11:50:20 PM nyeeee@live.com: Dear World of Warcraft,
Thank you for ensuring my son's virginity.
Sincerly, Parents Everywhere
11:50:40 PM Itachi: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
11:50:48 PM Itachi: OMG
11:50:49 PM Itachi: LOOOOOOOOOOOL
11:51:18 PM nyeeee@live.com: i have no freakin idea wth this means but i thought it would make you laugh loool :P
11:52:41 PM nyeeee@live.com: (L)
11:52:44 PM Itachi: nye
11:53:00 PM nyeeee@live.com: sir, yes sir!
11:53:18 PM Itachi: i heard
11:53:30 PM Itachi: from moe
11:53:40 PM Itachi: and has
11:53:48 PM Itachi: baddi
11:53:51 PM Itachi: 2e7kike
11:53:55 PM Itachi: in a min
11:54:03 PM nyeeee@live.com: okay
11:56:33 PM Itachi: back
11:57:01 PM Itachi: droure
11:57:05 PM Itachi: 2e7ke ma3ik
11:57:08 PM Itachi: please dont go
11:57:26 PM nyeeee@live.com: wb
11:57:56 PM nyeeee@live.com: yalla talk
11:58:28 PM Itachi: i know what ur pathing through..
11:58:33 PM Itachi: i know its fucked up
11:58:39 PM Itachi: not tht i know how it feels
11:58:45 PM Itachi: la2en ma 7ada feels what others do
11:58:48 PM Itachi: bas fi shi
11:59:01 PM nyeeee@live.com: which is
11:59:30 PM Itachi: ur on the edge now
11:59:35 PM Itachi: i can see it
11:59:38 PM Itachi: more than hassan can
11:59:41 PM Itachi: la2en i passed it
11:59:44 PM Itachi: ur on
11:59:53 PM Itachi: 2 long roads
11:59:56 PM Itachi: b3akes ba3ed
12:00:01 AM Itachi: 1 of them
12:00:05 AM Itachi: is a long dark tunnel
12:00:07 AM Itachi: full of shit
12:00:15 AM Itachi: (this is ur current decision)
12:00:33 AM nyeeee@live.com: lli howwe?
12:00:41 AM Itachi: i dunno how to put it into words
12:00:44 AM Itachi: whatever it is
12:00:45 AM Itachi: dont
12:00:49 AM Itachi: stay the way u are
12:00:52 AM Itachi: dont want u to change
12:00:54 AM Itachi: la2en
12:00:59 AM Itachi: i dont want to lose u
12:01:10 AM Itachi: this is going to be a big change
12:01:15 AM Itachi: w
12:01:19 AM Itachi: its gonna change u
12:01:21 AM Itachi: i dont want that
12:01:27 AM Itachi: im ready to do all i can
12:01:28 AM Itachi: to help u
12:01:31 AM Itachi: stay the way u are
12:01:38 AM Itachi: with every last drop of energy
12:01:44 AM nyeeee@live.com: "this is going to be abig change" what's 'this'?
