I LIKE YOU
Name: Choi Baekmin
Other name: n/a
Nickname: Baek
Stage name: Hades
Age: 23
Birthday: April 1, 1994
Height: 179cm
Weight: 77kg
Blood type: A

HISTORY
Personality: He's such a nervous wreck. He's very insecure and feels he's not worth it. Maybe its being ignored by his parents, all the antis, his anxiety, or just him. No matter the reason, he's very suicidal. He is covered in scars from beating himself up with fists or knives. He picks fight just to let himself get demolished. He has no love for himself. Although he seems very messed up, he has a soft spot for children and animals. And he tries his best to care for others. It just himself he wants erased from existence.
Backstory: He was born into a family with high expectations. Everyone wanted him to be a doctor like every other male in his family. But he didn't. He followed his dreams and auditioned. His family was upset, but they figured he'd realize it wasn't for him. But he debuted with Lost Boys, and that was the final straw. His father publicly disowned him at Lost Boys' debut stage. After that, .....'s suicidal nature became very evident. One of the reasons Lost Boys went on hiatus was because he tried to overdose on ibuprofen. He was going to be removed from the group, but begged to stay with his only friends and to preserve his last scraps of dignity.
Family:
-Choi Kwangmin(dad/51/doctor)
-Choi Somin(mom/49/nurse)
Idol friends: n/a

HEART ATTACK
Likes:
-Animals
-Little children
-Helping others
Dislikes:
-Himself
-His family
-Living
-Antis
Habits:
-He breaks down and cries/beats himself up after stages, concerts, and tv appearances
-Collects pocket knives
-He cries himself to sleep
Trivia:
-He feels his birthday is fitting, because he views himself as a worthless joke
-Every time he gets close to suicide, he'll buy a new pocket knife and write something he loves on it as attempt to make him stop cutting or suicide
-He used to volunteer at a day care while he was a trainee
-He has a Persian cat and a beagle puppy
-His favorite color is sky blue
-His favorite holiday is Easter, because he wants a new life and he feels he can achieve it then
-His stage name reminds him of death, and he'll become uncomfortable and stay alive another day

MOONLIGHT
Slot: Scars
Backup: Reserved
Face claim: Go Sang Gil
Backup: Jay Park
Love interest: SILENT
Backup: SMOKE

OVERDOSE
How do you feel about leaving for so long: He felt like it was his fault, but also thought people would be better off without him
How do you feel about coming back: He's resolved not to burden others with his problems and wishes he would stay in the background
Note to fans: Hi. I know Lost Boys would be better without me. But I'm here.....so let's make the best of it, ok?
Username: @heartmindandseoul