Misunderstanding

Tjardo likes to talk and hang out and watch stuff with people, but I don't really have people to talk to except 3 people on here and they're all super busy doing life so I just end up practicing music or study whatever by myself.
People think Tjardo lives a fulfilling and accompanied life, but I'm alone 95% of the time wishing I had someone to work out with or talk to at all.
I'm so glad when I finally get to talk to someone, I usually just don't shut up and it might scare people away.
Or maybe I'm just annoying as shit but no one ever mentions it because they don't wanna make me feel bad.
I just experience loneliness a good 95% of the week doing things by myself.
Not really pointing fingers at anyone either, at all.
How do you experience Tjardo?
Because I have no idea how I really come off.