Jeff Chronicles, 6 months later.

There are a lot of contradictions in your logic. You don't want me to forgive you and be friends again, but you claim to care enough for me to reach out to me and try to "put water under the bridge" and show that you changed?
I don't necessarily see the connection between your sexuality and me either.
10:03 PM
lifeisfeelspodcast
Yes I want to be friends but I understand why u wouldn't want to be
10:03 PM
yes I want water under the bridge
lifeisfeelspodcast
I want us to be good
10:05 PM
Jeff, I haven't really been convinced that you've changed.
10:05 PM
lifeisfeelspodcast
y
10:06 PM
Saying you have changed can easily just be your way of you trying to get me back into your life.
From what I've seen, it seems like you haven't changed at all.
10:06 PM
lifeisfeelspodcast
shadow please
10:06 PM
You're talking like the last time we spoke was last week.
You also did this last time.
Begged.
10:06 PM
lifeisfeelspodcast
I'm not saying you have to be best friends with me but I want us to try and be friends again someday that can go slow if u want but I support u I want to support u on your streams your a cool dude shadow
10:09 PM
Jeff, I don't think you really understand.
I made it clear that I wanted you to leave me alone. I am talking with you currently because I wanted to give the benefit of the doubt and see if you truly did change.
But it really doesn't seem that's the case.
10:10 PM
lifeisfeelspodcast
how haven't I changed
10:10 PM
When I said I wanted you to leave me alone, that meant don't come into contact with me again.
Well, you started begging that's one.
You begging me was something you did last year with all the drama when things weren't turning out how you wanted.
10:11 PM
lifeisfeelspodcast
and I tried not to contact u agian
10:11 PM
But you just said you waited til the time was right to contact me.
And don't get me wrong - I want water under the bridge too. I want  you to have closure as well. But that doesn't mean I want to be your friend again.
10:12 PM
lifeisfeelspodcast
yah until like 3 months ago I wasn't going to contact u again but then one day I saw u on twitch and it made me miss u more so I waited and now well  here we are
10:15 PM
I'm sorry you feel that way, but we are never going to be friends again.
10:16 PM
lifeisfeelspodcast
u don't believe in second chances
10:17 PM
I already gave you one months ago.
I gave you another chance tonight because I was interested in hearing what you had to say.
10:18 PM
lifeisfeelspodcast
and
10:18 PM
I already told you - we are never going to be friends again.
10:18 PM
lifeisfeelspodcast
was that your descion before we talked
10:19 PM
In a way, yes.
10:20 PM
lifeisfeelspodcast
Before u wanted to hear what I had to say
10:20 PM
And I did hear what you had to say.
And it told me all that I needed to know, really.
10:20 PM
lifeisfeelspodcast
and u think I'm full of crap
10:20 PM
I did also say I was doing this  so you can get closure as well.
Personally, I have no idea.
But my gut isn't telling me I'm wrong.
10:21 PM
lifeisfeelspodcast
the clourse was I hoping leading to friendship
10:22 PM
If you were coming into this to expect our friendship to be restored, you are sadly mistaken.
10:22 PM
Do you have anything else you'd like to say?
thank u for the closure on where I will forever stand
10:29 PM
Goodbye, Jeff. Have a nice life.