12:01:55 AM Itachi: ur decision
12:02:00 AM Itachi: how ur going to be
12:02:04 AM Itachi: after this moment
12:02:09 AM nyeeee@live.com: which decision
12:02:15 AM Itachi: changing
12:02:19 AM Itachi: isolating
12:02:28 AM Itachi: filling ur heart with hate
12:02:39 AM Itachi: its not a way to get stronger in ur sitution
12:02:59 AM Itachi: situation*
12:03:05 AM nyeeee@live.com: i'm not filling my heart with hatred .. all i know is that i'm put under so much pressure that ma3ad 2adra it7ammal
12:03:21 AM Itachi: throw it on me nye
12:03:22 AM nyeeee@live.com: i'm on the edge.. right
12:03:26 AM Itachi: i know
12:03:35 AM nyeeee@live.com: it's everything Jad
12:03:35 AM Itachi: i said ur on the road of 2 paths
12:03:54 AM nyeeee@live.com: it's the fact that i'm losing people
12:03:59 AM Itachi: fuck people
12:04:03 AM Itachi: im 25
12:04:06 AM nyeeee@live.com: people who used to take a huge part of my fucking life
12:04:09 AM Itachi: my 'people'
12:04:25 AM Itachi: are hassan you and coach ahmad
12:04:32 AM Itachi: thats about it
12:04:47 AM nyeeee@live.com: where did moe go
12:04:53 AM Itachi: he's around
12:04:56 AM Itachi: didnt wanna mention
12:05:04 AM Itachi: u got my point though
12:05:05 AM nyeeee@live.com: it;s okay
12:05:14 AM nyeeee@live.com: i know .. yea
12:05:28 AM nyeeee@live.com: b2illak shi
12:05:32 AM nyeeee@live.com: i'm sorry though
12:05:33 AM Itachi: please
12:05:41 AM nyeeee@live.com: bas walla ma b 2azde :S:S
12:05:47 AM Itachi: b7ebik
12:05:50 AM nyeeee@live.com: i was doing the dishes
12:06:29 AM nyeeee@live.com: 3m bjle sikkeene .. occured to me for a fragment of a second to cut my artery
12:06:53 AM nyeeee@live.com: involuntery action fakkaret heik
12:06:56 AM nyeeee@live.com: i'm dying
12:07:01 AM nyeeee@live.com: without the knife
12:07:06 AM nyeeee@live.com: w ana manne hek
12:07:08 AM nyeeee@live.com: i'm not
12:07:13 AM nyeeee@live.com: i'm not
12:07:39 AM nyeeee@live.com: ymkin ozghar b 3aynak
12:07:45 AM Itachi: nye
12:07:47 AM nyeeee@live.com: i'm not that weak
12:08:00 AM Itachi: i tried suiciding a lot
12:08:05 AM Itachi: few times
12:08:08 AM Itachi: last month
12:08:10 AM Itachi: bas
12:08:20 AM Itachi: my love to God stopped me
12:08:29 AM Itachi: i worked all my life la allah ykoun rade 3anne
12:08:39 AM Itachi: kif baddi 2eblo if i suicided?
12:08:42 AM Itachi: straight to hell
12:09:06 AM nyeeee@live.com: that's what i thought of right after that other thought
12:09:20 AM Itachi: we're no different nye
12:09:23 AM Itachi: we're the same
12:09:29 AM Itachi: thats why im saying
12:09:31 AM Itachi: put ur shit on me
12:09:36 AM Itachi: they're not shit anymore
12:09:39 AM Itachi: they're a part of me
12:09:41 AM Itachi: i'll help u
12:10:06 AM nyeeee@live.com: he met me on the bball field .. it's where i wash off all my shit ..
12:10:10 AM nyeeee@live.com: he said i laugh too much
12:10:23 AM nyeeee@live.com: he doesnt fucking know me when i'm fucking serious
12:10:31 AM Itachi: nye
12:10:35 AM nyeeee@live.com: i'm young?
12:10:37 AM nyeeee@live.com: yea i am
12:10:40 AM nyeeee@live.com: he used to be
12:10:47 AM nyeeee@live.com: you all used to be
12:10:48 AM Itachi: heh :P
12:11:00 AM Itachi: i shouldnt worry a lot about you after all ;P
12:11:13 AM Itachi: ur strong enough for it
12:11:54 AM nyeeee@live.com: heh yea strong .. after getting destroyed .. w bi2ille inte ikhte liz8eere
12:11:57 AM nyeeee@live.com: kiss ikhte bi ijre
12:12:14 AM Itachi: nayo
12:12:37 AM Itachi: you cant force some 1 to love some1 else
12:12:44 AM Itachi: nor
12:12:51 AM Itachi: force some 1 not to love some1
12:13:01 AM Itachi: ur case
12:13:02 AM nyeeee@live.com: ma darabto 3a 2eedo
12:13:11 AM Itachi: isnt so hard
12:13:14 AM Itachi: ur pain is
12:13:18 AM Itachi: i dont deny 1 bit
12:13:23 AM Itachi: it hurts like fuck
12:13:59 AM Itachi: this is when im saying
12:14:00 AM Itachi: please
12:14:03 AM Itachi: lay ur back on me
12:14:14 AM Itachi: let me ur guardian
12:14:19 AM Itachi: take ur pain away
12:14:23 AM Itachi: secure you a little
12:14:33 AM nyeeee@live.com: (F)
12:14:45 AM nyeeee@live.com: meen 7abb? hiba ? heh walla da77akne
12:14:56 AM Itachi: i know i cant replace him
12:15:01 AM Itachi: he hates her
12:15:02 AM nyeeee@live.com: bi7ebb l binet lli btikrah his best friends
12:15:11 AM nyeeee@live.com: yea sure he does
12:15:36 AM nyeeee@live.com: " sorry nye , i still love hiba "
12:15:50 AM nyeeee@live.com: that simple
12:16:02 AM Itachi: ur seeing things 1 sided
12:16:02 AM nyeeee@live.com: he used to set plans for future
12:16:06 AM nyeeee@live.com: our future
12:16:16 AM Itachi: im not against u
12:16:21 AM Itachi: im 100% ma3ik
12:16:29 AM Itachi: u know what ur main reason is?
