(4:27:07 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: whens bun heading out that way?
(4:34:19 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: in 10 days I think
(4:34:38 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: you "think"
(4:34:39 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: your man
(4:34:44 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: is flying across the world to see you
(4:34:52 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: and you do not know what day it will be :P
(4:36:42 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I have been keeping an exceptional countdown I'll have you know :P
(4:37:01 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: and it was 10 days tll 4 and a half hours ago :P
(4:37:02 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i would bloody well hope so
(4:37:07 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: that should be in all caps
(4:37:29 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: me and bun alread had our "aaaaaaaaaaaa"s today
(4:38:01 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I am still super excited, he's gonna meet all the rest of my friends, probably my sis, anniversary is the day after he arrives, my birthday is only a few days after that
(4:38:24 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: plus the weather's been great so we can go to the park and lounge around, bein all coupley in public like he's always wanted
(4:38:57 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: we're gonna revisit a few places we were at last time cause the views will be waaaaaaay nicer with all the trees and plants actually alive :P
(4:38:58 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: :o
(4:39:02 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: niiiice
(4:39:15 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: trust me, we are both psyched :3
(4:39:47 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: *nod*
(4:39:50 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i know what its like bro
(4:39:58 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: you do? :3
(4:40:51 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: *nod* i do.
(4:41:04 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i am a furry remember :p
(4:41:12 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: of course i've done the long distance nonsense
(4:41:15 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I didn't know X3
(4:41:24 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: we don't talk all that much
(4:41:45 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: is it really common for furries to do long distance stuff?
(4:41:55 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: and if so, do they usually work out?
(4:42:55 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i dunno if its super common
(4:43:07 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: but it seems like i know a lot of people that are doing it.
(4:43:33 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: and if you want it to work out, it is possible.
(4:43:53 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: good, I have 2 friends in this town even with long distance relationships
(4:44:01 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: one moved here from sweden, they are now engaged
(4:44:45 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: the other is from america too, she and my mate hop back and forth as regularly as possible. He's mentioned before that he's lookin to tie the knot with her at some point too
(4:45:45 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: my sister did long distance with her fiance here and there over the past 5 years
(4:46:10 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: but she also lived with him quite a bit over that time as well
(4:46:21 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: shit..i think it must have been 6 or 7 years by now :\
(4:48:01 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I just suck a bit at the distance thing, it tends to make me feel pretty distant from bun. And you know he's got like super ADD, it's hard to sit him down and just hang out which does irk me perhaps more than is healthy. But I find that it's getting easier as time goes on, but I do still like to be able to look at other people and see it can all be alright in the end y'know?
(4:52:43 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: *nod*
(4:52:49 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: its always nice to know you arn't wasting time
(4:52:49 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: but
(4:53:09 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: you don't know till you try
(4:53:14 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: and its a good time anyway
(4:53:42 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: mmm, sometimes it can be bad time, but that has mostly stopped
(4:54:24 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: but I'd be simply heartbroken if me and bun split up or couldn't see each other, ugh it would wreck me
(4:55:07 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: *nod*
(4:55:27 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I guess I am scared a bit of the time. I mean I can trust us to be faithful and to have a great time when we get together. But I'll be damned if I don't get hellishly lonely sometimes
(4:56:04 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: thats normal
(4:56:20 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: ...Really?
(4:57:46 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: hurrr
(4:58:05 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I don't know, I am new to like, pretty much all of this :P
(4:58:39 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: did you not get hellishly lonely before?>
(4:59:26 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: it was different before, I had kinda been like "damnit I wish I had someone". But without having a proper relationship before, it was kinda what I was used to
(5:00:00 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i'm pretty much back at that point
(5:00:43 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: but now that I know what it's all like, how much fun it is, and how much I really have come to depend on my bun. Plus with all the changes to my sexuality, well, a ton has changed
(5:01:12 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: only thing i can say is...you had to go halfway round the bloody world to find bun, so you sure won't find someone like him closer. just going to have to buck up and push through, it should be worth it in the end
(5:01:49 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: oh yeah, bun is *definitely* a keeper
(5:02:02 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: oh man, no doubt, not even thinking of trying to find someone else closer
(5:03:04 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: you're right I guess, I shouldn't look at what I've got to lose. I'd be much better looking at what I have to gain
(5:03:35 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: and now that I sa that, that's when we were at our happiest, when we were just full to the brim with dreams for each other
(5:03:40 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: as for the sexuality thing, i have one friend who right now, is having a terrible time with the fact that he figures he's still straight, but he's totally desperate and willing to accept that he has a male fuckbuddy
(5:05:37 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: My sexuality is scary without bunny >_<
(5:06:35 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: oh?
