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  1. [3/10/2015 7:23:29 AM] Shrimp Noodle: Heya Scoots. You don't have to reply if you don't want to, but I hope you've been doing well. I'm really sorry that I've been disapearing so much lately...I've just been so focused on art that it's been hard to think clearly. >_< Finally been getting some sleep again, so hopefully we'll get to talk again soon. Again, I'm really sorry.
  2. [3/10/2015 7:40:21 AM] Scootie: Calm down man, I've been having my string of problems too. Yeah I've missed ya, and more or less everyone else keeps asking when your birthday really is, so I'm stuck between the one DA says and what Skype says
  3. [3/10/2015 7:43:17 AM] Shrimp Noodle: Yeah, the DA one is off by a few days, and I don't know how to change it. My official online Birthday is March 10.
  4. [3/10/2015 7:43:38 AM] Scootie: I've been working to keep the others calm too about your hiatus. Some of them angry, others sad, many of them tired of waiting and so many questions I had no answers for.
  5. [3/10/2015 7:44:29 AM] Scootie: Durgon and Drax had gone through judgement about it and then to really just missing out on you. So it is the 10th, alright then
  6. [3/10/2015 7:44:50 AM] Scootie: I wanted to be sure, so happy 30th!!!
  7. [3/10/2015 7:45:20 AM] Scootie: I wish I wasn't so busy with the new company lately, it's really slowed down art production
  8. [3/10/2015 7:51:46 AM] Shrimp Noodle: Thanks, though I'd be much happier if I wasn't that old...>_> I've been so afraid of getting too old to see my personal projects become reality that it's been hard to even sleep. It's making me a bit too obsessive, I think, though I do understand their anger, sadness, and judgement.
  9. [3/10/2015 7:52:21 AM] Shrimp Noodle: And sorry to hear that you've been so busy with the company as well. Hopefully you'll get some free time to draw more soon.
  10. [3/10/2015 7:55:44 AM] Scootie: That's because they just wanted to talk with their friend. They'd always be asking each other or me about it and I can really only tell them to just wait, they hardly have much of an idea of what your going through.
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  12. Even with the patreon, a few believe it's not working for you. I know your scared of your age, I might not be that old, but I understand since some of my emotions got out of hand too to where I've exploded on you guys for things.
  13. [3/10/2015 7:56:59 AM] Scootie: And I've only been so adamant on wanting to help you with your living situation when I got out, though from earlier talk I find I'll be too late to do so
  14. [3/10/2015 7:57:40 AM] Scootie: I don't really want to look at this as bleak at all, just really hoping for things to get better for everyone
  15. [3/10/2015 8:03:48 AM] Shrimp Noodle: Yeah, same here. At the moment, all I can really try to do is find some balance in my life at the moment. I utterly hate the fact that the last bits of my 'youth' have come and gone, and I'm still struggling to find my place in life...so much that it's like a needle jabbing in me every time I think about it. Obsession just feels like a natural thing for me now, and sometimes it could be days before I even realize that I've been obsessing over an art commission or something else.
  16. [3/10/2015 8:10:57 AM] Shrimp Noodle: I guess to distract me from reality at the moment. And I really do care about my friends, but the pressure of being pulled between them and any newcomer who wants to talk with me is rough as well. Durgon expects me to just kick every fan who wants to talk to me to the curb, but it's never that simple. Sometimes I need to take some time to clear my head, and that just leads me back into obsession again. It's all a perpetual cycle that I need to break.
  17. [3/10/2015 8:14:35 AM] Scootie: Yeah, I could understand that with Durgon, cause you like to please people, but you do get to a point where I can feel that it is a lot of pressure on you, sometimes I even feel guilty for being part of that pressure.
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  19. It really sounds like you need some kind of break, like something in between all that has to be put on hold, take your time with how many people you talk to so you don't overwhelm yourself like usual.
  20. [3/10/2015 8:15:41 AM] Scootie: Your kinda like my dad and I. Hiding away feelings and then snapping on those around us at the most simple trigger and no one really knows what it is until we just blow.
  21. [3/10/2015 8:19:10 AM] Scootie: Really beyond the art, I've been more concerned about how your doing both mentally and financially. I wish I knew what to do, but I'm stuck here dealing with my issues of loneliness and social anxiety. Many are telling me I need an actual friend to hang out with, though that's hard since I can't get along with any marine to consider them a friend
  22. [3/10/2015 8:20:00 AM] Scootie: You gotta do something, even if I know your scared, but I'm sure there is something you can do to get you out of that hole.