12:16:35 AM Itachi: right now
12:16:46 AM nyeeee@live.com: what is it
12:17:03 AM Itachi: u fell in love with a sweet guy
12:17:10 AM Itachi: tasted his sweetnes
12:17:11 AM Itachi: x
12:17:18 AM Itachi: got a taste of it
12:17:22 AM Itachi: and cant leave it anymore
12:17:26 AM Itachi: why?
12:17:29 AM Itachi: simply because
12:17:33 AM Itachi: there's no 1 else
12:17:49 AM Itachi: the reason
12:17:51 AM Itachi: it hurts so much
12:18:00 AM Itachi: is because
12:18:05 AM Itachi: *he's the only one*
12:18:13 AM Itachi: snap out of it
12:18:16 AM Itachi: he's not the only 1
12:18:21 AM Itachi: there's a gazillion guy
12:18:26 AM Itachi: u dunno yet true
12:18:29 AM Itachi: but u will
12:18:46 AM Itachi: u 2 only broke up
12:18:50 AM Itachi: to find some 1 better
12:19:01 AM Itachi: u might say i dont want some better now..
12:19:22 AM Itachi: but its only said because you cant see / feel the better one right this moment
12:19:42 AM nyeeee@live.com: i didnt get to know him much to know his flaws..
12:20:03 AM Itachi: you dunno everything
12:20:07 AM Itachi: about him
12:20:19 AM Itachi: 7ake baynetna
12:20:19 AM nyeeee@live.com: i know that
12:20:37 AM Itachi: he always mentions
12:20:42 AM Itachi: 'please take care of her'
12:20:47 AM Itachi: secretly
12:21:01 AM Itachi: is it because he's nice?
12:21:02 AM Itachi: no
12:21:08 AM Itachi: its because ur amazing
12:21:10 AM Itachi: and
12:21:15 AM Itachi: every 1 would worry about u
12:21:21 AM Itachi: another thing is
12:21:24 AM Itachi: im glad
12:21:30 AM Itachi: he did what he did
12:21:34 AM Itachi: and hurt u like this
12:21:35 AM Itachi: rather
12:21:38 AM Itachi: than using you
12:21:45 AM Itachi: lying to u
12:21:54 AM Itachi: im glad it was mhamad
12:22:00 AM Itachi: and he did it this way
12:22:05 AM Itachi: im sure
12:22:08 AM Itachi: if he had a better way
12:22:14 AM Itachi: he'd go for it
12:22:41 AM nyeeee@live.com: i wish these words were said to me when we broke up..
