TalkativeOtter - Today at 13:44
Hello
Zezors - Today at 13:44
sup
TalkativeOtter - Today at 13:44
How are you?
Zezors - Today at 13:45
idk
i fucked up last night again
as usual :/
i couldnt help myself
but flail my arms and break down and shit
TalkativeOtter - Today at 13:45
Well all ppl make mistakes
Zezors - Today at 13:46
and everyone just ditched me
i get shit like
Splayn - Today at 1:37 AM
you know... improve yourself first berfore you want to figure things out with
otherwise you'll just make him more and more distracted to yourself
and you know thats over
Zezors - Today at 1:38 AM
like seriously
Splayn - Today at 1:38 AM
you'll never get to improve thing together with him anymore
thats over
Zezors - Today at 1:38 AM
it not
Splayn - Today at 1:38 AM
dont be ingorant
you know in what position youre in rn
dont be delusional
and then
FrostFurry - Today at 3:24 AM
Goodnight
we will be fine
in time hopefully
and they are both snugglign up and yiffing together like we should be and shit
and im just left here wondering what the fuck is going on
TalkativeOtter - Today at 13:48
Uhh
Yyou have us zezors
Zezors - Today at 13:49
ofc im gonna freak out and try and get some real answers
but by trying to get them i just push everyone away from me
want to chat and stuff?
is it stupid that im upset that
i finally got what i deserved
after so long
and for some reason im upset about it
TalkativeOtter - Today at 13:55
Well
Im in bet atm
But we can chat later
And dont punish yourself
You didnt deserve this
Zezors - Today at 13:57
sorry for pestering you
TalkativeOtter - Today at 13:58
Dont worry
You can type to me whenever
Zezors - Today at 13:58
i dont think about like
what i do
in the long term
i never ask what direction is this taking me
TalkativeOtter - Today at 14:00
A lot of ppl like this
And they are just fine
Zezors - Today at 14:00
i got myself in a position
where frost was my world
he just dragged me around
but instead of realising it was everything to me
and trying to hold onto it
i was just like meh whatever
XD
if i actually thought somewhat logically
i would probably realise that your a decent guy
stop doing this pitty crap
and try and act like a worthwhile friend
but im so far down this hole
i dont want to put the effort in to prove that im not just another depressed teenage furry
i always want the easy way out
TalkativeOtter - Today at 14:05
Well you can not worry about me
Zezors - Today at 14:05
frost always got me out of my shit no matter what
TalkativeOtter - Today at 14:05
im not going to think bad of you
Zezors
i knoy you feel bad
but you will be okay
Zezors - Today at 14:08
i know im going to be ok
i know i can just go away
build something else
i know that
but i dont want to waste the last 3 years :/
i want to be able to say that
we had some shitty times
and got through it
TalkativeOtter - Today at 14:09
Well maybe you can fix it
maybe not
But you fill find happiness
Zezors - Today at 14:10
if i wanted happiness
i would just get numb to all this shit
block it out
i dont make sense do i?
TalkativeOtter - Today at 14:12
you make sense
Zezors - Today at 14:22
life is cruel and im a naieve kid
TalkativeOtter - Today at 14:51
Aint all of us?^^
Zezors - Today at 14:52
i dont see other people like tha
TalkativeOtter - Today at 15:01
you are not that bad
dont think that bad of yourself