!
  212. Sunny begging her to forgive him!
  213. Mari telling Sunny that she forgave him long, long ago!
  214. Mari and Sunny embracing for the first time in months!
  215. Mari and Sunny going to school together that morning!
  216. Mari and Sunny!
  217. Mari, Sunny, and their friends, together again!
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  221. Polly being hired by Basil's neglectful parents to take care of him and Basil's grandmother!
  222. Polly struggling to connect with Basil, assuming that he's avoiding her out of distaste for her!
  223. Polly being touched by Basil's gentle and timid personality over time, as he grows more comfortable with her presence!
  224. Polly nonetheless being perplexed with the boy's withdrawn nature!
  225. Polly trying to connect with Basil by learning more about his interests!
  226. Polly only getting a lukewarm reception when she starts talking to him about photography and gardening!
  227. Polly starting to doubt herself as weeks pass with Basil remaining politely aloof, giving her anxious smiles at most!
  228. Polly being shocked by Basil asking her for help one morning!
  229. Polly's pleasant surprise at the request turning to horror, as Basil shows her what he needs help with!
  230. Polly looking at a number of deep gashes on Basil's forearm as he says, with tears in his eyes, that he cut himself "accidentally" last night and couldn't get it to stop bleeding himself!
  231. Polly numbly bandaging his arm as he begs her not to tell anybody, that it'd ruin his life!
  232. Polly feeling dazed and at a loss about how such a gentle and sweet boy could do such a terrible thing to himself!
  233. Polly knowing that not telling anyone about what Basil is doing himself is wrong, but unable to bring herself to shatter the boy's budding trust in her!
  234. Polly telling Basil to be more careful in the future as she struggles to decide what to do!
  235. Polly trying to carry on with her day like nothing happened!
  236. Polly not able to sleep that night!
  237. Polly!
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