  23. [3/10/2015 8:27:39 AM] Shrimp Noodle: Yeah, I know how you feel there. In real life, I've been alone for years myself, though I imagine that it's a combination of both my own crippling social and emotional anxiety, and my dad's personality. Sad thing is, we both will probably need some sort of professional help, because the act of climbing out of that hole ourselves is a long, painful, and very difficult process.
  24. [3/10/2015 8:31:10 AM | Edited 8:31:42 AM] Shrimp Noodle: And it's true, I've been scared for the longest time about this and a lot of other things. I suppose all we can do is hang on for as long as possible, until we can make it out of that hole. If nothing else, the fear will keep me from giving up. I'm actually far more afraid of dying and failing in my goals then I am of the obstacles I have to overcome to achieve them.
  25. [3/10/2015 8:31:34 AM] Scootie: I know, its been really bugging me lately that yesterday i decided to talk with my command to ask I get professional help because I'm so sick of it, I usually had a problem with expressing those issues in how I should've shared them, their saying I might also have to get medicated if possible, I don't really like pills, but I'm tired of being stuck in my hole.
  26. [3/10/2015 8:40:43 AM] Shrimp Noodle: Yeah, I'm very glad to hear that. The best thing that has happened to me in dealing with my issues was when I was in grad school, and the pressure was so bad for me there that I was almost ready to commit suicide. Fortunately, I went to the school counselor instead, and they gave me medication and talk sessions where I could freely vent my frustrations and the past issues that I had pent up inside. It really helped me deal with a lot of issues back then, so much that I wish I could go back there for a few more session and some anxiety medication. So trust me, it'll do you a world of good to get some professional help.
  27. [3/10/2015 8:42:09 AM] Scootie: Yeah, for now I have to go, I really wish I didn't have to so we can talk longer, but if you can talk later, I'll try to be on
  28. [3/10/2015 8:43:26 AM] Shrimp Noodle: Okay, sounds good to me. You have a nice day, and I'll talk with you later.
  29. [3/10/2015 8:43:27 AM] Scootie: I'll catch you later alright? hugs tight
  30. [3/10/2015 8:43:48 AM] Shrimp Noodle: Yep! hugs you tight as well
  31. [3/10/2015 8:44:33 AM] Scootie: Also try to get real cuddles if you can, it actually kills anxiety for a good moment and strengthens he immune system
  32. [3/10/2015 8:46:02 AM] Shrimp Noodle: Okay, I'll try to get some cuddles if I can.
  33. [3/10/2015 8:46:25 AM] Scootie: Love you, I have a hard time saying that
  34. [3/10/2015 8:47:36 AM] Shrimp Noodle: Love you too, and I'm okay with you saying that. I really do care about you.
  35. [3/10/2015 8:48:11 AM] Scootie: Thank you, going this time, last message!
  36. [3/10/2015 8:48:40 AM] Shrimp Noodle: Okay, seeya later! ^_^
  37. [3/10/2015 8:57:57 AM] Scootie: Okay! Actual last message! Speak with Durgon when you can! He really misses you!
  38. [3/10/2015 7:48:27 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Okay, I've already sent him a message, and I'll be on Steam later on to game the birthday away, so we'll get to chat then.
  39. [3/10/2015 7:54:39 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Also, how are you doing today?
  40. [3/10/2015 7:56:53 PM] Scootie: I'm good, just moving rooms
  41. [3/10/2015 7:56:56 PM] Scootie: How about you?
  42. [3/10/2015 8:00:05 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I'm doing good, thanks for asking. Current just taking a break from drawing to relax a bit, feeling a bit better now that I've worked off some of my frustration with that art I posted today.
  43. [3/10/2015 8:07:44 PM] Scootie: That's good to hear! What are you planning to play?
  44. Also can ya guess who's in the icon?
  45. [3/10/2015 8:07:58 PM] Scootie: Dammit, this enter button is really going to shit
  46. [3/10/2015 8:08:20 PM] Scootie: I typed that a couple of minutes ago as I went to carry a dresser to another place for a bit
  47. [3/10/2015 8:12:42 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Ooh, is that Grangel? Wow, she looks pretty awesome up there. ^_^ And after I head out to grab my dad some soup in a short while, I'll probably play either TF2, Fistful of Frags, or The Killing Floor for a bit.
