Yoshimura Haruka Blog Post

Special Party☆ (It's terrifyingly long.)

29/12/2012

http://ameblo.jp/yh---blog/entry-11437567768.html

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Yesterday was the "Idolmaster Shiny Festa + Cinderella Girls Special Party".

To those who came, watched it on Nico Nico, and supported us secretly, thank you so much!!

There were presents with letters.
And t-to even receive flowers...
http://ameblo.jp/yh---blog/image-11437567768-12352802685.html
http://ameblo.jp/yh---blog/image-11437567768-12352802702.html
http://ameblo.jp/yh---blog/image-11437567768-12352802710.html
http://ameblo.jp/yh---blog/image-11437567768-12353096955.html
http://ameblo.jp/yh---blog/image-11437567768-12352802720.html

Thank you so much (;_;) I was really happy!

I was so nervous about trying out Mika's hairstyle and pink skirt during yesterday's talk that I forgot to take a picture~ (;_;)
http://ameblo.jp/yh---blog/image-11437567768-12352802675.html

I wanted everyone to say "It's an idol!" when seeing my song outfit. The CD's SR+ was yellow, so that's what we went with!


I took a picture with everyone.
http://ameblo.jp/yh---blog/image-11437567768-12352803561.html


☆Asakura-san☆
She kept talking kindly to me even backstage.
She was like a fluffy Yukiho-chan-like angel.
"It's Yukiho! Yukiho's here!" I thought and I got all worked up.（＞＿＜）


☆Mingosu-senpai☆
I thought she was a really wonderful person ever since she appeared on the radio show and I said to Fu-rin as we walked home that I'd like to become like that. Whether she was on the stage or off it, she was really, really wonderful.（＞＿＜）


☆Yukka☆
She gave me a lot of advice, like how to hold the mic, how not to misstep, to not make the peace sign, and what to do when you're worried about something you don't know about. It really helped me out.（＞＿＜）


And here's an image of the Dereraji trio(sparkles).
http://ameblo.jp/yh---blog/image-11437567768-12353117233.html

Those two are really really great.（＞＿＜）
Love them!!


★Fu-rin★
Always stoic, cool, and cute. It's cool that there were so many things she overlapped with Rin-chan on the stage. During rehearsals, though I've seen it before, it was amazing to see what it was like when Rin-chan and Fu-rin were both there!


★Hasshi★
Always funny and a miracle (TL: don't ask me). I felt the pressure she was feeling when she cried『いぃﾞやﾞぁﾞだぁあﾞ～！！』 at the decision that she'd do a solo song.  Always looking like she was having fun and shining while singing was amazing. Hasshi's smile is really wonderful!


And, and,
I am impossibly thankful to Nu Nu for all the help she gave me.

I wasn't able to properly put it into words at that time, but when I absolutely had to be alone on the stage, Nu Nu supported me.


When everyone practiced together, she always helped teach the struggling me by her side.
And always waited for me, who's the last to leave for home.
And invited me to practice together on different days.


Not only in dancing, I can't even do things that are a matter of course.
And my singing is really poor.


When I was afraid of disappointing the people who said they liked Mika and her songs,
and became frantic over thinking that I had to keep singing like on the CD,

Nu Nu said to me,
"Rather than being afraid about not singing well enough, I want you to be be scared of not having the Producers in front of you enjoying themselves."
"No matter what kind of skilled people are out there, the one who can sing Mika's songs the best, the most Mika-like, is you."


It snapped me out of thinking only about the CD.
I was only thinking about myself.


I'm sorry for crying at Tonkatsu-ya, Nu Nu.

For always practicing with me day after day even though your schedule before and after work was so busy, thank you so much.

Always minding me during rehearsals and the event,
pointing out when my steps were off,
even when there wasn't a mirror in front,
and immediately noticing and teaching me the rhythms so I'd realize them, thank you.

And she rooted for me before my performance with a "do your best!"

Because Nu Nu is really kind hearted and isn't one to flatter, each one of her words are accentuated, and it really feels like something important was given.

And if there's a next time we can do something together, I'll work hard and develop until then.

Thank you so, so much.




And with that said...


Although I still don't have enough skill to represent Mika,
I'm going to try more and more! m(__)m


No matter what happens from now on,
Thank you all for your support.


