[2:52 AM] Roxanne (They/She): is it possible to just feel like absolutely nothing
[2:52 AM] Roxanne (They/She): not even human
[2:52 AM] Roxanne (They/She): not even alive
[2:53 AM] Roxanne (They/She): just nothing
[2:53 AM] Rylai (she/her): i think that's maybe called dissociation
[2:53 AM] Roxanne (They/She): shit i guess i dissociate so much that i forgot there was a word for it
[2:54 AM] Roxanne (They/She): here i go dissociating again
[2:55 AM] Rylai (she/her): hey now hey now
[2:55 AM] Rylai (she/her): how about a hug on the internet
[2:55 AM] Roxanne (They/She): how can i receive a hug when i cant even recognize my physical form
[2:56 AM] Roxanne (They/She): imagine that in a really over-the-top and over-synthasized voice
[2:57 AM] Rylai (she/her): idk, by acknowledging that you exist and are real? shrug
[2:57 AM] Rylai (she/her): i'm sorry, i don't think dissociation is a thing i deal with
[2:57 AM] Roxanne (They/She): that was mostly me joking but
[2:57 AM] Roxanne (They/She): i kinda dont feel like im real
[2:58 AM] Rylai (she/her): i'm talking right now
[2:58 AM] Rylai (she/her): this is my consciousness acknowledging your consciousness
[2:58 AM] Rylai (she/her): talking to you
[2:58 AM] Roxanne (They/She): yeah maybe you're real but how does that make me real
[2:58 AM] Roxanne (They/She): what if i'm an ai
[2:58 AM] Roxanne (They/She): i kind of actually wouldn't mind being an ai
[2:59 AM] Roxanne (They/She): that sounds preferable to being human
[2:59 AM] Rylai (she/her): it'd be pretty sweet
[2:59 AM] Rylai (she/her): but i can tell you you're not an AI, you're a human being
[2:59 AM] Roxanne (They/She): how's that
[2:59 AM] Roxanne (They/She): shit
[2:59 AM] Roxanne (They/She): i guess i am
[2:59 AM] Roxanne (They/She): i just
[3:00 AM] Roxanne (They/She): dont feel like i am
[3:00 AM] Roxanne (They/She): i can see my hands but they dont feel like mine
[3:01 AM] Rylai (she/her): you can feel things when you like
[3:02 AM] Rylai (she/her): touch one hand with another right
[3:02 AM] Roxanne (They/She): yeah
[3:02 AM] Rylai (she/her): those hands are yours, you can sense things through em! AIs can't do that, too
[3:03 AM] Roxanne (They/She): yeah
[3:03 AM] Roxanne (They/She): thanks