(5:07:48 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I don't like liking guys that way, but with bun it's come to feel safe
(5:08:10 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I can do pretty much anything with him, hell if he'd ever ask, I'd let him fuck me
(5:08:51 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: but other guys ... like any other guys are just like ... there's nothing there for me
(5:09:05 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i don't even know anymore. almost every time i've ever done anything with a guy
(5:09:17 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i go home and feel like absolute shit, mentally, for the next day
(5:09:31 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: aw really?
(5:09:33 AM) ***herp-a-derp@hotmail.com hugs
(5:09:56 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: well, the times that it hasn't was because i was in a reasonably solid, existing relationship at the time
(5:10:20 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: not just randomly doing faggy shit with guys i really don't know all that well >.<
(5:10:48 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I like relationships, flings are not for me
(5:11:00 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: So I think I can see where you're coming from
(5:11:54 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: and at the same time. i still drive down streets and go "wow that chick is hot!"
(5:12:04 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: even though i'd probably not make any real move to do anything with her
(5:12:18 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: me too! I do it lots now that it's sunny out and the girls look good
(5:12:55 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I mean, obviously I'm with bun and I wouldn't actually do anything, but I was always too spazztastic to do anything anyway
(5:13:30 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I want to fuck girls generally, and the only boys I'd like are very submissive and very feminine
(5:13:46 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: to the point where I don't actually know any :P
(5:13:51 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: lawl
(5:14:00 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i'm way to buff to be feminine :p
(5:14:11 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: X3 That wasn't a come on
(5:14:15 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: but i am pretty subby :P
(5:14:17 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i know
(5:14:19 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i'm just sayin
(5:14:45 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: but yeah, I think I can understand your dilemma a bit
(5:15:01 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I just ... never really liked the idea of guys *that* much
(5:15:35 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I'm so glad that bun is an exception, he's made me infinitely happier than anyone else has playing in bed with me
(5:15:57 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: :D
(5:16:12 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: but just, sorta hangin out and lookin at dudes, the thought doesn't cross my mind that often, and if it does I send it back
(5:16:23 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: seein girls though, I think of the things I'd do to them
(5:16:55 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i'd rather be in some kind of steady relationship at this moment tbh
(5:17:17 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: plus you know what it's like, some things can be hot as hell when you're doing them, but as soon as you get your mind back you go "hrm, well that's something I kinda can't undo"
(5:18:26 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: and I hate to say it because I don't want to make me sound like I resent being with bun, but if he'd never come along, there's no way I think I would've said I'm anything but straight
(5:18:50 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: guy's would pretty much be a a guilty pleasure, with more emphasis on guilt
(5:18:59 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: *nod*
(5:19:23 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: Is that kinda how you feel too?
(5:20:28 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: yeah man
(5:20:34 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i mean
(5:20:37 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i kinda always new i liked boys
(5:20:39 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: but
(5:20:45 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: you don't wanna? >_<
(5:21:00 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: at the same time its obviously not sitting right when i actually do it
(5:21:01 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: unless it was serious
(5:21:22 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: and...i'm way more comfortable with boys lol
(5:21:26 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i wouldn't even know where to start with a chick
(5:21:44 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: guys know what guys like, it's all familiar
(5:22:18 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: hell, within 5 minutes of having bun in my room, I pinned him against the wall, kissed him, threw him onto the bed, ripped his pants off and started licking his dick
(5:22:19 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: touch them on the penis
(5:22:20 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: easy
(5:22:28 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: snrrrk
(5:22:29 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: nice
(5:22:44 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: and I thought *he* would be the one to put cock in mouth first
(5:22:47 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I bet he did too :P
(5:23:02 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i like having things in my mouth
(5:23:24 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: but that was my first boy, bonus points for the fact that I'm so many types of retarded over him (in a well meaning way :3)
(5:24:01 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: \o/
(5:24:11 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: depends how long you kept it in your mouth :p
(5:24:22 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: but if I were to go after some guy in like, well even -
(5:24:23 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: X3
(5:24:29 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: it was mostly licks :3
(5:24:43 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: did some very half assed blowing, but come on it was my first time X3
(5:24:57 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: haha
(5:25:06 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I did manage to make him cum in my mouth twice with BJs though, and I was so fuckin chuffed when I did :D
(5:25:13 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: hahahaha
(5:25:14 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: nice
(5:25:18 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i've never done that
(5:25:21 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i am a terrible fag
(5:25:32 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: Now I had never had a good bj before now
(5:25:35 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: *then
(5:26:11 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: so I just curled my lips over my teeth as much as I easily could, put him in and then laid my tongue flat along him and pushed in with it
(5:26:30 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: so every movement back and forth would press my tongue in and up / down
(5:26:47 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: fuck, I'm giving BJ advice X3
(5:26:53 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: snrrrk
(5:27:04 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i meant i didn't have the balls to let them
(5:27:27 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: you were scared to let them?