Yoshimura Haruka

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スペシャルパーティー☆(恐怖の長文です｡)

2012年12月29日(土)


昨日は
『アイドルマスター シャイニーフェスタ＋シンデレラガールズ スペシャルパーティー』でした｡


来て下さった方、ニコニコを見て下さった方、かげながら応援して下さった方
本当にありがとうございました!!


プレゼントにお手紙
そして､ま､まさかお花をいただけるなんて
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本当にありがとうございます(;_;)うれしかったです!
昨日のトーク部分は
美嘉ヘアーにピンクのスカートをはいてみたのに緊張しすぎて写真わすれてた～(;_;)

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歌う衣装はみんなにアイドルだーって言われたんだけど
ＣＤのＳＲ+が黄色だったので黄色にしてみました!





みなさんで写真をとりました｡

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☆浅倉さんは☆
舞台裏でもずっと優しいお言葉をかけて下さいました｡
ふわふわで雪歩ちゃんのように天使さんでした｡
雪歩がいる雪歩がいる!と騒いでました （＞＿＜）


☆ミンゴス先輩は☆
ラジオでお会いした時に本当に素敵な方で
ラジオの帰り道にあんな方になりたいね!とふーりんと話していたのですが
舞台上にいる時も､舞台裏でも本当に本当にステキでした（＞＿＜）


☆ゆっかは☆
マイクの持ち方とかステップを踏めないとか
ピースが出来ないとか意味わからない事で困っていたら
たくさんアドバイスをくれたり本当に助けて頂きました｡（＞＿＜）



そして
デレラジ～の３人で写真キラキラ
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２人も本当に本当にステキだった（＞＿＜）
大好き!!


★ふーりんは★
いつもストイックにカッコよくて､そして可愛くて
舞台の上でも凛ちゃんと重なる事が多くてかっこよいの
リハの時に 前から見てたけど本当に凛ちゃんとふーりんの二人が舞台にいてすごかった!



★はっしーは★
いつもおもしろくてミラクルで
ソロ曲のトリだって決まった時は『いぃﾞやﾞぁﾞだぁあﾞ～！！』ってプレッシャーを感じてたのに
ずーっと楽しそうにキラキラ歌ってすごかった
はっしーの笑顔は本当にすごいっ!







そしてそして
ぬーぬーには感謝してもしきれないくらい たくさん助けてもらいました｡


あの時は言葉にならなくて伝えられなかったけど

本当は一人で舞台に立たなきゃいけないのに
ぬーぬーに支えられてました｡




合同練習の時は
ついていけない私に隣でずっと教えてくれた｡


一番遅くに帰るわたしの事をずっと待っててくれて


また違う日に一緒に練習する？って誘ってくれた



私はダンスだけじゃなくて
出来て当然の事が全然出来なくて

歌も本当にへたで


美嘉の事､美嘉の曲を好きと言ってくれる人をガッカリさせるのが怖くて

ずっとＣＤのように歌わないと って躍起になっていたら

ぬーぬーに

『上手く歌えない事より
目の前にいるプロデューサーさんが楽しめない事を怖がって欲しい』


『他にどんな上手い人がいても
美嘉の曲を美嘉として一番上手く歌えるのは るるだよ』

って言ってもらえて


ずーっとＣＤの事ばっかり考えてた自分に目が覚めました

なんだかんだ言って自分の事ばっかり考えてました


とんかつ屋さんで
泣いてごめんよ｡ぬーぬー

何日も何日も何日も仕事前や後で大変なのにずーっと練習に付き合ってくれて本当にありがとうっ



リハの時も本番もずーっと気にかけてくれていて

わたしのステップずれてくると
前に鏡も無いのに
すぐに気づいてくれて
私が気づくようにリズムを教えてくれて ありがとう


私の本番前にも頑張って!と応援に来てくれた!


ぬーぬーは本当に心がやさしくておべんちゃらを言う人ではないので
言葉の１つ１つが大きくて

本当に大切な物を頂きました｡

もし次｡一緒に何か出来る時までには成長してるように頑張りたいと思います｡


本当に本当にありがとう




と いっても

わたしには
美嘉を表現できる
技量がまだまだないので
もっともっと頑張って行きたいと思います!m(__)m


これからもどうかどうか
よろしくお願い致します｡


佳村 はるか