12:22:57 AM Itachi: i told you
12:23:04 AM Itachi: u cant expect
12:23:07 AM Itachi: to know everything
12:23:17 AM Itachi: always put in mind
12:23:21 AM Itachi: im missing something
12:23:27 AM Itachi: this is the exact
12:23:31 AM Itachi: mistake mahmoud did
12:23:40 AM Itachi: thats how he lost her
12:23:48 AM Itachi: he didnt accept
12:23:50 AM Itachi: the fact
12:23:55 AM Itachi: that not everything is said
12:23:57 AM Itachi: in the face
12:24:11 AM Itachi: and there are things
12:24:15 AM Itachi: he doenst know
12:24:29 AM Itachi: mhamad only did
12:24:32 AM Itachi: what he believed
12:24:37 AM Itachi: would hurt u less
12:24:55 AM Itachi: u wont be together i know
12:24:57 AM Itachi: but
12:25:02 AM Itachi: even when its that
12:25:07 AM Itachi: he suffered
12:25:14 AM Itachi: himself
12:25:19 AM Itachi: on how ur going to feel
12:25:36 AM Itachi: he suffered on ur coming pain
12:25:50 AM Itachi: he was painfull
12:25:54 AM Itachi: before anything happened
12:26:05 AM Itachi: i was there
12:26:07 AM Itachi: that day
12:26:09 AM Itachi: before i knew u
12:26:16 AM Itachi: the same day
12:26:20 AM Itachi: u 2 broke up
12:26:24 AM Itachi: i wasnt too close to him
12:26:29 AM Itachi: never knew u
12:26:31 AM Itachi: but
12:26:37 AM Itachi: i did see his pain
12:26:45 AM Itachi: and its far greater than you can think
12:27:02 AM Itachi: now...
12:27:10 AM Itachi: time to close ur eyes
12:27:13 AM Itachi: wipe ur tears
12:27:20 AM Itachi: and accept a fact
12:27:25 AM Itachi: 1+1 = 2
12:27:29 AM Itachi: u learned something
12:27:34 AM Itachi: it hurts
12:27:35 AM nyeeee@live.com: alot*
12:27:36 AM Itachi: avoid it
12:27:47 AM Itachi: make a good use of it
12:27:49 AM Itachi: God is with us
12:27:52 AM Itachi: im with u
12:27:59 AM Itachi: hassan is
12:28:05 AM Itachi: u had enough pain
12:28:14 AM Itachi: the only way
12:28:17 AM Itachi: u'll lose the pain
12:28:20 AM Itachi: is to give up on him
12:28:45 AM Itachi: i did on sam
12:29:08 AM Itachi: agaisnt my will
12:29:16 AM Itachi: i still cry for missing her so much sometimes
12:29:19 AM Itachi: but
12:29:20 AM nyeeee@live.com: i say it alot .. but there are times when i do mean it fully .. Jad thank you
12:29:22 AM Itachi: strong will
12:29:44 AM Itachi: will get us there
12:29:49 AM Itachi: and you..
12:29:51 AM Itachi: are Nye
12:29:57 AM Itachi: the one and only nye
12:30:03 AM Itachi: You.. shal not fall on ur knees
12:30:05 AM Itachi: what
12:30:08 AM Itachi: SO FUCKING EVER !
12:30:36 AM Itachi: I believe in you
12:30:39 AM Itachi: and i trust you
12:30:56 AM Itachi: i trust that u'll only become stronger
12:30:58 AM Itachi: and better
12:30:58 AM nyeeee@live.com: jad
12:31:12 AM Itachi: 3youno la jad
12:31:13 AM nyeeee@live.com: ma 3arfe shu 2oul ..
12:31:17 AM Itachi: dont
12:31:21 AM Itachi: just
12:31:26 AM Itachi: hizze brasik
12:31:30 AM Itachi: w say ok
12:31:37 AM nyeeee@live.com: i love you
12:31:46 AM Itachi: your a wonder to me
12:31:54 AM Itachi: i wont let you get wasted
12:32:19 AM Itachi: not while im around
12:32:23 AM Itachi: fehme?
12:32:29 AM Itachi: (K)
12:32:42 AM Itachi: im gonna get you naruto
12:32:49 AM Itachi: and your going to watch
12:32:51 AM Itachi: all of it
12:32:56 AM Itachi: its going to cure ur pain
12:33:01 AM Itachi: more than my words
12:33:29 AM Itachi: i adore you Nye