CyberShockedToday at 4:34 PM
hey @ some point I do want to talk. If it's okay with you, and it doesn't have to be right away either cuz I understand

I do want to tell you that I never once spoke poorly on the whole SkyClan thing? I don't know where you heard that? But literally why WOULD I? I generally LIKE your ideas. I like you as a person. Why do you think I would've pleaded and begged to get you on staff? Putting my reputation on the line to get people to realize you aren't the same person from 2017? Setting aside the petty stereotypes that I'm supposed to not like you because my boyfriend wasn't okay with you @ the time cuz he was upset w/ you and you were the "ex" and everything but still telling you day one that I wanted to make my own opinion of you. I was told to not get too close or trust you but you never hurt me until you
said things that I think you didn't realize were false.

The only reason I ever had doubts about the likeliness of SkyClan was because you lead the tribes now. So I was like, why not make it a secret society for now and then if it ever got to the point you weren't stoneteller anymore, I'd ask if you want to go through with the plot. I'd ask for a SkyClan color. You know who I've heard rebuttals from? Other folk in staff, but not me. I've seen "Oh god are we really going to have SkyClan?" and "god blz not skyclan"

I've seen people in HR try to bash the idea and I've tried so hard to try and stay positive about it because you got me invested in the idea of something new.

So I'm sorry if you ever were told that I wasn't interested or I was leading you on or something, but I've never had a need to. If I wanted to manipulate someone, it wouldn't be a nice person like you. If I wanted to manipulate someone, I'd manipulate someone that people are afraid of, not a kind person like you.

I do wish to apologize again for bringing that server up by the way. Again, it was not the time nor the place but I still believe my concerns of legality still do stand because I don't want anyone to get in trouble with the law. Because Dark isn't the age of consent in California, and witnesses can get in just as much trouble. You could get fined or worse if any charges did get pressed and the court would be the highest in the US or Australia and the chargers would be parents and really I don't
I don't want anything bad to happen to any of you three.

I never once mentioned demotion or demoting any of you for any of that. I didn't demonize just one or two of y'all
i just wanted everything to be okay
It was
Devastatingly bad timing and not at all the place, but it is so scary knowing that three people you'd bleed for could get in trouble for something they do in private if they were found out by people that had malicious intent or were to go to the law with it, because some parents would do that
I'm a very paranoid person too, so my thoughts wandered to-- Oh no
What if it gets out and becomes something big, and then we're all labeled wrongfully for it, and the chat's shut down? What if their lives are ruined because of what they'd do?
But I didn't realize that theoretically and fictitiously losing y'all would be almost as scary as being faced with pure, undivided distaste and the closest form of hate without being pure hatred I had seen back there.

CyberShockedToday at 4:37 PM
I don't expect you to forgive me. I don't expect you to want to.
But I hope we can just find some way to.... talk?