(5:27:38 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: *nod*
(5:27:45 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: not that i've had thaaat much opportunity for it
(5:28:04 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: well bun didn't give me the bloody courtes to tell me!
(5:28:21 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I was just like "oh hey, there's more spit in here than I ........ oooooooooooooh"
(5:28:21 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: laaawl
(5:28:31 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: sneaky bugger
(5:28:42 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: and he did it the next time too
(5:28:51 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: need to teach him so bloody manners like
(5:28:56 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: you gotta give em warning like
(5:29:45 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: psh you like it
(5:30:13 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: oh I love that I actually made him cum, that was great and I wouldn't have stopped him anyway
(5:30:27 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: but you still gotta let em know, even if it is jsut to make them go faster :P
(5:30:41 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: or if I wanted to really tease him to hell >:3
(5:30:47 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: oooh
(5:30:52 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: you sunuvabitch :P
(5:31:12 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: He'd hate me for 5 minutes
(5:31:23 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: but he'd worship my balls for an hour
(5:31:29 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: TMI
(5:31:30 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: TMI
(5:31:32 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: TMI
(5:31:34 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: X3
(5:31:35 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: you are lucky i am drunk
(5:31:44 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: aren't you always drunk? :P
(5:31:52 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: is THAT what you've been tolde
(5:32:15 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: bun has said quite publicly that you always have a drink in hand when you're on IM
(5:33:22 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: not ALWAYS
(5:33:28 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: but usually yeah
(5:33:35 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: more so now i am working, so by the time i get on
(5:33:40 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: it is damn near time for a drink
(5:34:40 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I ain't complainin, people do what they will and if you want to grab a nice beer then go nuts, not like you're beatin up your mrs cause of it :P
(5:34:51 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: nope
(5:35:05 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: just doin what i do
(5:36:20 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: The key is, basically anything fun has some harm associated to it, so long as you're not a dick about it and it doesn't kill ya, who cares
(5:36:36 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: liberalism ftw :P
(5:36:38 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: heh
(5:36:46 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: i am completely comfortable with my drinking habits
(5:36:58 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I have completely lost all of mine :P
(5:37:15 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: what kind of scot are you
(5:37:32 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: lately, workoholic against my will
(5:38:00 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: generally, I'm a lazy layabout who thinks going outside makes him productive
(5:38:13 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: snrrk
(5:38:19 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: goddamn furries
(5:38:21 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: which is kinda true, I'm never out for the sake of going out very often :P
(5:38:30 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: hey, I'm a geek before a furry dude
(5:38:36 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: same shit
(5:38:41 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: different side of the pile
(5:38:42 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: I just love the ears so much ;>_>
(5:38:45 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: the side everyone pees on
(5:40:28 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: hey, if you're a furfag
(5:40:30 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: what type are you?
(5:53:19 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: fuckit I'll guess :P
(5:53:30 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: turtle? |3
(6:02:49 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: coyote
(6:02:56 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: you said that a long time ago D:
(6:04:30 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: net has been screwy lately y'see
(6:04:42 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: but I'm glad you're a coyote
(6:04:45 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: mamals ftw :P
(6:04:48 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: yus
(6:04:52 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: but i need to sleeo
(6:04:54 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: goodnight you
(6:04:58 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: alrighty
(6:05:03 AM) herp-a-derp@hotmail.com: g'night dude, good chat :3
(6:06:46 AM) vorticon31@hotmail.com: *nod*