  48. [3/10/2015 8:13:40 PM] Shrimp Noodle: And it sounds like it might be time to get a new computer if your enter button is that worn out.
  49. [3/10/2015 8:13:50 PM] Scootie: Ah, I'll try to join, almost done moving rooms here! ^^
  50. [3/10/2015 8:13:58 PM] Scootie: And yup that's Grangel there!
  51. [3/10/2015 8:14:17 PM] Scootie: Here's another that got done
  52. [3/10/2015 8:18:14 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Sounds good to me, and I'm definitely liking how these icons turned out. The second one is easily my favorite. ^_^
  53. [3/10/2015 8:18:57 PM] Scootie: You've really have taken a big liking to Scootie huh?
  54. [3/10/2015 8:24:26 PM] Shrimp Noodle: She's definitely one of my all-time favorites of your characters, next to Squeaky. ^_^
  55. [3/10/2015 8:25:28 PM] Scootie: It must be the hips! XD
  56. [3/10/2015 8:25:39 PM] Scootie: It's the hips ain't it? :3c
  57. [3/10/2015 8:31:42 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Maaaybee...XD
  58. [3/10/2015 8:33:24 PM] Scootie: OR, you must really have a thing for BBWs! Or the hourglass figure is a better guess.
  59. [3/10/2015 8:37:04 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Can it be both? Like, characters with wider hips and a hourglass figure? XD
  60. [3/10/2015 8:38:06 PM] Scootie: It seems so! Also I'm sure you know what I mean by BBW correct?
  61. [3/10/2015 8:39:06 PM | Edited 8:39:12 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Big, Beautiful Women? Of course! ^_^
  62. [3/10/2015 8:40:39 PM] Scootie: Ahhh! You silly Dragon! Your getting the hips!! DX<
  63. [3/10/2015 8:47:18 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Sounds good to me! Also, it's time for me to head out to get some soup for my dad, and the restaurant is closing in 15 minutes. I'll be back in a little while, though.
  64. [3/10/2015 8:48:53 PM] Scootie: Ahh alright!
  65. [3/10/2015 9:18:21 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I'm back!
  66. [3/10/2015 9:20:40 PM] Scootie: You know, I just thought, Camella can't really do anything to me like this :3
  67. [3/10/2015 9:22:40 PM] Shrimp Noodle: That's...that's a good point! Technically, there's nothing to satisfy her if you remain as Scootie. She'd probably be watching you constantly though, waiting for the moment you returned to your normal male self...
  68. [3/10/2015 9:23:29 PM] Scootie: Well, watching me would be a bad idea, I mean, I do go both way, male or female~
  69. [3/10/2015 9:30:09 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Somehow, I doubt that'll matter to Camella when she gets 'hungry' like that. If it builds up too much (probably from watching you), she probably won't even care what gender you are at the time. XD Let's just hope that she doesn't lose control and jump your partner as well...
  70. [3/10/2015 9:31:21 PM] Scootie: Well, your not looking at the fact that I might actually end up jumping her as Scootie
  71. [3/10/2015 9:31:37 PM] Scootie: And I don't even have a partner right now ;w;
  72. [3/10/2015 9:42:14 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Hehe, now that would be a surprise to her...though I imagine that her 'hunger' would quickly take over with a bit of teasing.
  73. [3/10/2015 9:44:47 PM] Scootie: Eh, she can give what she wants. -w-
  74. I just ain't getting knocked out while pounced, that's like taking consent and giving it a curb stomp XD
  75. [3/10/2015 9:53:16 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Hehe, as Scootie, I doubt she could knock you out with a pounce, especially with all that extra cushioning you have in your female form. XD
  76. [3/10/2015 9:55:16 PM] Scootie: I not only have extra cushioning! I go from a light weight fast hitter to a heavy weighted smasher! XD
  77. [3/10/2015 10:01:15 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Yep, a pretty quick and impressive transformation, you have both the muscle for crushing foes, and plenty of squeezable soft cushioning for cuddling and hugs!
  78. [3/10/2015 10:02:12 PM] Scootie: I'm an adorable crushing machine! ^^
  79. [3/10/2015 10:06:59 PM] Scootie: Hang on hun, lemme move my laptop to the new room and get it reconnected
  80. [3/10/2015 10:07:06 PM] Scootie: Shouldn't take long!
  81. [3/10/2015 10:08:36 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Okay, I'll be on Steam when you get back!
  82. [3/10/2015 10:15:33 PM] Scootie: Back already!'w'
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